by HoneyB
The fresh scent of cinnamon greeted his nostrils at the door. The one picture she’d begged to take of him hung in a 24- x 36-inch frame on the living room wall. A 5 x 7 of the same photo was on her nightstand, and an 8 x 10 hung in her bathroom. Women had done stranger things with images of him. Posted him on their Internet pages, carried him in their purse, pent him up inside their cubicles at work.
His reputation as the best attorney made him a household name. Why she’d showcase a married man’s picture in her home was beyond him. A single man wouldn’t have a picture of a married woman in any visible location in his dwelling. If she was a bragging piece and he’d fucked her and she was great in bed, he might have a snapshot of her pussy in his cell phone. Maybe.
The benefit of living in a large city was if any of his clients saw his photos in Isis’s house, Winton could tell the truth and lie, saying Isis was a former client and he had no idea she had a crush on him. During their year of dating, he made sure not to leave a sock, a used toothbrush, strands of hair from his comb, or his underwear. His first mistress taught him not to trust women. She’d slipped her red thong in his suit pocket. After he finished cursing her out, that never happened again—with her or with his subsequent mistresses. What if his wife had found the cum-stained thong? How would he have explained?
Isis hugged and kissed him, removed his jacket, hung it in the foyer closet, then said, “Hey, baby. Perfect timing. Dinner is ready. Wash up while I fix our plates.”
Watching her hips sway side to side, he licked his lips. She had a nice frame. Not banging like his wife’s, but nice. Isis was almost five feet five and lived in three-inch heels. A woman’s shoes—slip-ons, sling backs, open toe, closed toe, high heels, no heels, gladiator, alligator, leopard, zebra, snakeskin—spoke volumes about her sexuality and her inhibitions. At times all he wanted to see Isis in were high heels. He knew her well enough to know she wasn’t wearing anything under that dress. Her pussy was always prepared for his dessert.
She’d taken time to style her hair, slip into a halter maxidress, and put on a thin layer of strawberry gloss. He sniffed the air as she walked away. “Um, so decadent,” he said, appreciating she’d worn his favorite grapefruit-scented perfume. There was something about the scent of grapefruit or vanilla that instantly made him horny. That and the thought of Nova’s lips on his dick.
The table for six was set for two. His seat was at the head. Her seat was to his left. The centerpiece, seven long-stemmed white unscented candles, illuminated the room. Isis’s face glowed each time he saw her. She was worthy of a man that would marry and give her the two children she desired. He was selfish. Although he was married, he refused to share Isis with another man. Based on her decision to be with him, she’d delayed what was important to her, having kids.
Isis was incredibly beautiful inside and out. She’d do anything for him. He couldn’t say the same about himself. Her soft skin, gentle smile, and mild demeanor attracted him to her instantly. Her spirit of pleasing him first made him feel at home in her home. She could never come to his. He seldom saw her cry but imagined there were times she had when no one was listening.
Settling for his offerings of companionship, sex; his leaving every night in the middle of the night; her waking up alone couldn’t have made her happy. But he was as good to her as he could be. He stayed with her on weekends. Vacationed with her once a month. Isis was his hobby; golfing was his alibi.
She desperately wanted to have his baby. Why a single woman would want to have a married man’s child was incomprehensible. Her irrational request was more of a reason why he’d faithfully worn a condom each time they made love. He did love her. He had the kind of love that cared for her but not deeply. It was time to let her go, release her to the flock of men waiting for their chance to lay between her legs. He contemplated if this was a good moment to address the inevitable.
“You’re awfully quiet,” Isis said. “Everything okay? You haven’t touched your food.”
Winton admired the feast before him. Grilled tilapia with fresh herbs and spices, whipped buttered potatoes, glazed carrots, and his favorite, mushrooms marinated in bourbon. The sourdough bread sat on a white cloth napkin inside a tan wicker basket. The porcelain dish was filled with small balls of butter. Crystal goblets half full of merlot were next to chilled glasses and a thirty-two-ounce bottle of distilled water.
You’d be an idiot to tell her now. Save the bad news for another day.
For the first time in three years, he wasn’t sure why, but he wanted to go home to his wife. In between his XXX-rated fantasies of Nova, Winton recalled how his wife’s tears were uncontrollable. If going home would make Foxy happy again, he could do that. Maybe he should revisit asking his wife to have his baby. He drummed on the table with his thumbs.
“It’s your new client, isn’t it? Do not tell me you slept with that psycho, Nova.”
He shook his head, kept drumming.
“Cut that out! You’re driving me crazy. What is it?”
“This isn’t a good time. It can wait,” he said, easing a flake of fish onto his fork. He opened wide, took his time chewing, nodded. “Um, baby, this is really good.”
Isis stood, tossed her napkin in his face, stormed out of the room without responding.
He placed his and her napkins on the table beside his plate, in case he wanted to finish eating before he left, then followed her into the living room.
“Okay, fine. I was trying not to spoil a good meal, but you talk too much. Telling your family and friends that we’re getting married is circulating rumors. I warned you not to do that,” he said shifting the reason for him wanting a breakup to blaming her.
Isis sat sideways on her lemon suede chaise. “There can’t possibly be any rumors. I only told my mom, my sister, and my best friend. Three people. That’s it.” She placed the leopard pillow on her lap.
“Not three people. You told three women. That’s like saying it on Oprah. You’re hardheaded. You don’t listen. It’s all your fault,” he said, sitting on the sofa facing her.
Her eyes started tearing. “So what are you saying?”
“I care for you Isis but…” He paused, shook his head. “You’ve forced me to end a perfect relationship. I hate doing this, but I can’t afford to have bad press following me. I have partners to protect. I have too much at stake. I’m sorry, baby. It’s over.”
“Don’t say that. I promise I won’t tell anyone else. And if anyone questions me, I’ll tell them the rumor is a lie.”
Winton shook his head, removed his key chain from his pocket.
Isis grabbed his ring. “No, don’t.”
He snatched his keys. “Your fault.”
“So just like that you’re going to abandon this,” she said, untying her halter.
He stared at her succulent perfect titties. Her nipples were hard. She eased her dress down to her waist, over her ass, then let it fall to the floor. She stepped out of the dress. Her stilettos were all that remained.
“Come here,” he said. “Why didn’t you listen to me?” He held her hips. Positioned her pussy in front his face, kissed her pubic hairs.
She held his head.
“Don’t touch me,” he said, then stood. He pointed at the sofa, then commanded, “On your knees right now.”
She knelt on the sofa. Looked over her shoulder.
“Don’t look at me.”
She turned away.
“Spread your ass,” he said, taking off his belt.
Her hands curved over the sexiest ass of all his mistresses.
He folded his belt, gripped each side, placed his hands together, and… snap! Isis flinched. He snapped the belt again. She flinched again.
“Damn, that’s a pretty asshole.” He unfastened, then unzipped his pants. “Move your hands.”
She held on to the back of the sofa. He tossed the belt to the floor.
He stroked his dick while admiring her ass. “I’m about to tear this ass up.” He rubbed h
is dick on her shaft, teased her clit with his head.
“Baby, I’m—”
“Shut… up!” He stuck his hard head inside her pussy, then pulled out. She moaned. He licked his thumb, massaged her asshole, then eased the tip in, held it there. He reinserted his dick in her tight pussy. He teased her. Only putting the head in, he held it there.
She backed up.
Smack! He slapped her ass with his palm. “Keep your ass still. I’m in charge of this pussy, you hear me?”
She nodded.
“You gon’ listen to me next time.”
She nodded again.
He spat on her asshole, reinserted his thumb in her ass. This time he thrust his dick all the way inside her, then quickly pulled out. He stooped, pulled up his pants, retrieved a condom from his pocket. “Fuck this.” He stepped out of his pants, threw them against the wall. They fell on the chaise. “I’m about to get knee-deep in this pussy, and I don’t care how good it feels, or how much it hurts, you’d better not whimper or say a word.”
He spat inside his condom, rolled it up his shaft, stood behind her. He reinserted his finger in her ass, thrust his dick deep in her pussy, then massaged her clit with his other hand. He slid his hand over the hole from which she urinated and circled his finger around her urethra in slow motion. He alternated from her clit to her shaft to her urethra.
He repositioned his dick two inches from the opening of her vagina and massaged his head into her G-spot. Inserted his thumb a little deeper in her ass. He pumped ten quick times deep inside her pussy, then moved his head back to her G-spot. He pushed his thumb all the way in her ass and massaged her insides while massaging her clit, shaft, and urethra.
“I’m going to—”
“Let my pussy flow,” he said.
“No. Not on my sofa,” she cried.
He thrust deeper with every word, “What—did—I—say? Let—my—pussy—squirt.”
Ten quick jackhammer thrusts, he pulled his dick out, unplugged his thumb from her ass, lifted his finger from her urethra. He grabbed her hips and fucked her so hard his nuts banged against her clit. He pulled out again.
She cried as her fluids squirted like a fountain all over the sofa.
He had to make her squirt one last time. He’d made all his mistresses squirt for their first and probably last time. Not many men were selfless enough to learn how to make a woman squirt. Since his marriage the only woman he hadn’t made squirt was his wife. He was more interested in making a baby with his wife than pleasing Foxy in bed.
Winton walked into the bathroom, left Isis bent over on the sofa. He showered. When he exited the bathroom, Isis was in her bed asleep. He left her key on her nightstand, retrieved his jacket from her foyer closet. She’d get the message. By the time she did, he’d be prepared to explain his decision to leave her was final.
CHAPTER 15
Victoria
Lilies float
Ships sink
Ships float
Lilies sink
People drown
In misery
Cause
Effect
Redirect
Who’s responsible
When the train wrecks
No one had the right to dictate the person she shared her body with. From the men she’d left behind to the woman she married, who was asleep beside her, Victoria was true to herself. There was compassion and passion for everyone and everything in her life. All the things she’d done, all that she’d accomplished, made her and her parents proud.
Her father would say, “Girls, if your heart is in the right space, you are in the right place.”
Victoria didn’t have an extramarital affair like her sister Foxy or domination obsessions like her sister DéJà, but she respected their differences. She couldn’t say why Foxy had married Winton but had fucked Dallas for three consecutive years. She didn’t understand why DéJà had temper tantrums as a teen and why she exploded as an adult whenever she didn’t get her way. “Live and let live” was Victoria’s motto. Allowing others to be their authentic selves free of judgment created peace in her space.
Lying on a pillow facing her wife, Victoria smiled. She was proud to identify as a lesbian, knowing she had the right to revert to being heterosexual if she wanted. The one thing Victoria would never become was labeled. Labels only had credence if she allowed someone else to dictate or influence her choices. Her father taught her the only person that validated Victoria Montgomery was Victoria Montgomery. She was proud to have an intelligent, attractive, soft butch wife who was a partner in Brown, Cooper, and Dawson, and she was most proud to be a thirty-year-old virgin.
The relationships she had with her sisters meant more to her than the millions of dollars they’d earned operating Crème. The woman she cuddled with at night and awakened to each morning meant more to Victoria than all the men and women combined that she’d coached to orgasm.
Her cell phone buzzed at 4:00 a.m. Thursday. She rolled over, checked the display, then whispered to Naomi, “It’s DéJà.” Victoria eased out the bed, went to the guest bedroom, closed the door, then hissed, “Do you know what time of the morning it is? You’ve got to cut this out. I can’t see you anymore. I’m happily married. Please stop calling me.” She sat on the bed. Waited for his response. When was he going to give up on fucking her the way he wanted?
Being a virgin had its privileges until now. Victoria’s virginity made men view her two ways. Some called her a liar. Their problem, not hers. She had nothing to prove to them. Other men saw her as a conquest worth endlessly pursuing, like Rain, who was on the other end but hadn’t spoken a word.
Honesty was important but didn’t mean she had to reveal every detail of her life to her wife or her sisters. Whom should she tell Rain had made the ultimate demand?
He spoke. She listened. “We need to resolve this. You made me look like a fool in my city. Got my officers snickering behind my back. This is the largest city in the country, and you’ve humiliated me. You do think I’m a joke don’t cha?”
Victoria exhaled. “Here we go.”
“Here we go, my ass. You made me wait a whole year to be your first, then you changed your mind. You changed your mind, Victoria. Why?”
Why? Why was he acting like they didn’t have that conversation yesterday? She sighed heavily. “I didn’t tell you to brag to your friends about what’s between my legs. You made yourself look foolish.”
Rain had become police chief for the wrong reasons. He’d retaliated against the teenagers that beat him up back in high school. Ostracized his parents. Now he was demanding what wasn’t rightfully his.
“My patience is gone. I want you right now. I took you to all the departmental functions, showed you off. Then for no rational reason, you let me propose to you.”
What? Shaking her head, she rolled her eyes. He’d spoken down to her yesterday and again this morning as if she was one of his subordinates. As if what was important to her didn’t matter to him. Would it have been better for her to fake it? Tell him, “Yes, I will marry you,” when she didn’t mean it? Accepting his proposal wasn’t some sort of badge of honor and giving up her virginity to him wasn’t happening. Victoria ended the call, then silenced the ringer on her cell, and went back to bed.
CHAPTER 16
Victoria
To whom much is given
Less is earned
More is taken
With little concern
For those with no power
Mercy is not their friend
To whom much is given
The less time they spend
With those who are not
Akin
She closed her eyes. In the middle of her dozing off, the home telephone rang. Victoria opened her eyes. It was 4:15.
The cordless was on her wife’s side of the bed. “Hello,” Naomi answered stretching her arm above her head. “Just a minute.… Victoria, it’s for you. And it’s not DéJà,” she said, tossing the phone on the bed.
Naomi looked at her; looked at the phone; said, “Handle it, sweetcakes”; then left the bedroom.
Victoria’s eyes opened wide as she picked up the cordless. A hesitant “Hello” escaped her lips. Her stomach churned, praying he wasn’t foolish enough to call her house.
“Why, Victoria? I’m not going to stop until I get what I want.”
“I see why your parents disowned you. You are—” She stopped midsentence in an attempt not to meet him at his low level. What man would beg for a woman who didn’t want him? “You have no right calling here. I didn’t give you my home number.”
“Sweetcakes, you leave my parents out of your mouth. See that’s why men don’t like opening up to you crazy females because the minute you get pissed off you throw our weaknesses in our face like we’re garbage. You started. I’ma finish.”
Victoria stared at the cordless. Was she talking to an adolescent or a grown man?
“I can legally do whatever I want, including shut down your business and send you and your sisters to jail,” he said.
Victoria grunted. “I’m not your damn sweetcakes! You… are… crazy! What part of ‘I don’t want to be with you’ don’t you understand?”
He interrupted, “I don’t know. Maybe your screaming ‘Oh, my God, Rain, I’m cumming!’ yesterday morning is hella confusing or the fact that my dick was buried in your ass while you were cumming. Help me out.”
