by Drew Sera
“Can I get a beer instead? In the bottle, please,” I hollered over the music.
The girl came back with a beer and opened it in front of me. That was better. At least I know the contents of the bottle, though shitty, weren’t tampered with. I had no intention of drinking it.
I looked around at the environment I was in. Naked women trying to earn a living by giving some stranger an opportunity to touch them. One of Cheng’s guys waived a pathetic five-dollar bill in front of his crotch. When he produced a second five-dollar bill, the girl lowered to her knees.
What the fuck were we doing in this club?
“Mr. Graves,” the guy next to me grabbed my attention by tapping my arm and nearly yelling my name. I turned to face him. “Mr. Graves, you like women?”
The blonde from the coffee table got off the table and grabbed my shoulder for stability. She climbed over my knee and lowered herself between the legs of the man next to me. Christ. Am I going to have to watch this guy get blown? I looked at James.
“James, are you having a good time?” I shouted over the music.
“Yes. Getting an eyeful.”
He and I shared a laugh.
“Mr. Graves,” the guy hit my arm again and pointed to the girl that was now sucking his cock. “Mr. Graves, we can share this one.”
Fuck me. I glanced down the hall where the white fabric swayed. I would much rather be on the other side of it than in here.
“Here, suck him now.”
The guy pushed the girl’s head towards me, but I held my hand up.
“Sorry,” I shook my head. I had to get out of here. “Please don’t take this the wrong way, but…I’m gay.”
“The fuck,” James said. “Oh hell, yes.” I shot him a look, and in return, he shot me one. “Don’t be holding out on me Mr. Graves,” James joked. He had playfully hit on me for years, but he knew I just wanted out of this private patio.
I turned my head to the voice from the woman between the legs of Cheng’s guy.
“I could change your mind, handsome. You’re so tall and sexy.”
Slurred words from the woman on the floor spewed from her swollen lips. I needed out of here. I stood and quickly made my way out of the patio room. I quickly walked through the drapes and bumped into a woman coming out of the bathroom.
Sydney.
I was so glad to see her. And I lost my head.
Cradling the back of her head in my hand, I pushed her against the wall and held the side of her face as I crushed my mouth to hers. Her hands came up to my chest, and I finally pulled my head away from hers.
“You mean the world to me, Sydney,” I whispered.
Those blue eyes of hers saw right to my soul. I think they have from day one. Her beautiful smile appeared, and she whispered, “I love you, Anthony.” Sydney’s hand slid down and lingered on my abdomen for a few moments before she turned to head back to join Colin’s side.
I spent the rest of the evening sitting at the bar with a glass of Coke with a few of Cheng’s guys. While I nodded my head a lot, smiled politely and complimented the architecture of Cheng’s new hotels, I also watched Colin with Sydney.
Need was building up in me. It’s so hard watching Sydney on Colin’s arm, just out of my reach. I wanted to have my fingers laced with hers…or buried in her pussy.
Mitch walked by with his wife and appeared to be heading toward the exit. I reached out and grabbed his arm. He looked pissed, and suddenly I regretted stopping him. His wife kept walking though. I assume something happened between them.
“You guys leaving?”
“Yeah,” he said shortly.
I nodded and told him I’d see him tomorrow at work. His response was a nod, and he left. Damn. Looks like those two will be going to bed angry tonight. I returned my gaze to Sydney. Not me though. I’m going to bed with the most wonderful woman in the world. She’s the woman who will keep all of my secrets safe and love me despite all the shit that comes along with me.
Finally, this party was beginning to thin out, and Colin and Sydney approached me. I was ready to get the fuck out of here and get home to fuck this woman.
“Ready?” Colin asked me quietly.
“Fuck, yes. I can’t watch you two anymore tonight.”
Colin gave me a cocky smile, pulled Sydney close and then devoured her mouth right there, inches from me. If that wasn’t enough, he bent down and tugged on Sydney’s ear lobe while looking at me.
“Baby, Anthony is on fire again. He wants to be this close to you and do dirty things,” Colin playfully whispered to her.
Her cheeks glowed as her hand gripped Colin’s bicep. Fuck me, he’s not doing this shit here.
“Let’s go, Batman. I’ve got a damsel to take care of,” I said and headed for the door.
I paced in front of the elevator, and when the doors finally opened, I ushered them inside. As soon as the doors closed, I had Sydney against the wall of the elevator and a hand up her dress. I kissed her hard as my fingers quickly moved under the lace of her panties. Ah, there it was. The smooth skin of her bare pussy. I felt her relax against my body as my tongue reminded her that she also belonged to me.
“Four floors left, Anth,” Colin warned.
Fuck. I pulled away from Sydney and looked down at her eyes. She smiled up at me and pulled her bottom lip in.
“I’m not done with you, sunshine. Smile like the little angel you are…most of the time. Don’t forget, I know all about those desires and those wants that you’re still a little too shy to ask for.”
Before Sydney was taken, she was really starting to gain confidence and was getting better at not being afraid to ask for something or say she craved something. Paul fucked that up for her, but she is getting better, and confidence is returning. I think she’s accepting the fact that Colin and I aren’t going anywhere. Our lives are with her.
And just as I began to wonder if my words had been too gruff for her, that little beacon of light nearly caused my jaw to hit the floor in surprise.
“I’m not too shy to ask you to tie me to the headboard and play roughly with me.” A smile forced its way onto her sweet face and then she added, “Sir,” just as the elevator stopped and the doors opened.
Fuck, I loved this woman. Colin took hold of Sydney’s hand, and he slapped my shoulders.
“Speechless?” he asked.
I nodded, and we headed to valet to get his car as I replayed her words over and over.
I’m not too shy to ask you to tie me to the headboard and play roughly with me.
My mind took off in a mad dash, thinking…planning…devising. I kept my hands in my pocket while we waited for the car. It was safe for me. Otherwise, I could have taken hold of her in the valet lobby.
The ride home was terrible. Colin’s verbal play with Sydney made me so hard.
“Baby, lightly rub on that naughty clit of yours. Don’t take your panties off. Just push your hand in there and rub. Pull your dress up so Anthony can see.”
I whipped my head around to see her hand disappear in her lace panties. My hand went to my own crotch to feel the firmness that she had created.
“How does it feel, baby?” Colin asked.
“Swollen.”
Colin and I both laughed.
“I bet, baby.”
Sydney gazed into my eyes the entire time she had her hand inside her panties. We finally crept past the gates of the neighborhood, and I looked into her eyes again.
“I’m going to play rough with you, Sydney. But I will not harm you. Tell me you understand,” I said to her.
Colin and I have had many discussions with her about rough play sessions and how physical hurt is different than harm. I may smack her ass, and it may hurt, but I will not cause her harm. That’s a fine line that Colin and I have always approached with caution regarding Sydney. But we’ve even been warier and more cautious of it since she’s been back.
“I know that you and Colin will never harm me. And I know that whatever hap
pens during our play, that afterward you will take care of me.”
All I could do was smile at her. She could separate her horrid past with our play. She knew the difference.
Minutes later, I instructed her to go to our room, undress and kneel for me at the foot of the bed. I raced to the playroom and quickly found the rope that Blake gave me for my birthday; the rope that had a little stretch to it. This went over well the other night at Irons, and I thought it would be safe for us tonight.
I took the stairs two at a time and walked into our room slightly winded. Sydney was naked and in the present pose position at the foot of the bed on the floor. I was relieved to see that Colin had folded up one of the throws so she’d had something soft to kneel on. After the shit she went through with Paul and living on a cold cement floor for weeks, Colin and I wanted to limit her time spent on hard surfaces.
“Beautiful, Sydney,” I praised while I removed my suit jacket.
Colin sat in one of the chairs in our sitting room and watched. He loved watching. And after the torment he put me through tonight, he was going to sit there and fucking watch.
“Up.”
I held my hand out for Sydney to take so I could help her up.
“On the bed. Face the headboard.”
I finished shedding my remaining clothes and climbed on the bed next to her. She knelt facing the headboard with her hands on her thighs, palms open and up. I made quick work out of securing one central piece of rope to the cutout in the headboard. Taking two individual pieces, I attached those to the central piece on the headboard and let the ends dangle down.
I moved behind Sydney and guided her up off her heels. My chest and abdomen pressed against her back and I took her left hand in mine. I dropped kisses to her neck and nipped at her ear, hoping that she wasn’t scared or regretting this. Gently, I wrapped the rope around her wrist and let my thumb glide lovingly over her wrist scars. I repeated this on her right wrist and then checked both wrists for tightness.
Reaching around her body, my big hands cupped her breasts. I licked her left ear and tongued her ear lobe. She was smiling, and it was encouraging to me.
“See, sunshine. All tied up to the headboard. Just like you asked.”
“Yes, Sir. And I’m ready for you to play roughly with me.”
My voice caught in my throat. This girl trusts me to no end. I made a tsking sound in her ear as I continued to nibble.
“Oh, Sydney, you do know that I could tear you into pieces, sweetheart.”
“I do. But I know that you know how to put me back together, too.”
Fuck. I kept waiting for a red light; something indicating that she was afraid or nervous that would stop me from proceeding. She was so fucking brave, and she trusted me to take care of her. Sydney trusts me to play with her how I needed and craved, but to put her back together afterward.
“Red to stop, sunshine,” I reminded her.
“Yes, Sir.”
I knew that Colin would also be her eyes and voice. And unfortunately, she just might need him to step in tonight.
“Good girl, sunshine.”
With the type of play I was on the cusp of engaging in, I knew that I needed to use the name “sunshine” as a constant verbal reminder that I was still that same man she loved and trusted, and not one of the monsters she had once known.
Taking a deep breath, I gripped her jaw firmly and tilted it to the left, then tightly held one of my hands over her entire forehead, and against me. My mouth clamped down on hers and claimed control. She tried kissing me back, but it was no use. All she could do right now was just be, accept it and feel. I had hoped that if she felt my chest against her, she wouldn’t get scared. My thumb and index finger held her jaw in place while the palm of my hand cradled the underside of her jaw.
When I released her, I could see that her pupils had dilated. Perfect. She smiled at me, and I smacked her ass, which made her face red, but that smile never faded. I raised my eyebrows at her.
“You’ve been quite the tease tonight, Sydney. You kept me wanting all night.”
I gave the other side of her ass a swat and pulled her legs further apart. I reached under her and rubbed my palm against her pussy and clit. She was wet. I spanked her pussy, making sure that the sting from my fingertips was centered over her clit. She jerked, but quickly pushed her ass back against me.
“You’re naughty tonight, Sydney.”
My thumb and index finger tweaked her left nipple, and she jerked again and moaned. I gave her pussy and clit another firm swat.
“Your pussy is all wet, and your clit is swollen. And these nipples of yours,” I paused to roll them firmly between my thumb and index finger. “They’re screaming for me.” I smacked both of her nipples with just enough force to sting and cause her to moan out.
I knelt next to her, facing her so that my chest and abdomen were pressed against her left side. With my left hand, I took hold of her tiny throat, and let my thumb and index finger rest firmly against her jaw on either side of her face. I gave each ass cheek a series of swats and then reached between her legs. She was soaked.
“You’re soaked, sunshine. I think you have wanted my cock all night.”
Even though my huge hand held her delicate throat and jaw, she still managed a smile. I let my erection bob against her ass right before I plunged into her dripping pussy in one swift move.
“Ahh!” Sydney blurted out.
“That’s it, sunshine. Here’s that cock you wanted.”
Colin appeared and climbed on the bed for a closer view. I snaked my arms around her body and held her securely to me. I was going to begin fucking her hard, and I didn’t want to jar her body more than necessary. My right arm wrapped from her right hip, against her abdomen and sternum and took hold of her left shoulder. With my left hand, I reached to check on the wrists and the rope. Not too tight. I wrapped my hand around her left hand to check the temperature. Satisfied that she wasn’t cool, I checked the other hand for coolness. She was still good.
“Hang on, sunshine.”
I held her as tight as I could against my body while my cock controlled the situation. Sydney and I remained quiet, except for moans, whimpers, and grunts. Against my forearm, I felt her abdomen twitch.
“Sir,”
“What is it, sunshine?”
“Sir, may I come?”
I smiled against her neck and gave her permission. As she came on my cock, I cleared my mind of everything so I wouldn’t come in her pussy. I was going to come in her ass. If it was possible, I held her tighter in my arms as she came.
“Watching you come is so hot, Sydney,” Colin said while he was slowly stroking his own erection.
I pulled out of her pussy and asked Colin to hand me the lube from the nightstand. I lubed up Sydney’s ass and gave her ass cheek another swat just before I pulled her cheeks apart and slowly pushed my cock into her ass. Buried to the base of my cock, I took hold of her hips and stayed still for a moment until Sydney began fidgeting a bit.
“That’s it, sunshine. Take all of it.”
I leaned over her and had taken hold of the headboard with my hands on either side of hers. I made long, deep thrusts and nearly pulled out each time, only to thrust back in. She was panting and whimpering as the smile was plastered to her face. I moved a hand to cover hers and noticed it was cooling. With one hand, I tugged on an end to loosen the rope so she could lower her arms.
“Col,” I gave him an upward nod to invite him to play and hoped he’d let her other arm loose.
Colin quickly untied her right arm and then rubbed his hands up and down her arms while I took hold of her hands.
“Ready for Colin, sunshine?”
“Yes, Sir.”
Colin edged his way between Sydney and the headboard, then guided his cock into her pussy. With her body snugly tucked between ours, I let go of her arms. Sydney’s hands clamped down on Colin’s chest for balance, stuffed with two cocks, she wasn’t going anywhere.
> I had continued to spank her ass while thrusting in and nearly out of her ass. Colin took up the task of swatting and pinching her nipples. I was so close to the edge, I just wanted to hang there for a bit longer. I finally gave in and let the orgasm explode.
“Fuck! Goddamn, fucking son of a bitch!” erupted from my mouth.
I had smacked Sydney’s ass hard and then gripped the red spot I had just created on her skin. I could feel myself still filling her ass as I pulled her back to rest against my chest when Colin’s impending orgasm took over.
“Fuck! Mmm, damn, baby!” Colin grunted.
My head rested against her shoulder while we tried catching our breath. I felt incredible and as though I had exerted so much pent up energy. Hopefully, there wouldn’t be any repercussions from our play, and that Sydney would have digested it okay. Time would tell.
I opened my eyes as a blanket was being tossed over my shoulders. I had Sydney on my lap, curled up against me now.
“Stay here while I start the tub,” Colin suggested and disappeared into the bathroom.
Yes, staying right here sounded perfect. I kissed Sydney’s lips softly, reminding her that I’m not a monster.
“Are you okay, sunshine?”
“I’m just fine, Sir. I loved it.”
Colin came back and picked Sydney up to carry her to the tub. By the time both my feet hit the floor, a terrible chill crashed over me. No! I thought I was done with that. Fearing that these physical reactions were back again, I headed to the bathroom worried. Fuck! I felt my abdomen tense and immediately put a hand over it. I was quivering. I stopped in my tracks and looked down at my arms to find them covered in goosebumps.
“Hey,” Colin appeared in the doorway to the bedroom and flicked water from his hand at me. “Are you coming?” he asked.
