by Amy DeMeritt
Awenasa pulls her into a hug and Sam squeezes her tightly, making Awenasa release a groaning laugh. She runs her hand through Sam’s hair and holds her cheek as Sam pulls back to look at her.
“Does Kayla look mad?” Awenasa laughs as her eyes meet mine and I cheese really big, but try not to laugh as well. Awenasa nods. “She looks fierce.” Sam’s back straightens and she starts to turn to look at me, but Awenasa holds her face and laughs. “I’m only teasing. She’s smiling like a goofball.” Sam laughs and leans forward, kissing Awenasa on the lips. Awenasa’s eyes get big and Sam pulls back quickly. “Oh, shit! I’m sorry! See, I knew I shouldn’t talk about this.” Sam starts to stand up, but Awenasa pulls her back down and wraps her arms around her. “Shh, its ok, Sam. I’m not upset with you.”
After a few moments, Sam pulls back and looks at me with a shy smile.
“Are we ok? Did I mess up?” I smile and gently kiss her lips. “No, you didn’t mess up.”
Madison and Shannon also reassure her that they’re not upset with her and she visibly relaxes. She sits back so she can see everyone and then looks at Shannon and Madison with a mischievous grin.
“Am I the only one in this predicament?” Shannon and Madison smile and shake their heads. Madison reaches a hand out to Sam, pulling her over to sit on her lap. “No, you’re not alone, but I’m surprised you were the first one to admit it.”
“How long have all of you been keeping this inside?”
They look at me with blushing cheeks and nervously bite their lips. Awenasa slides over closer to me and I take her hand in mine with a smile, before we look at my girls again. They look at each other and then back at me. Shannon clears her throat and shakes her head.
“I’m not really sure I can pinpoint a day. Talking all these months on video chat has been really nice and I feel very close to Awenasa.” She looks at Awenasa and her cheeks blush a little deeper red. “Like Sam said, I tried not to develop feelings for you because of what you are to Kayla, but you made it very hard. When we finally met you in person, I felt like I was seeing a loved one that I hadn’t seen in a very long time. Sometimes, when you talk, you remind me of my grandmother. She also believes very strongly that we can learn from our ancestors and call on their spirits for help. That makes me feel very close to you.”
“I knew when Kayla told me about the lanterns you floated on the pond that we’d have a spiritual kinship when we finally met. I already felt close to you for those same reasons before you even knew I existed and before we spoke, so I’m glad you feel the same way.”
Shannon smiles and gets up to give her a hug. Awenasa holds her for a moment and they kiss each other’s cheeks before Shannon sits back down. Everyone looks at Madison and she laughs a little in a nervous way.
“I guess this is family confession hour instead of lunch time?” We laugh a little and Awenasa says, “You don’t have to say anything, if you don’t want to. We’ll probably have to reheat the food by this point.” Madison smiles and shakes her head. “No, we don’t keep anything from each other, so I’ll take my turn. I knew around Christmas that I love you. When Kayla presented us with the rings and then you received yours through video chat, I almost blurted it out then. And it almost came out again on Christmas day when we opened presents with you on video chat. All of us had sent you something, but we didn’t expect you to send us anything. I was very moved by the gifts you sent. It’s almost come out many times since then, but I guess that’s when I knew for sure.”
“Have you talked to each other about this?” They look at me and shake their heads. “Were you really afraid I’d be upset with you for falling in love with Awenasa?”
“She’s your wife. You’ve been in love with her since you were a kid and you’ve been waiting for her to give you a real relationship. I didn’t want you to think I was trying to take someone so precious from you.” I look at Sam confused and shake my head. “Sam, once Awenasa told me she was ready to be together, she became a part of this family. Why would I get upset with you for loving her? Of course, I want you to love her. Family needs to have love at its core to be strong and have trust in each other. Now, if you told me you’re in love with Candi or Carmen, or one of our other friends, that would be a very different conversation.” Sam laughs a little and shakes her head. “No, I promise, I’m not in love with anyone outside of this family. I like our friends, but I’m not in love with them.”
I smile and lean forward to kiss her lips.
“I only have one big issue with this.” They look at me nervously. “I don’t like that you kept something like that to yourselves. After I told you about Awenasa, we promised each other not to keep anything from each other ever again. I’ve never gotten mad at any of you, so I don’t understand why you thought I’d get mad at you about this. But putting that aspect of it aside, I don’t like you keeping something like that bottled up and feeling like you can’t talk about it.”
They laugh a little and I scrunch my face in a pout. Madison reaches out and caresses my cheek and wiggles my nose playfully.
“Sorry, baby, it’s just funny hearing you complain that we kept something bottled up because you do it all the time. You always have this strong indestructible exterior, while sometimes, you are just completely exhausted, stressed, or worried about something. You try to act like nothing is ever wrong and that life is perfect. We know part of the reason you do that is because you worry if you allow yourself to appear weak or too human that we won’t think you’re strong enough to support us, but we don’t think or feel that way at all. We’d all feel safest with only you by our side against a foreign army than the whole United States Marine Corps.”
“But that’s different, and you always drag it out of me anyway. I’m not really able to keep anything from all of you. It’s been six months in your case and how ever long for Shannon and Sam. That’s a really long time to keep something from me. Especially something so big. It’s not like you just had a bad day that you didn’t want to talk about. You all fell in love with another person and kept it to yourselves. Will I have to worry about that happening with someone outside of the family? Will your heart be stolen from me by another person and you’ll hide it because you’re afraid I’ll get mad?”
“You were in love with Awenasa and never told us. You never even told us she was a big part of your life. Don’t forget, you got married when you were dating me. That’s a huge secret to keep from someone you’re in love with and in a real relationship with.” Sam looks hurt. I take a deep breath and nod as I look down at my feet. “You’re right; I’m sorry. I don’t like when you’re upset with me or think I might get upset with you.”
“Well, none of us want you to be upset with us either. That’s why we didn’t say anything. We wanted to give you two time to be able to have the real relationship you both have been waiting for, for so long, without us complicating it or making Awenasa uncomfortable. We weren’t trying to keep something from you because we didn’t trust you with it. We just wanted to respect the relationship you two have together like Awenasa respects the one we have with you.”
“So, I don’t have to worry about losing any of you?” They smile and shake their heads. Sam leans forward and firmly kisses my lips. “Do you think we’re crazy? We’re not willing to give up a god to slum with a regular human.”
I laugh hard and tackle my girls, wrapping them all in a big hug and peppering their faces with kisses. In my excitement, I end up slipping and I fall on the floor at their feet on my back. All of them look down at me smiling and laughing.
“Ok, we should eat. I’m so weak from hunger that I can’t even tackle my babies properly.” They laugh and Awenasa pulls me up from the floor. “Come on, silly puppy.”
Chapter Nine
I plop down on the couch holding my stomach and groan with a happy sleepy smile.
“Oh, man, that dinner was amazing. I ate so much that I feel like I’m going to pop the button on my shorts. Is my tummy sticking out?”
/> My girls laugh a little as they sit around me. Shannon and Awenasa worked together to make a really good dinner after we helped Awenasa unpack and put away all of the stuff in her boxes she shipped here and the bags we brought back on the plane.
Unpacking was really nice because it stirred up lots of story and memory sharing, which always brings all of us closer. Awenasa has some really nice handmade pottery, baskets, dream catchers, and jewelry, some of which we made together. My girls loved hearing about everything and learning more about our culture and Awenasa and I growing up in love together.
Awenasa lifts my shirt to look at my stomach and shakes her head.
“Still a sexy flat washboard.” I smile really big and straighten up some to look down at my stomach, where her hand is still resting. “You think I’m sexy, huh?” Awenasa laughs a little and leans forward, with her lips hovering just above mine. “Like Sam said, you’re a god. A very beautiful and sexy wolf god.”
Arousal flares up inside and rests hot in my chest and my clit starts ticking like a clock. Her hand palms over my stomach and she slowly and gently presses her lips against mine. The instant her tongue enters my mouth, I lose all ability to remain on this couch.
I quickly pull back and stand up, pulling her up with me. I pick her up and she wraps her legs around my waist. She quickly grabs the sides of my face and starts kissing me with an urgency that makes me slightly stumble as I take my first step towards the bedroom with her in my arms. I bump into the side of the couch and stumble again, making us smile and laugh against each other’s mouths, but we don’t pull apart so I can see where we’re going. I take a few more steps and bump into the wall, but we still don’t pull apart.
“Sweetie, I’m just going to guide you back so you don’t bang yourselves up.”
I smile against Awenasa’s lips as Shannon places her hands on my shoulders and guides us to the bedroom. As I’m falling on the bed backwards with Awenasa in my arms, I hear the door close.
I glide my hands up her thighs, over her ass, and ride up her back under her shirt. Awenasa inhales deeply and presses down harder against me. I unhook her bra and firmly massage her shoulders and down the length of the muscles along her spine. She moans and thrusts her hips down against me, making me release a small moan. I bunch her shirt up to her armpits, but she doesn’t release me from the kiss so I can remove it. I firmly smack her ass and she gasps and pulls back with a grin. I smile and quickly pull her shirt and bra off. As she tries to come back for another kiss, I roll us over so she’s on her back and I reach to unbutton her shorts.
She lifts her hips so I can pull her shorts and panties off. I smile and release a long low moan looking down at her body. I gently trail my fingers from her neck, down the center of her torso, and gently glide down the outside of her slit, making her inhale deeply and her head falls back and her body arches up. I place my hands on the bed next to her shoulders and bend down, hovering above her body, while I trail soft feathery lips all over her neck and chest.
Awenasa releases a small moan and suddenly lifts up, pushes up on my shoulders, and grabs for the hem of my shirt. She quickly rips my clothes off and pulls me down on top of her. She locks me in a kiss and our hands start to wander over each other’s bodies as we roll around the bed, caressing and trying to top each other. She smiles against my lips as I roll her back over after she just rolled me onto my back.
She surprises me by slipping a hand between my legs and I release a loud gasping moan and my hips thrust down against her. I roll to lay next to her and slip my hand between her legs, eliciting a deliciously sweet moan from her beautiful mouth.
While our hands work between each other’s legs, our mouths move adoringly over each other’s necks, shoulders, and chests. Our bodies rock and glide against each other, slipping closer to the edge of euphoria while the air is filled with heavy gasping breaths, moans, and screams of pleasure.
Awenasa starts to climax first and her whole body shudders against me as she releases a loud piercing scream and falls on her back, pulling her hand out of me to grip my wrist. She holds my hand still against her as she rides out her aftershocks, releasing several loud moans and taking panting chest shaking breaths.
Her body spasms and she smiles really big as she pulls my hand out from between her thighs. Before I can say anything, she rolls over on top of me and locks me in a kiss. She kisses me deep and hard for a couple minutes and then starts to move down my body. Her mouth and hands run over every inch of my torso, hips, and inner thighs, sending me into a nerve shattering pool of overwhelming sensation. As soon as her lips encompass my swollen clit, I scream and burst with ecstasy.
I pull her up to lay on me and I wrap my arms around her. With her head nuzzling in my neck, we try to catch our breath and allow our heartrates to slow to normal.
“I love you, Kayla. I’m so happy to be back home in your heart and arms.”
“I love you too. That vast universe in my heart that is all yours is going wild because its queen is finally home for good.” She giggles and kisses my neck. “You have a very big and beautiful heart and I love living in it.”
She sits up some, resting on her elbow, to look at me with a very serene loving smile. She gently caresses my cheek and neck before resting her hand on my heart.
“I guess I should trade places with the others so you can have family time now.” I smile and lift my head to kiss her lips. “You can stay if you want. You don’t have to participate, but I don’t want you to feel like you have to go hide away somewhere.” She smiles and kisses my lips again. “I don’t know if that’s fair to them. They didn’t get to watch us. Besides, wouldn’t that be uncomfortable for them to have someone just sitting here watching that?” I laugh and shake my head. “They might be a little shy at first, but they’re fine with family audiences. They don’t expect to be able to watch or touch you till you’re ready, if you’re ever ready. They know they may never be with you that way.”
“I am curious to see how family time works. Would it be weird for you if I watched?”
“As long as it doesn’t change how you feel about me, I’m ok with it.”
“I know what you do with them, Kayla. You may not have gone into great detail on your sexual exploits, but I’m not naïve to think that you just lay here and snuggle them all night.” I laugh a little and she bends down to give me a short kiss. “If all of you are ok with it, I’ll stay. Is it ok if I get dressed though?”
“Of course, my love.” She smiles and moves to get up, but I pull her back down on my chest. “Just let me hold you for another minute first.” She snuggles into my chest and places a hand on my stomach. “I can’t believe I get to hold you like this forever. I’ve dreamt about this for so long.”
“Me too, puppy.”
I love feeling her body against mine, feeling her breath and lips on my skin, and even the soft tickle of her eyelashes on my chest as she blinks is heaven. I smile as her hand assumes the same gentle tracing of my abs that my other girls are in the habit of doing when they lay with me. I run my fingers through her long silken black hair and the light scent of apples and honey wafts up my nose, making me inhale deeply and smile.
“You smell so good.” She lifts her head to look at me with a cute smile. “Thank you. You do too.” She bends down and gives me a nice kiss before pulling back with a loving smile lighting up her beautiful face. “You shouldn’t make them wait any longer. They’re not used to not having your attention and they’ve gone a week without having the level that you’ve been giving me.” I smile and kiss her lips. “You really are amazing. Ok, I’ll go get them.”
She sits up and starts putting her clothes back on and I climb out of bed. She watches me with a happy grin as I walk around the bed completely naked towards the bedroom door. I hesitate at the door for a moment, letting her finish getting dressed. She smiles and lays down on her side facing me.
All of my girls are lounged out on the couch with their earbuds in attached to their cellp
hones and are either playing on their phones or reading a book. I stand in front of the coffee table with my hands on my hips, just waiting for one of them to notice me.
Sam starts to sit up to grab her bottle of water off the table and jumps two feet, grabbing her chest when she sees me. She laughs a little and pulls her earbuds out. Her eyes scan my body in a hungry way and I see her inhale deeply. Madison and Shannon pull their earbuds out and set their phones and books aside.
“How’s it going?”
They look at me a confused and laugh a little. Sam sits forward, looking like she’s barely containing her desire to tackle me right now.
“Kayla, you better be out here like that to make love to us, because you are killing me right now.” I smile really big and look between all of them. Each of them look very on edge, like they just can’t bear having to wait any longer. “How do you feel about showing Awenasa what family time is like?” Sam’s face lights up and she sits forward some. “What do you mean?”
“She’ll just be watching for now.”
They smile and stand up. Sam takes my hand and leads us to the bedroom. Awenasa is still laying on her side and smiles at us. She looks very calm and happy.
“Are you sure you’re ok with this?” Awenasa smiles at Sam and nods. “I’m sure. Are you ok with me being in here?” Sam laughs a little. “Yes, but if we do something you’re not comfortable with, please tell us and we’ll stop.”
“Ok, little bear.”
Sam smiles really big and her cheeks blush. Shannon closes the door and they move in closer, to cluster around me. I look at Awenasa to make sure her mood hasn’t changed at all, and she still looks calm and has a small smile on her face. I smile and inhale deeply as I look between each of my girls looking at me expectantly.
I bend down and dig my phone out of my shorts and turn on a playlist with slow romantic songs. They smile wider, knowing what’s coming. I pull Shannon in close and start to slow dance with her. She smiles and reaches a hand out to Sam, pulling her in, and I turn them both to spin and sway with me. Sam takes Madison’s hand and spins her in, and I now have all three of them dancing with me in a cluster of twisting and swaying bodies. I start to move between them, slowly shedding their clothes while we dance. Within a couple minutes, I have all of them fully naked.
