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by Gridley, Sarah


  distances I

  and you inhabit

  Thicket Play

  I asked the sun to stay outside.

  I called its effort disentangled. I put the body

  there as marker, held up as if in place of. Or else, a thing stooped

  down upon, and snapped.

  Pictured then as clasped inside.

  Claw paw hand: I made the body as mainly its branches.

  One branch I called the childhood coffer.

  Inside it were

  the many reasons.

  Honey Ants

  Northeast of Alice Springs, farther along the Darwin highway,

  a place was named Utopia prior to its settlement.

  It could be rhythm lies in expectation, and expectation, in memory.

  Gum tree, gum tree, no gum tree, gum tree.

  Alone again with ochre and a stretch of wall, we know whatever we follow

  will sometime come off-center. Sun and hope, dazzling and invisible.

  Our own acts

  of touching follow, feeling nothing we cannot alter

  by making it consciously so.

  Recessive

  vertical shadow a rasping of drum

  gesso primer covering the grave

  motional the wooden panel

  under oils that would rest above it

  to gray the gold of fallout

  squareless in the circle’s presence

  rabbit skin glue

  for keeping dusts together

  I have thought the heart and cage

  trees through a window raised

  to yellow interest by October rain

  in relative speeds

  to a room’s chalk teachings

  respiratory hitches for the teacher

  shared area of jots

  shall we stick together in the black field

  widening diamonds of an elevator’s grate

  lift to disinhabited apartments

  runners the color of dying grass

  fraud of spy- & cheval glass

  the eye was once

  the mind for silver leaf

  was sylvan

  in the sixth sense

  where mind was once

  the absorbent primer

  brilliant in its prefiguration

  of moon

  though brittle though crabby

  and crackable

  on canvas more than

  it interrupts the shells

  it lends them room and seconds

  to circle and ascend

  the dark water we see through

  there and there

  when the crest thins the wave

  to outstretched liquid

  where the sea

  shells roll

  tilting at the one that stands

  for appearance

  skull of folded arms and legs

  in the cross section

  of hillside

  prince of all earth

  in their formal

  setting

  a thing

  for the mind

  to spot

  and follow

  Sending Owls to Athens

  Redundancy redundancy.

  Moon of my collarbone long ago broken.

  Moon overlapping my look at the vascular. A dog-eared page says

  Neptune green. A fourth type of song

  is performed upon

  a cricket’s invasion of territory. Broken in

  the place of broken. Or nothing would argue my nervous system:

  grays in the grays of nephogram, ash tree’s flourish

  where the library steps.

  Wind in the color—

  there is no such thing. No color to color the color.

  William James, Henry James

  Great gift of purple apples! The distant stars, the far-in sugars

  of their skins. With light in certain

  shades of the world, autumn of limited

  use in the world, I could go

  for a day

  in the word canteen.

  In the world outside

  I have yet to put in. It looks as though the bridges

  are standing in aquarelle. You know propitious

  comes of going-forward. Where the horse in mind

  unfastens earth, fastens thirst

  to a treelike task.

  Arethusa

  Sequent evening slopes inside, carries the sound of the caller. Distinctly

  out of sync, the double rapping of the carpenter frog, mating knock

  of the hummock, its earth-swallowed packets, its gists of pollen

  in the peat’s dark core. Nymph

  that the huntress

  dug an escape for—faceless in the weir, an in beyond

  a glass or dam, escaped I am of the mirror

  branching. In sequin

  switches of light, in wending rash of magnifications.

  Thread in. Morning lens

  to a bog orchid claw, to its yellow life in the wetland body.

  Arrowsic

  Oscar Wilde made Narcissus

  two eyes in which the water loved itself

  leafmeal burying the fall in water

  summer like a coin to pay with

  to see above the decomposing

  a boy climbed a pine

  first we split a champagne bottle

  the graceful shape

  then swam for the middle

  of the widening pond

  then you noted

  a foreign-

  language distinction

  word for the leaf that has stayed

  on the tree

  word for the leaf that has not

  Eidothea

  Some greens are like coins

  whose profiles the sea is tossing. If skin like summer is off and on,

  if dressed for summer, it runs the grasses.

  On the rest of the day, a rareness could land. So long to you

  who softened the volume, who called my shadows into blue-

  dark hills. Fountains like luck are lucid,

  and strange. Or climbing the air

  in postures of power.

  Sunrise with Sea Monsters

  In bulletins of spray to sky, a morning forgets a million yellows.

  Stroke of yellow into grainy noun, now a light quarried from yellow.

  What is your face on the face of the water? A mirror conceals

  it begins in stone. Noun of informing and resuming yellow. Stone steps

  inside of mirror, appalling and alighting yellow. Yellow washing onto steps.

  Granite that begins in grains. Stars of a monster iris—from yellow

  former to former.

  Where Hardly Hearth Exists

  a turning out to air the contents. Content to say, I have or had,

  content to have a go.

  The hearth bricks round a temperature.

  In the kind of sex that is metonym for spirit, glass gets wings

  on rags of sand. Glass,

  a sister in feeling, lake-tinted, transparent above all in family.

  For the breastbone’s base, a slip in volume, a modest depression

  outside the language of anatomy.

  Heart-spoon. Mud-nester, here and after, I give your core

  same walls as integer. Elaborate lean-to, where fractions spoon and chime

  with sky, in the lowest rank imaginable, in the mining of bones

  we know to be mineral.

  Mine the bones. The hearse will float, the horses shed

  their shoes for swash. Flowers for a space of flowers.

  To swim a cove at night

  at eighteen naked, luminescence slipping from our wrists.

  Prior to writing as a form of possession, what lights and shadows

  swept the walls.

  Now from the shallows of reverberating furnace:

  a wager in the panic-grass of sight: blood-shine of the dahlia

  a coming clos
er thunder, blue soil

  of molars, coinage, pollen.

  Such being

  the bitter angels of our nature, a curse (traditional, Wexford) went

  like this:

  May the grass

  grow on your door and the fox

  build his nest on your hearthstone …

  may the hearthstone

  of hell be your best

  bed forever.

  Gods in every hook

  now hang above my hearth. In the eagle’s grasp

  of Prometheus, in the weirdest grafts & parturitions, in the mulch and dung

  of devotion.

  Seeds slippered in core slight cargo the star in midarchive

  of apple

  sick, conceivable, wooden.

  Matches & kindling

  enough. Switches from a tree for a fire digesting knots and beetles, popping

  shares of blood—

  no longer a fire

  but grass to my knees green transistor & sometimes resistor

  (you will know the resistor by a voltage drop across itself)

  no longer a fire

  but sometimes an incense: the pocket dictionary I take abroad

  embered to one annunciation. Read coming rain

  onto gathered starlings

  rain into swallowing pinecones:

  open/close open/close

  Read articulate glyph of a cold-blooded cricket, of a forewing file and

  scraper.

  Or pick a suffix for heart-

  -

  -

  Or pick a prefix for every object you have touched - - - -

  Would it feel more detailed than chronicle, when the mower turns

  his face to grass and lays it horizontal as a word?

  One wood lily

  spaces the hemlocks.

  Name that in sleep goes through the wood and turns around to sleep.

  Forge where I form the feelings,

  hearth where the feelings form me. Midden full of artifact, earthful shells

  at fruitful bone, utter of intelligible rubble.

  Integer you cannot

  count on. Heart’s ease intensely

  growing in the shade. Doubt put off, put on as leaves. Where spoils undress

  the weeping beech and go in circles inside it. Redoubt the violet,

  the pilot light. Sealight put out

  put on as leaves.

  TWO

  I am with him. I am like that old Osiris walking in the night. Drunk on the cool wine of darkness, I eat the bread of life and die. I know. I am blessed by mortality.

  Sonnet on Fire

  Is it the space,

  if let inside of, you would remember having lived in

  for a particular time ? That thump

  was a bird meeting vertical glass. Something in here

  collides with elision. Your eye apprehends what had never

  had walls. Mind curls (night falls)

  and afterward, forgets the problem. Much of the blueprint

  is rooted to death. Much of the glass

  has attributed feeling. In the faultless iris

  of a random swamp

  some of the cabin

  could disappear. Especially in sundown all its surface

  is stunning. Except when it rains,

  or grasses move, the walls make no appreciable sound.

  The Bad Infinity

  If a line comes to buck, or sag, or trouble the level.

  If the granite were polished

  it would be darker. If your eye goes to the several

  in its utmost temper of peace. Do not think of the wind

  as a partial anchoress. Do not think of the water with foliage in it.

  The grains are darker when polished, or wet. In your mind especially

  the granite can darken.

  In the living plant, or animal body. In vivo—

  Where the lake plain meets the escarpment.

  Fasten on the basal, the matter’s angle, a dirt in repose of its own.

  I know this taste of your steep decline: the shale and brook inside me.

  Comes love, the Devonian geology, sweet fissile

  of attention, the old nerves in fresh sheets.

  Should the fossil fish, the prehistoric sharks, the human hand, get mud to

  speak.

  Swear it.

  I went to the ice house and touched the augurs and saws.

  I smelled the sawdust of storage. Smelled the blocks grappled from pond.

  And all the while—

  skaters skating as the ice was thick.

  Sugary, so sugary to the eye the marble under acid rain.

  Limestone, the open dossier.

  Sea lily stems. Sutures in the arch-

  angel Michael.

  And the fruit of righteousness is sown

  in peace of them that make peace

  At the arcing shoot, at the winter chest. I quarried

  Euclid bluestone. I queried the careful pickax.

  There to there the clouds would offer. Bags with holes

  that facts shot through.

  Both thumbs on a stone in childhood ambivalence.

  Sandbars to rest the fringes of swimming.

  Baroque

  The substance could come out of the adventure, like a mussel shell

  could be

  elaborate as cabbages, or the privacy

  that keeps its analogue

  on the blue bridge waiting.

  Miscellany

  The linen warp, the woolen weft. The billion, the blazon, the blimey, the broth. The hash, the pewter, the goulash, the brass. Slink: the vertebrae in spades. The mixed thing, the steel, the scramble. The coal, the caul, the caller. The muller, the mortar, the mollification. The graphic mistaking of tastefor haste. The profiteer, the privateer, the vulture skull. The paradoxical passage. The lead veins in the window, the wing veins in the Morpho. The high road negotiated by knuckles. The phanopoeia, the melopoeia, the logopoeia. The veil the voile the fog the tulle. The sempiternal overstating. The wincey, the niche-switched, the weirdly converged. The mammal bones, the checkerblooms. Your pocket knife, my abalone. The owl’s sclerotic ring.

  Baroque

  I have turned the kettle on to forgetting.

  This can’t get away from itself to be a thought. It is not

  a whistler, it will not whistle when

  it’s ready.

  A General Discrimination of Synonyms

  turn over the word converse to watch the idea lifting inside it

  like a width of air belted with water, or see in the visible

  substance of hourglass a taper of sand focusing

  one altitude on another. This is

  to turn in the passage of said-to-mean, to remove to

  the movement of labyrinth, systems auditory and vestibular,

  to the nervous, heavy-scented maze, its boxwood hedges

  secluding clouds (a maze being roughly

  coterminous with labyrinth, except that it does have

  dead ends). To feel in your mind the strange opposition

  of thesaurus to dictionary, you must fill in

  the trace fossil, the burrow where

  an animal went,

  turn to this one conclusion: that no synonymy was ever

  on the level, synonymy being most itself when stopping weirdly

  shy of itself, in the branching, loose-ends

  work of words, in the crusted rope that moors the boat

  whose stern paint the salt has unscripted

  out on the long and most

  contingent ocean

  where the salubrity of the water is being determined,

  where a squid is blacking in the margins, where dolphins arc

  and go below, where all our options are not the same—

  transparency—semitransparency—

  opacity — and all our options

  are not the same—healthfulness, wholesomeness,
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br />   nutritiousness, salubrity—soundness, aptness,

  rightness, goodness.

  Baroque

  Under whose ascending rungs

  the interior is gutted

  and started again.

  Modern. Sustainable. Minimal.

  Lady of the smokebush,

  gray in the act of mauve.

  Don’t move.

  There is a worse thing,

  I wager, than being seen.

  Antonyms & Intermediaries

  Desire is to indifference as indifference, to aversion.

  Who is moved to encounter is in the beginning

  at home in all shapes before the end. Shine a distance

  on this working sail: in the beginning was the making

  of ships, and the ships were made

  by the grace of trees.

  Off-broken earth, moon of long measures, appear to us

  to help us appear.

  Baroque

  Little Dipper—

  Extravagant utensil.

  First Inspirations of the Nitrous Oxide,

  Pneumatic Institute, 1799

  the purpose is not to explain the significance of words

  they being apparently obscured by the clouds

  in endless succession, rolling darkly down the stream

  in which were many luminous points similar

  they being apparently obscured by the clouds

  often experienced on rising suddenly

  in which were many luminous points similar

  and stretching out the arms

  often experienced on rising suddenly

  after sitting long in one position

  and stretching out the arms

  incapable of speaking

  after sitting long in one position

  consciousness of where I was

  incapable of speaking

  who was near me

  consciousness of where I was

  my whole frame

 

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