by Sadie Grubor
Aidan was getting dressed to go out with the men in his family while I ate.
"Hey." I said with a mouthful of pancakes. He laughed and walked over, kissing my syrup covered lips. "Here." I said after I swallowed.
"What is this?" He held up the brown, paper bag that I had just given him.
"It doesn’t look familiar at all?" I questioned.
"No.” He shook his head and reached into the bag, pulling out a book with a bright yellow cover, ‘Daddy’s Handbook for Dummies’. He burst into laughter. "Now I have a collection."
"You still have the other book?" I questioned with the fork hovering in front of my shocked face.
"Yeah, why wouldn’t I?" He shrugged. "It’s in the library, where this one will go."
"I figured you would’ve just tossed it or something."
"Nah, it was the first thing you gave me." He winked.
"Technically, the first thing I gave you was a drink." I winked back and he chuckled.
"Touché."
Phoebe appeared with her ‘approved’ baby shower clothing options. I chose the salmon-colored maternity dress. It hit just above my knees and had three-quarter length, loose sleeves. It was light and comfortable. Celia arrived in her perfect gloriousness and had me sit down so she could work on my makeup and hair.
"Quit fidgeting. I’m almost done." Celia scolded me.
"I can’t help it, I have to pee." I whined.
"Go pee and then get back here." She pointed toward the toilette and I was off. Once finished, I immediately went to the chair I had been in previously.
"Feel better?" She laughed.
"You have no idea."
Once she finished, we all walked downstairs together.
"Lilli!" Maggie ran up to me and hugged me before rubbing my stomach. "Hey babies, ready to get some goodies today?"
I laughed and rolled my eyes, catching sight of Abby. I smiled at her shy appearance. She was standing off from Viola, but staying close to her. Maggie took notice of where my attention was.
"Abby!" Maggie yelled with a smile. Viola gave Maggie the ‘behave’ look. She motioned for Abby to come over and I waved as she approached.
"Hi." She said meekly.
"You look fantastic" I praised her in her tiny, little dress. She smiled and smoothed herself out.
"Viola and Maggie got it for me." She smiled at me.
"We still have plenty of shopping to do." Maggie gushed. "We haven’t gotten your room set up yet." The excitement in Maggie’s voice was undeniable.
"Lilli!" My head snapped up to my mother’s voice.
"Mom?!" I put my arms out and she moved to me quickly.
"Oh, baby, you look fantastic." She smiled at me and rubbed my belly.
"You never said whether you were coming or not." I slightly lectured.
"Well, I’m here." She put her arms up in the air like she had a spotlight on her. I smiled and kissed her cheek.
"Lilli." Viola walked over smiling and placing her arm over Abby’s shoulders.
"Viola, I am so excited about Abby. I hadn’t heard that you had made any final decisions." I smiled.
"It was a little sudden. When Abby finally called to talk to me about everything, well, it just felt right." She squeezed Abby’s shoulders and kissed the top of her head.
After greeting a few more people, I really had to sit down. I was seated at the head of the room like Elora had been. I finally took a second to look atound, there were swan decorations everywhere. It was done tastefully, but I still had to fight an eye roll when I saw the swan ice sculpture. Clearly, it was Viola’s decision to chill the mimosas that were being made.
When it came time for the gifts, I called Maggie, Phoebe, Celia and Abby up to the front with me as my official gift unwrapperers. There was just too much.
"My god, you were right." I whispered to Viola who was seated to the back left of me. "They all are competing for best gift." I heard my mother laugh on the other side of me.
"I told you." Viola practically sang out.
"Just wait till you get to the big stuff." Viola’s voice had taken on that familiar naughty tone and I could only imagine what would come out of her mouth today.
I received three double strollers, two single strollers, bassinets, highchairs, clothes, shoes, towels, organic designer baby washes, bibs, a year’s supply of diapers, silver spoons, silver forks, a silver pacifier, jewelry for the babies, baby swings, designer diaper bags, designer luggage for the babies, a daddy diaper bag (manly style included)…it just went on and on.
When we got to Viola and Liam’s gift, I was relieved that it was simply an envelope. I opened the envelope and there was a donation to the children’s home in honor of the Iverson Twins and a spa package for me for after the babies arrived. I smiled and kissed Viola’s cheek.
Henry and Anne had bought two cradle swings, which were actually really cool and, clearly, very expensive. The bassinet part of the swing hung from a moon shaped base and the cradle part would hug the baby as if it were being swaddled. I had learned from the Lamaze classes that swaddling was good. Very good.
I got to my mother’s gift and slowly opened the box. Inside were my baby booties and bonnet. I turned to her with tears in my eyes.
"Thank you!" She moved forward and hugged me tightly. "We have Aidan’s and now I can use mine too." I kissed her cheek heavily.
"We brought you home in those." She wiped tears from her eyes, mimicking my own actions.
I took a deep breath when I saw the amount of gifts that were still waiting on me. Looking over to my side, I saw Maggie and Abby throwing wrapping paper at each other and laughing. I started laughing too.
All of a sudden, a familiar pain tore through my back. It was the same pain I had been feeling when I was put on bed rest, only this time I was sitting in a puddle of water.
Chapter Six
Double Delivery
Lilli
"Lilli?" Viola’s hand landed on my shoulder.
"Lilli, baby?!" My mother was on the other side of me.
I groaned out and held my stomach.
"Car, now."
"Oh, dear!" I could hear Aunt Anne exclaim.
"I’m calling Aidan." Elora yelled as she put her phone to her ear.
"Car! Now!" I yelled, again.
"I got it!" Jay shouted from behind me.
I panted through the sharp cramping. It was the same, but it wasn’t. This time the pains wrapped around my abdomen and I could feel the muscles tighten up my stomach. The pressure that was building between my hip bones was the worst thing I had ever felt. I was waiting for that moment when the creature would rip from my stomach, just like in the movie ‘Alien’.
The pain subsided and I took some deep breaths. "Breath in." deep breathe, "Breath out." deep breathe. Viola was taking the panting breathes with me, helping to coach me through.
"Whoa." She stopped and grabbed the table next to us. "I’m getting dizzy." She giggled out.
I was about to giggle with her when the next pain ripped through my lower back, wrapping me in its torturous hug.
"Oh God!" I groaned out in pain. "I’m going to kill Becca." I growled, "and then I am going to kill Aidan!" I panted heavily. "Fuck!" My hand was clutching my stomach.
"The car is here." Jay appeared and went to pick me up.
"Don’t touch me!" I shouted and he jumped back. "Oh god, oh god…" the pain was so intense that I prayed I would pass out.
"Isn’t ‘Oh God’ what got you into this trouble?" Viola giggled out. I groaned.
"Lilli, we need to get you to the car." Celia said sternly as Jay was slowly making his move to pick me up. The pain subsided and I nodded. He lifted me and we moved to the car.
Two nurses helped me into a wheelchair when we arrived to the hospital. Viola and my mother were moving along side of me. After Viola tripped in her heels for the second time, she shouted ‘fucking shoes’ and kicked them off. I laughed through the panting. It was just too damn funny.
I was settled into a private room and hooked up to all the monitors.
"Well, Mrs. Iverson, your contractions are very close and they are at a very nice strength." The doctor looked over my chart and the contraction monitor.
"Nice? Does it look like they’re are nice? This is like a curse from the Devil himself…" I exclaimed.
Aidan burst into the room.
"And speak of the Devil…" Viola snorted out.
"Lilli, are you okay?" He panted.
"Do I look like I’m…..OKAY?" I groaned and started panting.
"Okay…uh…breathe. In and out, in and out…" Aidan tried to coach.
"If you puff one more breath in my face, I swear to God that I will strangle you with one of these fucking wires that are attached to me!" I threatened and then breathed through the contraction.
"I’m sorry, love." He rubbed my arm lightly.
"Lilli, another one is coming, baby. Get ready." My mother was watching the monitor.
I took a deep breath and panted through the pain.
"Someone get me drugs!" I whined, loudly.
"Let’s check you out first and see how you are progressing." The doctor stood next to the bed and pushed back one leg, earning a death glare from me. Then he did the very last thing I had wanted him to do. He lightly pushed on my stomach and internally checked me. I groaned. "I know it’s uncomfortable, I’m almost finished." He looked down at me with genuine pity.
He pulled away.
"Well?" I asked with anticipation.
"Mrs. Iverson, we are going to have to hold off on the anesthesia."
"What?" Another pain hit and I panted.
"I want you to breathe through this one. With the next contraction, I want you to push.” My eyes widened. "This baby is ready to get out." He smiled brightly. "Everyone in their positions?"
The nurses came in and started setting up for delivery. Aidan grabbed my hand and kissed my head as my mother grabbed my other hand. Viola stood with her hands clasped together.
The next pain hit and I did as the doctor has asked. "Good, very good. Push into your bottom." the Doctor coached. Aidan helped me sit up a little and cheered me on.
"Oh my god, I see hair!" Viola yelled. "Oh, wait…that just might be Lilli’s…no, it’s baby hair!"
"One more push, Lilli, then I want you to hold it." I followed the doctor’s instructions.
"It’s a head! A tiny, little head! Oh, Aidan, look!" Viola had moved closer to the end of the bed.
Aidan turned his head and looked down. The expression on his face was of mixed feelings and I was way too distracted with the pain to figure all of them out.
"Hold, Lilli, don’t push yet."
"But the pressure…" I whined, trying to hold from pushing. "I have to get it out!"
"Okay…one small, easy, controlled push."
I nodded and slowly pushed at the pressure between my legs. Then I heard the cry.
"We have a baby boy." the doctor announced as he laid the baby out on the cotton blanket lying across my chest. My eyes filled with tears.
"Oh, baby, he is beautiful!" My mother squeezed my hand tightly.
I felt Aidan’s lips against the side of my head.
"Lilli, that was amazing." He said in a hushed tone. "Thank you so much." He kissed me again. "I love you so fucking much." His head rested against mine as we both looked down on our son.
Aidan’s fingers caressed the babies round pink cheek as he wailed. I began trying to calm him, but a nurse appeared, taking him to do their routine checks.
Another wave of pressure came over me and I looked quickly to the doctor.
He smiled up at me.
"It’s just the placenta." He paused and moved around a bit before looking back up at me. "You did great."
"What about the other baby?" Viola questioned.
"It seems that baby number two isn’t ready just yet." He chuckled and then looked up at me. "Get some rest and we will see each other soon." He smiled as he stood to leave.
"I don’t think that I can do that again." I whined to my mother as I looked up at her.
"Yes you can, baby." She smiled and kissed my forehead. "I’m going to go call your father and get some pictures with my cell phone to send to him." I nodded and she left the room.
The nurse brought my son to me and placed him in my arms again. He had calmed down and was wrapped up tightly in a light blue blanket. Aidan hovered over us with a large smile on his face.
Viola had moved to the side of the bed where my mother had been standing. She had her cell phone out, taking pictures.
"I’m going to go out to the waiting room and tell everyone." I nodded and she left Aidan and me alone.
"He is absolutely perfect." Aidan breathed out.
I smiled brightly.
"Lilli, you are so amazing. Do you know that?" His lips were on the side of my head again. "I couldn’t even imagine what that pain was like." I felt him shudder.
"Don’t remind me." I groaned. "I have to go through it again." I sighed and put my head back.
~ ~ ~ ~ ~
Aidan
I couldn’t keep my eyes off of her and our son. He was perfect and she was amazing. I fought to keep back the tears that were threatening to spill over my cheeks.
"I love you so much." I couldn’t stop telling her and kissing her.
When I looked down and watched my son being born, I had felt so much love, fear, excitement and amazement. This tiny human was Lilli and I joined together. We shared a common bond. We were this tiny person’s parents. We made him.
"Do you want to hold your son?" Lilli’s beautiful hazel eyes looked up to me, she was exhausted.
I nodded and took him from her arms. "He’s beautiful, just like his mother." I smiled to her.
She shook her head. "I don’t think so. That fuzzy tuft around his head looks awfully auburn to me."
That was when I pulled the blue cotton cap from his head. Sure enough, there was my hair in a wild tuft on his head. I couldn’t help but smile as I sat down next to Lilli’s bed. I looked over to say something to Lilli, but her eyes were closed and her breathing was starting to even out.
Placing my son down into my lap, I unwrapped him from his blanket and examined his body. From his fuzzy head to his small fingers, down to his small curled and wrinkled toes. I sat back in the reclining chair, staring down on him in complete awe.
"Aidan?" I looked up to see Liam enter the room.
I put my finger in front of my lips and then pointed to Lilli. He smiled and nodded.
"Here he is." I whispered as Liam came around the bed toward me.
"He is very handsome." Liam whispered.
"He is perfect." I smiled down on him. "It was amazing, Liam. I don’t know how women do it."
Liam shook his head and placed his index finger into my son’s hand.
"They are amazing creatures; beautiful, soft, compassionate and capable of so much."
I smiled at his words. He was so right.
After about thirty minutes of baby watching, Liam handed the baby back to me and excused himself from the room. I greedily held onto the baby until Dixon came bounding in. Surprisingly, he was very quiet.
"Hi." I whispered.
"Hey there, Daddy." He whispered back.
I held up the baby for him to take a look. Dixon smiled largely and lightly ran his hand over the baby’s cap-covered head.
"Perfect." He whispered. I nodded.
One by one, each person came back to see the baby while Lilli slept. She had been asleep for around three hours. Suddenly, she started to stir.
I heard her whimper and quickly stood, cradling the sleeping baby securely.
"Lilli?" I whispered.
She groaned and her breathing started to pick up. I turned to the monitor and saw that she was having contractions again. I pushed the call nurse button on her bed. The nurse arrived quickly and started to move around Lilli’s bed.
Lilli opened her eyes
and gripped the railing tightly.
"Here we go again." She groaned.
I placed the baby in the hospital bassinet and returned to Lilli. Quickly, I picked up her hand, intertwining our fingers.
"Here comes another one." I told her while watching the monitor. This time I was going to help her more. She started panting and breathing through the contraction.
"I can’t do this." She whimpered into her arm as she lay on her side facing me.
"Yes, you can." I looked into her eyes. "You already did it." I motioned to our son. "Squeeze my hand, okay?"
She nodded and then grimaced with pain. My head shot up and I realized that she was having another contraction.
The doctor arrived about thirty minutes after her contractions had started again.
"Let’s see where we are." He performed his check between her legs and then furrowed his brow. "Hmmm…the sack hasn’t broken but she has moved down and into position. We are going to break your water and watch for progression.” He looked over at the nurse who was busily going through drawers.
She handed him a long, plastic stick with a hook on the end. He pushed Lilli’s legs apart further and went to work.
"There we go." He smiled lightly and the nurse brought towels over and started placing them under Lilli. "It’s clear, a good sign." He patted her knee. "I’ll be back in a little bit to check on you again."
For the next seven hours we went through breathing and panting. It was nine at night and dark outside. Lilli was getting tired.
Finally, she had progressed well and far enough that the doctor allowed her to get the epidural injection. Once she got it, she felt much better and was able to sleep again.
A nurse had taken the baby to the nursery for feedings and to be looked over by the pediatrician on duty. I decided to try to get some sleep in the recliner.
Being shaken awake was not a fun way to be woken up. But, when I heard Lilli groaning, I got up quickly. I rubbed the sleep from my eyes and realized that Viola had woken me. I stood next to Lilli and Sarah was on the other side of the bed.
"Okay, Lilli, we are going to need another good push from you." The doctor instructed just as he had before.
