“You better watch how you talk to me because I can guarantee you that if any of the men here tonight hear you I won’t stop them from whatever it is they plan to do to you as punishment, and I can promise you it won’t be pretty.” Sierra bows her head and instantly deflates at my threat. She knows she has it easy with me and I doubt she would really want to see what these men are capable of.
“Anything else? I would really like to finish getting ready.” Her voice comes out quiet soft as if realizing she’s lost this round.
“I mostly just wanted to see you before the party and before everyone else monopolize your time tonight.”
“My time? I thought I was to stay by your side all night long?” Her panic is evident in her expression.
“You will be by my side for most of the night but you may be handed off at some point to help in gaining a buyer.”
“Handed off? I’m not a piece of meat. I’m a person. I’m also yours which means I should be with you all night. Not some other man.” I love hearing that she’s mine but I know she is only saying that because she doesn’t want another man touching her. But this is business and if they ask to sample her than I’ll let them.
Originally I didn’t want to share her with anyone else but since I cannot make her my business partner until she loves me and is committed to this life, then she is just like every other girl. My feelings have not changed. I love her but I am not going to wait around forever for her to decide when she wants to love me back.
“You’re mine to do with as I please and if that means passing you off to someone else then that’s what I will do and you can’t stop me. I suggest you be on your best behavior tonight. If it makes it easier then I will give you something to fog your mind so you don’t have to be there mentally.”
“No. No I don’t want to take anything. I want my mind clear so I can remember what a fucking bastard you are.” It takes me two steps to reach her and close my fingers around her neck.
“How dare you pin this on me? I told you all you needed to do was love me and you would have everything you could possibly want. You would have money, cars, jewels, even a family if that’s what you truly desired. I may hate kids but I would give you them because I love you but you don’t love me and this is a sort of punishment for you until you do. Just know it’s not all personal. Some of this is business.”
I pry my fingers off of her neck as Sierra touches her skin where I gripped her with tears shimmering in her eyes. She’s pissed at me now that I’ve touched her but she needed to understand that nobody talks to me like that and gets away with it unscathed. I went easy on her this time but I won’t be so nice if it happens again.
I grab for the door handle and Sierra quickly shuffles over to her bed out of striking distance but that won’t stop me if I need to strike her again. Just as I pull the door open I turn for one last thing. “Oh and don’t wear your bra or panties. I don’t want to see that you have any panty lines.” I leave, shutting the door behind me then head back to my room to shower and ready myself.
I never realized how stressful having a relationship could be. Is this what it’s like for everyone? Ok well maybe not everyone but the frustrations and arguments can’t only be something I’m experiencing. I don’t really have any reference to what a relationship is like. I barely remember my childhood and who my dad was with but I believe they were all slaves, so no relationship there. My uncle says he refuses to be in a relationship because that means he would have to be faithful and that just wasn’t possible for him. I can understand that because it’s just not right being with just one woman. I may have thought it was possible if you loved someone but I have figured out that love doesn’t stop the urges when you are attracted to more than one girl.
I guess I’m just used to the girls we keep in this business because it doesn’t take long for them to learn their place and once they do they never argue or fight back. It’s always ‘yes sir’ or ‘if it pleases you sir.’ But I can’t hate all of it because Sierra’s fire and fight is such a turn on just as much as it pisses me off.
I shower and dress quickly, heading back downstairs to wait for my guests to start arriving. Sierra is already waiting for me by the pool table looking sexy as fuck in the dress I chose for her to wear tonight. Its skin tight showing off every curve in her figure and has me salivating in my mouth. I so badly want to just bend her over the pool table and pound into her knowing she has nothing else on underneath. I’m going to have a hard time keeping my cock in my pants tonight when it comes to her.
“Fucking perfect. You are going to have the men fighting to get a chance with you.”
“Are you going to pass me off to every man who wants me?”
“I haven’t decided yet. Let’s see how the night plays out. But whatever my decision is you need to not fight it or you will regret it. Like I said before, these men are not to be fucked with and if you like the freedom you have here I would suggest you do as they say or you may find yourself in an even worse situation than what you have here.” Her eyes go wide and I know she is starting to understand that she’s got it easy.
“Alright I understand. Just… Could you please consider keeping me by your side all night?”
“I’ll think about it but like I said, I need to see how the night plays out before I make any decisions.” She nods her head and I know she’s regretting how she acted earlier when I stopped by her room.
It’s not long before the guest start appearing and I signal to one of my men to bring in a few of our regular girls to work the room. They are here to please these men by giving them whatever they want. If that means fucking, blowjobs or as simple as a drink they are to give it to them. I’ve had parties like this before and it seems that every man who came took what was offered privately and publicly. There were some who used a designated bedroom to get their rocks off and then some who decided to get off while going over business. Girls rode their cocks or sucked their dicks as if nobody was watching. It’s the way of life for these men and they don’t give a fuck who watches. It seems as if tonight is no different as I walk around watching men get pleasured by the best girls I have. These girls are not to be sold but are strictly for pleasure. I guess you could say I’m their pimp but I don’t let just anyone around these girls. These girls get the big bucks. They are my call girls I guess you could say. They are either sent out to a private residence or brought in for a party as long as I approve. I also have girls that work in a house I had purchased under King’s name for the general public. They’re not as gorgeous as my high end girls but they get the job done. They just make less due to the clientele that come in.
Just as I thought, all the men salivate over Sierra wanting a piece of her. I have yet to hear of a decent offer for her time and I’m starting to think maybe I should just keep her for myself tonight. The party is in full swing and I have my guys ready the items for auction. When I say ready them I mean shoot them up with drugs. Make sure they are pliant and their minds are foggy so they are easier to maneuver the way I want. They are all tied up with their hands behind their backs as a precaution in case they try to fight my men as they are brought in to show before the bidding starts. I have one of my men run the auction for me so I can watch who bids on what. It helps me get a better idea on what they look for when buying from me.
I know it bothers Sierra to watch as these men bid on women and children so I have the auction happening in the main living room and I let her stand by the staircase so she doesn’t have to watch. I’ve grown up watching these auctions happen but on a much smaller scale and not as often as I’ve had them. It doesn’t bother me like it did when I was a child and this is business. I can’t let personal feelings or right and wrong get in the way of business. Why do people consider this wrong when it’s happened all throughout history? Men, women and children were bought and sold all over for many things and this is no different than history shows. People have just let their feelings over rule their life and now half the world has come to
believe that this is wrong.
I watch as the men bid high. The women and children that are being auctioned are exactly what these men like and they continue to outbid each other to get what they want. I’ve never done this myself but I can see the appeal.
I glance back to Sierra as I see her eyes shimmer with tears. I don’t mean to make her cry but she hasn’t accepted this life yet. Eventually her heart will harden and this will be just like any other day and the women and children being sold will mean nothing to her. As I watch her try to hold back her sobs by sniffling and taking deep breaths I decide to help her by distracting her. I’ve watched enough of the auction to know that I have found what these men are looking for and there is no need for me to watch any longer so I amble over to where she stands. Pulling her into my embrace I hush her with soothing words of love as I rub her back in slow circles in a calming manner. Slowly her quiet sobs subside.
“I know this is hard for you to understand but eventually this will get easier and you will be able to watch without hurting.”
“How could you even think that I would ever be ok with this? They are children for Christ’s sake. Children whose families miss them and love them and you stole these innocents away from them to be sold like cattle. They will be beaten and raped and there are some that are as young as five. Five! You are all disgusting monsters. These women and children will forever be ruined because of you.”
“It’s life. Sometimes you’re lucky and sometimes you’re not. They are obviously not lucky but you are. You could be one of them right now. I could still put you in the line-up. I bet I’d get a load of money for you. More than any the girls are getting right now that’s for sure. It’s not too late.” The look on her face shows me that is the last thing she wants to happen but her eyes are telling me just how much she hates me right now. She doesn’t speak but I know she would much rather not be sold like the rest of them. “I didn’t think you wanted to be auctioned off but don’t test me. I am sick of your shit. Don’t doubt that I won’t sell you. I may love you but I’m beginning to realize that maybe you’re just not worth the effort.”
I hear a creak come from the second floor and I peer up out of the corner of my eyes without actually moving my head in the direction of my sights. I don’t see anyone but that doesn’t mean that there is nobody there.
“Come on. Let’s get you back to your room. I have no need for you the rest of the night. You’re lucky that nobody offered me anything worth value to me.” I guide Sierra up the stairs with my hand on her ass as we head to her room. Instead of making it obvious that I know about the intruder I decide to play it as if nothing is amiss. I keep an eye out looking for the intruder without being obvious.
“Stay in your room and lock your door if you don’t want any wandering guests barging in and taking what they want from you.” I kiss her lightly on the cheek then open her door for her to step into her room. As soon as she is on the other side of her door, I close it without another word and wait to hear the lock. Without fail I hear the click of the lock before I make my way back to my bedroom.
I have all the doors locked but obviously whoever this intruder is has managed to get into one of the bedrooms. I decide to start with my room because it would be easier to enter and escape from for the intruder. I pull my key out of my pocket and unlock my door. Throwing it open I flip the switch quickly and glance around finding no one inside my chambers. I check my bathroom then my closet before looking under my bed finding nothing. Just as I turn to leave I notice the curtains that hang above the doors that head to my balcony are moving slightly from the wind. The thing is, I left the doors to my balcony closed and now they are open slightly. Striding quickly over to the doors I throw them open before looking over the side of the railing. Just when I think it was possibly a mistake on my part I glance up and notice two men making a run for it towards the outer property where they most likely came in at. I have no doubt why they are here. Either they were hoping to get Sierra alone or they were hoping to get me alone. Either way they fucked up. I will be watching for them now. I may not know who they are or what they look like but I know they will be back. And when they come back I will be ready for them.
“Caught you, fuckers.”
Chapter 4
Sierra
I hope that tonight Jeremy will show mercy on me and keep me for himself. As much as I know it’s wrong to want him I know for a fact that I won’t want anyone else. Besides, Jeremy has started to embed himself in my heart without great effort on my part to stop him. It pisses me off. I know it’s wrong but for some reason I can’t stop it. He’s beaten me, raped me and given me to others to do the same so why is it that my heart is slowly thawing for him? Don’t get me wrong, I still fight it with everything I have because I know it’s just a side effect of being his captive but somehow he still has found a way to break down my walls. Maybe it’s those times where he is kind to me; buying me gifts, making me dinner, complimenting me or maybe it’s when he cuddles with me on the couch as we watch my girly movies. I hate it that he seems so genuine with his feelings but I know they’re not real.
When I snapped at him today I knew it was a mistake. No matter how much of my heart he’s managed to capture I make sure he doesn’t know it. I’ve learned to mask these unnatural feelings with sarcasm and attitude and he’s none the wiser. The problem with the way I’m handling my feelings though, seems to be making him contemplate selling me and if that were to happen who knows what kind of person will own me and what I will have to endure. I’m sure these men are a lot worse to their possessions then Jeremy is with me.
I find myself walking the party on Jeremy’s arm as he tries to find the right offer to lend me out for the night. I dread having to be passed around to these disgusting men so I try my best to cozy up to Jeremy by being more affectionate than normal. He seems to notice but doesn’t comment as he shoots me a smile every now and then. It still doesn’t stop him from listening to the men give their ridiculous offers to bed me for the night. I’m disgusted by what these men are willing to offer. Money, women, drugs, and promises to only buy from him but Jeremy seems disinterested with each and every offer and I am feeling grateful.
The men have no concept of privacy as they have girls riding them in their seats, bent over the tables fucking them from behind or having their cocks sucked all while having a conversation with other men as if none of this is happening. It’s disgusting and I feel like I need a shower to wash off the sex that’s permeated the air and stuck to my skin. There are men having sex, watching others have sex, and talking about sex. I want to plug my ears and close my eyes just to escape it all but I can’t and the men eye fucking me cause me to cringe inside as I try to hide it with a smile. I’m supposed to play nice or I may end up in the middle of an orgy that I don’t want to be a part of as punishment.
“Jeremy, your party is spectacular. If these are the appetizers I can’t wait to see what the main course will be.” A tall, dark man with cold black eyes slaps Jeremy on the shoulder with a sleazy smile on his lips.
“Thank you Omar. I hope the ladies have taken care of you. Whatever you want or need just let one of them know and they’ll take care of it for you.” Jeremy pulls me tighter to him by my waist while I try my hardest not to lose my shit over his guests idea of a good party.
“Hmm. Well I have already taken a liking to two of your beauties but I haven’t had the pleasure of this creature. What say you let me have a few moments with her?” I stiffen hoping Jeremy doesn’t make me go with this vile man.
“What are you offering? I don’t normally share but I’d be willing for the right price.” I pray that this man doesn’t offer something Jeremy is willing to take.
“Ah. A business man in everything I see. Ok. I’ll offer ten and a year?” What the hell does he mean by that? A year with me?
“I’ll think about it. That’s the best offer all night.” Shit, shit, shit.
“If it’s the best offer than why don’t you
agree? You won’t get anything better.” Jeremy rubs his jaw thinking it over while I wait impatiently to hear his answer. The man stares at me with a salacious smile, licking his lips with hunger in his eyes as he peruses my body. I start to shake trying to hold it together. I have a feeling if I am given to this man for however long that I will not make it out unscathed.
“I’ll tell you what. Let me make my rounds and check that everyone is here for the auction so we can get started. I will let you know.”
“Don’t make me wait too long or the offer is off the table.” The man says seriously before walking away to a group of buyers talking near by.
“What did he mean with his offer? Am I to go to him for a year?” I’m scared that I’ll be passed off to this man. I know I will not survive it.
“Don’t worry. I won’t take is offer. You’re with me for now. If it was anyone else I would take the offer but he is a man with…peculiar taste. You would be returned to me ruined.” I gasp not wanting to know anymore and feeling grateful he didn’t take the mans offer. I nod my head and try to tune out the rest of the party as we make our rounds.
After Jeremy has made sure all his guests arrived and are thoroughly pleasured he decides it’s time for the auction. The hardest part of the night is the auction. Just the fact that I have to stand by and watch as women and children are auctioned off to men that want to do despicable things to them instead of being at home with their loved ones makes me feel as if I am a failure. I am failing at saving them by helping them escape. I always wondered how anyone could just stand there and watch as women and children are raped, beaten and sold without even trying to help them but I understand now why that is. If I were to try to help them not only would I get beaten and raped as punishment but they would be punished as well. There are so many things someone can do to torture as punishment and in these situations; the children will be the first to be punished by torture.
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