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by J Marie


  “Oh, I think you do, princess. I think, deep down, you want to be afraid of someone. I bet even the idea of it fascinated you long before I ever got my hands on you. I bet you used to lie in bed at night next to that piece of shit of a man, wondering what it would feel like to have someone truly strong enough come along and dominate you until you finally found yourself begging for more. But of course, you could never give in to those whims, could you? It would contradict your image too much. I think, for as strong as you are, you want to know what it feels like for someone to finally break you down and force you into submission because we both know that’s the only way you ever would.”

  My heart was pounding under the weight of his words. They hurt like sharp darts piercing my soul, hitting the bull’s-eye every time. But not for the same reason. He was wrong. He had to be. I was lonely and had grown accustomed to his ways. I was adapting to my treatment, evolving into something I hadn’t anticipated. Yes, I wanted him. I wanted his attention, his affection, and his touch, but I’ll be damned if I didn’t want my freedom more and that was all the confirmation I needed to remind myself that I wasn’t completely brainwashed. I knew my body contradicted my mind and my heart, but that was all Darren needed to validate his claims, which in my book wasn’t admissible as authentic evidence. But, as usual, his word was all the mattered.

  “Whatever helps you sleep at night,” I said, shaking my head and looking away from him. Arguing with him was pointless and exhausting. It never did me any good, and I was always wrong anyway.

  “The only thing that helps me sleep at night is fucking you until you’re sore and broken and gasping for more,” he growled at me and ripped me off the wall.

  I met the pavement of the patio hard while puddles of rainwater splashed around my body. Thunder rolled above me, or maybe it was just Darren ripping my clothes from my body in a flash of violence and extreme determination. I put my hands up in defense, but it didn’t stop him from pulling himself free and plunging into me.

  My body suddenly bowed to him in ways I didn’t think possible. The heat that had been burning deep inside of me was finally satiated as Darren drilled into me with a primal need that I had no way of understanding. In a bold move filled with anger and frustration, I suddenly decided to whip the lion and ripped Darren’s shirt open, buttons flying in all directions as my nails clawed down his bare chest. Darren made a low growl of approval as he brought his mouth down to my neck, biting me until I screamed from pain and pleasure.

  Heat soared throughout my body as Darren pumped into me, sending my blood rushing like Niagara Falls. The roughness of the pavement scratched my back, but it didn’t last long as Darren’s long arms reached under me, resting me on top of them while the underside of his forearms absorbed the brunt of his thrusts. It wasn’t long before the savagery gave wings to the orgasm that took flight almost immediately. I was taken to new heights as pleasure collided with pain when Darren abruptly rammed into me even harder and I screamed out while his own orgasm took him over.

  He rested his head in the crook of my neck while his chest bobbed up and down from exertion. The rain continued to pour, washing over us as we came back down from the high of each other, and I wanted nothing more than to pass out right there on the patio, drenched from the rain.

  Darren then rose from me and my pussy instantly protested as it throbbed from his powerful onslaught. I laid there, too exhausted to move while the rain washed away the mess between my legs. Once Darren had righted himself, he reached down and picked me up, cradling me tightly to his chest. As he turned and carried me back to the house, I felt the weight of my eyelids become too much as I could barely hold them open.

  “Don’t fall asleep so soon, princess,” Darren said, staring down at me. “I’m not finished with you yet.”

  ~*~

  I carried Jaden’s soaking wet body up the stairs to my bed, eager to have her writhing underneath me again. I was furious, anxious, and hungry for her body like a starved man on the edge of combustion. I nearly kicked my bedroom door down as I rushed into the room, slamming Jaden down on top of my bed, ready to devour her all over again. Her body was slick while her wet and wild hair fanned out around her head as she lay below me, panting with heavy lids. Her eyes were tired, but I was about to wake them up.

  After shedding my soaking wet clothes, I gripped the back of her knees and roughly pulled her to me, a gasp leaving her lips and filling my chest with excitement. And then, without any more hesitation, I dipped my head down and took her clit into my mouth. Satisfaction filled my ears as I listened to Jaden’s little moans. Even as she tried to hide them, she couldn’t. I sucked and tongued her clit, eagerly licking her entire slit and savoring every drop. She was fucking delicious, and I wanted to taste her every single day.

  Over and over, I teased her clit, giving her only just enough pressure of my tongue to feel it but not enough to come yet. I wanted her begging, and I knew just how to get it. I moved my hands along the soft skin of her outer thighs, over her hips, and up her abdomen until my hands finally found her beautiful, perfect breasts. Another whimper left her mouth as I squeezed and massaged, running my thumbs over the peaks of her nipples and causing her body to buck against me.

  Her gorgeous face twisted with pleasure while her hands clawed the sheets beneath her. I continued to circle my tongue around her clit, licking her lips and driving her wild. She wanted more, I could feel it, but I wasn’t letting up, not until she gave me what I wanted. Jaden began to bite her bottom lip, and I suddenly found myself wanting to be the one biting down on the soft flesh of her lips. So I did.

  I took one of her outer lips into my mouth and sucked on it and a sharp breath left her mouth in a lustful gasp. Her muscles began to tense under her skin while her chest heaved up and down as she panted underneath my tongue. So close … and then she finally spasmed.

  “Fuck, Darren! Stop teasing me!” she practically growled in her sexy, heated voice.

  Anger and amusement flooded through me. She knew better than to speak to me like that, but obviously, my tongue was making her forget the rules. I decided to remind her and bit down on her outer lip while pinching her nipples hard and sending a small jolt of pain through her body. She shrieked and jerked her hips, but I didn’t let her move an inch away from me.

  “You don’t make the rules, kitten,” I said, releasing her lip. “I do. And if I want to tease you to the edge of destruction … then I fucking will.”

  I gave her a good smack to the side of her ass for good measure before returning my hands to the soft skin of her belly. I then blew a gentle breath onto her clit, and she gasped a moan that went right to my cock, which was ready to burst from my pants any second.

  “Do you want me to continue?” I asked darkly, smirking at her from between her shaking legs.

  “Yes, Darren,” she panted. “Please.”

  Fuck, I loved hearing my name roll off her tongue like that. It made my blood rush, but the sound of her begging made my cock twitch even more. I didn’t make her wait any longer as I was anxious for her sweetness. My tongue dipped back between her folds and her back arched, sending her breasts high into the air while I fucked her with my mouth. It only took a few seconds for her body to ripple in the wake of an orgasm quickly approaching.

  “Oh, God, Darren, I’m going to come,” she groaned.

  “How bad do you want it, baby?” I asked as I slowed my tongue to tease her again.

  “So bad,” she whimpered. “Please.”

  “Tell me you’re mine,” I said, tonguing along the side of her clit.

  She hated it when I forced her to say those words, but I loved it, and a part of me loved that she hated it. Mind games were fun when they came to her, but in times like this, when she was on the edge of sexual detonation, there wasn’t a single thing she wouldn’t do or say if I demanded it. It didn’t take me long to figure out how her body worked, what she liked, and how she liked it, and I relished in forcing the pleasure on her, even when
she tried to fight against it. She learned to give in, though, to take me in whenever I wanted it, and she knew full well that denying me was never an option. She learned that quickly; a lesson I had certainly enjoyed.

  My tongue continued its torture until she finally uttered the words that would release her from her sexual frustration.

  “I’m yours,” she finally said with a husky breath, and I nearly exploded right there. I loved her admissions, lived for them.

  And as a reward for both of us, I unleashed my mouth on her, devouring every inch until she bloomed against my mouth.

  “Oh, God!” she moaned and came hard all over my face, her body rippling with tension as her hands tore at the sheets. She was so unbelievably sexy when she came undone like that… and so mine.

  Before her waves had even finished washing over her, I quickly removed my pants and plunged into her heat. She cried out as I began to drill into her, furiously fucking the shit out of her all over again. My hands gripped her already bruising hips from our earlier venture, slamming into her harder and harder every time before taking her legs and throwing them over my shoulders for a better angle.

  Fuck, she was so tight as her pussy wrapped around my dick like it was meant to be there. Her breasts bounced back and forth over her chest until I grabbed both of them; bringing my face down, I sucked her tempting nipples into my mouth. She arched her back toward me, and I about lost it as her second orgasm took off, her core choking the life out of my cock, but it was all I needed for my own orgasm to take over. An ocean of pleasure washed over me as I spilled myself into Jaden, filling her up until her pussy had practically milked me dry.

  I pulled her legs from my shoulders and wrapped them around my waist as I collapsed on top of her. Her breaths were shallow and heavy as her chest heaved against mine. Her beautiful amber eyes blazed with a fierce intensity that made me want to take her a third time. And I probably would. But first things first.

  I leaned down, gently running my nose along the column of her throat. Drowning in her intoxicatingly delicate scent, I felt her body shudder underneath me. God, I loved that, and I was about to get a hell of a lot more of it. I gently took her earlobe between my teeth and bit down, causing her body to tense with the slight twinge of pain I was now creating, warning her of the trouble she was in.

  “You’ve been a very bad girl, princess,” I drawled into her ear, and I felt every muscle in her body tense with fear. It brought a smile to my face. “And you know what I like to do to bad girls.”

  I hadn’t quite shown it, but I was still furious with her. Her discovering her family on the news, destroying my things, lashing out at me—she had a severe ass beating coming her way and she knew it. She knew I wouldn’t tolerate that sort of behavior from her … yet I loved that she had lashed out. I saw the fire burning in her eyes again, and it made my cock ache for her heat. I loved it because I enjoyed snuffing it out and reminding her who was in control.

  Faster than she could blink, I grabbed her and threw her over my lap, fisting her damp hair at the bottom of her scalp to hold her in place. Her entire body trembled as I brought my hand to graze over the soft skin of her back. Her shoulders and arms tensed as she attempted to keep herself in check. She knew if she fought me, she’d only make it that much worse for herself; though there were some days when I wished she would.

  Ready to savor the moment, I brought my arm up and slammed my palm on Jaden’s perfect ass, enjoying the ripple of her skin as it absorbed the contact. But just as I turned my head, expecting her to begin the count, a muttered, “Fuck this,” slipped from her lips, and she immediately brought the heel of her foot up and kicked me right in the temple.

  The shock of the blow diminished my senses for only a second, but a second was all Jaden needed when my grip on her hair loosened enough for her to turn her body toward me and throw her arm out to punch my throat. I caught her wrist before she could, but as I did, she lunged at me from my lap. I entertained the idea of letting her have her way for only a brief moment and allowed her to thrust herself on top of me. My back hit the sheets while her short legs straddled my sides, and she immediately tried to rain down her tiny fists at me.

  I started to laugh as I grabbed her other wrist and held them as she fought with me.

  “Aw, does my princess want to fight?” I chuckled. She screamed in fury at me.

  I knew how much she hated that I called her that, that I patronized her so often, but she had to have known by now that she had no chance against me, yet she continued to push and fight. I loved the spirit in her, and I realized then that I didn’t want to break it; I just wanted to bend it to my will. And I certainly would.

  “Yeah, you know what, I’m suddenly in the mood, you stupid controlling fuck,” she replied to me.

  I felt my blood rush with rage and exhilaration. She was going to be in even bigger trouble after this, but I would enjoy the fight in her for now while it lasted. She hadn’t fought me like this in weeks, but I was sure seeing her family on screen had added a little fuel to her burning embers.

  She continued to fight with me while I laughed underneath her, showing her that even if she was on top, she still wasn’t in control. Eventually, she finally had enough and threw her head down at me in an attempt to head-butt my face, but this time, I wasn’t allowing it.

  I maneuvered my head to the side so she’d hit my shoulder instead and immediately wrapped my arm around the back of her neck, forcing her into a headlock. She quickly twisted her head to the side so that the tighter I pulled, the deeper her chin would dig into my ribs, but that was fine. I didn’t plan to keep her like that for long. She then tried to punch my side, targeting my kidneys with her free hand, and while I felt her punches and groans to free herself, I ignored it all.

  When she realized she wasn’t getting anywhere with punching me, I saw her begin to lift her legs to attempt something else. Her kicks were powerful, I had to give her that, and I wasn’t about to give her an advantage, so I quickly rolled her onto her back while still keeping her head locked against my side. She was quick on the draw and somehow managed to bring her legs in, which now separated her body from mine.

  “You seriously underestimate me,” I heard her say as I had kept her head in place.

  And then she did the one thing I can’t fucking stand. She pinched me. Right under the soft skin of my arm, she pinched me as hard as she fucking could. I jerked from the surprise, but that single jolt provided her with the one solitary inch she needed to slip her head out of my lock and twist her still captive wrist around so that she was now gripping mine.

  The second she was free, her legs pushed out with all their might and actually pushed me off her and away from the bed. I stopped my momentum from going any further and lunged at her in fury, but she had already somersaulted backward and was now standing on the opposite end of the bed.

  Rage coated her face while her bare chest bobbed up and down from her labored breathing. I had to give it to her. I really did underestimate her, which was why I often found her agility impressive, and I loved the challenge it presented me.

  “You are so gonna get it now,” I promised her as I narrowed my eyes. What stared back at me was not a girl entranced by fear—no, she had transformed it into misplaced defiance and rage, and I was so looking forward to replacing it.

  “Fuck with me,” she seethed. “See what happens to you.”

  Oh, fuck, if that didn’t make my dick throb. I was so going to fuck that smart mouth of hers and remind her of what happens when she tries to threaten me—when she defies me. We were in for a long night.

  “I’m gonna enjoy this,” I said and leaped across the bed for her.

  She lunged away from my advance, but I was faster as I caught her upper arm and roughly pulled her to me. The arm I had gripped wrapped around my own and held it fast, but it did nothing to stop me from wrapping my other hand around her throat and squeezing. Jaden immediately swung her free arm up, hooking her fingers against my thumb
that pushed on her trachea and blocked her airway. She managed to pull my thumb away only a centimeter, but it was plenty to allow her to breathe. Before she completed her escape, her front leg kicked out and her tiny foot connected with my abs causing me to lurch forward as a sharp pain enveloped my core.

  I refused to allow her any satisfaction of seeing that. I threw her to the floor by her throat and pounced on her before she had a chance to move. She tried to keep her knees together and bent, but I forced them apart and placed myself between them before she could fight me any further. She got in one good quick elbow to my face as I lowered myself to her and pain exploded in my cheekbone, but I ignored it as I took both her slim wrists in my hands and pinned them above her head.

  Jaden continued to fight and struggle as she avoided my eyes as if they would turn her to stone if she connected with them, but I wanted her attention. Right now.

  “Look at me, Jaden,” I growled at her and squeezed her wrists until she cried out from the pressure. I knew how much she loathed looking at me when I had her in a position like this because it forced her to acknowledge her position under me. Her body language was so easy to read; it was like a fucking children’s book.

  When she finally opened her eyes to glare at me, unshed tears pooled at the corners of her lids, ready to fall at any second. Her tears always washed the rage right out of them, and she would eventually grow tired and submit to me as she always did. I honestly didn’t understand why she even fought me in the first place. She was only making it harder on herself, but it didn’t matter to me. I loved it either way.

  “Now, what made you think that challenging me like this was a good idea?” I asked her with amusement.

  “Seemed like a good idea at the time,” she groaned.

  “Not one of your bests,” I replied.

  “Fuck you, Darren. Get off me,” she spat as she jerked her body, trying to buck me off, but as she did, she was essentially just rubbing herself on my still excruciatingly hard cock. I was beyond ready to take her all over again. Fighting naked was probably my favorite thing to do with her.

 

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