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by David Feintuch


  Clearly, I had to refuse Soushire’s demand. Groenfil might be untrustworthy, even corrupt, but Soushire was hardly better. Why favor one over the other? Besides, it wasn’t for a king to redistribute his vassals’ lands.

  My shirt was soggy, and water dripped in my eyes. I wiped them, and stepped into a puddle. Cursing, I stomped my soaked foot, almost lost my boot in the mud.

  Time for a deep breath. It seemed to help, so I took another. Rain wasn’t so bad as long as one didn’t mind getting soaked. Once, I’d stood under a small waterfall, and enjoyed it I relaxed my shoulders, let the drenching rain pour over me.

  At last I moved on, but this time I strolled, careless of the wet.

  I could count on Willem and Cumber. Vessa’s vote was unlikely; Groenfil’s even more so. Therefore, I needed both Soushire and the Warthen of the Sands. Else I would not be crowned by Council, and couldn’t wield the Still.

  I climbed steps, brooding. Could I somehow swing the Warthen to my cause? A peculiar fellow, he, but ...

  I found myself on a low battlement, secured by a stone parapet. I braced myself on the embedded rock, leaned over the edge, stared blindly at Castle Town. Lord of Nature only knew what odious terms the Warthen would propose.

  Water dripped from my nose. I watched it trickle down a groove of the stone, to the ground. Near my hand, a deep puddle had formed in a scoop of the rock. Shielded by my body, no droplets struck it. It seemed a lake in minuscule.

  I moved; a drop of water struck, sent a ripple coursing. Reflexively, I covered the puddle, protecting it.

  Ah, Mother. This puzzle is too deep for me. I’m close to my crown, but fuddled.

  My palms spread low over the puddle.

  When I must be brilliant, all I can do is stumble about in the rain. More proof I’m unfit to rule.

  Mother’s visage floated, stern, silent.

  Madam, why didn’t you renounce me when you could? Or else, live to see me through? My thoughts settled into a daze of regrets and yearnings.

  Rain.

  Time.

  Was there a path through the thicket? Was it possible?

  A hand grasped my arm. “Roddy!”

  Rain.

  “Roddy, come awake!” An insistent shake. I blinked.

  Elryc peered up at me. “You were in a stupor. I couldn’t wake you.”

  My eyes were wild, and I laughed.

  “Don’t! You scare me!”

  Reluctantly, I closed my hands, let droplets splash into the puddle. “I’m all right, brother.”

  “Come inside.”

  “Yes, before you catch your death of cold. Hester would be furious.” I rumpled Elryc’s hair, laughed anew. “I know the way. Oh, it’s not certain, but it’s a chance!”

  “What?”

  “The way to Stryx!”

  His eyes darted about. “Have imps stolen your soul? What way?”

  I caught him by the shoulders, danced him madly about the parapet. “To the throne!”

  Part III

  Chapter 29

  ELRYC IN TOW, I DASHED up the stairs to my room, dripping and exultant. “Garst! Warm towels from the hearth, and call Anavar to help peel these sopping clothes!”

  The Eiberian got to his feet readily enough. “I’ll help you. Anavar’s with the Lady Soushire.”

  “Impudence! I told you both—”

  Rustin appeared in the doorway. “What irks you now?”

  I scowled, but my jubilation was beyond quenching. “Anavar’s gone downstairs without my leave, is all. Rust, this jerkin sticks like fresh sap. Help me pull.”

  Silent and glum, he did so. Eyes dancing, I pulled his face close to whisper my secret, but he jerked free his head, downed my hand with a sharp slap. “Don’t act the fool, Roddy.”

  Like splintered glass my mood crashed. I tore the drying cloth from Garst’s hand. “As you wish.” I tried not to sound sullen, but gave it up. “Will you tell Soushire I would see her, or must I send Garst for that?”

  “Oh, I’ll go. Choose garb finer than you wore this morning, and if you eat again, try this time to keep the egg off your shirt.” He left.

  Garst helped dry my back. “He seems annoyed with you.”

  “Don’t insert yourself in our affairs. Gather those wet towels.” I waited until he was gone. “Elryc, what comes over people sometimes?”

  “I’ve oft wondered.” My brother finished drying himself. “You were in such high spirits, then ...”

  “Dress well, Elryc. I’ll want you with me for the interview.”

  His meager chest swelled. “I won’t be long. Wait for me.” He trotted to his chamber to dress.

  Outside, the downpour had finally eased to a drizzle. The sun made valiant effort to break through the swirling clouds, but in the keep the deserted and ill-lit banquet chamber was silent and gloomy. Elryc’s hand crept into mine. Rustin, still cool, walked ahead.

  “Ah, there you are.” Lady Soushire, a torchbearer lighting her way. “Could we not wait ’til midday meal?” Her belly preceded her across the hall. “I had a chat with your Eiberian. Did you know his father is cousin to Tantroth himself? What a capture.” She eased herself into her accustomed place. To the torchbearer, “Set it in the sconce and go.”

  Past the window, servants and boys called to their mates, but all I could hear was the thudding of my heart. Yearning for wine, anything, I licked my lips. “Your ambition for Groenfil,” I said. “Can it be dissuaded?”

  “No.”

  I paced, to calm my nerves. “Will you settle for any small concession, rather than the whole?”

  “No.”

  “Well, then,” I said. “What do you wish of me? Acquiescence?”

  Rustin stiffened in his chair, his eyes radiating a bleak dismay.

  “More than that, Rodrigo. The armed might of Caledon, to secure the Duchy of Groenfil for my House, and your authorization and recognition of my conquest.” She folded her arms across her ample paunch.

  “At the moment I have no force to lend, other than my paltry escort.”

  “Not so paltry that it didn’t fend off ambush by Tantroth’s regiment. But I understand your fulfillment must wait until the crown is secure on your head.”

  “Very well, I—”

  “Roddy.” Rustin’s voice, subdued. “Please.”

  The interruption threatened my moment of triumph. My voice turned harsh. “No, it’s decided, if Soushire meets my conditions.”

  The Duchess stirred. “I won’t vary my terms.”

  “They’re minor. I’ll want funds, until the treasury is mine, and—”

  “How much?”

  I hadn’t thought that far. “Negotiate with Lord Rustin,” I said airily. “I’ll ratify what he approves. My other condition is simple. For your conquest of Groenfil—as I assume the current Earl would object—I’ll provide the same number of troops you send me to defend my realm against usurpation, and to repel Tantroth after I’m crowned.”

  “I need enough men-at-arms to hurl Groenfil off his land.”

  “Then raise half that number, to fight for me and Caledon when the time comes.”

  She made no objection, so I took a deep breath. “Now do I, Rodrigo, vow by the True of Caledon which I hold dear ...” I swore, by my Power, to aid and ratify her conquest of Groenfil.

  When I was done, she nibbled at a knuckle, her expression one of deep concentration. Then, “Rodrigo of Caledon, rightful Prince and heir, I swear that I shall, when called upon, vote in Council that you be crowned King, that thereafter I shall send men-at-arms to your standard.”

  Rustin put his head in his hands.

  “Done.” For lack of a staff, I rapped the table.

  She held out her hand; I rose swiftly, gave the formal bow of completion, to avoid a touch of hands. “Good day, my lady Soushire. Be so kind as to send up my manservant Anavar; I have want of him.”

  I paced our bedchamber in near delirium. “Three votes! We need but one and I’ll be King!” What if
Soushire’s spies heard me? It no longer mattered. “Now, on to the Warthen!” I ran to my bags, unwrapped the dented crown. “Remind me to find a smith to tap out the bumps. At coronation I can’t very well wear—”

  “Roddy.” Rustin’s voice was flat “How could you?”

  “It’s not how it seems. My vow—” I bit off the rest, conscious of straining ears. Some things, at least, I must keep secret. “Groenfil’s of no account,” I said for benefit of the listeners. I beckoned Rustin close, to whisper.

  “Isn’t it?” With each emphasis of his words he thrust me closer to the wall. “I hoped you’d be a noble king, and find instead you’d be King at any cost.” His eyes blazed. “You used Groenfil. As you’d use me, or anyone.”

  “Rust, that’s not how—”

  “You revealed your true character.” He’d worked himself into a splendid rage. “Thank Lord of Nature I am but the son of a traitor, and not myself renegade to all that is decent!”

  “Rustin!”

  He took breath, and began an outpouring of my faults and foibles, that, for all its unfairness, left me flushed and discomfited. Never had I been censured so, by one whose opinion I cherished.

  I waited him out with as good a grace as I could muster, aware of the one thought he’d overlooked. At last he ran down. “Rust, take a moment, hear what I have to—”

  He flung a pillow; it knocked over a candlestand.

  “More lies, more evasions? Almost, I thought you were a man!” With that he left, and just in time; I’d snatched up a boot and hurled it at his head. It bounced off the door as it swung shut.

  I sat fuming at my mentor’s willful stupidity. Surely Rust must fathom that I wouldn’t betray Groenfil without good reason. Why could he not trust my judgment?

  A knock. Was he back to apologize, so soon?

  “Pardon, Lord Prince.” Anavar. “You called for me?”

  With a howl I sprang from my bed, hurled myself at the startled boy, pitched him against the wall. “How dare you go from here without my leave!” My voice rose to a shriek. “Are you my bondsman, or no?” My fists beat a tattoo against his shoulders, his chest. “Think you I’ll tolerate such insolence?”

  “Stop!” The boy cowered against the wall.

  “Good-for-naught! Lazebones! Ill-bred young jackanapes!” A blow, harder than the others, spun him about. He caught at the wall with one hand; reflexively, the other shoved me aside.

  At that, I caught his jerkin, reared back with closed fist, caught him full on the jaw. Anavar dropped like a stone, but I wasn’t done. “Lay hand on your master?” I pounded his ribs while he lay dazed. In fury I flipped him onto his back, took seat on his stomach. “Insolent! Peasant! Brat!” Each word was punctuated by a blow to the face. “Vile ... scum ... of Eiber!” His head rocked slack.

  The door burst open. Hands seized me from behind, dragged me kicking and screaming off the senseless boy.

  “Fostrow! Come! Be quick!” Rustin.

  “Let go!” I struggled to break free. “I’ll teach this lout—” I jabbed at Rustin’s ribs.

  The soldier rushed in. “What is—Oh, Lord.”

  “Carry the boy outside! Hurry, he has the strength of madness and I can’t hold him long.”

  I screamed, “Take your hands off me!”

  “Aye.” Fostrow scooped up Anavar in his burly arms, heaved him over his shoulder, disappeared out the door.

  “Are you satisfied? I’m not done—”

  “Oh, yes, you are.” Rust let go his bear hug. I launched myself at him, fists flailing.

  He sidestepped, punched me hard in the stomach. I turned green, fell to my knees. “Oh, no.” I gagged, tried not to vomit. Lord of Nature, it hurt.

  With no show of sympathy, Rust dragged over a chair, sat. He gripped me firmly and painfully by the nape of the neck and held me in a kneeling position.

  I could do little to resist. Arms folded across my belly, I gasped and moaned until the ache faded. I fumbled at his fingers on my neck. “Let go.” No response. “Please.” Despite myself, my voice was a whimper.

  “You’re to lie on the bed.”

  “I don’t—”

  He squeezed harder.

  “All right!”

  “Until I give you leave.” His fingers dug like claws into my nape.

  Weakly, I nodded.

  He released me, hauled me to my feet, thrust me to the bed. When I was full on it, he stalked to the door, shut it firmly behind him as he left.

  It was a full hour by the candle before he returned, and I’d time to work myself into high indignation. “What does Anavar matter? He’s a mere—”

  “Shut thy mouth.” His tone was one I’d never heard.

  My words died in my throat.

  “He’s not dead. Were he so, I’d be riding to Stryx, done with you forever.”

  There was a finality about his last word that chilled me. Silent, I waited.

  His voice dripped scorn. “You were too cowardly to vent your rage on me?”

  “No, I—”

  “Yes.” His eyes bored into mine, until I had to look away. “Roddy, I spoke harsh words to you, and came to regret them. Little did I know how soft they were compared to your conduct.”

  “That’s not fair. A noble has every right to chastise a serv—”

  “You call it that?” He stood. “Come.”

  “Where?”

  For answer, he took my wrist, dragged me to the door and beyond to the servants’ room. Within the dark and dingy chamber, Genard crouched by a bed, a wet and bloody cloth in his hand. When he glanced up, his eyes were full of reproach.

  I leaned over for a look, and sucked in my breath.

  Anavar lay on his back, his face swollen. Blood trickled from cut lips and from his nose. One eye was puffed. He was senseless.

  My voice was small. “I didn’t realize—”

  “Contemptible.” Rust snapped out the word, and I jerked like a goaded horse.

  “Will he heal?”

  “Out.” He steered me from the room.

  In my own chamber again, I sank to the bed. “I was beside myself ...” I looked up. “Rustin, I’m truly sorry.”

  His mouth was tight. “Sorry isn’t enough.”

  My stomach churned. “What, then?”

  His eyes darted about the room, fell on the drapery. He lifted the hangings from the window, slipped free the supple rod that held them.

  “What would you do?” My tone was wary.

  “As my father did, when I merited it.”

  “But after, you couldn’t sit for days!”

  He said nothing.

  I tried to keep the horror from my voice. “Rust, I can’t. I’m to be King!”

  Again, nothing.

  “Even Chamberlain Willem never took wood to me! You haven’t the right!”

  “Innately, no. Only through your consent, by your oath to put yourself in my charge.”

  Had I really been so stupid as to make such a vow? My mind whirled to that day in the clearing, when first I’d caught up to Hester’s cart.

  Yes, I’d sworn. Now the True depended on it. Heart plummeting, I said, “Please, Rust. Don’t hurt me.”

  “Kneel at the side of the bed, and lie across it.”

  My limbs trembled. Wildly, I thought to cast away all, even the True of Caledon, for my fear, but my mind fastened on another vow I’d carelessly made: that I might feel the coward but would not act it.

  That vow, somehow, it was vital that I keep.

  Forcing my courage, I steeled myself to do as I was told.

  Rust took my hands, placed them on the bed above my head.

  “No decent lord batters his servants. No decent man knocks a helpless boy unconscious. The next time you inflict pain, Roddy, recall the feel of it.” To my consternation, he slipped loose the rope belt that held my breeches.

  And then, with vigor, he beat me.

  For two days there was no thought of our leaving Soushire; I passed most of th
em facedown on my bed, laden with misery.

  I had been whipped like a cur, and, through a foolish promise, had been forced to permit it.

  It went without saying that my friendship with Rustin was shattered. His indifference to my wails of anguish and the degradation he visited on me was ample cause. Yet, he seemed not to realize our association was ruined. When I healed, I would make my intentions clear. Until then, I needed his help, Garst’s—anyone present—for the simplest tasks.

  I had much time to think.

  To myself I swore an oath that no matter how much he might beg, never would I reveal to Rust the plan I’d conceived, by which I’d made my promise to Soushire. Let him wait until its fruition, as would the rest of Caledon. On each visit I waited with spiteful glee for him to inquire, but always his mind was elsewhere.

  Garst was angry with me, and his effort to conceal it failed.

  Well, he had a right to his wrath; Anavar was his countryman, and I’d abused him. Despite my fury at Rust, I knew I’d erred. In Caledon, Anavar was my bondsman, but in his own land he had great rank, and I ought not to have treated him so meanly.

  Anxious to clear my conscience, I asked Elryc to summon the Eiberian for me, but he said, “Don’t be absurd,” and changed the subject. When he’d gone, I struggled into my robe, walked with painful care down the long hall to the servants’ quarters.

  It was Chela who opened, and I saw she was much recovered from her injuries; she made an elaborate and derisive curtsy, which I ignored.

  They were all inside: Genard, Garst, and the convalescent Anavar, who lay on the bed they shared. His face was bruised and puffy. Shame washed over me. I wouldn’t allow Ebon to be treated as I’d done him.

  For a moment I wished I hadn’t come, then faced my task.

  I faced Garst first. “For what I’ve done to your compatriot, I’m sorry.” I studied his reaction, saw none. “I was wrong, and admit it.” A generous concession, but he didn’t seem impressed. I snapped. “That’s all. Leave us.” My true business was with Anavar.

  When we were alone, I sat—knelt, rather—at the bedside. The boy’s look was wary. I said, “I don’t know whence came the rage that overtook me. I—well, I do, it was over Rustin, and politics, and had nothing to do with you. I apologize.”

 

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