by Jill Mansell
‘You know, you’ve been pretty lucky as far as fathers go. First Alex, now Nick. He’s so proud of you,’ said Doug.
For heaven’s sake, how was she supposed to stop crying if he was going to come out with stuff like this? Blindly Lola nodded again and wiped her sleeve across her wet cheeks.
‘And he certainly made me think,’ Doug went on, ‘when he told me I’d missed my chance with you.’
‘He really said that?’ Lola sniffed hard. This was the thing she’d forgotten about fathers; how much they loved to embarrass their daughters in public.
‘And the rest. As if it hasn’t been hard enough these past few months, reminding myself why I should be steering clear of you. Then along comes your father giving me all sorts of grief, then explaining to me why I should think again. That knocked me for six, I can tell you.’
As if it hadn’t been hard enough these past few months? Slowly, desperate not to be getting this wrong, Lola said, ‘So that night when you first saw me again at your mother’s house… does that mean you didn’t hate me after all?’
‘Oh yes I did. With all my heart. Absolutely and totally.’ Doug half smiled, causing her heart to lollop. ‘But at the same time the old feelings were still there as well, refusing to go away. Like you were refusing to go away. It drove me insane having you back in my life, because I wasn’t able to control the way I felt about you. I wanted to be indifferent, to see you and feel nothing. But I just couldn’t. It wouldn’t happen.’ He tapped his temple. ‘You were in here, whether I liked it or not.’
Lola was trembling now, almost but not quite sure that his coming here tonight was a very good thing. ‘Like a tapeworm.’
He looked amused. ‘You always did have a way with words.’
‘Oh Dougie, all this time you’ve been hating me, I’ve been trying my best to change your mind.’ The words came tumbling out in a rush. ‘In the end I just had to give up, told myself to stop before I made a complete prat of myself… except I already had, over and over again…’
‘I quite enjoyed those bits. I think watching you try to play badminton was my favorite.’ He grinned, moved closer to the counter. ‘I waited in the bar afterwards, but you didn’t turn up.’
‘In case you accused me of stalking you again.’
‘I’m sorry. I haven’t behaved very well either.’ Ruefully Doug said, ‘I’ve lied to you, for a start.’
‘About what?’
‘The photos of us when we were young. Of course I kept them. They’re at home, hidden away in a cupboard,’ he said eyes glinting, ‘along with my secret stash of Pot Noodles.’
‘I knew it!’ Triumphantly Lola said, ‘Once a Pot Noodler, always a Pot Noodler. Did Isabel know about this?’
Ach, Isabel…
‘What’s wrong?’ said Doug when she winced.
‘Isabel. Your girlfriend.’
He relaxed. ‘She isn’t my girlfriend. I finished with her weeks ago. On the night of your dinner party, in fact.’
‘What?’
‘I smuggled away the photo album. By the time I’d finished looking through the old photos of us, I realized Isabel couldn’t compete. I told her I couldn’t see her any more and she handed in her notice.’
‘Poor Isabel.’ Lola did her best to sound as if she meant it.
‘I gave her a great reference. She’s working in Hong Kong now.’ Dougie moved towards Lola. ‘You don’t know how close I came to ringing you that night.’
Lola remembered the wrong number and her reaction when the phone had begun to ring. ‘I wanted you to. So much. Oh Dougie… ’ It was no good; having a counter between them wasn’t helping at all. She came out from behind it and threw herself into his arms.
Oh yes, this was where she was meant to be. It was all she’d ever wanted. As he kissed her—at last—she knew everything was going to be all right.
Despite the odd potential drawback.
When he’d finished kissing her, Dougie smiled and said, ‘What are you thinking?’
‘That this is one of the happiest moments of my life.’ Lola stroked his hair. ‘And that your mother’s going to be absolutely furious when she hears about this.’
‘Don’t worry about my mother. After Dad died, she became overprotective of us. When she made you that offer she thought she was doing the right thing. But it’s OK, I’ve had a chat with her. All she wants is for me to be happy, and she accepts that now. She’ll be fine.’
God, he was a heavenly kisser; no one else even came close. And there was so much more fantastic stuff to look forward to. Double-checking that they were safely out of sight—the lights were still on in the store but from here no one walking past in the street could see them—Lola allowed her hands to start wandering in an adventurous fashion.
‘What are you doing?’
‘What I’ve been wanting to do for a long, long time.’ She smiled playfully up at him. ‘Ever got intimate in a bookshop before?’
Doug surveyed her with amusement. ‘Is that a dare? Are you trying to shock me?’
Lola gazed into his dark eyes. Then, slowly and deliberately, she reached out and unfastened his belt.
‘Shouldn’t do that,’ Dougie murmured, ‘unless you’re sure you’ve got the nerve to go through with it. From start to finish.’ He trailed an index finger down her chest until he came to the top button of her shirt. It came undone, exposing the top of her lacy lilac bra.
‘Are you calling me chicken?’ Lola retaliated by pulling his shirt out of his trousers.
‘I think you might lose your nerve.’ Deftly he undid the next button on her shirt.
Trembling now, Lola struggled with the fastening on his trousers. ‘I think you know me better than that. If I say I’m going to do something, I’ll—aaarrgh!’
‘Lola?’ The door at the back of the shop opened and Tim poked his head round. ‘Oh sorry!’ His eyes popped as he realized what he was interrupting.
‘I thought you’d all left!’ Flustered, Lola clapped both hands over her exposed bra.
‘Everyone else has. I’m just off now. I wondered if you’d made up your mind yet about coming along to the party.’
Hmm, have sex with Dougie or go to a party with Tim and Darren. That was a tricky one.
‘Um… I don’t think so, Tim. But thanks anyway.’
‘OK.’ Hardly knowing where to look, Tim backed away. ‘Well, have a… nice time.’
Lola nodded and somehow managed to keep a straight face. When the door had closed behind Tim, she looked at Dougie and said, ‘OK, now I’ve lost my nerve.’
‘Thank God for that.’ Doug smiled his crooked smile and tucked his shirt back into his trousers.
‘So, your flat or mine?’
He raised an eyebrow. ‘I have Pot Noodles.’
Giddy with joy, Lola made herself decent. ‘That settles it then. A nice time followed by Pot Noodles.’
Dougie put his arm around her. ‘Who could ask for more?’
Read on for an excerpt from
The Unexpected Consequences of Love
Coming February 2015
from Sourcebooks Landmark
Chapter 1
In the high-ceilinged drawing room of the Mariscombe House Hotel, Sophie Wells was putting the finishing touches to the setting for the photo shoot.
The original plan, to photograph the Ropers outside and en famille in a Marks and Spenceresque summer meadow, had been scuppered by the abysmal weather. The rain had been hammering down all morning and there was no way of postponing the event, as two members of the family were flying back to Australia tomorrow.
But Emma Roper knew exactly what she wanted. On the phone earlier she’d said, “Okay, if we can’t be outside, we’ll have one of those all-white shoots instead. You know, all modern and cool. And we’ll all wear
white too. It’ll be like one of those Ralph Lauren ads.” Delighted with herself and her artistic vision, she’d announced, “So that’s sorted. We’ll see you at the hotel at three. It’ll be great!”
Some clients liked to have the style and setting of their photo shoot suggested to them, while others preferred to make the directional decisions themselves. In Emma Roper’s case it was evidently the latter scenario, and Sophie was happy to go along with it. Accordingly, she’d brought with her the lighting system, the white muslin backdrop on stands, and more swathes of muslin for the floor. If Ralph Lauren–style was what Emma had set her heart on, Ralph Lauren–style she would have.
She stepped back to survey the end result and adjust the lighting as Dot Strachan popped her elegant head around the door.
“Oh, I say, I need my sunglasses in here!” Blinking at the brightness of the scene, she went on cheerily, “Just wondered if you’d like a coffee, darling?”
Sophie wanted to be like Dot Strachan when she grew up. At seventy-two, Dot was effortlessly stylish, with killer cheekbones and light blue eyes that sparkled, offsetting her perma-tanned complexion and swept-back white-blond hair. Of course she had wrinkles, but they were the good kind that came from smiling so much and living well. She worked tirelessly, made running a hotel look easy, and had never worn anything frumpy in her life.
“Thanks, but I’d better not.” Sophie pulled a face and indicated the expanse of pristine whiteness. “Knowing my luck, I’d manage to spill it. Anyway, I’m fine. The Ropers’ll be here any minute and we’ll be out by four. Thanks again for letting us use the room on short notice.”
“No problem. Any time, I told you before. When they turn up,” said Dot, “I’ll tell Rose to send them through.”
***
When you’d grown accustomed to the surfing beaches of California, a gray rain-swept afternoon on the north coast of Cornwall didn’t quite measure up. Weatherwise, it wasn’t what you’d call balmy. Josh Strachan had spent childhood summers here in St. Carys, but today he was giving the icy waves a miss, leaving them to the die-hard enthusiasts.
Like Griff, his grandmother’s long-haired terrier cross, currently barking his head off and launching himself into the shallow surf as it rolled up the beach. Josh shook his head, marveling at Griff’s boundless enthusiasm for taking on the waves. Okay, enough. The torrential rain was coming down even harder. Time to head back. He stuck his fingers in his mouth and let out a piercing whistle to attract the dog’s attention.
Griff determinedly ignored him, like a five-year-old on a playground desperate for one more go on the slide.
Well, he’d only been back in the UK for a week. They were just getting to know each other. Cupping his hands around his mouth, Josh called out with authority, “Griff. Here, NOW.” Bloody delinquent animal, he was doing it on purpose. And to think he’d believed Dot when she’d told him the outrageous lie that the dog was well trained.
Josh made his way down to the water’s edge, kicked off his deck shoes, and, at the third attempt, managed to grab hold of Griff, snapping the leash onto his collar and hauling him up onto the sand. The tail end of a wave caught them, soaking into the leg of his jeans. He gave the dog a stern-as-possible glare, and Griff returned it with a naughty, unrepentant tail wag. God, the sea was freezing.
As they made their way back across Mariscombe beach before heading up the steps carved into the cliff that gave the hotel its unparalleled view of the ocean, Josh conjured up mental images of the Californian ones he’d left behind. Santa Monica…Laguna…Huntington—amazing stretches of sand, world-class waves, year-round perfect weather…
But it hadn’t been the UK, had it? It hadn’t been home. And most of the time he’d been too busy working with people he didn’t even like to take advantage of the surfing opportunities. Which was why he’d made the executive decision to walk away, leave that artificial, stress-filled world behind him, and aim instead for a better quality of life in the company of people he might actually enjoy spending time with.
That was the plan, anyway. After the Go Destry debacle, he never wanted to see another spoiled, whiny American teenager in his life.
***
“Right, now you rest your chin on your left hand, and you lean back a bit, and you two tilt your heads up so you can both see your mum…” Honestly, arranging five children and an adult could be as complicated as conducting an orchestra. “And you rest your hands on their shoulders… That’s it, that’s great. Now all look at each other and say, ‘Wow, you’re gorgeous!’”
The brothers and sisters yelled it to each other then burst out laughing, and Sophie snapped away, firing off fifteen or twenty shots. “Brilliant, keep going, say it again to someone else, perfect…”
Amid the giggles and laughter and renewed shouts of “Wow, you’re gorgeous,” the scrabbling noise on the other side of the door went unnoticed. Next moment, the handle was pushed down, the door burst open, and a wildly overexcited Griff launched himself like a hairy torpedo at the immaculate Ralph Lauren group.
A hairy, wet, mud-strewn torpedo at that.
“AAARRGH.” The teenage girls shrieked and attempted to push the dog away as he scrambled over the boys, tail wagging furiously and paws leaving muddy prints over…well, everything.
“No! Griff, down,” Sophie shouted with predictable lack of effect. Emma was aghast, the boys had creased up laughing, and the white backdrop was spattered with dark spots where the dog had energetically attempted to shake off some of the mud.
“My dress,” Emma wailed. “My beautiful white dress!”
“Naughty boy.” Putting down her Nikon, Sophie managed to catch Griff and scoop him up into her arms. Although it hadn’t been his fault. Shaking her head apologetically at Emma, she said, “I’ll be back in a minute.”
Outside the living room, she saw at once what had happened. At the far end of the hallway, by the entrance, a tall figure stood with his back to her. His dark hair was slicked back and wet from the rain; he was wearing a sodden gray and white shirt and jeans and talking rapidly into the phone he was holding in his right hand. From his left dangled a thin leather leash with no dog on the end of it.
As Sophie made her approach, she heard him say, “…Okay, no problem, I’ll get that sorted. Bye.” Then he hung up and slid the phone into the back pocket of his jeans.
She tapped him on the shoulder. “Excuse me, I think you’ve lost something.”
He turned, eyebrows raised in inquiry, and saw who she was holding against her chest.
“Oh, right. Thanks.”
Honestly, talk about unbothered.
“You can’t just let Griff off the leash, you know, and leave him to cause havoc.”
“I didn’t.” Clearly taken aback at her tone, he said, “I put him in his basket in the back office.”
“He’s all wet and muddy!”
“I was about to fetch a towel to dry him off when my phone rang. It was an urgent call.”
“Come with me. Let me show you what he’s done.”
“Oh God.” The eyebrows flattened out and he exhaled, following her across the hallway. When they reached the closed door to the drawing room he said defensively, “Hang on, you can’t blame me for whatever’s in here. I did check the doors on my way through. They were all shut.”
Sophie knew who he was; of course she did. They might not have met before, but it was no secret that Josh Strachan had just moved back to St. Carys and into the hotel he’d bought along with his grandmother three years ago.
Goodness, though, he was attractive. It was actually quite fascinating to discover you could be this mad with someone yet simultaneously so hyperaware of their looks.
“And are you going to tell me Dot didn’t warn you about his party trick?” As she said it, she put Griff down and lightly touched the brass door handle. Like lightning, Griff sprang up and grabbed the
end of the handle in his teeth, swinging in midair for a moment and furiously twisting his body like a Cirque du Soleil gymnast in order to pull it down. As the door burst open, Sophie grabbed him and said, “Et voilà.”
She saw Josh Strachan mouth the words Oh shit as he took in the scene of devastation. To his credit, he held up his hands at once and said to the assembled group, “I’m really sorry. It’s my fault; I didn’t know he could open doors.”
Most of the assembled group ignored him; they were all far too busy shrieking with laughter and taking photos of each other on their cell phones. Only Emma, their mother, fixed Josh with a baleful eye and said, “It’s all ruined. Our beautiful photo shoot…”
“I know and I’m sorry, but can we rebook it for another day? I’ll pay for everything, obviously…”
“The twins are leaving for Australia tomorrow morning. So no, we can’t. But thanks for wrecking something so important.” Emma’s voice had begun to wobble; her eyes filling with tears, she said in a brittle voice, “I can’t believe this is happening…”
“Okay, let me sort this out.” Sophie dumped Griff in Josh’s arms. “Here you are. Take him away and get him dried off. Give us five minutes, then bring him back in.”
“Back?” Josh looked at her as if she’d gone mad.
“Why would you want that creature back in here after he’s done this?” Emma’s voice was shrill.
“Just do it.” Sophie signaled to Josh to leave the room with Griff. Then she turned her attention to Emma. “It’s okay, please don’t cry.”
“B-but everything’s ruined.”
“Listen, of course you’re upset. But isn’t part of all this because your boys are off to Australia tomorrow?”
Emma took a deep, shuddery breath and carefully dabbed at her eyes with a tissue. She nodded and said, “Of course it is. I can’t bear it. They’re only eighteen… They’re my babies… How am I going to cope without them?”
