‘It’s not enough. No prison sentence is good enough for him. Not after what he’s done.’
It was, I thought, amazing how socially liberal people like Labour councillors soon changed their tune on crime when it actually had an effect on them. At that moment, Fox looked to be only a couple of steps away from becoming a Charles-Bronson-type vigilante, although without the guns or the menace. Or, it seemed, the energy.
Mrs Fox looked across at her husband and gave him a brave smile. ‘Come on, Martin. We’ve got to stop trying to be so bitter. It doesn’t help.’
Fox didn’t say anything. I took a sip of my tea and decided to try to finish this interview as swiftly as possible. But before I could continue my spiel about how there was going to be a long wait for the trial and how we would keep in touch regularly in the meantime, Mrs Fox suddenly burst into tears.
Malik and I sat there respectfully. Fox continued to sit in exactly the same position he had been in for the previous ten minutes, staring at an ill-defined point somewhere in the middle distance. I thought he was being ignorant. I know he’d had an immense trauma, but sometimes you’ve just got to be strong.
‘I’m sorry,’ she said, dabbing her eyes with a handkerchief. ‘It’s just…’
I put on a stoic smile. ‘We understand. You’ve had a terrible loss. You’ve got to let it out.’
‘I know. That’s what the counsellors have been saying.’
‘Don’t worry about us,’ said Malik.
‘You know,’ she said, looking at both of us with an expression of disbelief, ‘it’s such an awful, awful waste. That’s the hardest part. When you think what she could have been. What she could have achieved if only she’d stayed here with us … people who loved her. Instead she ended up dying such a lonely and degrading death. Why?’ This was the second time that question had been asked this morning. ‘Why did she have to run away and leave us like she did?’
‘Leave it, Diane!’ snapped Fox, swinging round in his seat and fixing her with a rage-filled stare. Malik and I looked at him, surprised at the violence of his outburst, and his features relaxed a little. ‘Just leave it. There’s no point going over this again.’
But Mrs Fox clearly had matters to get off her chest. ‘Do you know, in the three years she’s been gone she never once tried to make contact with us? Not once. Not even a call to let us know she was all right. Nothing. Do you have any idea how that made me feel?’
‘We have evidence to suggest that Miriam was taking quite a lot of hard drugs,’ I said. ‘Sometimes that can take over a person’s life to such an extent that they lose track of what their priorities should be. Maybe that’s what it was like for her. It doesn’t mean she didn’t care. It’s just that the lure of the drugs may have been stronger.’
‘She could have called, Mr Milne. Just once. If not for our sake then for her sister’s. Chloe was only twelve years old when Miriam left. She could have contacted her.’
‘Leave it, Diane. Please.’
‘No, Martin. I’ve suffered as much as you. I should be allowed to say my piece.’ She turned to us again. ‘I miss Miriam terribly. I have done since the day she walked out of this door. I loved her more than anything I can describe, but that doesn’t detract from the fact that what she did was unforgivable. To put us all, the whole family, through three years of living hell. That was … it was so selfish. I loved Miriam, I really did. But she was not a nice person. I’m sorry to have to say it, I really am, but it’s true. It is, Martin. It’s true. She was not a nice person.’
‘Shut up! Just shut up!’ His voice reverberated around the room, the slack, hollow face now fiery red with emotion.
‘Calm down, Mr Fox,’ I said firmly. ‘Your wife’s just trying to speak.’
‘She doesn’t need to say that. She doesn’t know what she’s saying. It’s our daughter you’re talking about, you know…’ He faltered, slapped his head in his hands, and began sobbing loudly.
Mrs Fox stared at him for some time, her bottom lip quivering as she fought for control over her emotions. For a moment, I thought I saw a hint of contempt in her eyes, but I couldn’t be sure. The atmosphere was thick with tension and I could see that Malik had sweat forming on his brow. It had been a difficult few minutes, but this was what the job was all about. This was what we were paid less than double-glazing salesmen for.
I broke the silence by briefly explaining the process for the next few months: the magistrates appearance today, the pre-trial preparations, the possibility of adjournment, et cetera, but I didn’t think either of them was really listening. They looked lost; beaten by the whole thing. Fox had taken his head out of his hands, but once again he declined to look in our direction. Finally, I put my empty teacup on the table and asked them if they had any further questions.
There was a long pause.
‘I don’t think so, Detective Milne,’ Mrs Fox said finally. ‘Thank you both for coming.’
We all stood up, including Fox, who looked as though he might fall back down at any time.
‘Is there anything else you need?’ I asked them both.
‘No, we’re receiving plenty of support from family and friends, and we’ve had some counselling.’
‘Good. It’s important you talk to people about your feelings.’ I looked at Fox when I said this, but he looked away. ‘It helps.’ This was bollocks, of course. It didn’t. Recovery comes from within, not from people who don’t know you.
They both nodded, and we all shook hands again. Mrs Fox turned towards the door, then suddenly turned back towards us.
‘One thing,’ she said. ‘You never mentioned the reason why this man … why he killed Miriam.’
Malik got the answer in first, which was probably for the best. ‘As DS Milne mentioned, the suspect hasn’t admitted his guilt yet, so we’re not entirely sure. However, since there were no signs of sexual assault, we believe it was the result of an argument between the two of them. Probably about money or drugs.’
She shook her head. ‘It seems such a petty reason to end someone’s life; to destroy every dream they’ve ever had.’
‘There are no good reasons for murder,’ said Malik. ‘They all leave the same amount of pain.’
She managed a weak smile. ‘I think you’re probably right.’ She led us out to the front door and stopped in front of it. ‘Thank you both for coming. It’s very much appreciated, I promise you. Even if it’s not that obvious. And I do apologize for getting so emotional. It’s very difficult…’
We both told her once again that we understood entirely. With that, the door opened and we were out of there.
There was a pub a few miles down the road and we stopped for a drink and an early lunch. It was empty. We ordered our drinks from the bored-looking landlord and took a table in the corner.
‘What did you think of it in there?’ Malik asked, sipping his orange juice.
I knew what he was getting at. ‘I detected a bit of an atmosphere and I got the feeling that maybe Mr Fox felt a little guilty about something.’
‘Yeah, that crossed my mind. Do you think, you know, anything ever went on between him and Miriam?’
‘It happens. It happens in a lot of families, rich and poor. And I suppose it would explain a lot: like why she went away in the first place, why she put up with a life as an underage prostitute, why she never made contact with them. But we might be completely wrong. I get the impression she was a difficult kid anyway. Anne Taylor called her a real bitch when she was talking about her, and not even to phone your mum or your sister through all that time…’
‘It makes me think that maybe now we’ve got a motive for Wells. If she had that sort of difficult personality, and it looks like she did, then she could easily have had a major falling-out with him.’
‘It’s possible.’
‘Maybe he thought he was being clever by making it look like a sex crime.’
‘It’s certainly a viable theory.’
‘But you’re still not con
vinced?’
I sighed. ‘Not entirely, no.’
‘There’s a lot of evidence building up, Sarge.’
‘Yeah, there is, but there are unanswered questions too. Stuff that puzzles me. Like why Wells came back to the flat.’
‘Maybe he’s just thick. Plenty of criminals are.’
I told him about the phone records. ‘It looks like she and Carla had at least five conversations in the last weeks of Miriam’s life. What I can’t understand for the life of me is why Carla would pretend not to know her, when it’s clear she did. Not unless she had something to hide.’
‘And you think it might have something to do with the murder?’
I shrugged. ‘I don’t know. All I know is that I don’t like unanswered questions, and I don’t think there’s an innocent explanation for it.’
‘I told you there was something dodgy about her. I could see it right from the first minute. So, what do you intend to do about it? There’s no way Knox is going to want any extension of the inquiry. Not now he’s got Wells.’
‘I’m going to go and see her, Asif. Make some excuse why we need to talk, then spring it on her.’
‘Are you sure that’s the reason why you want to see her?’
I gave him a withering look. ‘It’s definitely the most important reason.’
‘Well, let me know what you find out. Although, I still think it was Wells who did it.’
Our food arrived. A tired-looking ploughman’s lunch for me, a chilli con carne that bore more than a passing resemblance to dog food for Malik. The landlord gruffly ordered us to enjoy our meals, although I didn’t think there was much danger of that.
‘Don’t say anything about this thing with Carla Graham to anyone else,’ I told him, taking a bite of stale bread. ‘Capper got wind that I was getting the phone records off Hunsdon and he told me to leave it alone. I don’t want to give him any more ammo to fire at me. Not now he’s the boss.’
‘Don’t worry, I won’t say anything.’ He spooned down a few dollops of chilli, then looked at me seriously. ‘You know, I thought it was bad them making him acting DI instead of you. You could do that job one hell of a lot better.’
‘It’s all politics, Asif. If you play the game, you go places.’
‘Then why don’t you play the game, Sarge? Forgive me if I’m speaking out of turn, but you’re wasted at DS level. You should be running murder investigations, not just being a little cog in them.’
I forced down a fatty lump of ham, then pushed the plate away. I wouldn’t have enjoyed that meal if I hadn’t eaten for a week. ‘I play it,’ I said, lighting a cigarette, ‘I just don’t play it with the same enthusiasm any more, now that the rules are always changing.’
‘You can’t live in the past, Sarge. The world changes. Even the Met changes. The secret’s to adapt. Change with it. Learn the rules. You could still go places.’
‘They made you DS, didn’t they? Put you in Capper’s role.’
He looked surprised. ‘How did you know? Knox only phoned me last night. He said he wasn’t going to announce it until this afternoon.’
‘He hasn’t said a word. Not to me, anyway. I guessed. There was something on your mind this morning when we drove down here. You were quieter than usual. Also, you were the obvious choice.’
‘You think so?’
‘Yeah, I do. You’re a fuck sight more talented than any of the other DCs we’ve got. You’ll make a good DS. When’s it effective from?’
‘Monday, if it all gets sorted out.’ I took a drag on my cigarette but didn’t say anything. ‘You’re not pissed off are you, Sarge?’
I turned to him and smiled. ‘No. I’m glad it’s you and not anyone else. Congratulations. You deserve it. Unlike Capper.’
‘You know, I don’t want to sound clichéd or anything, but I’ve learned a lot working with you. It’s been a real education.’
‘Don’t overdo it. It’s me you’re talking to, not the DCI.’ But I was secretly pleased. I’m just like anyone else. I like compliments, even if they’re not entirely truthful.
‘Well, I mean it, anyway.’
He went back to eating and I went back to smoking, blowing my cancerous fumes up at the olde worlde beamed ceilings.
‘Thanks,’ I said. ‘It’s appreciated.’
Ten minutes later we were back in the car, heading home.
18
We weren’t back in Islington until close to five o’clock. An accident on the M40 had caused massive tailbacks, and since neither of us had any idea of alternative routes, we were forced to crawl along at ludicrously slow speeds for hours along with thousands of other irate drivers.
I got Malik to drop me off near home. Somehow I couldn’t face going back to the station where the talk would doubtless be of promotions and terminal illnesses, and where I suddenly felt as much an outsider as I ever had. Welland had been an ally, a man who’d often stood up for me in the past. Now he was gone. As a replacement, Capper had to be what a media commentator would call ‘the nightmare scenario’.
When I got in I checked my messages. There were none on my home phone, but Raymond had left one on his mobile. He wanted to see me as soon as possible and gave me a number to call back on. He signed off by saying it was urgent, but nothing to worry about too much, whatever that was meant to mean. It was unlike Raymond to leave messages for me, unless it was important. I phoned the number he’d left but it too was on answerphone service, so I left a message for him saying I’d meet him at our usual spot at two the following afternoon unless I heard otherwise. I wanted to see him anyway. There was, it was fair to say, a lot to discuss.
After that, I tried Carla Graham, but she’d left Coleman House for the day and I didn’t want to risk calling her on her mobile. She might wonder where I’d got the number from. I told the woman on the other end of the phone that it was the police and asked when Carla was expected back. I was told she was on weekend day shifts and would be in the following morning. I said I’d call her then.
Outside it was raining, but I fancied a walk, and maybe a drink somewhere, so I strolled round the corner to the Hind’s Head, a quiet little place I frequent occasionally.
There was no-one in there and I didn’t recognize the lone barman. He was reading the paper when I came in. I took a seat at the bar and ordered a pint of Fosters, lighting a cigarette and removing my damp coat.
There was a slightly crumpled copy of the Standard next to me on the bar. Since the barman didn’t look too chatty and there was no-one else to talk to, I leaned over and picked it up.
The shock hit me right between the eyes like an express train.
The headline was in huge block capitals covering half the page: E-fit of Customs Killer. Facing it on the opposite side of the page was a detailed photofit picture of a thin-faced man, thirty-five to forty, with short dark hair and eyes that were just slightly too close together.
If I’d asked an artist to paint a quick picture of my face, he couldn’t have done a better job. The likeness was uncanny.
The whole world seemed to cave in on me as the full implications of what I was looking at flooded into my brain like water surging through a burst dam.
Now I knew that more than at any other time in my entire life, I was in real danger. Not just from the cops but from people whose faces I didn’t even know.
But who knew me. And who now realized that I was a lot better off to them dead than alive.
Raymond was right. I should have fucking shot her.
Part Three
UNRAVELLING
19
At exactly 12.55 p.m. the next day, I arrived at R.M. Keen’s Funeral Home for the Recently Bereaved, a mouthful if ever there was one. Set slightly back from the road in the attractive, leafy setting of Muswell Hill, it was definitely the sort of place you’d like your corpse to be stored before it went up in smoke. The building itself, hidden from the road by a gentle canopy of beech trees, was a converted nineteenth-century chapel with old-f
ashioned lattice windows which looked to have kept much of its original character. Fresh flowers sprouted from stone vases on either side of the oak door. I half expected to be greeted by the vicar’s wife. There was a gravel car park out front containing a couple of hearses, a sprinkling of other cars, and Raymond’s royal blue Bentley. So at least I knew he was there.
The door was locked. A sign on it asked prospective customers to use the intercom and kindly wait for assistance, so I did just that. A few seconds later a grave, middle-aged voice, sounding not unlike Vincent Price, bade me good afternoon and asked how he could be of assistance. I’m all for creating the right atmosphere, but I think this bloke was taking it a bit far.
‘I’m here to see Mr Raymond Keen,’ I said as gravely as I could.
‘Is Mr Keen expecting you?’
‘Yes, he is.’
‘And your name is?’
‘Mr Milne. Mr Dennis Milne.’
‘I’ll just see if Mr Keen is available.’
Raymond, of course, wasn’t expecting to see me for another hour, and in a completely different location, but I was no longer taking any chances. The e-fit had spooked me sufficiently to start distrusting everyone. Raymond was not going to want me falling into the hands of the police, and if he had to I knew he’d have no qualms about guaranteeing that I didn’t. The only thing going in my favour was the fact that he didn’t know I’d been stopped at a roadblock that night, and had given the police my true identity. At least I hoped he didn’t know. At this point it wouldn’t have surprised me that much if it turned out he had someone on the inside of the police investigation as well.
Vincent Price came back over the intercom. ‘Mr Keen will see you now. Please come in.’
I opened the door and walked into the foyer, which was done out in oak panelling. Vincent was sitting behind a large, very tidy desk, although in the flesh he looked more Vince Hill than Price.
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