Ted said, “You’re so down lately.”
“It’s January, Hy’s gone a lot, and this morning I had a somewhat depressing new-client meeting.”
“Carolyn Warrick.”
“Right.” I related Warrick’s story.
“You taking her on?”
“I told her I’d have to think about it. It’d be a challenge, but…”
“What?”
“I’m not sure it’s the kind of challenge I need right now.”
“Why?”
“Because it promises to be major, and you know I’ve dealt with too many other major—and personal—cases in the past few years.” My half brother Darcy’s disappearance. My friend Piper’s kidnapping. Others just as intense.
“But this one wouldn’t be personal.”
“Not at the beginning. But when did you ever know me not to get personally involved with anything more than a routine skip trace?”
“Never. But that’s your nature.”
“Maybe I’m sick and tired of my nature.”
Ted just smiled and forked up what was left of his caramel cheesecake.
5:40 p.m.
My nature. My goddamn nature.
The narrow blue building was silent, except for the pattering of rain on the mansard roof above my fourth-story office and the humming of the remarkably efficient furnace. At the pier the rain would have been banging off the tin roof, the cars rumbling on the span of the Bay Bridge overhead. I’d’ve been freezing cold from the wind blowing through the dilapidated structure. And yet I missed it. Missed it in the way I missed my old MG that had broken down frequently.
I shelved the last carton of books, then sat down in my newly reupholstered chair by the window. The chair had followed me from a tiny office under the stairs of All Souls Legal Cooperative’s Bernal Heights Victorian to a bigger office there, to the pier, and now to Sly Lane.
Always ratty, sometimes disguised under a hand-woven throw. But the throw had worn out, a spring in the seat had started protruding, and when it came time to move here, I’d decided the otherwise comfortable chair deserved a makeover. Now it was handsome in light brown leather, and I’d ordered a hassock to go with it.
Outside, the lights of lower Tel Hill and the Embarcadero shimmered through the raindrops on the glass; the palm trees that grew along the central greenbelt were great shadows, their trunks swaying, their fronds wind-tossed. The day’s rain was now turning into a full-blown storm.
I told myself I should go home before it got any worse, but still I sat there. If I wasn’t back by seven, one of the young women next door—whom I paid to house- and cat-sit—would go over to take in the mail and feed Alex and Jessie. Hy was busy in Boston this week. I had no responsibilities; even my daily paperwork was done. I also had nothing I wanted to do. So I sat and let myself become mesmerized by the lights and the rain.
And finally it came to me: I was waiting for my decision. Tell Caro Warrick I wouldn’t take her case, or tell her I would.
Part of me resisted; I didn’t particularly like the woman, didn’t understand her need to be vindicated again. But then I remembered Bobby Foster, a young black man on San Quentin’s death row, whom I’d exonerated of the murder for which he’d been convicted. Bobby’s trial had been a gross miscarriage of justice, based on a false confession—which he’d later retracted—induced by a lack of sleep and food and by police coercion. Apparently Caro Warrick’s indictment had been another such miscarriage. Bobby had been fortunate to have out-of-state family members who would take him in after his release, so he could get an education in a place where his alleged crime was unknown. Caro hadn’t possessed that luxury. If this book with Greta Goldstein could change her life, why should I deny her my aid based on a negative first impression?
8:15 p.m.
Warrick lived in an apartment behind the garage of a modest pale green stucco house on Forty-Fourth Avenue, a block from the L Taraval streetcar line. A cracked concrete walkway led between the house’s right side and a newish redwood fence. Rainwater sluiced off the house’s roof and splashed onto my hat—clogged downspouts, no doubt. I followed a shaft of light to Warrick’s door. When she opened it, the odor of an aromatic candle, underscored by mildew, dilated my nostrils.
She took my hat and raincoat, shook them out, and hung them on a hall tree. Urged me toward a sofa. After I sat she went off behind a faded blue curtain that masked a kitchenette to make us tea. I took the opportunity to look around.
The ceiling was water-stained, the walls victims of bad patch jobs. But the Oriental rugs were of good quality, the sofa and chairs somewhat worn but durable. A flat-screen TV—maybe thirty-five inches—dominated one wall, and art glass knickknacks were positioned on the end tables. When Warrick returned she carried a silver tray containing a blue Wedgwood tea set.
She might have been living in a damp garage apartment, but her possessions affirmed that she had once been an affluent woman.
“I’m so glad you’ve agreed to take my case,” she said as she poured.
“Before we proceed, I’ll need your signature on our standard contract.” I handed her the document I’d drawn up before leaving the office.
She read it over, signed it, said she’d give me a cashier’s check for the retainer the next day. I put the contract into my bag, then took a piece of lemon from a little plate and squeezed it into my cup. I don’t really care for tea unless it’s iced, but lemon makes it palatable.
“Do you mind if I record our conversation?” I asked.
“Of course not.”
I set my voice-activated machine on the table between us. “First I’d like some background about your life before the murder. Where you were born, how you grew up, that sort of thing.”
“I’m sure that’s all on record.”
“But not in your own words.”
“I see.” She looked down at her folded hands for a moment. “I was born here in the city. At home, in the big house my parents used to own in the Marina. They had to sell it to help pay for my defense—even public defenders run up expenses. Now they live down the Peninsula in a tacky apartment complex in Millbrae and don’t speak to me. Neither does my brother Rob or my sister Patty. They blame me for their losing the family fortune—such as it was. It’s not fair: I didn’t ask my parents for financial help.”
She looked at me as if she wanted some sort of approval. I nodded. “Go on.”
“Well, as I said, we lived in the Marina. I was the second child. We all got along pretty well—no sibling rivalries, no parental neglect or conflict. But then my older brother Rob accidentally shot our baby sister, Marissa. After that Mom and Dad were guilt-ridden and pulled away from us and each other.”
“Did they become abusive?”
“No. We weren’t that kind of family. Everybody just wanted the… incident to never have happened. We hardly even mentioned Marissa after the funeral. Mom and Dad threw themselves into their careers—she as an interior decorator, he as a financial planner. We kids threw ourselves into our schoolwork. Rob and Patty went to public schools, but after sixth grade I went to a private one—Miss Harrison’s. I had special needs.”
“Such as?”
“I’m dyslexic. And I used to have seizures.”
“Do you know what caused them?”
“None of the doctors could figure it out.”
“You say you used to. When did they stop?”
“I’m not sure. They just… stopped. One day I realized I hadn’t had one in quite a while.”
“How old were you then?”
“Nineteen? Twenty? Somewhere around that age.”
“So after Miss Harrison’s…?”
“I went to City College for a year, but I wasn’t much of a student. After that I worked as a model through the Ames Agency. Did a lot of ads for Macy’s. Maybe you saw them?”
I didn’t remember them, but I nodded.
“That was where I met Amelia. She modeled too. Not because she needed the
money, but because she enjoyed seeing her picture in the paper and on billboards. She’d just gotten her first TV work when she… died.”
“Your relationship with Amelia—how would you describe it?”
“Close girlfriends. We’d go clubbing together, pick up guys. Do other silly stuff—you know.”
“Such as?”
“Take the last ferry to Sausalito and sleep on the dock until morning. Roller-skate around the neighborhood in the middle of the night. Go looking for the best margaritas in the Bay Area.”
I smiled, thinking of a long ago Best Ramos Fizz Hunt.
“And Jake? How did he figure in all of this?”
“I met him at a club in the Mission, the Screaming Eagle. After he and I got together, Amelia’s and my friendship sort of slacked off. Oh, we’d still have drinks and talk on the phone a lot, but it wasn’t the same. She resented Jake, and eventually she set about taking him away from me. Succeeded, too.”
“And what was your reaction?”
“I didn’t kill her.”
“What did you do?”
“Tried to kill myself. Pills and booze one night. My sister Patty found me and I ended up getting my stomach pumped. Believe me, I’d never go through that again.”
“I would hope not.”
“Thing is, I was there that night. I did confront Amelia about Jake. She laughed at me, said he wasn’t so great a catch and when she was done with him she’d throw him back. I loved him, couldn’t stand her disparaging him like that. So I left in a rage. That was when the witnesses saw me in the elevator and the lobby.”
“Did you go home?”
“No. I was a real-estate agent, had a house to show in the Richmond. I’m afraid I didn’t do much of a selling job. Afterward I’m not sure where I went. It’s a blur. All I can remember is flashes of purple and red and yellow. A blur of people. Fragments of music and noise.”
“Perhaps you had a recurrence of the epilepsy?”
“I don’t think so. There’s an aura when an attack is coming on; I would’ve known what was happening. And if I’d had a spell people would’ve seen me, called 911. No, I have a sense I wandered the streets for quite a while.”
“Where?”
She shrugged. “I don’t know. It’s one of those memories that’s locked down deep. I’ve even tried hypnotherapy, but I just can’t bring it to the surface.”
When we’d talked earlier she’d seemed strong and in control; now she was fragile, vulnerable.
She said, “It’s not going to be easy, is it—investigating for me?”
“No, it isn’t.”
“Are there any rules?”
“Only one: you tell me the truth at all times. If I find out you’ve lied to me, I’ll terminate the investigation—and you’ll forfeit the unused portion of the retainer.”
“Agreed.”
“Good. Now let’s get to work. Tell me about your collaborative book with Greta Goldstein.”
“She approached me last August. You know she’s done a number of biographies and true-crime accounts?”
“I’m familiar with her work.” In fact, Goldstein had approached me about a book on several of my cases. I’d turned her down; I didn’t need or want that kind of sensational publicity.
“Greta’s New York publisher, Wyatt House, was interested in the book. We signed a contract and started to work, putting together a timeline and establishing the major characters. Then in October, Greta’s agent heard a rumor that another publisher had contracted for Jill Starkey’s book and they were pressuring Wyatt House to drop us.”
“Can they do that?”
“Anybody can do anything in publishing, according to Greta. It’s a tight-knit community: people owe other people favors, or have something on them.”
Same as in my business—and the world at large.
“What was Wyatt House’s reaction?”
“They stood by our contract. We’ll deliver the final draft in April. In fact, I have to go to my self-storage unit in South City to look for a final batch of documents Greta needs. I’ll see if I can dredge up something that might be helpful to you too.”
“Good. And what about Starkey’s book?”
“I hear she’s having trouble with it. A lot of the people she needs to interview about me won’t talk with her.”
“This ‘vendetta’ you say Starkey has against you—could that be about your stance on gun control?”
“Yes.”
“Nothing more personal?”
“We differ on issues—social, political, individual. Do you know Jill Starkey?”
“I’ve never met her and I don’t read her column much.”
“Then reserve your judgment till you talk with her in person.”
11:50 p.m.
By the time I got home, I could already feel a psychic drain. This case was going to take its toll on me, that was for sure. The client was probably unstable, the details were sordid, and the outcome wouldn’t matter legally. Yet I’d agreed. What the hell was wrong with me?
The house was cold; I turned up the thermostat as I went down the hall. The cats didn’t come to greet me. I clicked on the overhead in the sitting room and started when a grunt of protest came from the couch.
“Jesus, you really know how to wake a girl up!”
My niece Jamie, middle child from my sister Charlene’s marriage to country music star Ricky Savage.
“What’re you doing here?” I asked.
She uncoiled her long, slender legs, pushed back the rich chestnut hair she’d inherited from her father. Screwed up her oval face in a scowl so like her mother’s that I laughed.
The scowl grew deeper. “Please, turn that thing down,” she commanded.
I hit the dimmer, went around the couch and sat down on the edge of the coffee table. “So to what do I owe this pleasure?”
“I’m up here on a gig. The first on a West Coast tour.”
“You’re performing?”
She sat up, pulling her feet under her and clasping her arms around her knees. “I’ve been doing these singing gigs around San Luis, you know?”
It was the first I’d heard of it, but I nodded.
“Different bands. Nobody big. But this one group—Cash Only—got an agent who set them up with a tour, and they asked me to go along. Cal Poly isn’t working out too well for me, so I said yes. And here I am.”
“Why aren’t you at your father’s?”
“He’s nervous about it, and he makes me nervous. He and Mom were really opposed to me dropping out to sing. But that’s because he knows how hard life on the road is. And Mom only wants me to get the degree because Dad got her pregnant when she was still in high school and she had to marry him and didn’t get her GED or go to college until years later.”
“Valid reasons. Your dad wasn’t always rich or famous. And your mom spent a lot of lean years with him when having a high school diploma would’ve helped her contribute to their income.”
“My mom was only into having babies, and my dad was only into screwing groupies.”
I closed my eyes. There was more than a grain of truth in what she said: Charlene had had their six children in short order, and had frequently lived off my parents—who themselves were not affluent—while Ricky was out on the road. Ricky’s record with star fuckers was legendary. But then Charlene had discovered a talent for finance, gotten high school and college degrees, and left Ricky for an international financier who had been one of her visiting professors. And Ricky had fallen in love with my best friend and occasional operative Rae Kelleher, married her, and turned into a totally committed man.
“Anyway,” Jamie said, “eventually they came around to the concept that this is my choice and my life.”
Good. My parents had thought I was wasting my—largely useless—degree in sociology from Cal by working as an investigator. My mother still complained that my job was too dangerous. But they’d also agreed it was my choice and my life.
“So ever
ything’s okay now?” I asked hopefully. Leaping with both feet into a family conflict was not what I needed to do right then. Of course, neither was taking the Warrick case. But who ever said the events of your life will be opportune?
“Okay. Dad and Rae are coming to the concert in Berkeley tomorrow. You too, if you have time.”
“We’ll see, and you and I will talk more in the morning.”
I tucked a soft blue blanket around her and went to bed.
Sharon McCone Mysteries by Marcia Muller
City of Whispers
Coming Back
Locked In
Burn Out
The Ever-Running Man
Vanishing Point
The Dangerous Hour
Dead Midnight
Listen to the Silence
A Walk Through the Fire
While Other People Sleep
Both Ends of the Night
The Broken Promise Land
A Wild and Lonely Place
Till the Butchers Cut Him Down
Wolf in the Shadows
Pennies on a Dead Woman’s Eyes
Where Echoes Live
Trophies and Dead Things
The Shape of Dread
There’s Something in a Sunday
Eye of the Storm
There’s Nothing to Be Afraid Of
Double (with Bill Pronzini)
Leave a Message for Willie
Games to Keep the Dark Away
The Cheshire Cat’s Eye
Ask the Cards A Question
Edwin of the Iron Shoes
Nonseries
Cape Perdido
Cyanide Wells
Point Deception
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