This causes him pause. Devlin’s eyes narrow as his jaw goes slack, and his once-flared nostrils relax.
Thinking quickly, I push up to confine his lips with mine, dosing out the percolating passion with a twofold mission—keep him out of jail, and feel his warm, slippery tongue again.
“I will take you back in that bathroom if you keep kissing me like that,” he threatens after pushing away for some air.
“You ain’t ready for this,” I tease before noticing that Trevor and the woman are gone.
“Good trick,” he winks. “I still didn’t un-see Trevor’s snake ass. He’s got his coming.”
“If you wrestle with pigs, you end up just as dirty,” I say to him.
“What?”
“Something that my granny used to tell me,” I explain. “Even if you are clean, if you wrestle with pigs, if you stoop to their level, you get just as dirty.”
He shakes his head.
“When it’s about my family, I don’t care about a little dirt.”
“But is that leader-like?” I propose. “Be smart about it. Strategic and not street. Presidents of anything don’t go around punching people. Let’s figure this out.”
He pulls me close to him.
“Kiss me again like before and I’ll consider your approach,” he growls.
And I do. His touch feels right, like our romance is real.
***
Riding next to Devlin has become the most natural thing. His opening and closing my door, the super-charged rumble that flows under the seat, and the bass that booms from the speaker are all commonplace now.
I slide a hand across his thigh as though he were mine, as though I am not party to a charade to force this passionate and beautiful man into services he may not really need.
“Is there anything that you want to talk about?” I question sincerely.
“You’ve already done so much for me,” he responds sliding his eyes across me. “I truly mean it. I can count the number of people who have looked out for me the way that you have, and none of them are living.”
His eyes divert then and a comfortable silence falls between us.
“I lost my father when I was five years old. My mother passed away when I was eleven. I went to live with my grandmother after that and now she is gone as well,” I confess.
The least that I can do is give him a piece of my truth. In my practice, I parcel information intermittently about myself when I feel that it will help, but I don’t feel like I am talking to a patient. I want him to know about me.
He lays a supportive hand across mine, and I feel comforted.
“I couldn’t imagine losing so many loved ones at such a young age,” he says before returning his hand to the steering wheel.
“It’s a lonely feeling,” I tell him, swallowing the tickle in my throat.
“My father wasn’t around much, and he shipped me away every chance that he could,” Devlin explains quietly, watching the road intently. “When I was home, my siblings didn’t like me. My cousins teased me. I was often surrounded by people and still felt alone.”
“You are worthy of their love Devlin, of love in general. No matter how many degrees you achieve, how hard you work, or how many people you hit, it won’t change the people who are supposed to love you unconditionally,” I explain to him. “When you are making these decisions that can alter your life, you have to think about whether you are doing it for you or because you want their approval. If it’s their approval that you’re searching for, it may not happen.”
His slow nod informs me that he heard what I had to say.
“You kind of sound like a tennis coach I once had,” he says, smiling over at me. “I’ll think about what you said.”
“Really?” I say, remembering my mentor, Dr. Tirash. David Masters had convinced me of this crazy scheme based on the relationship that my mentor had with Devlin as an adolescent.
“Yeah. I’m still not that great at tennis, but I learned a lot about life,” he says. “Things that a man should teach a man, that a father should teach a man.”
“Maybe your father couldn’t teach you those things, but gave you what he could,” I suggest. “He’s a hard worker, a successful businessman, and so are you.”
“I didn’t think about it that way,” he admits.
“That’s why you have me,” I blurt without even thinking. Under usual circumstances, he would have me as a therapist as long as he needed. In this situation, there is a time clock and it is ticking loudly.
Chapter 12-Devlin
Images of the alluring Ayron scroll through my mind as I slide my hand up and down over my aching dick. Fuck. I can’t believe I had her right there, legs open, pussy primed and juicy. I could smell how wet she was when I had her nipples between my lips. Focusing on a thought of her bouncing that plump peach-like ass on my dick pulls me closer to the edge.
Thirty damn days. Who agrees to that stupid shit? I certainly don’t have to wait more than thirty minutes to fall in between the legs of a woman. I hadn’t even waited that long in junior high when I used to sneak and meet Heather Hanks in the woods between the boys’ and girls’ dormitories.
I shake my head.
Oh those eyes, and those words. I had never met a woman who, with one look, made me want to open up my entire soul and give it all to her. Her touch is patience defined. Calming. If she were here right now, I know she would have some saying to focus my mind, or have me rethinking my entire life, some guru shit so that I could fall asleep. She’s that kind of lady. Woman. One worth waiting for.
***
The sunlight beams entirely too bright into my bedroom. I use the remote to draw the shades before I roll across my California king-size bed. The bed I had designed special after watching an episode of “MTV Cribs” that featured Shaquille O’Neal and one of his mansions. Shaq had a custom bed fit for his seven-foot frame. I’m not quite that tall, but at six-foot-three, a regular-king size bed doesn’t seem like enough.
I slip into my house shoes and slink into my walk-in closet. The vaulted ceiling allows for three levels of clothes, mostly suits, to hang. I flip through the color-coordinated button-down shirts and shrug. I move to a row of neatly hung slacks arranged by hue from black to blue to tan. None of them seem like the right thing to put on for a day not spent at work. I even work holidays. My father always had. I can’t remember a day when work wasn’t involved and now someone is threatening to take that all away.
I push a line of pants onto the floor.
Is there really a need for a suit or button-down shirt and slacks today? Where am I really going? To the office? No, my family had basically shunned me. To a friend’s house? No. Never made time for those, beyond Kevin. So what does one wear if a suit is not involved? Yoga pants? No. I had a bought a pair of loose fitting, thin knit pants to wear to the class with Ayron.
She would have an answer. It seems like she always does.
I grab my cell phone attached to a charging cord and try to tone down my excitement as I scroll through my contacts to find Ayron. I can see Ayron again. I can kiss Ayron again. The thought of pulling her taut body against mine shoots a pang of want through me.
Her intense dark eyes stare back when her profile pops up with a picture that I had stolen of her with my phone while we were in Baraide’s. I also notice the time, eight a.m. Fuck it. I want to see her. I don’t care if I wake her up. I don’t care if it’s weird that she’s the first person that I want to see today. Ayron Winters is on my mind and I want her in my bed.
“Hello?” Her perky yet sultry voice causes me to both groan and swallow. I imagine her in a two-piece sleep set, those long legs exposed.
“Good morning, sexy,” I nearly sing into the phone. This girl is taking all of my cool.
She giggles and I smile.
“I don’t know about sexy,” she offers, “but I’ll take your good morning.”
“Why are you underrating yourself?” I ask, diverting from my original plan t
o get her into my closet.
“What?”
“You heard me. Every time that I give you a compliment, you have some kind of comeback about how you aren’t as great as I think you are.”
“Well, I—I can’t,—I don’t,” she sputters.
“Do you think that I am a smart man?” I interrupt.
Silence invades the line and I have to check the connection.
“Yes,” she replies quietly.
“Well, know that I have excellent taste, and you are a hell of woman.”
“Did you just call to take my breath away, or did you have a purpose?” she asks, and I can tell that she is smiling.
“Come have breakfast with me at my house. I’m cooking.”
Silence again.
I wish that she would have stayed the night with me last night and we were having this conversation in my kitchen already.
“I have a client at eleven, so I guess I can come. Text me your address.”
“See you in a few.”
Shortly thereafter, Ayron walks into my home wearing the smile that I remember and a pair of skinny jeans that I will never forget. Her bubbled ass sits higher than normal with the assistance of her wedged shoes. Her shirt gives cause to make me jealous. The solid colored V-neck T-shirt hugs her breasts perfectly and softly falls against her slim waist.
"You look like a better breakfast than what I have in the kitchen,” I say.
She rolls her eyes.
“Your eyes will get stuck that way,” I laugh.
She flips her hand in the air dismissively, a gesture I’ve quickly grown accustomed to. No matter her elegance, there is an underlying sense of street beneath, and I like it.
“My granny used to tell me that all of the time,” she says, meeting my gaze. “Remember that we are here to eat food,” she warns.
I place a hand on her waist and guide her through the living room.
She stops at the large, circular three-hundred-gallon saltwater fish tank positioned in the middle of the room. Blue lights illuminate the colorful fish that swim in grouped circles up and down between authentic rocks and created caves.
“This is beautiful.” She leans forward. I can see a small smile form on her lips as she watches the fish swim and swirl.
She is the first to notice the tank. Any family invited into my home view the tank only as another example of how well-off I am or as a piece of scenery. The fish have been with me since I got this place and began working at my father’s company.
“What are their names?” she asks, bending her knees and pushing her face closer to the glass.
“You really want to know?” I question. “Really?”
She looks up at me, the left side of her mouth lifting.
“I want to know more about you.” Her face is open and honest. I realize I actually enjoy talking to this woman as much as I enjoy looking at her.
I smile at her round face and bright eyes; her interest is a quick turn-on, an addition to the list of the other things that she does so wonderfully. I don’t usually tell people about my fish. Maybe it is the giddiness that I display when I speak about them, or the way that I named them, but there is always that disparaging look once I finish. The look that says, You’re too damn old to be excited about fish.
“The two swimming together there.” I point to the lower portion of the tank. “Those are Sarabi and Mufasa.”
I wait for her to giggle at their names, for her to laugh at how childish I sound.
“What kind of fish are they?” she asks, her grin nearly spreading from ear to ear. “They’re beautiful.”
“They’re Angelfish,” I tell her. “Sarabi is a Queen Angelfish. I liked her yellow and light blue coloring, and her electric blue trim inspired all the colors in my home.”
I describe it, sounding way more into it than I should, but I’ve already told her so much, showed her so much about who I am. I might as well let her know how I really feel about them.
“The others in the tank know she’s the queen, too. They literally move out of her way when she swims in their direction, and you can tell that she expects it, too.”
“I can tell just by the way she’s moving her tail,” she says. “Who’s her partner?”
“That’s Mufasa. They were adults when I bought them together and they were already mated,” I explain.
“Mated? Like married?” she says, while moving around the tank to watch as Sarabi lifts herself through the water.
“Yep. As beautiful as they are, they still choose a mate and stick with them for life,” I reply. “Don’t fuck with Sarabi. Mufasa doesn’t play about his girl.”
“Loyal and protective. I like that,” she says, shyly finding my eyes. “Nice names, by the way. ‘The Lion King’ is one of my favorite movies. I’ve been trying to go to the Broadway play for years.”
“Why haven’t you?” I ask.
“Never could afford the tickets, find the time, or snag an interested party.”
“You really should see it,” I encourage. “I’ve seen it twice already and loved it.”
I take a moment to watch as her eager gaze returns to the tank. With her hands propped on her knees, she turns her attention to another set of fish in the tank.
“What kind are those two? They move together,” she asks.
“Those are Simba and Nala,” I tell her.
“Cool,” she says. “I like Simba. He moves in zig-zags, never a straight line. That’s kind of cool.”
“Yep. He is Mufasa and Sarabi’s kid, so I felt like Simba would be a good name for him. I bought Sarafina and Nala later, and Simba paired with Nala.”
“Aww,” she coos with a genuine smile, before her stomach grumbles. “Sorry,” she says looking away.
“You’re hungry,” I acknowledge. “I can talk about my tank and my fish all day.”
I take her hand into mine. The soft and gentle hand. The one that had cupped my back yesterday and held onto me so tightly. Her skin is softer than I remember, like silk flitting through my fingers.
“I am a tiny bit starving,” she says sheepishly.
“Let me show you to the kitchen.”
I guide her through the hall into the large, open kitchen.
“Wow,” she gasps. “They could film a cooking show in here.”
“Thank you, I think,” I say, moving over to the stove to finish the food.
She walks through the space with wide eyes and smiling lips, touching, flipping, and turning anything that moves, as I scramble some eggs.
“Oh my God,” Ayron shrieks.
Forgetting about the food, I turn to her quickly. Had she hurt herself?
“What’s wrong?” I rush, examining her body for gushing blood or missing limbs.
“This is amazing,” she exclaims, holding up a pale yellow stoneware baking dish.
I sigh and return to the scorching eggs.
“My bakeware is amazing?” I question flatly before plating the eggs, thankful that I could save them. She had almost made me ruin them.
“Do you know how much a set of Tasty LaRue bakeware costs?” she asks.
“Not really,” I say. “I hardly ever use the stuff. I just told my assistant to buy the best. I don’t really look at prices.”
“Yeah. Well. Price matters for me, unfortunately,” she sighs.
The defeat that hangs in her voice causes me to turn and look at her. Her bottom lip moves in between her teeth as her gaze falls onto the dish, and she lazily drags a finger across it. She looks deflated and I feel like an ass.
“The set is nice, though,” she says, forcing a smile that seems more like a wince.
I pull the sausage and bacon from the oven and set them on the counter next to the pancakes that I had made earlier.
“Let’s eat,” I suggest, hoping that I can turn the tide of the downhill conversation. “Grab the pancakes and juice.”
She doesn’t gawk at my dining room like she had the other areas, just quietly places the food and
drink onto the table.
I had killed the vibe. Earlier, she had been carefree with her excitement and feelings. I liked when she let me into her thoughts.
After placing the remaining dish on the table, I make her a plate of food and pass it to her.
For the first few minutes, we eat under the cloud of a strained silence.
“Do you like to bake?” I ask, hoping to resurrect the vital woman that walked through my door this morning.
“Yeah, but not in anything as fancy as you have in there,” she says, while focusing solely on the food.
“My bad for sounding like a jerk earlier,” I throw out between bites. Maybe an apology will help. I just want her to smile again.
“No,” she says, dropping the fork noisily onto the plate.
She looks at me. Her eyes sparkle under her golden eyeshadow and long dark lashes.
“I apologize. Money has been a real sore spot for me lately,” she admits.
“Anything that I can help with?” I offer.
A look of terror invades her face.
“No. I’m fine,” she assures. “I’ve got a plan.”
I nod.
“I do like to bake,” she adds with a dash of genuine cheer. “My grandmother used to bake these amazing pies. I mean ‘slap your momma’ good pies. Can’t say that mine come out as great as hers, but anytime that I need to feel her presence, I bake,” she says.
“I’ll have to try one someday,” I suggest, relieved that the conversation is making a comeback.
“Sure. The only odd part is that the worse that I feel, the better that they taste.”
“Well, I’ll take a happy moderately good pie over a delectable, sad pie any day. I like to see you smile,” I add.
Ayron and I finish breakfast cheerily, remove the dishes, and clean them without me saying anything else to dampen her spirits.
“I’m impressed,” she says, plopping her hands on her hips as I put away the last of the dishes. “You cook and do dishes? Amazing.”
“I have some awesome people that come to help take care of the major stuff. I don’t do windows,” I joke. “Speaking of help. I need your assistance in my bedroom.”
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