Sofie is about to argue, about to ask another question, about to tell him that she’s not going anywhere, that they’re going to get through whatever’s coming together. But instead she wanders over to him, never breaking eye contact. She lays herself on top of him and feeling his warmth permeate through her.
“How long do we have?” Sofie whispers the question against his lips, already feeling herself getting excited.
“A couple of hours before it gets dark.” Ashton holds her face between his hands, looking at her like he wants to imprint her features onto his brain. “I’m going to miss you so much.” The words sound like they’re being pulled out of him.
“Even though I don’t know anything about werewolf packs and supernaturals and you don’t like any of my plans?” Sofie looks down into his blue eyes, not asking the final part of the question ‘Will you miss me even if I go and do something that I know you’re not going to like even though I think it’s for the best?’ She doesn’t dare ask the question, because she’s too afraid of the answer.
“I’m going to miss you, especially for all those reasons. You’re not like anyone I’ve ever met, Sofie and you continue to surprise me. I kind of like never knowing what’s going to come next, never knowing what it is that you’re going to do.” Ashton shakes his head at the strangeness of that admission.
Sofie doesn’t say, ‘You don’t even know the half of it.” Instead she breaks the magic of the moment “So…Are you Team Edward or Team Jacob?”
Ashton shakes his head and then grabs her wrists, flipping her so that she’s below him and he’s lying on top of her. “Do you really need to ask that question? I’m a werewolf for God’s sake!” Ashton rolls his eyes at her in mock despair as Sofie giggles like a schoolgirl underneath him. “I love to hear you laugh. It makes everything…easier. It makes everything else fade away, seem unimportant.”
“Are you trying to make it as difficult as possible for me to leave you in a little while? Because that’s what you’re doing!” Sofie covers her emotions with a joke, hoping that Ashton doesn’t see the sheen of tears in her eyes. But her reasons are different from his. Although she’s not planning to be away from him for long, she has no idea what state she’ll be in the next time they see each other. His words echo through her mind, that there’s no way she would survive the transformation. She wishes that she’d never heard his assessment of her capacity for turning, but she can’t unknow it now. All she can do is to follow the decision that she’s made and hope to God that it’s the right one.
“Hey, where did you go?” Ashton swipes a strand of caramel hair off of her face, gently pushing it behind her ear, so tenderly.
“Nowhere, I’m here, with you.” She doesn’t have to lie, she’s back in the moment, back in the bedroom with Ashton, wishing that she didn’t have to leave him, no matter how necessary she knows it is. “Is it always going to be this hard?” She doesn’t elaborate on what she means, she doesn’t have to. Their relationship hasn’t exactly been straightforward from the start.
“Does it matter?” Ashton looks at her, with an openness in his eyes that makes her feel like she can see right down to his soul.
She doesn’t have to think about her answer, not even a little bit. “No. I want to be with you. It doesn’t matter how tough it gets, that’s not going to change.”
Ashton’s eyes soften, as if he had been preparing himself for a different answer and Sofie feels his body relax at her words. “Things aren’t going to be easy for a while, maybe never.” Ashton looks at her earnestly, driving the point home.
“I can handle it.” Her voice is assured as she looks up at the man that she loves. “It’s not like being the girlfriend of an Alpha werewolf was ever going to be simple.” She smiles as she strokes her index finger along his stubbly jaw-line.
“You’re tough, running girl. You’re a fighter, I knew that about you the first time I saw you.” The pride in Ashton’s voice is obvious and she can’t help but feel pleased that he sees her that way. Sofie had never thought of herself as brave, more just used to getting on with life, no matter what it threw at her. “I know you can deal with whatever comes your way.”
The conviction in his voice is almost enough to persuade her that he’s right. But in her heart of hearts she knows that Ashton isn’t willing to see the full picture. She’ll only be able to handle things if she can defend herself, if she can help to protect the pack. If Ashton has to have half a mind on her safety the entire time then somewhere along the line, someone is going to get hurt. It could be her, him, a member of the pack, but there’s no doubt in her mind that it will happen.
“We can deal with it, together.” It’s the closest that Sofie’s going to get to telling him what she’s planning to do; that the only way she can be of any use to him is if she’s able to stand with him, side by side. The only way she can do that without someone getting hurt is if she’s like him.
“Together…I like the sound of that.” A boyish grin breaks out on Ashton’s face but then he turns serious. “I’m going to miss you so much, running girl. Every moment that you’re not here, in my arms, is going to feel like the longest time.” He shakes his head as his smile turns bashful. “And believe me, I know how cheesy that sounds!”
But Sofie doesn’t laugh, at the sweetness of his words she feels herself fall in love with him all over again. It’s like an avalanche; the force of her feelings for him hits her like a wall of snow. “It might be cheesy, but it’s also probably the most romantic thing that I’ve ever heard.” Her voice is quiet as her emotions get away from her. She looks up at him from under her thick lashes, wondering how it is possible to want someone so much.
“If you keep looking at me like that, I’m not going to be romantic for long.” Ashton shifts on top of her, so that she can feel his hardness, his desire for her mirroring her own for him.
“How about you show me just how much you’re going to miss me? Give me something to remember you by.” Sofie’s voice is husky as she breathes the words out, watching as the sexy smile spreads across his face.
“Oh, baby, trust me, you’re not going to be forgetting this anytime soon.” She’s about to accuse him of being an arrogant bastard, but she knows that it’s only arrogant if he can’t deliver, and there’s no question of that.
Ashton brings his face down to hers, kissing her hard and making her moan with want just from the pressure of his lips on hers. Her body responds to him immediately, wetness blooming between her thighs. His hands go underneath her shirt, his fingertips skimming her erect nipples, making her shiver in the best possible way. Her pussy throbs with need as she touches his hardness through his pants. She gets a familiar little thrill knowing just how much she turns him on, he’s always ready for her, eager to make love to her. It’s the best aphrodisiac in the world.
Ashton wastes no time, whipping her shirt off and pushing her shorts down, giving him access to her naked body. He pauses, looking at her like he’s drinking her in.
“You’re so beautiful, Sofie Braun.” Ashton traces his finger slowly from her lips swollen from his kisses, down her throat, over her chest and flat belly down to the patch of dark curls at the top of her thighs. “I want to memorize every part of you, touch you everywhere.”
“Do what you want with me. I’m yours.” Sofie’s response is immediate; she doesn’t need to think twice. She trusts Ashton implicitly, there’s nothing that he will do to her that she knows won’t have her squirming with pleasure. Besides, she knows that he’s the possessive type and her confession will drive him insane with lust.
She’s not wrong. Ashton’s eyes take on the hooded look they get when desire takes over and he smiles wickedly at her, looking for all the world like he’s just been given the best present ever. Ashton leans down and kisses her deeply, Sofie responds willingly, sucking his tongue like she would his hard cock. The low moan that comes from his throat tells her how much he enjoys it.
Ashton responds by cupping her pussy, al
ready dripping wet and waiting for him. He strokes her, opening her pink lips and rubbing his thumb over her clit, making her gasp for more. She pushes her hips up, wanting more pressure, but Ashton is playing the long game. He moves his hand up to his mouth and tastes her, keeping his eyes trained on her the entire time.
“You taste so good, baby.” Ashton surveys her body, squirming underneath his, desperate for more attention, desperate for his touch, his mouth.
“Ash, please.” Sofie’s voice comes out low and husky with need. She runs her fingers over his tight abs, pushing his shirt up and off impatiently. Then she starts working on his pants, easing them down over his hips, exposing his long hard shaft. She gasps as she does every time she sees how hard and how big he is. One hand closes over the base of his shaft while the other cups his balls and she hears him groan with pleasure.
“I want to taste you.” She looks up at him, for permission, letting him call the shots.
“Then suck me, baby with that beautiful mouth of yours.” Ashton looks at her expectantly, playing the dominant role. It suits him, Sofie decides, it blends with his Alpha nature.
Sofie slides out from underneath him and kneels by the bed, between his legs. She strokes him insistently, watching as he looks up to the ceiling to try to control himself. She licks her lips, excited at having his cock in her mouth and she sucks his tip, making him gasp. She leans forward, taking him inside her mouth inch by inch, taking as much of him as she can without gagging. She can hear Ashton’s excitement levels rising as she works the base of his shaft with her hand, taking him all the way into her mouth and out again, picking up the pace as she does.
“Fuck, running girl! You’re hungry, aren’t you? Hungry for my cock.” Ashton’s eyes are bright as she looks up at him, nodding, his shaft still in her mouth.
Ashton’s hands go into her hair guiding her to take him even deeper into her mouth. She responds willingly, sucking on him greedily, feeling the way his hardness seems to swell inside of her. But just as she’s about to pick up speed, to drive him towards his climax, he stops her. He pushes her head back gently so she releases his member and looks up at him with her swollen lips.
“Now I want to touch you.” He takes her hand and guides her towards the bed, kissing her neck and nibbling on her earlobes as he does, listening as she whimpers softly. “What’s the matter, baby?” His voice is full of concern but he looks at her knowingly as she blushes. “Tell me.”
Sofie squirms as he kisses her neck, his tongue flicking tantalizingly over her nipples. “I’m so turned on right now, it hurts.” She bites her bottom lip, wondering how it’s possible for her pussy to actually ache with desire for him.
Ashton looks at her from behind hooded eyes. “Where does it hurt baby? Show me.”
Sofie doesn’t miss a beat, her hand finding its way to the patch of curls between her legs. She starts to touch herself, her fingers already drenched, she’s so wet.
Ashton watches her for a beat, taking it all in, enjoying the show. But watching her is nowhere near enough. He covers her hand with his, feeling the hot wetness of her pussy. “Your beautiful cunt, baby you’re so wet.” He lets out a low growl as his stroking becomes more insistent and he pushes her hand away, with a possessive, “This is mine.”
She’s already so hot and swollen with need that it only takes him grazing her clit with his finger for her to explode. As she does Ashton spreads her lips, fingering her, intensifying her orgasm. She comes as he finger fucks her and her whole body goes limp with the force of her climax. “I love to watch you come, baby girl.”
His cock is hard and desperate for attention, Sofie still feels the vibrations of her orgasm rocking her body, but she’s nowhere near satisfied yet. She closes her hands over his shaft, stroking him, feeling how he hardens even further under her touch.
“Turn around.” Ashton’s voice is a growl and she doesn’t think twice about doing as he says.
Sofie faces down on the bed and the sight of her naked, perfect ass makes him go crazy. He strokes her back, sending shivers down her spine and he squeezes her ass, leaning down to kiss her cheeks and bite them gently, but no too gently. She wriggles underneath him, her pussy already wet again.
“Has anyone fucked you here?” Ashton growls as he spreads her cheeks and touches her tight hole, making her squirm even more.
“No.” The word is a breathless moan as she wonders at how he’s turned her on so much with one simple touch.
“Good, because your ass is mine.” Ashton is clearly pleased that he’s going to be the first. “We’ll take it slow,” he assures her, reading her mind. She’s never done anal before, it had never really appealed and friends had told her it could hurt. But with Ashton she wanted to try everything, she wanted to let him lay his claim on every part of her body so that there was no question that she was his and he was hers.
Sofie feels the hard tip of his cock sliding over her ass, circling her tight hole. She tenses up instinctively, knowing how big he is. But he whispers in her ear, telling her to relax. He starts to stroke her wet pussy and she pushes her hips down onto his hand, wanting more than just his fingers. She doesn’t have to wait long before she’s rewarded with his hard cock slipping inside of her from behind. Her pussy is so wet with need that he slides in easily, burying himself into her. He brings her hips up so she’s kneeling on the bed, in doggy style and starts thrusting into her. In this position his cock has direct access to her g spot and she pushes herself up against him, craving the contact.
Ashton touches the silkiness of her pussy and uses it to stroke her tight little asshole, making her wet there. She gasps as he touches her. She had never thought that this would turn her on so much. Ashton can tell how excited she is and he holds onto her hips as she bucks underneath him, ramming himself inside of her again and again. Sofie is building towards another orgasm, as his cock hits her g spot again and again.
“Come for me, baby.” Ashton growls the words and she obeys, letting go and crying out as she explodes around his hardness.
She’s shaking with the after-shock of her climax, but Ashton is nowhere near done with her yet. He slips out of her dripping pussy and his fingers go to work on her asshole, rubbing her, making her crazy with his touch. He works his way inside of her, one digit and then two, making her gyrate against him.
“You like that don’t you?” Ashton’s deep voice comes out in pants, like he’s finding it hard to get his breath.
Sofie can only moan as his fingers work her ass and her pussy at the same time. She pushes up against him wanting more, wanting him inside of her. “You’re so tight around my fingers, baby, so hot and tight.” He rubs the tip of his cock against her tight little hole. “Do you want me here or here?” He stimulates her clit with his thumb, making her cry out.
“Both.” She doesn’t feel embarrassed about her wantonness, all she wants is satisfaction.
“Greedy girl, I like that.” Ashton feathers kisses down her back. “This is your first time, so we have to be slow. I’m going to stick my cock in your ass and you’re going to think you’ve died and gone to heaven, baby and then I’m going to fuck that sweet cunt of yours until you scream.”
“Yes, yes, please.” Sofie doesn’t even attempt to hide her eagerness. She wants him as much as he wants her.
Ashton’s tip teases her ass, probing her, opening her slowly. She moves her hips, wriggling to take more of him in, desperate for his cock. She takes him inside of her inch by incredible inch. Both of them are breathing hard as he finally sheathes himself inside of her asshole.
“Fuck, you’re so tight, baby.” Ashton’s voice comes out in a moan, like he can’t control himself.
Sofie pushes back onto him, moving her hips and feeling him fill her up. He’s stimulating her in ways she couldn’t even have imagined before. He wasn’t kidding when he said he was going to take her to heaven. She’s so wet she feel like she might come at any minute.
“I’m close baby, I’m close, bu
t I want to come in your pussy.” Ashton edges out of her, inch by precious inch, making her moan as she feels the loss of him.
Ashton takes her hips and flips her over, as easy as if she were a doll. When they’re face to face again he ducks down and kiss her hard, making her even wetter. He takes her bottom lip in his teeth, nipping her gently, trailing kisses over her nipples and sucking and biting them as she cries out with desire. It’s as if he can’t get enough of her, like he needs to touch and taste her everywhere.
He spreads her legs and she wraps them around his waist, eager for him to enter her. They never break eye contact as she guides him inside of her, pushing open her folds and burying himself in her pussy. She’s so wet that he slides in and out of her easily. She throbs with need as he plunges into her again and again.
“Ash, oh my God, Ash!” Sofie can feel herself losing control and she wants him to ride the wave with her. She grips his ass hard as he thrusts into her hot pussy, making her cry out as her mind-blowing orgasm takes over. She hears Ashton growl her name as he climaxes, spurting inside of her, collapsing on top of her, spent and deliciously exhausted. As consciousness starts to seep back into their minds they kiss slowly, tasting each other, taking their time, savoring the moment.
“Sofie Braun, where have you been all my life?” Ashton props himself up on his elbow and looks at her as if she were the most precious thing in existence.
“Waiting for you.” Her reply is simple and it’s only when it’s out of her mouth that she realizes how true it is. She had never thought of herself as someone that was desperate to find “The One”, relationships had never been high on her list of priorities. But although she hadn’t gone looking for it, the real deal had found her and it was only now that she fully understood what it meant when people talked about the “love of your life”. There was no doubt in her mind that Ashton was exactly that for her.
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