by Alexa Riley
He carried me to the bed and laid me back softly on the pillow. He kissed me gently and took a deep breath before speaking. “Is this what you want? Because Quinn, once we take this step, there is no turning back for us. You’ll be mine, completely.”
I could barely speak. “Yes, Axel. I want you. I do.”
He cupped my breast and slowly lowered his mouth to my nipple. He sucked hard and began to nibble his way back to my neck, and when he reached the soft and sensitive skin below my ear, he sank his teeth in. I moaned in pleasure, feeling the heat radiate from between my legs.
“Oh, Axel!”
“God, this feels so right.”
My eyes were drawn to his cock as he kneeled before me. He was big and hard and absolutely stunning. I licked my lips imagining his cock pumping in and out of my mouth. He moved closer to the bed as I positioned my body to take him in my mouth. Axel grasped the back of my head and guided his cock past my lips. He groaned when I flicked my tongue against the tip of his penis. I slid my mouth up and down his length, taking more of him each time. I circled my tongue around the tip, licking up the pre-cum. Slow and easy, I took him deeper.
With a groan, Axel thrust his cock to the back of my throat. “Yes, Quinn, like that. Take all of me.”
I used my hand to stroke the length of his shaft as my mouth worked the head. I increased the suction, pulling him deeper. He began to thrust against my mouth, driving himself deeper with each pumping motion of his hips. I could feel his body tense with each touch of my tongue, anticipating his fluid, but suddenly Axel pulled my head back to look deep into my eyes.
“Jesus, you feel good.” He pushed me back onto the bed. “You know how to drive me crazy.”
Axel paused and his gaze fell to my exposed pussy. “I love how your pussy is bare, so smooth. I want you to always keep it this way,” Axel lovingly commanded.
He gradually slipped his fingers into the soft folds of my pussy, then to my clit. He began to move one finger in a circular motion. I moaned and lifted, arching toward him in a silent plea for more. Axel lowered his head, burying it between my thighs. I screamed out his name when his mouth suddenly covered my clit. He leisurely drew it into his mouth and moved his tongue in long sensual strokes. I tightened and twisted my body, fighting the wave of sensations overtaking me.
“Relax, Quinn. Don’t fight it. It’s just you and me, forever.”
I felt the growing pleasure build in my body. He spread my velvety folds further and plunged his tongue deep inside, moving it in and out in a rhythmic pattern. I was hot and wet and ready to burst. His fingers played around my moist entrance before moving between the cheeks of my ass. I tensed as his finger applied pressure to my tight, puckered rosebud.
“Has anyone ever taken you here before?” Axel asked with a deep seductive voice.
I shook my head and could barely whisper, “No.”
Axel growled as he pressed his index finger past the tight ring. I bucked against him. The width of his finger invading my ass sent a sensation of pleasure and pain that had me on the verge of climax. He sank his finger in deeper while using his other hand to rub my clit.
“I will, Quinn. Not tonight, but soon. I want to get you used to the feeling, and get you ready to accept me. I will have all of you. I will fuck this ass, just as I will fuck your pussy tonight,” Axel said before gently pumping his finger in and out of my tight entrance.
Unexpectedly, Axel pulled away, and I felt him spread my legs further apart. Axel devoured my mouth in a breathless kiss as he pressed his bulging cock against my dripping wet pussy. Axel placed a hand on each side of my face, looking deep into my eyes. Never looking away, he slowly eased his hard cock into my welcoming pussy. There was a pop and I cried out, but I didn’t want him to stop. It hurt, but not so badly that it overcame my need for more.
He paused for a moment, giving me the time I needed to adjust to the sensation that he was inside of me. That I was no longer a virgin, and he had broken the barrier. When I kissed his neck, he took the cue I was ready for more, and began to gently move. I wanted it all. He thrust in and out, never taking his eyes away from mine. He was so deep, rocking forward, deeper than I thought possible.
I could feel my sex clench around his cock. My inner muscles pulsated as I pressed into his every thrust. My heart thumped out of control. I gasped for breath as he began to press his cock deeper and faster. He slipped his hand behind my head, his fingers tangled in the strands and pulled. The sharp pain only added to my pleasure, pulling me towards orgasm. I felt a building of pleasure unlike anything I had known. This sensation was a far cry from masturbation. I dug my nails into Axel’s back, and I began to scream as my body reached the ultimate orgasm. It hurt so bad, yet it felt so good.
Axel pressed deeper, harder, and faster, his cock possessing my depths. I felt his body tense and his breathing become ragged. His pace quickened, causing me to have another fiery sensation course through my body. I screamed out his name as his body stiffened and his warm release filled me.
He settled his mouth over mine, kissing me slowly. I enjoyed his tenderness as we relaxed in the aftermath of the best sex I could ever imagine by far. Axel rolled to the side and let out a huge breath.
“God! That was fucking amazing.” He put his arms around me and pulled me close so I could rest my head on his chest. “I have never experienced anything like that. You’re absolutely incredible. Thank you for giving me such a special gift.” He kissed the top of my head. “I love you, Quinn.”
I closed my eyes. “I love you with all my heart, Axel.” And I fell asleep to the beating of his heart, no longer the woman I once was.
CHAPTER EIGHT
LOVE FUCKING SURPRISES
QUINN
I WOKE to the welcoming scent of freshly brewed coffee. My body was still delightfully sore in places I wasn’t aware were capable of ever being sore. Axel and I had spent hours making love into the night, neither of us able to get enough. Slowly rolling to my back and stretching my body, I smiled at the amazing memories flooding in. Checking the time on my phone on the bedside table, I was surprised to see I had slept so late. I quickly got out of bed, pulled on one of Axel’s t-shirts, and made my way into the kitchen.
“Good morning, beautiful.” Axel walked over and placed a mug of coffee in my hands as he leaned down to brush a kiss on my forehead.
“If you keep this up, you’re going to spoil me so much that you’ll never be able to get rid of me.”
“Well, maybe that’s my plan.” He winked at me as he bent his head, bunched his fist into my messy locks, and took possession of my mouth.
I moaned. Hunger fueled again.
“I made plans for us today. You need to get showered and get ready. I thought we’d take a boat ride to Catalina Island. The views all around are absolutely beautiful, and there’s this terrific restaurant I’d love to take you to.” He gently brushed at my cheek with his knuckles.
“One surprise after another with you,” I said as I sipped my coffee.
“You deserve it. I want you to feel the love I have for you every single day.” He took a swig of his coffee from a large mug. “And I want you to know I love you during the day too. We can’t always only operate during the night or we might as well start drinking blood.”
QUINN
MOTORING in a small boat on the Pacific Ocean, I sat mesmerized by the entire trip. I couldn’t get over the scenery. Axel hadn’t lied when he said the island was beautiful. Surrounded by clear waters as far as the eye could see, sitting by the sexiest man, I was in heaven.
With the gentle hum of the engine low enough not to interfere with our conversation, we reminisced about our childhoods. Several times along the way, Axel pointed at dolphins and even a whale surfacing from the depths of the water. Watching nature in its glory, I thought this truly was becoming the best date of my life. The sun’s reflection off the water made everything sparkle, and I couldn’t help but be enthralled by the beauty of it all. I’d liv
ed in San Francisco practically my whole life and never once appreciated the ocean like I did now. Experiencing it for the first time with Axel made it even more special.
Axel, leaning against the railing of the boat, wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me into the shelter of his arms, lifting my chin to meet his gaze. “Watching your dark hair move in the wind is driving me insane. I’ve never seen such a beautiful woman in my life. You’re stunning, Quinn.” He placed a kiss on my forehead.
Axel turned me in his arms so that I faced the ocean, keeping me tight to his body. “Thank you for coming up here with me. It means more to me than you know.” He placed kisses on the nape of my neck. He hesitated just a moment. “We’re almost there. Are you getting hungry?” he whispered in my ear.
I stretched on my toes, turned my head to reach his mouth, and gave him a heat-searing kiss. “I am. Thank you so much for taking me here. It’s nice to step away from the nightlife of LA.”
He grabbed my hand, intertwined his fingers with mine, and led me into the restaurant, where we were seated almost immediately. It helped that Axel knew the manager and was able to get a reservation on such short notice. He had told me on the trip up how much he enjoyed this particular restaurant and how he would come up as often as he could, even though it took several hours to get there between LA traffic and the boat ride. The restaurant itself had a quaint, cozy vibe with an old wood deck that wrapped around the entire building, the view was even more spectacular here than on the boat ride up. The place sat atop a hill overlooking the ocean. The setting sun cast rays that danced on the water. All of it took my breath away. Throughout our dinner, I found it hard to pull my gaze from the view. I had never visited such a magical place before. So many firsts with Axel.
“So, what do you think? You’ve been awful quiet.” Axel’s voice pulled me out of my thoughts.
“There are no words. You have all these hidden jewels in your back pocket. How did you find this place?”
He smiled that sexy smile I loved so much as he reached across the table and gently stroked the back of my hand with his thumb. “Let’s go take a walk out on the balcony. The weather’s perfect. It’s not raining for a change.”
“I’d love to.”
Axel waved for the waiter. He ordered two glasses of red wine, paid the bill, then gently assisted me out of my seat before handing me my glass. Amazed at how perfect everything felt with him, I placed my hand in his while we walked out to the deck. I inhaled the scent of the ocean as the heels of my shoes clapped against the aged wood. I absolutely loved the smell of salt water in the air. Facing out toward the water, I lifted my face to feel the gentle wind blow against my skin. Axel brushed up behind me, slipping an arm around my waist.
“I told you it was beautiful up here,” he whispered as he nibbled where my ear met my neck.
“It really is. I can’t even express how incredible this is.”
“I’m glad you like it. I’ve never brought anyone else up here before, but I wanted you to share this place with me.”
I turned in his arms, taking a sip of my wine. I tilted my head to look into his eyes. “Not anyone? I find that hard to believe with all the women you’ve been with. Surely at least one lucky woman got to be blessed with this special place.”
“Just one,” he whispered. “And she’s wrapped tightly in my arms.” He pulled back, taking my chin between his thumb and finger. “And, just for the record, I haven’t been with as many women as you think.”
I tried not to roll my eyes or laugh. I gently punched him in the chest. “I know who you are, Axel Rye. You don’t need to lie to try to seduce me.”
“What are you trying to say? Do I have a bad reputation?” he asked with a wicked gleam in his eye.
“The Great Axel Rye. Need I say more?”
“You know, those words could get you into some serious trouble if you aren’t careful. You know what else The Great Axel Rye is known for?”
“Are you threatening me, you bad boy?” I giggled.
“I never threaten. I follow through on everything I say.” He leaned down and gently placed a kiss on my lips.
“Can I ask you a question?”
Axel nodded. “Anything.”
I was dying to know the answer. “If you grew up in such a bad home life, and your parents weren’t your examples, and you never have had any other serious relationships, then how did you become so good at it? How did you learn to love? To show love in the way that you do?”
He paused for moment as if he were trying to remember. “When I was about fifteen years old, I lived next door to this surfer and his wife. This man was so cool in my eyes. He worked some sort of construction by day, but whenever he got the chance, he surfed. His wife was gorgeous, and probably my first real crush.” Axel stopped and smiled. “I would look out my window at night and just watch them sit outside and talk. They always had a glass of wine or beer, and would sit under the stars and just laugh. They kissed, they cuddled, and they always appeared so happy. Their relationship seemed so perfect.” Axel’s smile melted away. “This was a huge contrast to my parents, who fought all the time if they were even together.” Axel paused and kissed the top of my head. “Am I boring you?”
I shook my head eagerly. “No, not at all. I love hearing about your past.”
Axel took a deep breath before continuing on. “Anyway, this couple next door was everything my parents weren’t. It was nice to see… love. Well, one night I could see the neighbors in the kitchen fighting. I mean really fighting. My heart sank, because this perfect couple I loved spying on was just like everyone else. Just like my screwed up parents. And just as I was panicking that this perfect little world I spied on was about to crumble, I watched him reach out to her, kiss her on the forehead and whisper in her ear. He held her, and she held him back. He caressed her back as she clung to him, desperate for his love. No matter what, they had that. Love. I knew that I would someday have that. I wouldn’t settle for half ass. I wouldn’t settle until I was with someone I couldn’t keep my hands off, and she couldn’t keep hers off me. I wanted love that would be forever displayed. I guess I owe my old neighbors for all my mushiness.”
“So you were a Peeping Tom growing up,” I teased.
Axel started to laugh. “I guess you could say that.”
We both laughed, enjoying this evening that belonged only to us. Nothing else seemed to matter at that point, and we were oblivious to all that surrounded us. Kissing, loving, growing together as a couple. This date captured my heart.
“Do you want to know how many women I’ve woken up to the next morning, Quinn? How many women I’ve taken to my own special places? How many women I have obsessed about, how many I find myself thinking of nothing else but them? How many women I’ve trusted my heart with without planning to? One. The answer is only one.”
“Sometimes I feel like I need to wake from this amazing dream that I’m having. You’re everything I ever wanted in a man, and why you’ve chosen me is confusing.” I paused, searching for the right words. “You could have any woman you want. Someone who truly understands you and your life.”
“You are the woman I want.”
“Why?” I asked quickly.
“Why, what?”
“Why me? Of all the women you could have, out of all the women who want you, why me?” Taking a deep breath, he pulled me deeper into his arms. “Because you’re the only woman who genuinely is interested in me. You seem to care about the man inside, and not just the exterior. I know it sounds ridiculous when I tell you how alone I’ve been, since I’m never physically alone, but lately I’ve been in a dark place. I have this vision of a traditional love. I want a connection and a bond with someone that can never be broken. I want to be able to look into my lover’s eyes and no longer feel the shadows seeping in.” Axel turned me so he stared directly into my eyes. “For the first time in my life, I feel normal. I feel a new reason to get up in the morning. It is you. You.”
QUI
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I SUPPORTED the phone between my shoulder and ear as I made some breakfast. I couldn’t help but wake Harrison up early to tell him all that had happened. After coming home last night, I’d hardly slept. So many things overran my mind, leaving me lost in a fog. I had to talk to someone about it.
Axel had wanted me to stay the night, but I decided it was best to come home and wrap my head around everything that happened. We had not only had sex, but we both had admitted to falling in love. Axel still wanted to see me today, so he was picking me up in an hour. Being apart for long seemed almost impossible for us both.
I’d been on the phone with Harrison for a while now. He seemed to think my growing relationship with Axel was meant to be. Harrison was happy for me and happy that Axel had me in such high spirits. From everything I’d told Harrison so far about Axel, Harrison knew we were in love. Harrison even jokingly started referring to Axel as hubby. Then, unexpectedly, Harrison asked, “What does Axel think about the book you’re working on? Did he give you a list of rules you can or cannot write about?”
I stopped and closed my eyes. I didn’t want to lie, but I didn’t want to confess my failure to reveal that secret.
“Well…” I paused to figure out how to make it less of a lie. “Axel and I haven’t really talked about it too much.” That much was true.
“Hmm,” Harrison said. “Maybe it’s better that way. He might be hesitant to fully open up to you. He may feel you are just using him.”
I sighed with relief. As usual, Harrison and I saw things the same way. My reasoning on not clarifying things about my true profession to Axel held a little more rationale now. Although the feeling didn’t last long as Harrison continued on.
“But maybe you do want to be honest. You don’t want to start things off by keeping things from him. But you don’t need to talk about it all the time. Last thing you want is for him to think you’re pumping him for information every time you two talk.”
