In my fantasy my Master has decided that today he's going to take me further than ever before. He says he's bought me a present and that I'm to kneel in front of him on the floor to receive it. He tells me to put my hands out flat in front of me and then places a cane in my palms.
I cry out as I know what will be coming next and I tell him that I'm not ready for this yet, I'm only just getting used to our flogger and to step up to a cane is too much, too soon.
He tells me that he knows it's what I've always wanted, to see welts on my body and he's sick of hearing me complain that I want more from him. He's warned me before to be careful what I wish for and now he's going to give me what I claim to want.
'Now we'll see,' he says.
'Yes, Master,' I am forced to reply, knowing that what he says is true but still being terrified of the instrument.
He says that I have to ask him to use it on me but I can't get the words out. I cry and beg him not to do this but he remains unmoved, eventually silencing me with the words 'Hush now.'
I manage to ask him to use the cane and he bids me to present it to him on my open palms. He takes it from me but has me leave my hands where they are.
'Close your eyes and keep them closed,' he says seriously, and I realise what's coming. He pauses before striking my hands with the cane and I cry out in pain.
'Be quiet!' he commands and continues to hit my palms at random intervals so that I cannot anticipate the next blow. After a while he tells me he's done and through my sobs I thank him for my pain.
Just when I think it's over he pulls me to my feet by my hair and fastens my wrists to the chains in our bedroom ceiling. I know what he's going to do and become all but hysterical, crying and begging him not to put me through this.
He ignores my pleas and goes about the job of getting me ready, locking the cu-s and forcing my feet apart with the spreader bar.
Then, without warning, he strikes my arse and I scream. He strokes the hair back from my face and tells me not to make a sound again unless he tells me I can.
I bite my lip to try to keep quiet as he beats me, sometimes softly with quick little taps, then sometimes hard in heavy single blows on my arse or my tits or my (by-now dripping wet) pussy.
After a while he holds my head up with my hair so that I look at him and strokes my cheek gently. He says that he is going to ask me if I've had enough but that I am to say 'no'. He says that when he asks if I want him to stop I am to say 'no' and that when he checks that I want more I am to say 'yes'.
I am still crying and pleading with him not to and eventually I ask him why he is doing this to me. He says calmly, as if explaining to a child, that I know why, it's because I need it. I need to su-er for him, to make me whole.
This calms me down a little as deep down I know he is right, so when he asks if I've had enough yet, I am able to say a little shakily, 'No, Master, thank you', and, when he asks if he should stop now, I repeat a bit more confidently, 'No, Master, thank you', and then, when he finally says, 'Do you want more then?', I clearly say, 'Yes please, Master'.
'Yes please, Master, what?'
'Please Master, please hurt me with the cane some more.'
'Why?'
I pause before slowly admitting it. 'Because I need you to, Master.'
So he strikes me again and again and again, leaving viciouslooking stripes all over my body, and I cry, not so much from the pain now but from the knowledge of what I have just admitted.
Eventually he releases me and I collapse into his arms still sobbing, I say sorry over and over again, for not doing well, but he tells me what a good girl I am and how proud he is of me and smothers me with little kisses, holding me tight and stroking my hair until I am calm.
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CASSANDRA'S CONFLICT
Fredrica Allen ISBN 978 0 352 34186 0
A house in Hampstead. Present day. Behind a façade of cultured respectability lies a world of decadent indulgence and dark eroticism. Cassandra's sheltered life is transformed when she gets employed as governess to the Baron's children. He draws her into games where lust can feed on the erotic charge of submission. Games where only he knows the rules and where unusual pleasures can flourish.
To be published in April 2008
GEMINI HEAT
Portia Da Costa ISBN 978 0 352 34187 7
As the metropolis sizzles in the freak early summer temperatures, identical twin sisters Deana and Delia Ferraro are cooking up a heat wave of their own. Surrounded by an atmosphere of relentless humidity, Deanna and Delia find themselves rivals for the attentions of Jackson de Guile – an exotic, wealthy entrepreneur and master of power dynamics – who draws them both into a web of luxurious debauchery.
Their erotic encounters become increasingly bizarre as the twins vie for the rewards that pleasuring him brings them – tainted rewards which only serve to confuse their perceptions of the limits of sexual experience.
To be published in May 2008
BLACK ORCHID
Roxanne Carr
ISBN 978 0 352 34188 4
At the Black Orchid Club, adventurous women who yearn for the pleasures of exotic, even kinky, sex can quench their desires in discreet and luxurious surroundings. Having tasted the fulfilment of unique and powerful lusts, one such adventurous woman learns what happens when the need for limitless indulgence becomes an addiction.
To be published in June 2008
FORBIDDEN FRUIT
Susie Raymond
ISBN 978 0 352 34189 1
The last thing sexy thirty-something Beth expected was to get involved with a sixteen year old. But when she finds him spying on her in the dressing room at work she embarks on an erotic journey with the straining youth, teaching him and teasing him as she leads him through myriad sensuous exercises at her stylish modern home. As their lascivious games become more and more intense, Beth soon begins to realise that she is the one being awakened to a new world of desire – and that hers is the mind quickly becoming consumed with lust.
To be published in July 2008
JULIET RISING
Cleo Cordell
ISBN 978 0 352 34192 1
Nothing is more important to Reynard than winning the favours of the bright and wilful Juliet, a pupil at Madame Nicol's exclusive but strict 18th century ladies' academy. Her captivating beauty tinged with a hint of cruelty soon has Reynard willing to do anything to win her approval. But Juliet's methods have little effect on Andreas, the real object of her lustful obsessions. Unable to bend him to her will, she is forced to watch him lavish his manly talents on her fellow pupils. That is, until she agrees to change her stuck-up, stubborn ways and become an eager erotic participant.
To be published in August 2008
ODALISQUE
Fleur Reynolds ISBN 978 0 352 34193 8
Set against a backdrop of sophisticated elegance, a tale of family intrigue, forbidden passions and depraved secrets unfolds. Beautiful but scheming, successful designer Auralie plots to bring about the downfall of her virtuous cousin, Jeanine. Recently widowed, but still young and glamorous, Jeanine finds her p
assions being rekindled by Auralie's husband. But she is playing into Auralie's hands – vindictive hands that drag Jeanine into a world of erotic depravity. Why are the cousins locked into this sexual feud? And what is the purpose of Jeanine's mysterious Confessor, and his sordid underground sect?
To be published in September 2008
THE STALLION
Georgina Brown ISBN 978 0 352 34199 0
The world of showjumping is as steamy as it is competitive. Ambitious young rider Penny Bennett enters into a wager with her oldest rival and friend, Ariadne, to win her thoroughbred stallion, guaranteed to bring Penny money and success. But first she must attain the sponsorship and very personal attention of showjumping's biggest impresario, Alister Beaumont.
Beaumont's riding school, however, is not all it seems. There's the weird relationship between Alister and his cigar-smoking sister. And the bizarre clothes they want Penny to wear. But in this atmosphere of unbridled kinkiness, Penny is determined not only to win the wager but to discover the truth about Beaumont's strange hobbies.
To be published in October 2008
THE DEVIL AND THE DEEP BLUE SEA
Cheryl Mildenhall
ISBN 978 0 352 34200 3
When Hillary and her girlfriends rent a country house for their summer vacation, it is a pleasant surprise to find that its secretive and kinky owner – Darius Harwood – seems to be the most desirable man in the locale. That is, before Hilary meets Haldane, the blonde and beautifully proportioned Norwegian sailor who works nearby. Intrigued by the sexual allure of two very different men, Hillary can't resist exploring the possibilities on offer. But these opportunities for misbehaviour quickly lead her into a tricky situation for which a diffcult decision has to be made.
To be published in November 2008
THE NINETY DAYS OF GENEVIEVE
Lucinda Carrington
ISBN 978 0 352 34201 0
A ninety-day sex contract wasn't exactly what Genevieve Loften had in mind when she began business negotiations with the arrogant and attractive James Sinclair. As a career move she wanted to go along with it; the pay-off was potentially huge.
However, she didn't imagine that he would make her the star performer in a series of increasingly kinky and exotic fantasies. Thrown into a world of sexual misadventure, Genevieve learns how to balance her high-pressure career with the twilight world of fetishism and debauchery.
To be published in December 2008
THE GIFT OF SHAME
Sarah Hope-Walker
ISBN 978 0 352 34202 7
Sad, sultry Helen flies between London, Paris and the Caribbean chasing whatever physical pleasures she can get to tear her mind from a deep, deep loss. Her glamorous lifestyle and charged sensual escapades belie a widow's grief. When she meets handsome, rich Jeffrey she is shocked and yet intrigued by his masterful, domineering behaviour. Soon, Helen is forced to confront the forbidden desires hiding within herself – and forced to undergo a startling metamorphosis from a meek and modest lady into a bristling, voracious wanton.
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