Lucas cleaned himself up, checked he had no blood on him, he did not want Amelia to suspect anything.
He walked into his apartment it was only one a.m, Amelia was asleep on the sofa, he crept up to her knelt down beside her, she looked like an angel, he brushed the hair off her face and whispered softly that he was home, she stirred and opened her eyes.
“Hey you, how long you been here?” she asked her voice muffled with sleep.
“Not long sweetie”
“Did you enjoy yourself?”
“It was ok cops broke it up though”
“And Kesha?”
“She was there.”
“You know what I mean.”
“She tried it on with me” Amelia bolted up “Wait a minute before you go all crazy on me, she tried it on with me I did nothing to egg her on, she took her top off and shoved her hand down my jeans” Amelia looked both shocked and disappointed “But I shoved her away, straight away. You have nothing to worry about I promise I love you and I mean that.”
“I love you to. I bet you think I was waiting up for you, I wasn’t I must of just fell asleep.”
“Ah sure, you were waiting up admit it.“ he looked at Amelia one sleeve of her jacket was rolled up and he noticed deep scars, he touched her arm gently but she pulled away quickly. “Hey what’s these?” he asked.
“There err nothing”
“Tell me Amelia you know you can tell me anything.”
“I…I cant, you’ll think I‘m mental”
“Try me I promise I wont think your mental”
“I have what the doctors say, clinical depression basically I‘m sad all the time and always in a dark place. I err… they are… I mean I cut myself” even though King told him this he was hoping it was wrong, how could someone be hiding so much pain behind those beautiful eyes.
“You do it to yourself? Why?”
“I don’t know I guess it makes me feel better for a short time, something I‘m in control of its like when I drag the blade across my skin I feel kind of a release you wont understand no one does but the more I cut and the more I bleed the calmer I feel but then when I snap out of where ever I am and I see what I have done I feel worse like I‘m some kind of freak a head case” she was looking at him for reassurance, for him to tell her she was normal and that he still loved her but he was silent for what seamed like a really long time “You think I‘m crazy right?”
“No. As a matter of fact I don’t. I think you have a lot of pain inside you and I‘m sorry I didn’t meet you earlier so I could of helped you out then but I‘m here now and I‘m gonna do my best to make you happy now” he kissed her head.
“You don’t think I‘m a nutter then?”
“No I love you all of you scars n all, they are you past” he said tracing his finger over one “I‘m your future” Amelia smiled at him. “I‘m gonna jump in the shower. I‘m beat”
“Ok” he kissed Amelia and went into the shower, when he emerged Amelia was in the middle of changing he came out the bathroom and accidentally startled her she was wearing black underwear, black lacy French knickers and a black lace push up bra, he stopped dead in his track, he stiffened beneath his boxers and Amelia noticed she blush and averted her eyes.
“Sorry I” he stammered, she looked gorgeous, he had not expected to see her stood in her underwear, he could not stop staring at her. “Sorry I dint realise you were in here, I‘ll go wait in the living room till your changed” he made his way to the door and Amelia was about to pull on her pyjamas but stopped.
“Wait” she called out, Lucas stood still not daring to turn around. “It’s ok. You can stay” he turned around and looked at her, she was smiling, her silhouette was highlighted by the bedside light. Amelia walked over to him and pulled the door closed behind him, she stood in front of him half naked “I want you to stay.”
“What are you saying?” she lifted up on to her tip toes and kissed him, she went to touch him, hesitated and then place her hand on his chest tracing the contours with her fingers. Lucas was harder then he had ever been before ,he so badly wanted her but was to nervous to touch her back in case she did not want him too.
“I‘m ready”
“Are you sure? This is not just because of what I told you about Kesha?”
“No. I‘m ready” Instantly he wrapped his arms around her, their skin touching both felt to the other like silk and started kissing her like he craved her, was hungry for her. He guided her over to the bed and lay her flat on her back, he climbed on top of her so gently as if he feared she would break. He slid his hand over her body and up her back until he reach her bra clasp, he undid it and freed her breasts, he hugged her and kissed her, never letting his eyes leave hers. Amelia was nervous, he could sense this so he kept reassuring her asking her if she was ok. He kissed every inch of her body including all her scars, he slid two fingers inside her and started to masturbate her, she was moaning lightly.
“Baby are you sure?” she nodded, he rolled on a condom and as he was kissing her he entered her, a short sharp pain shot through Amelia’s body, Lucas looked at her, a look that asked her if she was ok she smiled to say she was. She wrapped her legs around him so he could get deeper inside her, he thrust softly in and out her, he could tell she was enjoying it as she was soaking wet and clawing at his back. Lucas knew he could not last long because he was surprised that she was ready and he had been fantasising about this night for weeks but he wanted to make sure she came first. Amelia was moaning louder now and arching her back, he knew she was close to orgasm and because of this he thrust a little harder, he felt her come, he felt her warm juice engulf around him making him come promptly too. Lucas kissed her passionately as he pulled himself out and lay next to her, her head and one hand on his chest both were sweaty and panting. “Wow”
“I love you”
“Oh God, Amelia I love you too, did you enjoy it I mean did you was it ok I didn’t hurt you or anything”
“No but thank you for being so caring. I thought it was amazing did you?”
“What do you think” he asked kissing her, tickling her chin “I‘ve never made love before it‘s miles better, I‘ve never been so hot for anyone like I am you. I just hope it was good for you and not brought back any memories for you”
“No, none you’ve given me happy memories.”
They both hugged and reassured each other it was like they were virgins and had never experienced sex before and in a way they hadn’t neither realised how passionate sex could be.
Chapter Twelve
The early morning sun woke them, the light shone through the window and both stirred. They were entwined in each other, you could sense how completely comfortable around each other they were.
“Good morning beautiful” Lucas kissed Amelia on her nose. “I love you”
“Morning, I love you too.” they were both still naked from the previous night. “I‘m going to get a shower” Amelia pulled the bed sheet around her got out of bed. Lucas still lay in bed, happy, he had never experienced anything like he had with Amelia, she loved him and he her but what would she say if she knew the real him, what would she say if she knew what he did last night. His thoughts were squandered by a knock at the door, he pulled on his boxers and went to open the door.
“Hi” it was Kesha, he looked round at the bedroom hoping Amelia had not heard the knocking.
“What are you doing here Kesha?”
“I thought that maybe we needed to talk about last night”
“Nothing happened Kesha”
“I know, that’s why I‘m here. I wanted to apologise. I know that you are seeing someone else now but I still want you Lucas.”
“I don’t want you“, I’m sorry ”
“I know but maybe you know if you get bored of your new girl you‘ll want me again”
“Kesha don’t do this to yourself. What we had was sex and nothing more I told you before, I don’t want you like that”
“Hey Lucas,”
Amelia called walking out the bedroom in a robe “Oh there you are, who you talking to?” Lucas had pushed the door so that the two girls could not see each other but Kesha pushed the door open. Amelia was shocked to see Kesha, she looked a little uneasy as Kesha’s face was red with rage.
“Your fucking her! little miss too good for fucking anyone”
“Kesha come on just go” Lucas tried pushing her back but she went straight to Amelia, squaring up to her.
“Your fucking him aren’t you?”
“I don’t think that’s anything to do with you” Amelia replied.
“You’re the little bitch that took him away from me.”
“I was never with you Kesha, it was sex that’s all how many times do I need to tell you now get the fuck out my apartment” Lucas grabbed hold of her by the arm and pushed her out the door.
“You know Amelia he‘ll fuck you around, when he gets bored of you he‘ll move on to the next pretty face that gives him the come on. Fucking stupid bitch.” Lucas slammed the door just leaving Kesha on the outside of the door.
“What was she doing here?” Amelia asked.
“She came to apologise about last night, she wanted to tell me that if I changed my mind she would be there if I ever wanted to play so to speak.”
“And what did you say to her?”
“Baby, I told her I wanted nothing to do with her and I was with someone. Then you came out and she went into a rage.”
“And what she said about you getting bored of me and moving on to the next girl.”
“Amelia she‘s a jealous whore. I could never get bored of you, I love you.”
“Ok” Amelia was not convinced, she walked back into the bedroom and put her clothes on “I‘m gonna pop out for some air” Lucas place his hand on her shoulder but she shrugged it off.
“Amelia”
“What?”
“Are you coming back?” he looked sad, he did not want her to leave him.
“Yes. I just need some air” she opened the front door Lucas went over to her.
“I‘m sorry she‘s ruined it. I would never get bored of you and I would never leave you, I’ll never leave you, your everything to me ok” Amelia smiled at him and he kissed her.
Amelia walked around for a while. She needed time on her own, she wanted to make sure she had not made a mistake last night, she knew deep down she hadn’t because she loved him and she knew he loved her.
“You know he‘ll hurt you” a voice from behind her said. Amelia turned around to face the voice, it was Kesha. “I‘m sorry I went off at you.”
“It’s ok” Amelia walked away.
“Hey Amelia can we talk? I don’t know if you want to go get a coffee or something?” Kesha asked pointing over at a near by coffee shop. Amelia hesitated, Kesha had never spoken to Amelia before, why now. “Please”
“Sure, ok.” They walked to the coffee shop got their coffee and sat down at an outside table, Kesha lit a cigarette and offered Amelia one “No thanks. So what do you want Kesha, you’ve never spoke to me before, why now?”
“I wanted to say sorry. I just wanted to warn you about Lucas don’t get me wrong he‘s a good enough guy but he‘ll hurt you, maybe not intentionally and maybe not straight away but its in his nature.”
“What makes you say that”
“He‘s not like other guys our age he‘s more mature, more worldly, he‘s not the type of guy that’s gonna tell you he loves you or listen to what you say, he‘s just sex I don’t think he‘s capable of more”
“That’s where your wrong”
“Am I?”
“Yeah you are he‘s been nothing but nice to me”
“Yeah because he wants to fuck you”
“No that’s not it” Amelia took a sip of her coffee and looked out onto the neighbour hood.
“Shit. He told you he loves you right.”
“Maybe”
“Let me guess you said it back and then you slept with him” Kesha laughed.
“It wasn’t like that, he wouldn’t just say it. Did he tell you he loves you”
“No”
“Well then”
“But I‘m easy so he wunt of needed to.” Amelia went quite. “I hope for your sake he does love you, just be careful yeah. Has he told you why he moved here or anything about his family?”
“No why has he you?”
“We dint really talk if you know what I mean. I tried asking but he closed down he wasn’t big on emotion with me even when we were fucking he was more robotic like he was just doing what he thought was expected of him.” she stood up to leave “Just watch out ok, I bet he‘s dangerous, he has that look.” and she walked off leaving Amelia sipping on her coffee. Amelia sat there even more confused about last night, did he say I love you to get laid? He wouldn’t of would he? She glanced over at the next table and at the paper that was laid their.
“Excuse me can I have that?” she asked. The young man handed her the paper “Thank you.” The headline read ’Two killed at broken up house party’
“Your back!” Lucas exclaimed he went over and hugged her “What have you been doing?”
“I had coffee” she paused “With Kesha”
“Oh, really. I bet that was interesting.”
“She said that your emotionless, not the type of guy to be caring and that your just about sex and that if you said I love you it was just to get me in bed”
“That’s bullshit Amelia you know that, if I wanted you to only fuck you I would of fucked off by now or said I love you sooner. You know I love you and I mean that with every inch of my body, she’s jealous, you believe me don’t you?“
“Yes strangely I do believe you”
“Good coz its true.”
“She also said to be careful of you and that she thinks you could be dangerous”
“What, you don’t think I am do you?”
“Where was the party you went to last night?”
“Up in the hills”
“On Cedar Drive?”
“Yeah I think so why?” Amelia threw the paper at him. He read the headline “You don’t think I had anything to do with that do you?”
“I tell you about the worst night of my life and you asked for their full names, then you go to their house to party with them why?”
“I dint know it was their house and I dint party with them I avoided them when I knew”
“Really?”
“Are you saying I‘m a killer, is that what your saying? Fucking hell Amelia don’t you know me at all”
“I think I do but I‘m not sure, when I told you about them you had a look in your eyes that you wanted to kill them”
“Sure I did they hurt you and I love you, I wanted to rip their fucking heads off but you cant think I did this” Amelia went quite and looked at the floor “Baby please, I was no part of this” she looked up at him, he held her hand and stroked her face “I swear to you.”
“Ok if you promise”
“I do.” they hugged, Amelia took the paper from Lucas and went and sat on the sofa.
‘Two killed at broken up house party. Jonathan Bury (18) and Daniel King (18) were found dead at their hills manor last night. The two had been having a house part that was broken up by police late last night. Bury and King were found by their maid who called the police. Detective Inspector Andy Cole was first on the scene and when interviewed said; ’Bury was found with numerous bullet wounds; one to his leg which had also been snapped in half and the other to his neck area killing him instantly. King had a head injury and had been stabbed in the face, he had been tied to a chair by chicken wire and his throat had been slit.’ Both had been imprisoned before; Bury for theft and narcotics and King for the rape of many and also for brutally raping and attempted murder of another victim, King had left her for dead tied to a tree with barbed wire. King was a nasty piece of work and on a justice side would of said that he had his just desserts. No one has yet to of been interviewed for the murders and the po
lice have no suspects. Detective Inspector Andy Cole said ’At this moment in time we have yet to suspect anyone and would like those that know anything about this to come forward with evidence also we will be interviewing those that were at this party and would appreciate the cooperation from all involved. We have spoke with the maid and she has informed us that the two were involved in gangs and sometimes worked for underworld related families, she had said that the pair had occasionally worked for the O’Doud family and that they will also be investigated.’ If anyone knows anything we are asking you to call us on the below number. ’ Amelia put her hand over her mouth, they were interviewing all at the party and all the O’Doud family.
“Are you ok?” Lucas asked startling Amelia.
“Huh, oh yeah I‘m fine thank you.”
“Are you sure? Do you want anything?.”
“Oh no I‘m fine thank you. I guess they got what they deserved yeah?” her voice was shaky, Lucas sat down next to her and put his arm around her shoulder, she curled up into a ball on his lap, he held her tightly. “It‘s over?”
“Yeah baby it is them fuckers cant hurt you anymore. No one will ever again.”
Chapter Thirteen
The police were calling people into the principle’s office one by one, every one who was at the party.
“Lucas, you been called in yet?” Flick asked. Lucas shook his head “I hate fucking pigs interrogated me somet chronic asking me shit like if I had it in for them n if I wanted to kill them. I was like me are you fucking crazy I might be white trash but I‘m just one person and I aint no fucking wonder woman.”
“It‘s their job to interrogate you Flick.”
“I know. So I spoke to Kesha yesterday she told me some pretty interesting goss.”
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