breath,” he panted. I did and he slowly started inserting himself in
me. It burned at first, then I felt really uncomfortable. I leaned
forward hoping if I gave him more room, it wouldn’t feel like this.
“That’s it, Norah. Good girl, you can take it. Just breathe, baby” He
pressed in more and I felt the pain. I began to realize that no matter
how much preparation we had done, he, himself, was a lot bigger
than the things he had used on me. I moved away a little, and he
gripped my hips hard. “Don’t do that, just relax, I’m almost there.”
He pressed more, and I felt like I was being split open. He turned the speed up on the sybian and I tried to focus on
that pleasure. He stood still behind me. “I’m in, baby. You did so
good.” He mouth was at my neck, and his hands still griped my hips
hard. “You feel so amazing, Norah.” His hand moved to my clit and
started to rub along with the sybian. “Do you feel good, baby? Are
you okay?” I don’t know if this point if he really would have cared.
The pleasure was starting to take over, but I still felt like I would
never walk again. But by the way he was groping me and holding me
in place I knew this was an incredible experience for him. I thought
even if I did say our safe word right now, he wouldn’t be able to
stop. I didn’t want to deny him any pleasure, no matter how
comfortable I felt. I nodded to let him know I was okay, but didn’t
say anything. He turned the speed up again. “I’m gonna move now.”
He started slow, barely moving. Out a little, back in….out a little
more, back in. It was a slow and uncomfortable feeling. He pulled
out a little more and back in. I concentrated on my clit. I started
moving against the sybian which brought a brief moment of pain to
the back of me, but once my orgasm started to build I blocked it out. He moved a little faster pulling out more, and then pushing
himself back in harder. He still moved at a slow pace but I could tell
from his noises and comments, this pace wasn’t going to last much
longer. I sat straight up and he wrapped his arms around my body
and I could feel him moving faster against me. “Umm, this ass is
mine, Norah. It’s so sweet, baby.” He leaned me forward, grabbed
my hips and really started fucking me. He slammed in me over and
over. “Sweet Norah. You’re so fucking sweet. Sweet. Norah. Sweet.
Norah.” He straightened my body. I moved my hips faster against the
sybian.
“Oh, God, Liam…..I’m gonna come…faster, faster,” I panted.
He moved faster and gripped me harder. “Yes, yes, yes,” I couldn’t
stop myself. I wanted to hold off a little longer and wait for him, but
the pleasure was too much. He grabbed my throat and wrapped his
other hand around my waist and held me in place when he came
right after me. His grip tighten on my neck and I started having
trouble breathing. He moved against my ass slowly and kissed the side of face.
His grip tighten a little more, and I raised my hand to cover his, only
he didn’t stop. I tried to speak but I couldn’t. The safe word was on
the tip of my tongue but I couldn’t get enough air to say it. I grabbed
his hand with both of mine and pulled him away. I leaned forward
and took some deep breathes. He pressed his face in my back and
kept panting. After a few minutes he leaned up and grabbed a towel
from the side.
“Sit still.” He commanded, as he withdrew himself from my
body. I winced from the pain, discomfort and all together
awkwardness. I felt him press a towel against my butt and step
down. He wrapped the towel around his waist, and put his arms
under my arms. “I’m going to lift you off.” He lifted me and pulled
me back to him. He tried to get me to stand up, but I couldn’t. He
leaned me against him, and moved his arms until he was carrying
me. He took me to a big chair in the corner and sat me down,
then went back over to the machine. He tossed me my robe and I
covered myself. I wasn’t sure of his mood. I didn’t know if he was
happy, upset, pissed off that I tried to stop him from suffocating me,
or just being quiet trying to gauge my mood. He went to the
bathroom and I heard the water come on, then shut off again. He
came out rubbing his crotch with a wet cloth, then wrapped the
towel around him again. He walked to me and pulled me out of the
chair. “Can you stand and walk?” I nodded.
“I think so,” I whispered.
“Come on, let’s go take a bath.” He took my hand we walked
through the house again up to his room. My legs felt like jelly. He ran
a bath and lifted me in it then got in behind me. He ran his hands
over my hair over and over.
“Does your neck hurt?” I put my hand to my neck where his
hand had been before. I swallowed hard. “It hurts a little, is it red?” my voice was low and scratchy. I
could feel him resting his head against mine. He ran the hot water
over my body with his hands, and held me to him.
“I’m so sorry, Norah.” He kissed the side of my face. “Did I
scare you?” he asked.
“I was a little concerned, but I didn’t think you were trying to
kill me, if that makes you feel better.” He leaned back in the tub and
pulled me with him.
“It’s not red, or bruised.” He slouched his body so we were
both relaxing.
“It isn’t my neck that’s concerning me at the moment,” I said.
“Hmm,” he said.
“My ass hurts more than anything,” this time I wasn’t quiet
and I tried to add some sarcasm to my voice. He laughed a little and
kissed the side of my head. “We don’t ever have to do it again, if you don’t want to,” he
was still speaking softly.
“Why?” I turned to face him a little. “You didn’t…..I mean, it
wasn’t….I wasn’t.” I stopped and splashed my hand against the
water. “I don’t even know what I’m trying to ask, and I honestly
don’t know if I care, if I was good or not. It hurt. I’m not gonna lie, it
hurt. It was nice on the front, I won’t lie about that either, that part
was really good. But the other, I could do without.” He let out a deep
breath. At that moment I didn’t care if I had upset him, I was just
glad I was able to be honest with him.
“Well that was a lot of information, thank you for sharing.” I
turned all the way to face him.
“I’m not saying I didn’t enjoy it completely. Being with you is
always nice. But,” I paused trying to think of the right thing to say.
“But you want me to leave your ass alone?” he asked with a
big smile on his face. “Yes, please. Leave my ass alone,” I smiled back at him. He
laughed a kissed my lips.
“Well just so you know, Miss Chandler, you were more than
good. I enjoyed myself very much. But I told you, if you didn’t like it,
we won’t do it again, and I mean to keep my word.” He kissed me
again. “Thank you for even trying it. It made me very happy.” He ran
his hand over my neck. “It’s turning red where I grabbed you.” He
to
ok his hand away and looked away from me. “Dammit! I didn’t
know I grabbed that hard. Fuck, Norah! Why didn’t you say
something?” he looked back at me.
“I tried, but you were choking me,” I laughed. He rubbed his
hand over it again.
“It’s probably gonna bruise.” He leaned in a kissed me lightly
on the lips. “I’m so sorry, baby. You just had me so turned on, I
couldn’t stop myself.” “Yeah, the old I’m so turned on, I want to kill you bit…..I’ve
heard it’s really popular.” I laughed but he didn’t.
Chapter sixteen
Norah put one more bobby pin in her hair just to be safe and
walked out of the bathroom. She picked up her purse from the bed
and walked out to meet Liam. As she descended the stairs she saw
him pacing the floor.
“Calm down, would you? You act like your wife is having a
baby right now.” She stopped in front of him and he looked her over.
“You look beautiful,” he kissed her neck in his favorite spot
near her tattoo.
“You say that a lot.”
“Well it’s true.” He kissed her neck again. “Do you have any
idea how sexy your neck is?” Norah touched her neck where he had
grabbed her last night.
“Says the man that tried to choke me?” He ran his finger over
her tattoo. “This is so sexy, Norah. From the moment I saw this on your
neck, I wanted to kiss it.” He kissed it again. “And I said I was sorry
for hurting you. Let’s not talk about it again.” Norah knew this jab
had upset him.
“Can I ask you something about it?” he didn’t look happy but
gestured for her to ask her question. “Is that part of your routine?”
“What?” he asked.
“Part of your routine? Do you usually do that when you are
really turned on?”
“I don’t have a routine, Norah. And I would have hoped that
by now you would know how much you turn me on all the time. You
don’t have anything to worry about, I don’t have a strangling my
girlfriend fantasy. Are we done with this topic?” She lowered her
eyes, nodded her head and tried put it out of her mind. Liam had no
problems apologizing when he did something wrong, but he didn’t
like to repeat himself. He took her hand and walked her to the car. They walked in the restaurant and were immediately
escorted the banquet room. Liam opened the door and held it open
for Norah. She looked around. It was an overwhelming site. She
turned back to Liam.
“I thought this was a business dinner, not another banquet?”
she clutched his hand tight.
“It is a business dinner. There will be just be more people
here than I thought.” He walked her to the table and they both sat
down. A few people came over and talked to Liam and he
introduced her to all of them as his girlfriend. They were enjoying
their dinner when Will touched Liam’s shoulder.
“I need to talk to you, in private.” Norah looked up and saw
Will’s face. She lowered her eyes and went back to eating. Liam
touched her arm.
“I’ll be right back, sweetheart,” he kissed her hand and
walked away with Will. Norah finished her dinner but kept her eyes on them. Will
was getting upset and Liam was trying to calm him down. She tried
to read his lips but couldn’t make out any words. She assumed he
was still upset over Jane running from him. She just wasn’t sure what
he was yelling at Liam for, what could he do about it? Liam ordered
them both drinks from the bar, then put his hands on Will’s
shoulders and said something that seemed to make him calmer. As
Liam started to walk away, Will grabbed his arm and said something
to him. Liam stepped back and grabbed Will very hard. He stepped
right in his face and Norah could tell whatever he was saying, Liam
was pissed off. Whatever Will said, made Liam mad. Liam let him go
almost shoving him backwards and walked back to Norah.
“What was that about?” Norah asked.
“Do me a favor, okay? Stay away from him tonight, alright?
Don’t go near him.” Norah laughed.
“I don’t ever plan on being near him, Liam.” He grabbed her
hand and gave her a very stern look. “I mean it, Norah. He’s drunk and not acting like himself. Stay
away from him.” She nodded and went back to her dessert.
Liam kept Norah close to him the entire evening. If someone
wanted to talk business, he took Norah with him. If anyone gave him
a confused look, he just ignored it and went on talking. A few wives
tried to get Norah to come back to the table so the men could talk
alone, but Liam held her hand tight and said he wanted her with him.
Norah finally managed to get Liam alone on the dance floor.
“Okay, tell me what’s going on? You’re acting like I might run
from you again. ” she asked. He looked away and around the room.
“Nothing is going on. Is it so bad that I want you close to
me?” he didn’t make eye contact with her.
“Liam, look at me, please.” He turned to look over at her.
“What’s going on?” He tightened his grip around her waist.
“Will has just said some things that made me uncomfortable.
He is still very upset about losing Jane, and he is being irrational.” “Does he think I know something?” she asked.
“No. I don’t know.” Liam took her chin and kissed her lips.
“Don’t worry about it. I’m not letting you out of my sight….not
because I think you might run though.” Norah nodded in agreement
but wasn’t so sure about his motivations.
They danced to the next song and went to the bar. Liam held
her hand tight and spoke to few men. They were telling him that the
fundraiser had made over $500,000.00 for the new children’s wing at
the hospital, but no one had donated more money than Liam. When
they informed him he would be receiving a special plaque, he
vaguely smiled.
“I’ve got to go the bathroom,” Norah whispered in his ear. He
looked around the room. Norah looked at Mrs. Redman one of
Liam’s colleagues wives who was standing next to them. “Excuse me,
do you know where the restroom is?” “Oh, of course, darling, we can go together, leave these men
to the boring business.” She took Norah’s hand and pulled her away.
She looked back at Liam and he nodded, but he kept his eyes on her
as she walked away. He tried to calm himself down. He didn’t even
see Will anymore. Maybe he had left. Norah was fine. He wouldn’t
do anything to her in a public place anyway. Liam involved himself
the conversation at hand.
Mrs. Redman stood at the counter washing her hands and
fixing her makeup. A young blonde girl came in the bathroom.
“Excuse me? Is there a Norah Chandler in here?” Mrs.
Redman nodded.
“Yes, I’m in here,” Norah shouted from the bathroom stall.
“Oh, I’m sorry. There is a really handsome man standing by
the door looking for you,” she said.
“Tell him to keep his panties on, I’ll be right there.” The
young girl laughed and went back out the door. “Well if you
are okay, darling, I’m going to go back to the
table,” Mrs. Redman huffed.
“Yes, I’m fine, I’m right behind you,” Norah came out of the
stall and started to wash her hands. Mrs. Redman left as Norah
walked to the paper towel dispenser. She pulled out a few and felt
strong arms around her waist.
“I told you to keep your panties on, sir. Can’t you give a girl a
little privacy?” She turned and was face to face with Will Chambers.
She pushed him away. “What are you doing in here? Get out!”
“I think you and I need to have a little chat.” He grabbed her
arm, covered her mouth and drug her out of the restroom. He took
her down the hall away from the crowd, then turned down a short
hall with spare tables and chairs lining the sides, and slammed her up
against the wall. He kept his hand over her mouth and pressed his
body against her so she couldn’t move. “Liam says you don’t know anything about Jane running from
me, but I think you do. I think you and that little whore had this
planned.” Norah tried to say something but he wouldn’t let her
mouth go. “I told Liam he couldn’t trust you. I told him you were
gonna run from him as soon as you felt safe enough. I keep telling
him to lock you back up, but he says he can’t do that to you,” he
panted in her ear. “He says, that you’re different from any other
woman he has been with.” He moved his hand to her breast,
releasing one of her arms. She tried to push him off, but he wouldn’t
budge. “I know he paid a lot of money to be the first man to fuck
that pussy.” He licked her face. “And I think it is so sweet how much
he cares about you now.” He moved his hand from her mouth and
forced his mouth on her. Norah shook her head but he just covered
her mouth again. “Maybe if I fuck you, I won’t care about Jane
anymore.” He ran his hand up her leg and under her skirt. He pulled
her leg up and wrapped it around him, then pressed himself against
her. She tried to push his hand away, but he grabbed her wrist
and held over her head. In the distance she thought she heard her
name but wasn’t sure. Maybe Liam had realized she hadn’t returned
and was looking for her. She squirmed and moaned in Will’s hand.
“Does he treat you like a little princess because you’re so
good in bed, or because he feels so guilty?” Norah stopped struggling
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