by Carly White
“I’m out of town right now.”
“Liar. I saw your car come through earlier.”
“I’m at home Billy, about to go out.”
“Address?”
“I’m not giving you the address.” Fuck, I was going to if he asked.
There was a silence on the other side and I waited for his command. The very idea made me want to hang up, but I was waiting for something.
“If I don’t see you tonight I might explode.”
The answer was so simple, as the question had been. I gave him what he wanted. I knew I was going to cave in.
“Be right there.”
Chapter 8
I didn’t know how long he would be, but I knew that I was not ready for a visitor. I had driven home in yoga pants and a T shirt. It definitely wasn’t what I wanted him to see me in, so I went to the back of the apartment to change and maybe jump in the shower. I was already preparing for what was to come.
I decided on a shower after the drive. It had been a long day and a long drive back to campus. I didn’t feel sexy, I felt a mess. Facing Billy in this way did not suit me. I made it quick, not sure what time he would be there. I was turning off the water and wrapping a towel around me when I heard a loud knock at the door. Of course. “Just a minute!”
He knocked harder and I cursed at the closed door. Why was that man so impatient?
Moving towards the door, I tightened my grip on the towel. I opened the door while I held the towel in place with the other and then moved to let him in. “Just give me a second to get dressed. I will be right out.”
I got into the back bedroom quickly, shutting the door behind me as I searched for something to wear. My heart was going a mile a minute and I couldn’t think.
Hearing the door open, I turned around to see him standing there. “I am sick of waiting Deidra. You are not going to put me off anymore.”
I gulped, trying to swallow down the sudden obstruction in my throat. Billy was next to me quickly. Before I could blink he was in front of me. His hands and lips were on me in seconds and there was no way I could think anymore at all. I opened my mouth to the pressure of his tongue. It was as I knew it would be. When he started moving me backwards, I didn’t really understand what he was doing, until I felt the bed mattress on the back of my calves. I was quickly pushed to the surface, his body moving over mine. Everything was just going too fast, but there was no way for me to resist it.
There was a breeze on my body as he lifted up his own and pushed the towel away that was covering me. He hissed with a full view and I couldn’t help but dampen from the sound. Pulling me towards the headboard, his arm snaked underneath my back to effortlessly move me. Then he was pulling his lips away and I was left staring up at him. Grabbing my hands, he raised them above my head and told me not to move them. “If you do, I will not let you come.”
It was not that dangerous of a threat, but in my current state, it seemed like a fate worse than death. While I had been the one hiding, it was not from lack of want. I wanted him more than anything I could previously think of. When he moved back and started to undress, I was quickly reminded just how big he was, in all parts of his body. My eyes were drawn to the long length between his legs, swinging slightly side to side as he walked towards me. It was impossible not to feel something with the intent in his eyes and the hardness below.
I had never felt so confined without anything holding me. He looked determined and I somehow knew that if I did move my hands, he would make good on his threat. I whimpered as he moved back over me and I looked between our bodies to his hardness. My thick thighs opened wide for him, urging him closer. I just needed him inside of me. No more teasing or playing, just fulfillment. When his long rod finally did touch my core, I jerked with the sensation. It was hard and heavy against me.
“Is this what you want?”
I shook my head quickly. I was practically gagging for it. How could he not see? I wanted desperately to grab his fat cock and push it inside of me. I could feel it rubbing back and forth against my wetness, but not moving inwards which was needed so badly.
“Please Billy!”
Words tumbled out of my mouth as my hips rose up to meet him, to force him to give me what I want. But he moved away, taking away his heavy heat and leaving me begging for it. Not once or twice, but several times. He barely had to kiss me to make me wet, as I had been primed for weeks.
“Why didn’t you come like you had promised?”
My eyes opened and I whimpered. I didn’t want to talk. “Because you scare me.”
“You don’t seem scared.”
I closed my eyes again, my hips rising suddenly and pushing the head just inside my tightness. Its width pushed against the sides of my walls, stretching me for a second before he pulled back. I knew that the contact had affected him as much as it did me. His eyes darkened and he moved down to kiss me. His teeth nibbled on my bottom lip, a tiny pain shooting through the sensitive area.
He moved back and pressed back into me slowly and only another inch before pulling out. Billy did it several times, waiting for something from me. “What are you afraid of?”
His shallow thrusts were driving me crazy. I clenched as hard as I could, trying to tempt him to push deeper. His short nails dragged over the skin on my arms and then down my sides as he pulled away and sat back on his knees. The action made me shiver and squeeze harder on the silken shaft. “Answer me or I will stop.”
“Fine.”
My stubbornness was hard to resist. He slammed forward and I screamed out. My eyes crashed closed. Billy ripped out as fast as he had entered my velvet sheath that embraced every inch of his massive meat. “Still want to stop?”
I nodded that I didn’t. “Please don’t.”
I felt the head move back to my tightness and I held my breath for him to push in deep. I needed him to push in deep. I needed it back. When he didn’t, I reopened my eyes and looked up into his questioningly. “You still haven’t answered me. I want to know why you keep disappearing?”
Having enough of his games, I moved my arms, reaching for him. They wrapped around his neck and I slide down on top of him before he could stop me. Once I was all the way on top and he was all the way inside of me, I started to move up and down on his hard cock. My tits bounced in his face to distract him and his hands went to my waist. I had finally broken his will and the triumphant feel of him inside of me couldn’t be matched. Then I was gasping, my body heaving as each push down filled me full and dragged his body up against my clit. “Yes, yes, yes!”
I couldn’t stop saying it and when he leaned down to bite my neck, the different stimulations converged and I was crying out his name. I saw stars behind my closed eyes and then felt my body being slammed down into the bed and then sudden fullness that took my breath away. Hammering inside of me, wave after wave of pleasure coursed through my body.
Billy was gritting his teeth above me, rutting deep and hard when he finally stilled, pouring his hot seed deep against my womb. Shaking inside, he pushed me to another end that seemed to have the same results.
It was several moments before he pulled out and left me with a sigh on my lips. It had been well worth the wait.
Billy lay down next to me, pulling me in to snuggle with his hard body. My form melted against him, feeling like it fit too well to not be right.
“What are you afraid of Deidra?”
“This.”
“This?”
“The feeling that I get when I am around you.”
Billy was quiet for a moment. “I don’t understand.”
“You will be playing pro-ball soon with all those contracts, you will forget about me, but I won’t be able to forget about you.”
“What makes you say that?”
“Because I think I’ve fallen for you.”
“Now what makes you think I could forget about you?” He turned his face towards me, but I couldn’t meet his eyes. “How could I forget the only woman who was
there when everything might have slipped away? You encouraged me and helped me heal. You gave me hope Deidra and I can’t get you off of my mind. Where ever I go, I want you there with me.”
Finally meeting his gaze, I could see that what he said was genuine. I felt like my heart was going to burst and I kissed him. The idea of him being mine, made me press myself against his sticky cock that was growing behind me. “Already want more?”
I shook my head. I was dying for more, trying to move up to push him in. Wrapping his arms around my chest, he tugged me tightly to his own and licked my earlobe with his tongue. I jerked with the feel of his wide cockhead pressing against me, pressuring my tightness. “Say please.”
My eyes closed. “Billy, please! I need you.”
I cried out when my wish was granted and I started to feel whole once more.
THE END
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Speechless
A Bad Boy Football Sports Romance
By: Carly White
Speechless
Chapter 1
“Don’t look, but I think Axl is looking at you.”
I automatically look because well, I couldn’t help it. I didn’t believe Ashlea and it wouldn’t be the first time that she had messed with me about him. No one else knew but her. I have had a crush on him since I started college and now at the tail-end of my last year, I was starting to think more about the opposite sex and less about my grades.
Always wanting to graduate Magna Cum Laude, that had been my focus and I will admit, I let me love life kind of go down the drain. Ashlea gave me hell about it all the time, but I couldn’t tell her that I was waiting, saving myself for the right man, at the right time. I knew that it hadn’t been the right time when I was in high school, but now that I was only a couple of months away from my goal, love could be put back on the schedule if the right guy came along. In my wildest dreams, it would have been Axl.
“You know he would not look at me like that, besides, guys like him are only interested in one thing.”
“Well you would be too if you gave it a try.”
I gave her a dirty look that she just smiled to. She tossed her blonde hair back and giggled. Ashlea oozed sexuality, while me, I was the shy girl that didn’t say much. The only time men fought for me was as a science partner.
He was looking over at me from across the yard, his dark eyes met mine for a moment before I looked down. I know that I had to be blushing and it made me wonder what he wanted. I pulled my hair back up in a ponytail and shrugged on my cardigan. It was almost too hot for it, but I couldn’t stand the distraction if I didn’t. Getting up from the bench, I started off towards our next class. It was my worst class and of course, it was the only one that I had with Axl.
“See I told you I wasn’t lying this time.’
“So what? You know his reputation I am not trying to be one of those girls. He has been through enough of them.”
I wished that he was different. That somehow a guy that hot would not know it or that he would still be a decent guy at the end of the day. Axl was a pretty decent guy, as long as you weren’t a girl that he ‘dated’. That much was clear and although I wondered why he was even looking my way, I knew that it was not for what I wanted. I wanted more than just lust and an orgasm.
“You can’t believe everything that you hear Sue.”
She couldn’t even keep a straight face when she said it. We both knew that the rumors about him were true. I ran into him and another girl in the midst of it last week at a party at one of the frat houses. I couldn’t get his body out of my mind and ever since then, I had seen him looking from time to time.
“Anyways. Did you do the homework that he assigned? I couldn’t figure out the last couple questions, did you?”
Ashlea looked at me with that look. That ‘yeah right, did you forget who you are talking to’ look that she was best known for. I had never met someone who was so expressive. There was no need to wonder what Ashlea was thinking because she literally was an open book. Even when she did not want to be, she couldn’t help it. It was written on her face.
“Okay great, we are both screwed then. I don’t know why I have to have statistics for psychology, but I guess I do.” Ashlea was going for a business degree and neither one of them were math whizzes. The funny thing about it was that Axl apparently was doing better than both of us. I had always thought of him as kind of an idiot, but I was wrong. I wondered if there was more to Axl than what met the eye. Could he really be more than the rich star quarterback that I had been dreaming about for all those years? I doubted it, but it was fun to think of him that way. More available and more what I was actually looking for in a man.
Me and Ashlea sat down at our table. Everyone had chosen another person for a partner and of course, we had picked each other. It hadn’t helped us with much more than someone to talk to through the class, but I wouldn’t have had it any other way. One class could not possibly bring my GPA down enough for me to care. My honors were already locked in. If not, I may have gotten a tutor or something because my mind just did not work with numbers.
I saw that Mr. Reynolds was coming in and like always, he looked as unkempt as much of the students. There were several rumors about him helping girls with their grades for a price, but I thought the price was far too high and I just wasn’t interested. I couldn’t believe that anyone else was, but according to the local rumor mill, he banged many in each class. Ashlea and I would watch his interaction with the rest of the class. We tried to figure out who he was helping with grades. It usually wasn’t that hard since it was almost always the girls that he had stay over. He always had something to talk to them about and we all knew that there was a reason for all the extra ‘help’ they were receiving.
He wasn’t even good looking, not like Axl anyways. Mr. Reynolds was in his early forties and beyond trying to dress a lot younger, he wasn’t fooling anyone. The comb over he was trying to accomplish to hide the fact that he had a bald spot was not fooling anyone either. I felt bad for the girls that chose to go that route, way more than I pitied the lecherous man. He should know better.
“Class, it has come to my attention that the partners we have are not working. So we are going to change them, moreover I am. It doesn’t look good if half the class is failing, which half of you are.”
There was an audible groan from everyone in the room and I knew that it was going to be bad news. I picked Ashlea because that was who I wanted to sit next to all term.
“Really you guys all picked your friends, though if you both suck at it that is not really helping is it?”
He was looking right at me. “Why are you looking at me?”
“Mrs. Cline, do you really think that Ashlea was your best choice to partner up with in this class?”
My face turned red and I wanted to melt into the carpet, but was unable. “Probably not?”
“So now I am going to assign partners and seats, the democracy didn’t work people, sorry.”
I wanted to hide my face, hating when I was called or had to speak in public, just wasn’t my thing. The worse class of all time was my Public Speaking class. It is pretty much a slow hell for all introverts and I figured if I could make it through that, there was no why that statistics was going to get me. So I waited to hear him call my name. Since he had pointed me out, I knew that it was going to be bad.
“Sue, you are with Axl. I know he looks like a dumb jock, but he has the highest score of all my classes this year. Don’t worry Axl, I won’t tell anyone else.”
My heart pounded in my chest. I must have heard that wrong. Ashlea’s face told me that I hadn’t. I closed my eyes for a moment and then went to move to the new assigned table in the back. Where I had always been in the front to hear, I now was in the nose bleed sections with him.
Taking the seat I didn’t even look at him. I knew him, but I was sure that he did not know who I was. Even though we had h
ad several classes together and I used to live two doors down when I stayed in dorms freshman year. He never noticed me then and I figured he wouldn’t notice me now. So sure of myself, I actually jumped when he said something.
“So you are Sue right?”
I nodded my head, still not looking at him. “Well good to meet you Sue, I am Axl.”
He stuck his hand out to me and I know I must have looked at it like it belonged to an alien or something. After a minute, it became clear to him that I wasn’t going to shake him hand. I have known him for four years for goodness sake.
“I know who you are Axl, everyone does. You are practically worshipped like a God around here.”
I saw him smirk, liking what I said. “Although you know how school is, not a precursor for the real world.”
“Well it will be for me. I already have four offers and all of them will make me even richer.”
“Good for you, really.”
The more he talked, the less enticing he became. It was like looking at what you thought was a unicorn, admiring it from afar for years and then all of a sudden you see that it is just a horse with a weird placed stick. I sighed and tried to pay attention to the teacher. This was going to be worse than I thought.
It was about ten minutes of quiet, before he turned back to me, obviously bothered that I wasn’t swooning. “Why don’t you like me? Everyone else does you know.”
“Well then what does it matter if one person doesn’t?”
“It just does.”
I couldn’t believe it, but he did seem upset. Who would have guessed that the star quarterback was so worried about what everyone else thought? It made me look at him a little differently for a moment. I was being rude and I silently chastised myself for it. “Look I am sorry okay. I just would rather be partners with my friend.”
He nodded and I tried to get back to what the teacher was talking about. It was only fifteen minutes into the lesson and I was already lost again. I sighed and flipped back through the book, trying to figure out what he was talking about. Why the hell did the problem turn into half of the blackboard and why are they splitting everything?
