“Yeah, we’re starved. Meet you by the lifts.”
Mason nodded and replaced the radio. Then he turned to me again, and his eyes got all funny. Like he was trying to think of what he should say but not coming up with anything. He started to speak twice, then stopped again.
I figured I might as well help him out. “So what did that kiss mean, Mason?”
He blinked. “I don’t know. I was just being in the moment. You know, like your books always say to be.” He looked down the trail, not at me. The lodge wasn’t too far away. “Did you mind?”
“Hell, no.”
“So then we’re good.”
“Yeah, I just...” Just want to know what’s next. Are you going to kiss me again? Are we dating now? Was it a one-time thing? Can we have sex tonight?
“Just what?”
I shook my head, smiled a little and reminded myself that according to my regurgitated sermons, being in the moment meant just that, doing what felt right and enjoying it without judging it, picking it apart, analyzing it, looking ahead or looking behind. And he would surely throw all of that back at me if I said any of the things I was thinking. So instead I said, “Race you to the bottom,” put a hand on his chest and pushed him. He fell on his ass in the snow, and then I pushed off with my ski poles to get a head start.
* * *
A big sign on the glass doors told us that a special holiday lunch was being served, buffet style, in the sunroom. It was a massive glass dome at the end of a long hallway, and it had a nearly 360-degree view of the mountains and pines around the lodge. And even with that, you couldn’t see another home or business. Nothing but the lodge and its various structures, a few of the outlying cabins, like ours, which was a long walk or a short drive along one of the many narrow, winding roads.
The four of us hung our jackets and ski pants in the designated area and trooped inside, spotting Marie at a large table with that same man I’d noticed her looking at in the group of carolers last night.
Mason nudged me with an elbow. “That’s the guy she was talking to in the water park the night we checked in.”
“He was with the carolers, too. I thought it looked as if she knew him.”
She saw us at the same time and waved us over.
I smiled back at her, and leaned closer to Mason. “Look at her. She looks...better.”
“Jeremy doesn’t.”
I glanced past him at Jeremy. He looked ready to bite nails in half. Misty closed her hand on his forearm, and whispered something to him. He nodded once and seemed to relax a little as we all headed for the table.
“Josh and Angela are already in line,” Marie said, nodding toward the steady flow of traffic past the buffet in the center of the room. “This is all gratis. I love this place.”
The dark-haired man got to his feet. “Hello again, Mason.” He offered a hand. Mason shook it, but he looked about as impressed as Jeremy did.
“I don’t think we’ve met,” I said. “I’m Rachel.”
“Scott Douglas.” He took my hand. Firm, but not too firm. Dry, warm. Perfectly normal hand. I was trying to compare its size to the one that had reached for me from behind that day in my car, the one that had jammed a needle into my shoulder, and decided this guy’s hand seemed quite a bit bigger.
Then again, my attacker had been wearing a black glove, and black tended to make things look smaller, didn’t it?
“This is my niece Misty, and Jeremy is Marie’s other son.”
“Hello.”
“Hi,” Misty said.
Jeremy tugged his hand from hers and walked away. Not a word, just walked away.
“I’m sorry, Scott,” Marie said. “I’d better go talk to him.”
“Why don’t you let me do that, Marie?” Mason said. “It might go better.”
She held his eyes for a moment, then nodded. “Scott, I think—”
“I actually have to get back,” he said. Guess the guy knew when he wasn’t wanted. It was a shame. I hadn’t seen this much color in Marie’s cheeks before today. “I’ll see you later.” He patted her hand where it lay on the table, but that was all.
Misty was already jogging over to get in line beside Jeremy, so I decided to sit with Marie.
“Go ahead, go get food,” she said. “I can hold the table.”
“I’ll wait with you.” She was staring at her eldest son, so I did likewise. “He’s going to be okay, you know. He was actually smiling out there on the slopes today.”
She sighed. “I think he likes your niece.”
“I think she likes him back. You know, there’s nothing like a new romance to heal a broken heart, Marie. I think Misty might be just the right medicine for Jeremy.” And this Scott character, assuming he’s not an organ thief, might be just the right medicine for Marie.
She nodded. “I just hope Jeremy’s not bad medicine for Misty,” she said softly. “He’s been so...dark.”
“He’s depressed, I think. Has he seen anyone?”
“For a while, right after, but he refused to keep going. Then he came home drunk one night last week.”
“Hell. Does Mason know?”
She nodded. “I don’t want him to think badly of Jeremy. But...something’s wrong. It’s like his father’s death broke something inside him. And I can’t reach him anymore.”
“I’m sorry, Marie. After everything you’ve already been through, you just don’t need this.”
She nodded. “Thanks for that.”
“You know, maybe this time up here will help. Being around Misty, seeing everyone finding a way to go on, seeing that it’s still possible to have a good time, all of that. Maybe you can both start to heal up here.”
“Did you see the way he looked at me when he came in here?”
I nodded. It had been pretty hateful. “I think it was Scott. I think he’s going to resent you so much as speaking to any new man, no matter how unfair it is.”
“There’s nothing going on with Scott,” she said, color rushing into her face. “I mean, he’s nice, attentive, but—”
“He’s interested in you. And why wouldn’t he be? You’re a beautiful woman. Relax and have fun with this, Marie. You deserve a vacation. Leave all the stress and worry and grieving and death behind for a little while.”
She nodded slowly, her head down, but then she brought her head up again and met my eyes. “Except death is why we came up here, isn’t it? Hard to forget that. My husband is dead. My baby is dead. Somebody wants me dead. And my son hates me. I don’t know how I can even think about having a good time with all of that.”
I acted without thinking first, covered her hands on the table with mine, opened my mouth and spouted a line straight out of one of my books. “The situation is what it is, Marie. You can be miserable because of it, or you can find a way to feel better in spite of it. Just reach for relief right now. Anything that makes you feel better is the right move. Okay?”
She met my eyes, tipping her head to one side. “No wonder you’re so successful, if that’s the sort of thing in your books. Thank you, Rachel. I’m going to try to do just that.”
Huh. Go figure.
The crew returned with their plates overflowing, and to my surprise, Mason had filled one for me and Josh brought one for Marie, so we didn’t have to get up and go through the line.
Waitstaff meandered through, filling coffee cups, and a woman with a face that could have won her Miss America back in her younger days stood front and center, and tapped a glass with a fork until everyone quieted down. The woman wore black leggings, furry boots and a long gold sweater with a wide cowl collar. Her hair was a mass of artfully tousled blond ringlets, and the only hints of age were the beginnings of laugh lines around her eyes. She wore no wedding band.
“Hello, friends. I’m Catherine Cole, but you can all call me Cait. I’m the owner of Pine Haven, and I am so happy that you’ve all chosen to spend this special time of the year with us here.”
Applause broke out. I would h
ave had to put my fork down to join in, so I opted not to, because the food was to die for.
“This luncheon,” she went on, “is my way of getting most of our guests together in one place to tell you about some of the activities we have going on this week. First, we have a Secret Santa gift exchange already underway and continuing right through to Christmas. Choose a gift, wrap it, and leave it outside any guest room or cabin door you like. There are a half-dozen lovely gift and souvenir shops in the nearby village of Blue Lake, and of course we have one here, as well.”
I leaned closer to Mason, who had chosen the seat right beside me, I’d noticed with pleasure. “Great way to drive up sales.”
“Cynic,” he whispered back.
“We have open caroling every night from now until New Year’s. Just meet up by the lobby fireplace at 7:00 p.m. to join in. There are professional photographers roaming at large, ready to take your family portraits under the tree, in front of the fireplace, on the slopes or anywhere else you like. Watch out for them, because they’ll shoot you on the slopes when you’re not looking, too.”
Someone in the crowd moaned, and everyone laughed.
“Don’t worry,” Cait said. “They’ll hunt you down to offer you a copy, and anything not ordered is deleted. Your privacy is safe with us. Now, beginning tonight, we’ll have horse-drawn sleigh rides several times a day, but you need to reserve your spot for those. And we have even more fun planned for Christmas Eve and Christmas Day. There are flyers being delivered to every room and cabin with the full holiday schedule of events, and I hope you’ll join us. Merry Christmas, folks.”
Several guests shouted “Merry Christmas” back at her, while others just clapped, and she headed back to her own table, where Finnegan Smart beamed at her in what looked like more than professional pride. Huh, was there something going on there?
“Wow, what a great place,” Misty said. “I’m so grateful you brought me. Thanks, Aunt Rache.”
“You’re welcome.” I didn’t exactly bask in her gratitude, since I’d brought her up here because a killer was after my eyes. But telling her that would pretty much ruin the mood, you know?
10
Wednesday, December 20
“What do you think about Marie and this Scott Douglas character?” Mason asked.
We were sitting on a park bench in the middle of Blue Lake, the closest village to Pine Haven, where every possible sight belonged in a Jimmy Stewart holiday movie. It hadn’t been hard to find. We’d driven through it on the way north, because there was only one road from the lodge to anywhere, although there were several roads from Blue Lake to elsewhere. The lodge road was narrow, twisting, unpaved and meandered through pine forests. We’d seen a moose on the way over.
I was glad I’d given in when Misty had begged to come into the village to do some Christmas shopping for the rest of us, plus she’d thought it would be fun to play along with the lodge’s Secret Santa gift exchange. After all, what was more Christmassy than buying a present for a total stranger? she’d asked. Jeremy had come along because he seemed perfectly willing to go along with anything Misty wanted to do. Since we didn’t dare leave anyone connected to Eric, via his organs or his genes, unsupervised, Mason and I had chaperoned, and he’d insisted I wear big sunglasses and keep my hair under my hat. It was kind of nice that he was being so protective. I found it odd that I felt that way. That sort of thing would usually irritate me. The others were well-guarded by Rosie back at the lodge, and Josh had probably dragged them all back to the water park by now. Besides that, Mason had his new best friend, Finnegan Smart, keeping a close eye on them, as well. I’d caught the two of them talking shop three times already today, though I knew he hadn’t confided to the retired Irish cop—or anyone else—the real reason we were there.
I sipped my coffee before I answered his question about Marie’s admirer. “I guess I don’t have to ask what you think about him.”
“Why not?”
“Because you said ‘that Scott Douglas character’ the way you would say ‘that embezzler.’”
He met my eyes, then looked away.
“You don’t like him? Is he making your cop sense tingle or something?”
“No, he’s clean. I already called and had the chief run a background check on him.”
I was halfway to another sip but stopped. “You did?”
“Of course I did. He’s hanging around Marie after someone tried to beat the hell out of her. Naturally I’m going to check.”
I supposed that made sense. “So he’s clean, then?”
He nodded.
“And yet you’re still feeling hostile toward him.”
“I just think it’s a little soon, that’s all. I mean, don’t you? My brother hasn’t even been dead six months.”
“And widows of serial killers should be loyal for longer than that?”
He narrowed his eyes at me a little. I’d hit a nerve. Okay. “She doesn’t know what he was,” he said.
“She might not have known what he did, but I don’t think you live with someone for eighteen years and don’t know who they are, deep down, Mason. And besides, she knows he took his own life. He chose to leave her, alone with two boys and a baby on the way. How is that supposed to inspire her endless devotion?”
He clutched his coffee cup a little tighter. “It’s too soon. The boys aren’t ready.”
“The boys aren’t dating him.”
His head came up fast. “You think they’re dating? Did Marie tell you that?”
I set my cup down. “You know, the way you’re acting, I’m wondering if you kissed the wrong woman on the slopes today. Are you in love with your sister-in-law, Mason?”
“Don’t be ridiculous.”
I watched his face, then closed my eyes and felt him. He’d withdrawn from me, leaned back a little, when I asked the question, and pulled back his energy, as well. The idea repelled him. Thank God.
I opened my eyes again. “Well, you’re acting like a jealous boyfriend.”
His lips tightened. “She was married to my brother.”
“I know. But he’s beyond caring. And she’s the one in pain. She’s lost so much lately, Mason. How can you deny her a harmless flirtation with a nice, good-looking stranger if it makes her feel better?”
His gaze shifted past me, looked horrified, and I knew in that instant that the kids had come out of the shop and were standing behind me. “Oh, shit.” I turned.
Jeremy was standing there, his face expressionless. “I don’t think he’s a stranger,” was all he said.
“Jer, I’m sorry.” I turned around. “I...I’m sorry. I know this is hard for you. I didn’t mean—”
“What do you mean, he’s not a stranger?” Mason put a hand on my shoulder to make the interruption less irritating. It worked.
Jeremy shrugged. “I’m pretty sure he’s the same guy I saw her talking to outside the grocery store one day. I don’t think him being here is an accident at all. And I hate her for it.”
“Jer, don’t say that,” Misty said.
He lowered his head and headed for the car, then got in and slammed the door without another word.
“I guess the shopping trip’s over,” Misty said.
“I’m sorry, Misty. I didn’t mean to ruin the day for you two.”
“You didn’t. I’ve been telling him the same thing you just said. It’s just bugging him, that’s all. It was his dad, you know?”
“Yeah, I know.”
She lifted her bag. There were four more sitting on the sidewalk near our bench. We’d had a busy day. “I got some really cute things for Secret Santa, though. I can’t wait to scope out the guests and decide who gets what.”
“I think you’re just supposed to pick a random door.”
“It’s mostly kids’ stuff. I need to figure out who has kids.” She looked toward the car. “I’ll bring Jeremy around, don’t worry.”
“You’re good for him, Misty,” Mason said. “I’m glad you’
re with us.”
Her smile almost reached her ears. “Thanks, Mason.” Then she turned and jogged to the car to join Jeremy.
Mason heaved a giant sigh that made his big chest expand bigger, which made me want to lay my hands on it. Sans shirt. “So is that what I’m acting like?”
“Not to the same degree.”
He nodded. “I’ll try to rein it in.”
“I know you will.”
“More importantly, I need to figure out if she did know him before they met here. That could mean we didn’t come up here as anonymously as we think we did.”
“I was thinking the same thing. I thought it when he was with the carolers. Should have told you then.”
“Why didn’t you?” he asked, looking at me with a curious crook of his brows.
“Doubted myself. Figured I must have had my antennae kinked or something.”
“Never do that, Rache. Your antennae are the best I’ve ever seen.”
* * *
Aside from Jeremy’s morose attitude and stony silence all the way back to the lodge—which was only fifteen miles away, though the dirt road made it feel like forty—the day had been a good one. I was starting to feel safe at Pine Haven. Yes, I was a little bit worried about Marie’s new...friend. Not overly worried that he might be a threat to me specifically, though. I hadn’t sensed anything hostile about him. I was more worried that he might have told someone where he was going or who he was going to meet there, which might put us all in danger.
I thought the chances of that were pretty slim, though. If they’d been seeing each other and trying to keep it to themselves, they would have as much reason to be discreet as anyone else.
I wondered if I was being overly optimistic. After all, I hadn’t sensed anything dangerous about the last serial killer I’d known, either, and he’d nearly killed Mason and me both. Still, I didn’t think Scott Douglas was out to hurt anyone. I supposed the atmosphere up here, snow and pine trees and twinkling lights and Christmas magic everywhere you looked, might be skewing my blind-chick sense a little. I was starting to buy into all the happy holiday energy around this joint.
You know, until we got back to the cabin.
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