‘Yes you can. Keep going,’ he encouraged. ‘Because I intend to. And you’re not to come yet.’
Hayley groaned. He had to remind her about coming. It was all she could think about. She wasn’t going to last.
He rasped his stubbled chin over her tender skin, and the alternating sensations of scratchy hairs, firm nips, and warm, wet tongue trailing ever higher up her inner thigh, had her squirming in her seat. Her pitch lifted in her throat as Reuben parted her pussy lips with his fingers and teased his tongue around the contours of her plump clit.
She ground her teeth together and tried to think of anything but her pussy’s siren call. In vain.
All thoughts of moving the weights faded as Hayley’s mind focused only on the wild excitement that built between her thighs. Her hips shifted as Reuben pressed two hooked fingers up into her slick canal, twisting them inside her. He placed the flat of his tongue over her clit and alternated a slow pressure with a rapid tipping.
Her hands abandoned the bar and her fingers curled through Reuben’s hair, pressing him into her body for completion.
Reuben pulled away. ‘Enough.’ He sat back on his haunches with a satisfied look on his face and the damp gloss of her juices coating his lips. She was tormented with desire for his body to take hers. ‘You look so ready to fuck like that, aching with so much need for my cock.’
‘Don’t stop, Reuben,’ she pleaded. ‘I need you inside me. Please.’ She was thrilled by the control he wielded over her but hadn’t yet learnt enough patience to quell her needy demands.
He held her knees apart and kept her hands from diving between them, waiting as she subsided once again from the peak she had attained.
‘I decide when we stop, my sexy, demanding darling.’ He pulled her to her feet again. Her legs were decidedly weaker than before.
‘Do you want me to pleasure you first?’ Hayley was desperate to drive this thing to its rightful conclusion. He must have a will of iron or he wouldn’t be able to stop himself from wanting to come inside her, she thought. She decided to do something about it, her bodily desires in conflict with her need to submit to his will.
‘You have been. But you need even tighter control from me over your responses. You’re still too ready to make demands. That’s all changed. Accept it.’ His cock was still rigid at the infinite prospects and she placed her hand around it stroking lightly up and down his shaft.
He took her hand firmly away from his body. ‘Perhaps you need an hour on the treadmill?’
‘Naked?’ She sounded shocked. Was he teasing her? Mocking the way she had dealt with her problems in the past? Running.
He smiled. ‘Naked.’
Was he joking? ‘I don’t think –’ She couldn’t. It made her feel vulnerable but that was sexy too. Hayley thought of all the things she’d done with other men in the line of duty. She knew she could submit to Reuben’s loving command.
‘Do you need me to spank you again, before you obey my wishes? Perhaps with my belt?’ He made it sound like he would be doing her a favour.
‘No, Reuben.’ She hopped up and down.
Reuben’s face took on a serious expression. ‘You still haven’t accepted this fully, have you? We will have a discussion about your limits but, within those, I choose. I decide. You comply. Simple. I think I have the measure of you, Hayley. You’re a girl with a healthy sexual appetite, right?’
‘Yes,’ she admitted. No point denying it, the evidence was clear. It was humiliating to acknowledge it to him though. But she really did want to submit.
‘You’ve enjoyed the sort of sex you and I have had in the past.’ It wasn’t a question.
She answered anyway. ‘You know I have.’ Hurry, Reuben.
‘I’ve been gentle. Patient.’
‘Yes.’ She loved him for that. But he was being more irritatingly patient than she could stand right now.
‘So what was missing?’
‘There was nothing –’
Reuben interrupted her. ‘Don’t lie to me, Hayley. You’ve told me about your work, but I heard that tape in your office. And I saw the look on your face, as you watched it back. I’ve thought about it a lot.’
This was embarrassing. ‘Please, Reuben.’ Not now. Not when I need you so badly.
‘I’m OK with a girl liking hot sex. I’m OK with a girl enjoying experimenting with different kinds of sexual encounter too. I’m even OK – more than OK, actually – with a girl wanting a dominant man who makes her have submissive sex.’
‘Then what –?’ Why didn’t he take her right now? She wanted to bring this conversation to a halt before she blushed all over. He was already at the truth. Had he done all this to break down her reservations?
‘What I’m not OK with is the girl I love thinking that she has to get her deepest understanding from somewhere else, with some other guy. I think I can tell the difference between what you do for work and what you need for personal fulfilment, Hayley.’
Hayley was stunned at his revelation and her mind kept repeating his words over and over; the only words that reverberated in her head. ‘You love me?’ The rest didn’t matter any longer. ‘Reuben?’
‘What?’ He was suddenly holding her, stroking her hair fiercely back from her face. Pressing her body into his as if it was possible to absorb her entirely, if he exerted enough pressure. ‘Yes, I love you, Hayley. And if you need to experiment with sex and submission, then it’s going to be with me. And only me.’
Reuben crushed her against him. ‘I’m crazy in love with you. I hoped that stepping back and waiting would help you to see it and maybe to start to feel something for me. But I think if I wait any longer, I’m going to lose you for good.’
Suddenly his love was all that mattered. With that knowledge, she could face anything. ‘You’ve been so patient with me. Every time I pushed you away, you let me come back.’
‘I guessed you had a past. I’d like it if you could trust me enough to tell me about it, some time.’
‘I do trust you, Reuben.’ Hayley hesitated. She had tried to lock the past away but she knew now that it would keep on bursting through until she brought it out into the open and faced it. The time was right. She took a deep breath. ‘My stepfather was a controlling man. A cruel bully. He made my mother’s life a living hell. In the end, we tried to run away from him.’
‘If this is too painful …?’
‘No. I want to tell you. My stepfather wouldn’t let go of my mother. He knew the only way to really keep her was through me. He got custody through his lies and his money. He could afford all the legal muscle he needed to declare her unfit and get control of me. Then he made sure we both suffered.’
Reuben’s protective arm around her spoke for him.
‘He was openly unfaithful to her and he played evil mind games. Even though she no longer loved him, he made sure he humiliated her. He punished me too, every time I tried to defend her, but she couldn’t leave him. Not while he had legal control of me.’
‘Is that the reason you started your agency?’
‘I wasn’t able to help her.’
‘You were a child.’
‘So I guess I wanted to take some sort of control back.’
‘That’s why you could never …’
‘I can now, Reuben.’ Hayley stretched up onto her toes and kissed him hard to prove it.
He parted them gently. ‘What happened?’
‘When I got old enough, I left. It was that simple.’
‘Perhaps not quite so simple?’ He wanted her to dig deeper.
‘I promised myself that no one would ever be in a position to control me ever again.’ She looked earnestly at him. ‘It’s why I ran from all emotional connection. From you.’ She glanced down, somehow ashamed. ‘It didn’t work.’
Reuben held her chin up again so she could see the truth in his eyes. ‘Thank you, Hayley. I think I understand you better now. I’m glad you’ve been able to share this with me.’
‘You’ve
taught me that trusting a man is OK, Reuben.’
He leant in and softly kissed her brow. ‘It must have been difficult to discover you had a submissive side, while all that other stuff was going on in your head.’
‘I don’t fully understand it even yet. Perhaps it’s what I need to do to discover what happened to me. Who I really am. What I feel.’ Hayley paused and took his face between her hands. ‘Reuben? I’m sorry about the way you found out.’
She felt he understood what she was trying to say.
‘None of what happened in the past was your fault. Not all men control women out of disrespect, like your stepfather. Some do it to show love for women who need to discover their submissive side. Perhaps you recognised such feelings but didn’t know how to handle them. I’m here to help you with that, if you’ll let me. So what about us?’
‘Can you really accept the work I do?’
‘I’m not pretending it will be easy. But I demand that you separate what is professional from what is personal. Save all of those explorations for me and you. Whatever they are.’
‘I can do that now.’ She spent her days revealing other people’s closely guarded secrets. Now she would spend her nights discovering her own. With Reuben. ‘Is that your way of saying you forgive me for the recording and what I did to get it?’
‘I guess it is.’ He hugged her to him. ‘You need to discover who you are and what you want. I just hope you’ll allow me to discover it with you. I want you to tell me what you need from me, for our new relationship to work.’
‘I need your trust.’
‘You have that, no question. And I must have yours.’
‘You have mine too, Reuben.’ She released her breath when he nodded in acceptance.
‘What else? There must be more.’
Hayley knew he was gently pushing her to open up to him. Was this the first step towards her submission and her healing? ‘I need lots of sex.’
He smiled. ‘Now I can definitely do that.’
His warmth and gentleness gave her courage yet she lowered her eyes, still unsure of his reaction. ‘You know I need to explore my submissive side.’
‘Look at me.’ He raised her face to his. ‘We’ve already begun. Are you ready to continue?’
She nodded.
‘Now put your eyes down. You’re not allowed to look at me again until I tell you that you may. Oh, and the former rule is still in place. Repeat it.’
‘I’m not to come until you give me your permission. Please don’t wait too long, Reuben.’ It earned her another swat on her rump.
He took her to the leg-curl machine and placed her face down onto the specially designed bench. Humped in the middle, it presented her to him when Hayley lay over it, on her stomach.
He caressed and kissed her firm, rounded buttocks, which were still slightly pink from her earlier spanking, then draped his body over her soft curves with a sigh of pure pleasure. He nudged her legs apart with his knees and tucked his heels under the padded rests attached to the leg-curl weights.
Reuben lifted off her back a little to run his hand down the valley of her curved spine. His fingers delved between her buttocks and passed between her legs, teasing at her sensitive clitoris. She pressed back into his jutting penis.
‘Take me, Reuben. Please may I come now? I badly need you.’
‘I’m glad that you asked my permission.’
Reuben held his cock at the tight entrance to her slick vagina, lowered his weight upon her, and grasped the handles for stability and leverage. He bent his knees, raising his lower legs and the weights they resisted, and plunged forward, taking her body. She whimpered. Each time Reuben lowered the weights, his cock withdrew from her body’s greedy clutches.
Establishing a rhythm, he lifted and surged forward again, slapping against the fullness of her warm bottom, driving his shaft to the limits within her tight, hot sheath.
‘Thank you,’ she called, her ragged voice betraying her relief.
Tempo established, Reuben quickened his pace. Lift. plunge. Lower. Withdraw. His efforts against the weights forced power behind his thrusts. His stomach and balls slapped against her backside. Grunts of male satisfaction melded with Hayley’s kitten mewls as her nerve endings zinged with heightened awareness.
Hayley reared and Reuben slipped his hands from the handles, over her breasts. He pinched her nipples firmly as he pounded her pussy. Her long, high note sang out as she instantly began to climax. ‘Can I? I’m …’ She really tried to wait.
‘You have my permission to come, Hayley.’ Reuben’s voice was tight and hard.
His word was all she needed. As he thrust and withdrew, Hayley’s jangled nerves quaked until the sensations of electric friction ignited suddenly deep in her vagina. A fire burned along her walls until they began to tremor and roll in waves of euphoria throughout her whole body. Her pussy muscles clenched hard, grasping at the fullness invading her, squeezing Reuben’s cock firmly inside her tunnel and reducing his thrusts to minute little jerks as he stiffened, roared, and shot his come inside her. Her scream when she submitted to her rapture echoed high and long.
Hayley felt the steady drumming of Reuben’s big heart beating through her back as she soared, glided and sank weightlessly down, replete with his hot sex and his warm, nurturing love. Their bodies lay softly entwined.
‘Are you willing to submit to me sexually, Hayley?’
‘It won’t be easy. I’m snarky, impatient, and hard to live with at times.’ She knew she would struggle with her own deeper emotions.
‘I know all this.’ He smiled indulgently. ‘But I will undertake to train it out of you.’
‘I’ll try, Reuben.’
‘And when I think you are not trying hard enough, I will discipline you, until you learn, my love. As long as we are in agreement about this.’
Right now, the pact felt easy to make. ‘Yes, Reuben.’ He caressed her back indulgently as she relaxed, sated, beneath him.
‘I think I might insist on you calling me “sir” when we are in public. I rather like it.’
Hayley twisted, looking back at him with uncertainty. Then saw the humour shining in his eyes. She still had her teasing lover. A warm glow built around her heart. ‘Don’t push your luck,’ she warned him, smiling back.
‘That challenge to my authority, kitten, has just earned you your first real punishment.’ He rolled off her. ‘Now get upstairs and bend over my bed.’
Her eyes widened. His words made her pussy flood in anticipation all over again. Her body sang as she rose beside him, fearful, excited, expectant. She felt wanted, accepted for everything she was and could become. Loved. She snuggled her hand into Reuben’s. ‘Yes, sir. Oh, and I love you too.’
Reuben leant into Hayley and tenderly kissed her.
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