Crone’s Moon argi-5

by M. R. Sellars

  “Felicity, you aren’t still connected with her are you?” I finally asked, trying to keep the concern out of my voice.

  She gave a slight nod of her head. “Yes.”

  “Exactly how connected are you?”

  “Enough to know. To feel.”

  “So, what are you feeling?” I pressed.

  “Pain” was her single word answer.

  “You’re sure it’s not residual?” I mused. “From earlier?”

  “No, it’s definitely new,” she replied, still not opening her eyes, then murmured in a disgusted tone, “He’s hurting her again, the braidean.”

  I continued watching her, and for the first time noticed that she would occasionally twitch. “Have you stayed connected the entire time? I mean ever since the seizure earlier?”

  “On and off,” she said. “More on than off, lately.”

  “Are you having trouble grounding?”

  “No.”

  “Then why are you…” I let my voice trail off, falling silent for a moment, and then proceeded forward with a new question. “Are you doing this on purpose?”

  “Aye.”

  “Felicity, that’s dangerous.” This time I couldn’t hide the thick rush of anxiety that spread its cold fingers through my chest.

  “You should know,” she chided.

  “This isn’t the time for that,” I told her.

  “She needs me, Row.”

  I stared at her for a moment, furrowed my brow as what she said sank in, and then half-asked, half-stated in earnest, “Honey, tell me that you’re not trying to ground out her pain.”

  She didn’t answer.

  “Felicity, talk to me,” I insisted

  She swallowed hard, then let out an involuntary whimper before sucking in a breath and letting it out slowly. Still, she refused to answer.

  “You are, aren’t you?” I demanded.

  “Aye,” she finally said.

  “How bad is it?”

  She winced, then rolled her head to the side and opened her eyes. They were moist with the tears she was barely holding at bay. “It’s not good.”

  “Then you’re going to have to stop it,” I urged.

  “I don’t know if I can anymore.”

  “Gods, Felicity…” I muttered.

  “I know…” she replied softly. She took another deep breath and then shuddered for a moment. “At least it’s not as bad as at the mall.”

  “Maybe I did some decent magick for a change,” I offered.

  “Aye, maybe so…” she said and then paused to swallow hard once again before adding, “I think maybe it helps being away from where it happened too.”

  Her words rang like a bell inside my skull, awakening my grey matter from its tired slumber. Muddy thoughts parted, allowing a clear and frightening idea to advance forward. I dwelled on the sudden revelation for several minutes as we sat in near silence, the only sounds being those of Felicity’s labored breathing.

  I finally interrupted the quiet atmosphere with the calm statement of two simple words, “Stay here.”

  I turned in my seat and jerked the side door of the van open, then climbed out onto the lot.

  “Where are you going?” she asked, her voice cracking with the next wave of pain she was channeling.

  “To get you out of here,” I replied.

  With that, I shut the door then set off for the convenience store.

  *****

  “Whoa, whoa, whoa,” Ben said to me, waving his hand in front of me. “Tell me again, she’s doin’ what?”

  “Channeling Kimberly Forest’s pain,” I repeated.

  I had made it almost three-quarters of the way across the lot before I was stopped. Not that I hadn’t fully expected it. In fact, I was surprised I had made it as far as I had. It took some finesse, but I managed to convince the uniformed officer that it was imperative that I speak with Ben, sooner and not later. He called over to another officer, who then went to deliver the message. A moment later, my friend came out the front door and looked over in our direction with an air of annoyance.

  We were now standing on the lot where the officer had stopped me, a light wind rising and falling around us.

  “So if she’s all Twilight Zone again, what are you doin’ talkin’ ta’ me?” he asked, concern welling in his eyes as he started to take a step toward the van.

  “It’s not exactly like that,” I said, holding out a hand to stop him.

  He halted and looked at me with his head cocked to the side. “Well then, what ‘exactly’ is it like?”

  “She’s purposely channeling Kimberly on a limited level in order to help her cope with the pain that’s being inflicted.” I explained.

  “So she is kinda la-la then?” he asked.

  “Somewhat, yes.” I nodded.

  “And she’s doin’ it on purpose?”

  “Exactly, but that’s not the point. She’s telling me that Kimberly can’t take it much longer, and that means she won’t be able to either.”

  “You’re not tryin’ ta’ say…”

  “Yes,” I exclaimed. “I’m trying to say she’s going to end up killing herself.”

  “Well fuckin’ tell ‘er to stop.”

  “She’s beyond listening, Ben.”

  “Well explain it to ‘er,” he replied.

  “Understanding isn’t the problem,” I told him. “She’s connected and that’s that.”

  “You mean she can’t stop?”

  I shook my head. “I don’t think so. The connection between them is too strong. When she more or less hijacked it earlier, she made it a part of herself. Combine that with the fact that she knows Kimberly… She’s just not letting go.”

  “Felicity?”

  “Either of them.”

  “Well, then, what about some hocus-pocus,” he pressed. “Like ya’ did earlier.”

  “I could try, and I will, but I doubt it’s going to do any good. I probably just got lucky earlier,” I said and then looked away for a moment before adding, “Besides, that won’t help Kimberly Forest.”

  “Well whadda we do?”

  “We have to make it stop.”

  “Okay, how?”

  “By finding Kimberly and ending the torture.”

  He shook his head and reached up to smooth his hair. “Rowan, even if I walk in there and tell ‘em to fuck off, we’re leavin’, we still got no idea where she is.”

  “That might not be a problem.”

  “Come again?”

  “Felicity showed you something on the map, right?”

  “Yeah, the other fuckin’ side of the river,” he answered in conjunction with an animated nod. “Like I said earlier. Not much help.”

  “Well…” I started and then looked away, ashamed of what I was about to say.

  “Well what? Did she remember somethin’ else?”

  The thought I was about to voice was the one that had struck me when I was back at the van. The very notion that I had considered it then, made me ill. The fact that I was now about to verbally suggest it, made me want to vomit.

  “Right now Felicity is totally connected with her. She’s more or less like an ethereal metal detector,” I replied. “Only instead of metal, she’s tuned in to Kimberly Forest. If I’m right, the closer she gets to her physically, the…” I stopped and swallowed hard, mutely damning myself for the words that were coming out of my mouth.

  “What, Row?” Ben urged.

  I took a quick breath and blurted the offending sentence, “The closer she gets to her physically, the more intense the pain will become.”

  CHAPTER 36:

  “Listen, I don’t know how you handle investigating a shooting in the city,” the detective said. “But in the county, we make damn sure we dot all the I’s and cross all the T’s.”

  We were standing on the periphery of the crime scene, away from the physical investigation, which was still in full swing. The lead detective had come out to talk to us and was now positioned with his
arms crossed and a stony look on his face. His proverbial five o’clock shadow had already gone several hours past maturity, and it made his countenance just that much more severe.

  His suit was rumpled, and the knot of his tie was pulled down at least three inches. The top button of his shirt was undone, revealing an indelible ring around the inside of the fabric. A stain, coffee from the looks of it, browned a small patch of his shirt around mid chest.

  Simply by his appearance, he painted a picture of a long day that was just getting longer with each passing minute. It was obvious that he was beyond tired and in no mood for anything that was going to stand between him and bringing an end to the shift.

  Unfortunately, even with the nondescript expression he was forcing onto his features, I got the distinct impression that having something else piled on him, such as our irregular request, had just gone a long way to sour his demeanor even more.

  “We do the same thing,” Ben replied, annoyance in his voice. “So let’s not even go there.”

  “Fine,” the county detective replied. “So we don’t have much to discuss, do we?”

  “Look,” Ben outlined. “Alive and in peril beats dead and growin’ cold any day of the week. We both know that.”

  The detective gave him a curt nod. “Yes it does. I’ll give you that in a heartbeat. So what you’re saying is that you know where this kidnapped woman is?”

  Ben looked over at me then back to the cop. “Not exactly.”

  “Can you maybe define ‘not exactly’ for me?”

  “We’ve got a rough idea.”

  “How rough?”

  Ben danced around the question. “A general vicinity.”

  “Major Case doing a search?”

  “Not exactly.”

  “You’re ‘not exactly’ sure of much are you?”

  “It’s complicated.”

  “Simplify it for me.”

  Ben shook his head. “It ain’t that easy.”

  “Okay,” the cop said with a shrug. “Like I said, nothing to discuss.”

  “We don’t know where she is exactly, but we can find her,” I interjected.

  The detective thrust his hand out and held a finger up in my face. “Sir, I need you to stay out of this.”

  “He’s right,” Ben told him.

  “Yeah, okay,” the detective said with an air of skepticism, then pressed for more. “So if she can be found then why isn’t the Major Case Squad handling it?”

  Ben huffed out a sigh and reached up to smooth his hair. As his hand slid back and began working at the muscles on the back of his neck, he recited his own version of something I’d said to him many times before. “Look, I told ya’ it’s a long fuckin’ story, and you’d think I was nuts if I tried ta’ explain it.”

  The county cop regarded him with a raised eyebrow and then looked over at me. “Okay sir, now how is it that you’re involved?”

  At this point, I had no interest in skirting the issue nor making friends for that matter, so I replied, “I’m the long fucking story.”

  “Yeah? So would you like to tell it?”

  “Not particularly.”

  “Jeezus, I wish Deckert never freakin’ retired,” Ben mumbled, mentioning the name of a former Saint Louis County homicide detective we had both worked with.

  The cop turned quickly to my friend. “What did you say?”

  “Nothin’,” he returned. “Don’t worry about it.”

  “No,” the cop insisted. “Did you know Carl Deckert?”

  “Yeah,” Ben replied, shrugging it off. “We worked together a few times.”

  “Wait a minute,” the detective mumbled, his forehead creasing with a nagging thought. He shook his index finger in the air and then cocked his gaze back toward my friend. “Ben Storm. Yeah. You worked those occult homicides with Carl a couple of years back, didn’t you? The media freaks called you guys ‘The Ghoul Squad’.”

  Ben nodded. “Yeah, that was me,” he said, his tone uneasy. The reputation he’d gained from that case had never ceased to haunt him, courtesy of a local television reporter with a penchant for sensationalizing every story she did. It didn’t help that she and Ben had been at odds almost from day one. Because of that, the notoriety didn’t always work to his advantage- especially with other cops.

  “Yeah,” the detective said as he returned the nod. “That’s been bugging me all evening. I knew I’d heard your name before.”

  “Well do me a favor,” my friend said. “Don’t hold it against me.”

  “Are you kidding?” the cop said. “Deckert couldn’t say enough good about you.”

  “Well, he was a hell of copper himself.”

  “Yeah. Sure was. Too bad the heart attack forced him to retire,” the county cop mused and then glanced back over at me. “So that would make you the warlock, right?”

  “Witch,” I corrected him.

  “Oh, yeah, right.” He nodded. “Carl talked about you too. He thought a lot of you and your wife.”

  “Did he talk about us enough for you to understand why we have to go?” I asked.

  “You know,” he replied. “Carl Deckert was one of the best cops I’ve ever worked with. He had this way of cutting right through bullshit and getting to the truth. He could talk to someone for five minutes and tell you if they were legit or lying through their teeth. Never seen anything like it.”

  The detective paused. I didn’t know if he was waiting for a response or just sizing me up. I simply looked back at him wordlessly.

  “Makes sense now,” he finally said, looking over at Ben.

  “What’s that?” my friend asked.

  “Why Major Case isn’t hot on this with you,” he explained. “What with the ‘church lady’ running things.”

  “Yeah, ‘zactly.”

  The county cop reached into his pocket, withdrew a business card and handed it to Ben. “You know, I have to apologize. I really hate to inconvenience you Detective Storm, but it’s getting late, I’ve got a witness to interview, and a ton of paperwork to do.

  “Do you think you would mind coming in tomorrow to give your statement instead of tonight? And, maybe you could bring Mister Gant and his wife along as well?”

  Ben gave him a nod. “Not a prob, just one thing. We’re gonna need the Feeb to come with us.”

  “The shooter?” the cop asked. “Now that’s really pushing it. What do you need her for?”

  “Because,” my friend replied, “if we’re right about this, we’re gonna be crossin’ state lines.”

  *****

  “Are you sure you want to do this?” I asked Felicity.

  “Aye,” she replied, pulling herself into a sitting position and fumbling for the adjustment lever on the side of the seat.

  I was kneeling next to my wife, and I slipped my arm in behind her for support as the seatback popped upward into place. I helped her lean back into the cushion, then reached over and pulled the safety belt across.

  “I’ll be honest,” I continued while fumbling with the buckle on the harness. “I’m not comfortable with it. In fact it scares the hell out of me.”

  “Join the club.”

  “I almost didn’t even suggest it,” I said. “You know, it makes me sick that I’m putting you in danger.”

  “You aren’t.”

  “Yes I am. I’m asking you to do this,” I argued. “But I just don’t see any other way.”

  “Tell me now, Row, do you really think you’re the only one who thought of it?” she asked, her voice fractured and weak.

  “Are you saying this has been your grand plan all along?”

  “Something like that.”

  “So why didn’t you say anything?”

  “I did,” she said then shuddered with a wave of pain. “Sort of.”

  “So this is what you meant earlier when you said there was a way to find her?”

  “Aye.”

  “So why didn’t you just explain it then?”

  She grimaced slightly,
then crossed her arms and began to gently rock in the seat. The motion was so shallow that she barely even pressed against the shoulder harness.

  She looked over at me and asked in a quiet voice, “Would you have gone along with it?”

  “At that point in time, no,” I replied.

  “But you are now,” she stated rather than asked.

  I answered anyway. “Like I said, only because I don’t see any other way.”

  “Me either.”

  “You know,” I said. “What you did was reckless.”

  She allowed herself a small chuckle, and then closed her eyes tight as she winced. “So are you the pot or the kettle?”

  “Yeah… I know.” I muttered, unable to refute the idiom then added, “You know this isn’t right. I’m supposed to be the one dealing with this. Not you.”

  “She’s my friend.”

  “That still doesn’t make it right.”

  “Aye, but it does,” she told me. “It’s your turn to rest.”

  “You call this rest?”

  She gave another shallow chuckle. “Aye, what is it I’ve heard you say? Welcome to my life.”

  “Yeah…” I muttered. “Something like that.”

  “Are you going to be able to handle this, Row?” she asked me after a brief moment.

  “I don’t know yet,” I admitted.

  “You have to,” she said, nearly pleading. “I need you to.”

  The driver-side door opened, creaking and popping on its tired hinges. A rush of wind blew in through the opening, bringing a quick chill to the interior of the van. I looked over my shoulder to see Ben climbing in. A moment later, the passenger door levered open as well, and Agent Mandalay quickly filled the other seat.

  “How is she doing?” Constance asked, turning toward us before she’d even closed the door.

  I twisted to the side and turned to answer, but Felicity spoke before I could, her strained tone an audible barometer of her condition. “I’m fine.”

  “Are you sure?” Constance insisted.

  “Aye,” Felicity answered with a shallow nod. “But I wouldn’t mind getting this over with, then. Soon.”