The Man in My Basement

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by Walter Mosley

And now I have to go. I’ll come down tomorrow and ask 10

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  “Whatever you say, Warden.” Bennet smiled.

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  “You want a book?”

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  “If I may,” he said.

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  I passed him a paperback that I brought in my pocket.

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  Hothouse by Brian Aldiss. It was a book set millions of 16

  years in the future, where plants had ascended to be the 17

  dominant species on Earth. Maybe I gave it to him be-18

  cause it was one of my favorites. I don’t know.

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  I sat up at the head of my bed and communed with my 22

  ancestors. I didn’t know a damn thing about them except 23

  that my family had kept and then forgotten them in the 24

  basement for hundreds of years. They were the only thing 25

  in my life of value right then — a hope that I came from 26

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  I was looking at the ivory faces and thinking about my-2

  self as an embezzler and a murderer. Brent had always 3

  called me a malingerer. Maybe I was that too.

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  Early in the morning, about 3:00 or so, I pulled out an 5

  old spring binder that I had used in college. I started writ-6

  ing ideas for questions. By the time the sun came up, my 7

  tin trash can was filled with the failures I had penned.

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  Breakfast for the prisoner was shredded wheat and skim C 14

  milk with no sugar and no fruit. I went in having resolved 15

  to deliver the food and leave.

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  I put the tray down and he said, “So what are we going 17

  to talk about today, Warden?”

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  “Is Anniston Bennet your real name?” I asked without 19

  thinking. But as soon as I asked, I was happy. It was only 20

  one question. I had to ask three before having to answer 21

  one of his.

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  I was so intent on the silly rules of the game that I al-23

  most missed Bennet’s reaction. His head twisted to the 24

  right an inch or so and the skin around his eyes momen-25

  tarily tightened into a network of fine wrinkles.

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  “Yes,” he said.

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  another question to dig the truth out.

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  “Was it your birth name?”

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  “No.”

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  “What was that name?”

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  “Tamal Knosos.” He stared blue comets at me. No fur-5

  ther information was forthcoming.

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  “It’s your turn,” I said.

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  “I’m thinking,” he responded lamely.

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  “If you don’t have anything to ask, then you forfeit and 9

  it’s my turn again.”

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  “Are you a child?” He sneered and frowned. I might 11

  have felt victorious at causing him to lash out like that, 12

  but there was a force behind his condemnation that un-13

  settled me.

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  “No,” I said. “And that was a question. So now you tell 15

  me where that name came from, why it was changed, and 16

  by whom.”

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  I counted the inquiries on the same three fingers he had 18

  used the day before.

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  Tamal Knosos considered me for a long time. It took all 20

  of my concentration not to break away from his gaze. I 21

  knew somehow that if he stared me down, I would never 22

  regain the advantage.

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  Looking back on that morning, I can see how it might 24

  seem foolish, childish really, the game we played. Two 25

  full-grown men in that ridiculous situation. But if you 26

  were there, you’d have felt how deadly serious we were.

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  “I don’t know,” he said at last.

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  “You don’t know what?”

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  “I don’t know the answers, not the real answers. My 1

  mother’s name was Maria Knosos, and she was unmar-2

  ried. My father’s name was Tamal. The birth certificate 3

  only had his first name. His nationality was Turkish. My 4

  name became Tamal Knosos because my mother died be-5

  fore she could give me a name. She had come to New 6

  York from Greece and met this man, Tamal, somewhere.

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  He was already gone by the time I was born. I was neither 8

  Greek nor Turkish but an orphan in America. When I 9

  grew up I named myself. I didn’t know a thing about ei-10

  ther parent or their cultures. I was here and I meant to 11

  thrive. I created a whole history based on the name Ben-12

  net. The ancestors I chose came over on a boat before the 13

  American Revolution. They had died out mostly, except 14

  for Anniston, except for me.”

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  I was looking closely at my prisoner. At his bald head 16

  and impossible eyes.

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  “Contact lenses,” he said and then leaned forward, put-18

  ting his fingers against his left eye. When he leaned back 19

  he had in his hand a big lens, whites and all, of a blue eye.

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  The black eye that looked back at me from the left socket 21

  could well have been Greek or Turkish.

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  “I had my scalp done by an electrologist,” he said. “In 23

  the kind of work I do, there’s no promise that you will 24

  have a razor ready to shave the black locks.”

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  “My name is Anniston Bennet,” my prisoner said with 2
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  “It’s your turn,” I replied.

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  “I don’t want to play this game anymore,” he said.

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  “If you don’t play my game, I don’t play yours,” I said 6

  simply. The power I felt was stronger than any alcohol.

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  Bennet replaced his blue eye and shook his head.

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  “You don’t want to fuck with me, Charlie.” He was an-9

  other man again.

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  “Oh no?” I walked out of the basement and up to the 11

  house. In the pantry I had two loaves of white bread and 12

  three cans of Borden’s condensed milk waiting for just this 13

  moment. These I carried back down into the hole. I shoved 14

  the food under the gate, smashing the bread in the process, 15

  and then threw a can opener through a cell diamond.

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  I went back to the hatch and snapped off the light. I 17

  called down, “See you in four days, Tamal.”

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  He yelled something unintelligible as I slammed down 19

  the door to the cellar. He was still shouting as I secured 20

  the locks to the basement. But you could barely hear his 21

  shouts just five feet away from the hatch. It was a well-22

  built stone cellar and the door was insulated, almost 23

  soundproof as it turned out.

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  I went up to the house listening for his shouts but heard 25

  nothing. At about noon I figured that he stopped, so I 26

  went back down to the cellar door. He was still shouting, 27 S

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  set him free. I could have saved face by saying that I just 1

  wanted to throw a scare into him. I could have freed him 2

  and sent him packing. I knew that that was the wisest 3

  course to follow, but something else had taken me over.

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  Perverse pride left Tamal/Anniston in his hole.

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  Ever since the first day he stood at my front door, I felt 6

  that Bennet held the upper hand. He was self-assured and 7

  a man of the world and rich and white. I was permanently 8

  unemployed and broke. Putting him in that cell and serv-9

  ing him was like tying Joe Frazier’s right hand behind his 10

  back and then picking a fight with him.

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  The only way I could beat Bennet was to break him, to 12

  show him that I was boss of my house. To show him that 13

  I meant what I said and that I would not break down. Af-14

  ter all, he agreed to my rules. He had said okay. What did 15

  he expect? He told me that he wanted to be punished, 16

  that he wanted me as his warden. I had warned him.

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  I was late getting out of the house and late to Tiger 20

  Tanaka’s, the Japanese restaurant. Narciss was waiting pa-21

  tiently in the display window at a table for two.

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  “Hey,” I said as I walked up. “Sorry I’m late. I had some 23

  business with Mr. Dent that I couldn’t break off.”

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  them either. So much of them is about everyday life in the 2

  black community out here, and there are names, names of 3

  your relatives back more than two hundred years.”

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  ence to three Africans that came over on a Spanish ship 8

  before the Revolution. I don’t think these ladies knew 9

  about the masks. Now, either they didn’t know of their re-10

  lation to the three African sailors or somehow your fam-11

  ily inherited the masks from another clan.”

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  She was wearing a dark-blue dress that came to 13

  midthigh when she sat. It was a sharp number — new, I 14

  believed. I sat down, put my hands across the table, and 15

  touched her elbows with my fingers.

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  “I was thinking,” she continued. “I mean, I haven’t 17

  really pushed ahead with the sales yet. I was thinking that 18

  maybe you would like to start a museum.”

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  “Yes. An African American museum of the life out here.

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  We could use my upstairs. I could charge admission. You 22

  wouldn’t make as much as you would if you sold the 23

  pieces, but you could keep them and share them too.”

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  “It’s nice to see you, Miss Gully.”

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  mouth as if they were uttered by some stranger. “I felt bad 1

  about how we got off the phone the other night. I like 2

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  before we had a chance to be friends.”

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  Narciss smiled and sighed. She touched her long fingers 5

  against my forearm, and the waitress, a blond teenager, 6

  came up to take our order.

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  I ate raw fish for the first time in my life. Yellowtail and 8

  tuna, and smoky and sweet-tasting sea urchin on a mint 9

  leaf. I paid for the meal and then took Narciss on a long 10

  drive out to Montauk. I kissed her the first time on the 11

  beach. We had been walking for more than an hour. She 12

  had done almost all the talking — mostly about the mu-13

  seum she wanted me to contribute toward — but there 14

  were details about her mother and father and her activist /

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  lawyer sister, Rochelle, who lived in D.C. and had three 16

  children by as many men.

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  “She’d be a welfare mother if she wasn’t a lawyer,” she 18

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  I was thinking that Rochelle didn’t sound any different 20

  from many men that I had known. Men who bounced 21

  from woman to woman, creating babies as they went.

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  Clarance was like that. There were at least three women 23

  who he admitted having children by. He was proud of his 24

  virility.

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  left arm snaked up around my neck while her right hand 2

  gripped my biceps. Her tongue was quick to find mine.

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  We stood there in each other’s arms until my legs began 4

  to ache. That was about 5:30. I broke away long enough 5

  to suggest that we drive back to my house. We made it to 6

  the car, but it was almost 7:00 before I turned the ignition 7

  key and started back toward home.

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  All that time we had only been kissing. Lips and necks.

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  Her dress was sleeveless, so sometimes I kissed her arms.

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  She leaned over me now and again, resting her forearm on 11

  my erection, but that was as close as we came to sex until 12

  we got back to my place.

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  The drive back was more than an hour. She filled up 14

  the minutes talking about my aunts’ diaries and what im-15

  portance they held.

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  “It’s what real history is made of,” Narciss said. She was 17

  reclining comfortably in her seat. The window was open 18

  and the wind blew across her face. “Recipes and funerals, 19

  petty disputes and detailed explanations of social gaffes.

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  There’s some talk about race but not as much as you’d ex-21

  pect. Your aunt Theodora was very religious, but Penel-22

  ope and Jane-Anne hardly ever mentioned the Bible or 23

  the Lord. Just the leaves of the diaries under a glass case 24

  could be the room of a museum.”

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