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I had found that door after thirty years of searching. It 2
was the hatch to my own basement, and the brownie was 3
a white man who wanted to be caged. No matter the dif-4
ferences the main story was the same. I went to bed think-5
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hung neatly from the back of the cage. The concrete sur-16
rounding his cell was dark from the water he must have 17
thrown there. “I washed both pair last night. I wasn’t at all 18
tired.”
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Anniston Bennet had a huge uncircumcised penis. It 20
was the biggest one I had ever seen on a human male. It 21
just hung down flaccid and heavy between his thighs.
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conscious of his nakedness or endowment. “I don’t usually 24
think about things much. Usually there’s too much to get 25
done. I’ve lived a pretty active life, you know. But you had 26
me thinking last night. And to answer your question —”
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“About killing —”
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“I have to go, Mr. Bennet,” I said. I put down the fried 3
eggs and heated potato patties and pushed them under 4
the door to his cage. I was rattled by his ease at being 5
naked. He wasn’t a powerfully built man, small except for 6
that big dick. And there was a cascading series of cross-7
hatched scars down his right shoulder that was painful to 8
see. His feet were tiny. Something about standing there 9
conversing with the naked man was too much for me.
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then.”
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“Where you going?”
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“To see my friend. We said we’d get together today.”
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He wanted to keep on talking, but I had to get out of 15
there. I rushed up the stairs and slammed the hatch shut.
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the padlocks and went straight to my car.
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from the cellar that morning. I have what I always thought 20
was a normal-size penis. I’ve never measured or anything, 21
but it has the feel of average. The women I’ve known were 22
never surprised, one way or the other, when my erection 23
was finally exposed to them. And even when they whis-24
pered sweet compliments, it had to do with how hard it 25
got rather than how deep it went. Some men, I knew, 26
were better endowed. Bethany had told me that it was 27 S
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but I had seen him in the boys’ gym and he didn’t hold a 1
candle to Anniston Bennet.
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at being naked. As a child I learned to be ashamed of ex-5
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wear today make me avert my eyes.
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I had not lied to Bennet. It was Tuesday. Clarance always 9
took Tuesdays off and worked the lighter Sunday shift. I 10
got there a little after 10:00. His oldest daughter, Athalia, 11
was sitting on the front porch. She was a big girl, sixteen 12
I believe, and a magnet for boys.
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“Hi, Mr. Blakey!” she shouted. “Daddy’s havin’ break-14
fast.”
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across the lawn in an engaging manner. Athalia was what 17
is known as a daddy’s girl. She loved to see men happy.
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at some East Hampton crossroads to be blessed in so 20
many ways.
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“How’s summer school, Thalia?”
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whole week off.” She was bothered, but nothing kept 6
Athalia down for long. She gave me a big grin and opened 7
the door for me. I went through the small ranch-style 8
house toward the back. There was no one in the dining 9
room. Through the window I could see big Clarance sit-10
ting down to a meal at his cast-iron patio table. He was 11
and red thongs. The iron table and chair were painted 13
lime green. Behind him was a child’s rubber pool in the 14
middle of the back lawn. Clarance’s house was a small af-15
fair, built in the midfifties. His family had lived in the 16
Harbor for at least a hundred years, but they came from 17
slaves down in Georgia. He still had cousins in Atlanta.
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He saw me through the window and waved a turkey 19
drumstick at me.
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Once outside I hailed him. “Hey, Clarance.”
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“Charles.” He used his drumstick to point out an iron 22
chair, which I dragged to the table.
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“You want some food?” he asked me.
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“No, thanks.”
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“How are you, Clarance?”
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“Can’t complain. Athalia had a Playgirl magazine at 2
school and they kicked her out. Can you imagine that?
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Here they had lawyers holding up the president’s dick on 4
TV every night and they wanna suspend a girl for buyin’
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tion,” I said.
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That raised Clarance’s eyebrows a notch. It might have 9
been the first apology that I ever gave without being 10
forced into it.
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“That’s okay,” he said. “You okay?”
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“Been thinkin’. Been thinkin’.”
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“About what?”
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“I don’t know, Clarance. I guess I’m wondering why I’m 15
out here doin’ what I do. You know, there’s nothing to it.”
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“What you mean?”
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even now it feels like I’m still asleep, or almost out. I wake 19
up for a minute and then three days go by and I wake up 20
again.”
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and I’m in a store buying pot roast. Or somebody’s talk-24
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there. You know?”
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I could tell that Clarance was concerned because he 2
stopped eating.
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“Like you black out?” he asked.
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concentrate. It’s like nothing is important enough to 6
think about.”
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me — my whole life. Not a single day went by that I 9
wasn’t lost in daydreams. Teachers talking at you, my 10
mother or father telling me what was right or wrong. The 11
reason I didn’t watch TV was because I couldn’t sit still for 12
a movie or sitcom. Halfway through a war film I still 13
wasn’t sure which side was which. I could read books, fun 14
books, and I could follow an animal through the woods 15
for hours. A blaze in the fireplace could keep my atten-16
tion for a whole night. But anybody telling me anything 17
was just a waste of good breath, as my uncle Brent used 18
to say.
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“Maybe you drinkin’ too much,” Clarance said.
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“Maybe.”
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“You want a job, Charles?”
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“What kind of job?”
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again. His act of kindness felt like the gentle nudge my 26
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tique business. She specializes in quilts, but she’s helping 3
me sell the stuff that was in my cellar. It’s a lotta money.”
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the taxi business, and his wife, Mona, was a nurse at the 8
hospital in Southampton. Their families had nothing to 9
give them. They spent everything on their kids. And so 10
when Clarance still had concern on his face for my di-11
lemma, I understood that he was a real friend. We’d 12
known each other for thirty-three years, my whole life, 13
and that was the first moment that I knew he really cared 14
for me.
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pick up Cat after work and go to some bars.”
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sorry if I ever made you mad, man. You know I was just 20
jealous. See ya.”
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teenager on the front porch. I glanced at her and realized 23
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the Playgirl magazine that got her suspended.
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“Mr. Dodd-Blakey,” he said in greeting.
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I pulled the trunk up to his cell and sat.
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“What do you want?” I asked.
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“To serve out my time. To pay my debt.”
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Charles. May I call you Charles?”
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“It’s my name,” I said.
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tion is needed sometimes within moments of certain 1
events. When my phone rings I’m supposed to answer. If 2
I fail to respond there are consequences.”
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“What kind of consequences?”
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one leg over the other. “Money might be lost, a political 6
player could be discredited. Someone might die.” He 7
looked up at the ceiling. “Later on I’ll be held responsible.”
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a judge’s interpretation. There’s no defense. When you’re 13
absent you’re dealt out. And then no one recognizes you 14
but your enemies.”
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“All that’s going to happen, but you still want to stay in 16
here?”
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“No.” His impossible eyes looked straight into mine.
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“Then why?”
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“Have you ever been in love?” was his reply.
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Of course. Everybody’s been in love. But it wasn’t true. It 22
wasn’t true and I didn’t want to lie to my new mentor.
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adored, idolized, lusted after, and cared for many women.
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