After the death of his wife, it had taken two years for Ralph’s eyes to crinkle with humor if something amused him, five for him to actually chuckle at one of Gracie’s lame jokes. But even before Eleanor’s death, Gracie had never heard him laugh outright. It hurt her with a physical pain to see such indelible sadness in his blue-gray eyes.
Gracie tossed her gum into the nearest wastebasket and dropped into the chair at the end of the conference table closest to Ralph. As the only woman on an eleven-member team, she grabbed the psychological advantage whenever she could.
Ordinarily ten men to one woman might be a to-die-for ratio. But more often than not, Gracie found working in close proximity with so many Manly Men for so many hours, often days at a time, took its toll on her. She could take only so much crotch arranging, and fart and blond jokes before she began to crave a bubble bath or painting her toenails petunia pink.
“Missed you for turkey and dressing,” Ralph said, folding the pages of the newspaper back. “Eleanor’s sister outdid herself this year.”
Gracie sucked in a breath between her teeth. “Sorry. I really meant to come.”
Ralph looked at her over his glasses.
“I did! It’s just . . .” She stopped. “Okay, I should have called. Will you tell Eleanor—shit—Eleanor’s sister I’m really sorry I didn’t call?”
“Gracie, it’s not a problem. We just didn’t want you to be alone today.”
“I . . .” Wanted to be alone is what she almost said. She stopped because she wasn’t in the mood for another lecture. She eased the subject toward more comfortable territory. “So what’s all the hoopla outside?”
“Rob Christian got himself lost on San Raphael.”
“Who?”
“Rob Christian.”
Gracie made a face and shook her head.
“Rob Christian. Actor. Movie star.”
“Rob . . .” Gracie said. “Vaguely familiar.” Comprehension dawned. “Ohhhh, yeah. A Brit, right? Way too cute for anybody’s good?” She grimaced as the information sank in. “That’s who we’re looking for? Hell’s bells.” Gracie slumped down in her chair. So. They were searching for one of the biggest movie stars in the country, maybe the world, and the sum total of her presearch grooming had been waving a dry toothbrush in the general direction of her teeth and smoothing her hair back into an elastic. Period.
She leaned forward again. “Who else called in?”
“Cashman.”
“That’s it?”
“That’s it.”
“Everyone else who stayed up the hill either called in or was called?”
“Everyone.”
Before Gracie had time to groan, Steve Cashman burst into the room.
At thirty-one years old, the man’s personal hygiene ran neck and neck with a five-year-old’s, with the five-year-old pulling ahead. As usual he appeared as if he had stepped out of bed and right into the squad room. His blaze-orange uniform shirt was as wrinkled as aluminum foil that has been wadded up and reflattened. Greasy blond hair stood out in porcupine-quill spikes. Darker beard looked as if it hadn’t been trimmed since last Thanksgiving. And Gracie never got used to the sight of his fingernails—permanently oil-stained and longer than hers.
But hygiene wasn’t really the issue. Five years on the team with Steve Cashman had proven to Gracie that, if left to his own devices, the man could single-handedly screw up a perfectly good search.
Cashman slid into the chair on Gracie’s left and leaned in toward her. “Hey, beautiful.”
Gracie leaned way right, resting her cheek on her open palm. “Hey, Steve.”
“Guess who the MisPer is.”
“Rob Christian.”
“Not just Rob Christian. The Rob Christian! I can’t believe it!” He pounded his fists on the table, making Gracie jump and almost forcing her to strangle him.
“Cashman, get me a refill, will you?” Without looking up, Ralph slid his coffee mug across the table. “Four creams. Two sugars.”
“Sure!” Steve leapt to his feet, sending his chair skidding back to crash against the wall. Snatching up the mug, he bounded out of the room. The door slammed, fluttering memos pushpinned to a nearby bulletin board.
Gracie laid her cheek down on the table’s smooth cool surface. “Thanks.”
“Anytime.”
“Three out of eleven,” she said. “Pretty pathetic turnout even for a holiday. Most people will have finished eating by now. Maybe they’re too stuffed to show up. Or maybe they’ve had too much to drink. Or maybe I’m just jealous that they have lives.”
Ralph’s response was another look over the top of the glasses.
“Don’t say it.” Gracie grabbed the Sports section of the Times and glanced down at the page. Instantly bored, she flipped it back onto the table. “Rush, rush, rush to get here. Then sit on your hands and wait.” She picked a piece of gum from her shirt pocket, unwrapped it, and tossed it into her mouth. She flicked the wrapper into the wastebasket. “Two points.”
The room felt close and warm. Gracie was dressed for a nighttime expedition at altitude in late autumn, not for sitting in a stuffy room in an overheated building. She unbuttoned her shirt cuffs and shoved the sleeve layers up her arms. “Hot in here.”
She drummed her fingertips on the tabletop and blew a giant bubble, popping it loudly and drawing yet another look from Ralph. “Sorry,” she whispered and tapped her toes inside her boots instead.
Normally before a search the squad room was an ant farm of activity—team members copying maps, strategizing, assigning teams and radios, readying vehicles and equipment. “What’s going on?” Gracie asked unable to sit still and be quiet any longer. “What are we waiting for?”
“Briefing,” Ralph said.
“Really. It must be downright nippy in hell,” she said and was pleased to receive a crinkling of the blue-gray eyes.
The squad room door bumped open and Cashman crept in, balancing a coffee mug filled to the brim with what looked like beige mud. He eased it onto the table in front of Ralph.
“Thanks, Cashman.”
“Sure thing, Hunter.” Cashman skipped around behind Gracie to drag his chair back up to the table and drop into it. “Hey, Gracie—”
The squad room door banged open again and Gracie swallowed her gum.
Three backs straightened, three pairs of eyes tracked Sergeant Ron Gardner as he strode around the table to the opposite end from where the team sat.
Gracie’s toes curled at the sight of the man. Six-foot-two. Porcine facial features. Buzzed red hair. Beefy, hairless arms. Putty gray uniform shirt filled to overflowing by a barrel chest. If she had tried, Gracie couldn’t have invented a better caricature of a grade-school bully all grown up. There wasn’t a doubt in her mind that, as a kid, Ron Gardner had shoved the littler kids into rain puddles and picked the wings off butterflies. As an adult, he was belligerent and condescending. From the first instant she had laid eyes on him, Gracie hadn’t liked him. And she had more than a sneaking suspicion that the feeling was mutual.
“Captain Harter would like to acknowledge the sacrifice you all are making by being here today,” Gardner announced too loudly for the enclosed room.
All three of us, Gracie thought and resisted the temptation to plug her ears.
“As you may know, a film is being shot in the valley,” Gardner boomed. “A lot of the cast and crew stayed up here over the holiday weekend. Apparently a lot of them are English or some other kind of foreigner and don’t celebrate Thanksgiving.”
Neither do some Americans. Gracie drew a pencil and little spiral notebook from the breast pocket of her shirt.
Out of the corner of her eye, she saw Cashman glance over at her, then pull out his own little notebook.
“From what we can tell, Mr. Rob Christian—with whom no doubt you are very familiar . . .”
Gracie stared straight ahead.
“. . . and an undetermined number of others of the cast and crew went hiking
this morning from the Aspen Springs trailhead. San Raphael Wilderness Area. At some point, the group had lunch, then separated. Most of the group returned to the trailhead while others, Mr. Christian included, elected to continue up the trail. It should be noted that during this time an unknown quantity of alcohol was consumed. Only physical description we have so far is of Mr. Christian. Age thirty-three. Six-three. One ninety. Blond over brown.”
Three pencils scribbled down the information.
“When the smaller hiking party failed to return by the original rendezvous time, the group at the trailhead waited another hour or so, then drove down to where they had cell phone reception, at which time they called their producer, who then called us. That’s it.”
“Number of MisPers?” Gracie asked.
“Undetermined.”
“Aviation up?” Ralph asked.
“Too windy. The responding deputy is interviewing the RPs.” Reporting Parties. “I want trackers up there yesterday.”
“Oh, goody,” Gracie whispered.
“Hunter. Ops. Set up a command post at the trailhead.”
“Roger, Roger,” Ralph said.
Gracie’s eyes slid over to meet Ralph’s. He knew she found it amusing that higher-ups found it necessary to order the team to do things they did countless times when those same higher-ups weren’t around.
Ralph kept his eyes front and center.
“Cashman, Kinkaid, Tracking Team One,” Gardner said.
Gracie sagged back in her chair. Even though she should have anticipated being paired up with Cashman, whatever enthusiasm she had for the search crashed and burned at the prospect of working with the man for the entire evening. Searches could be exhausting in themselves. But the yank and pull of preventing Steve from bungling an entire operation could just plain wear her out.
“Cashman, Team Leader,” the sergeant announced.
Gracie’s cheeks flamed. Ralph’s exaggerated clearing of his throat was the only thing that stopped her from snapping her pencil in two and hurling the jagged pieces at Gardner’s head. By all rights she should be the team’s leader. She had more seniority and more experience than Steve, and she possessed a State of California certification in tracking, which Cashman did not. But there was one thing Cashman had that Gracie didn’t: testicles. To Ron Gardner, that made all the difference.
One time in her Search and Rescue career, Gracie had gotten sick and hadn’t been able to complete a mission. No matter that it was a recovery from the charred remains of a plane crash where the only recognizable portion of the pilot’s body was a pristine pair of hands. No matter that she had proven herself on every other mission before and after. She was a woman and she hadn’t carried her weight. In Gardner’s eyes, nothing Gracie could do would ever make up for it.
“Shit pot of reporters out there,” Gardner continued as he walked back around the table. “No one talks to the media. We have a PIO for that.” He grabbed the door handle.
Three chairs scraped back.
Gardner turned around. “Hear me, people,” he said.
Three searchers froze.
“Get in. Find the MisPers. Get out. I want it fast. I want it clean. Anything else and this will turn into a goddam media circus. Sew it up by midnight. Comprende?” His eyes bore down on Ralph.
“Copy that,” Ralph said in the calm, steady voice to which Gracie aspired.
“Get out there,” Gardner said. He pulled the door open and strode out of the room.
With cheeks still burning, Gracie hauled a heavy HT—handheld transceiver—from a Pelican case lying open on the conference table. “Ready for the HT ID?
“Stand by one,” Ralph said, grabbing up the sign-in sheet. “Ready.”
Gracie read the numbers from a label on the side of the radio. “One zero four two nine one.”
Ralph scrawled the ID next to Gracie’s name on the form. “I’ll bring up the CP,” he said. “Take the Suburban and get up there.”
Gracie turned to leave.
“Gracie,” Ralph said.
She turned back. “Yah.”
Ralph winked at her. “Go get ’em.”
Gracie’s anger melted away, no doubt the intended effect.
“I’ll drive,” Cashman announced, grabbing a set of keys from a pegboard near the door and preceding Gracie out of the room.
“Fine by me,” Gracie answered as the pair double-timed it up the long, empty corridor. The novelty of commanding a Sheriff’s Department unit fully equipped with lights and sirens had worn off years before.
But when Cashman also offered to take the radio, Gracie balked, stopping in the middle of the hallway. One relinquished a certain amount of status and control when not carrying the HT. She could care less about status, but on a search the radio was her only link to the Command Post and the outside world. Without a radio in the field, she felt as vulnerable as if she were dangling over a hundred-foot cliff without a belay line.
Cashman stood in front of her with his hand outstretched. Gracie almost told him to go get another radio. They would each carry one. But the heavy HT could literally be a pain in the neck and she was already carrying a heavier than normal pack. She unsnapped the elastic band that held the HT in place on her chest pack, lifted out the radio, and handed it to Cashman.
“I’ll grab maps and be right out,” she said and turned down another hallway. Behind her she heard Cashman say, “I’ll get the Suburban.”
Gracie grabbed a rolled-up set of laminated maps from a back office and walked out the back door of the station.
Blinding studio lights lit up the parking lot like a movie set. News cameras homed in on Cashman already loading gear into the Suburban that sat parked and running in front of the Sheriff’s Office. As soon as Gracie emerged from the building, the invasive lenses turned in her direction. Pulling her hood up over her head, she tossed the maps into the front seat of the Suburban, stalked across the pavement to the Ranger, and hauled her heavy pack from the truck bed.
Every search was different. The required equipment and vehicles varied according to victims, circumstances, weather, and location. Expertise, experience, and personalities changed with personnel—civilian and sworn. As a result, some searches were run with precision and executed without a hitch. Others were bumpy, fraught with fly-by-the-seat-of-your-pants moves that left Gracie feeling frayed and wrung out.
Gracie knew—knew—that the search ahead of them was going to fall into the latter category.
She hefted her pack onto one shoulder. “Here I am,” she crabbed aloud, “in the biggest media event of my SAR career”—she slammed the tailgate shut and plunked the back window down—“and I’m saddled with the world’s biggest weenie.”
CHAPTER
10
“CONTROL. Ten Rescue Twenty-two,” Gracie said into the radio microphone.
With Cashman behind the wheel, the Suburban lumbered out of the Sheriff’s Office parking lot and onto the main boulevard.
“Go ahead, Twenty-two,” a female dispatcher answered.
“Departing Timber Creek SO with two SAR members. Heading for two Nora zero five on San Raphael.”
“At fifteen forty-three.”
Gracie rested the radio microphone on her knee and shrugged out of her parka. She tossed it into the backseat, then settled in for the hour-long ride up to the trailhead.
As the Suburban wove its way through the stop-and-go Boulevard traffic, wonking its siren to move slow-moving drivers out of the way, Gracie fine-tuned her equipment and rearranged the gorp, candy bars, and slap-dash peanut butter sandwich into various pockets for easier access on the trail.
“Damn, I hope we find him.” Cashman’s voice barged in on Gracie’s contented fiddling. “I could get Wanda an autograph. She fuckin’ loves Rob Christian.” A few seconds of silence, then, “Yeah. I need to get his autograph.”
Gracie re-Velcroed her knee-high gaiters and retied them at the top with double bows. “Who is this guy anyway?” she asked. “W
hat movies has he been in?”
Steve rattled off half a dozen film titles only one of which—Far Horizons—sounded remotely familiar to Gracie.
“Didn’t he punch a reporter or something like that?” she asked, pulling the elastic from her hair and combing through the tangles with her fingers.
“Yeah. Nailed the sucker. Broke his nose. Fuckin’ awesome!”
The Suburban turned a sharp corner at the far eastern end of the valley. Incredibly for a holiday weekend, the highway leading up to the summit then down the back side of the mountain was free of traffic. Cashman floored the accelerator and the Suburban crawled forward at the speed of a full-bellied mastodon running uphill.
Gracie French-braided her hair in the back, refastened it, and pulled on her fleece beanie, tucking the braid up underneath. She leaned back in the cushy leather seat. “What’s all the hoopla about movie stars anyway?” she asked. “Aren’t they all just a bunch of self-important, pampered . . . ?” What was a good alliterative noun? Poodles? “This guy is probably as bad as all the others. Maybe even worse.” She sighed. “God, I’m tired. Joshua Bradford really got to me.”
Gracie watched the scenery flow past as Cashman launched into a lengthy diatribe of the previous night’s recovery, railing about the mistakes everyone else made and why they should have done an infinitely riskier technical ropes litter raise instead of unglamorously hoofing the body out, and why maybe it was time Hunter retired and someone else (namely Cashman) was elected the team’s Commander.
A dense forest of yellow pines scrolled by on their right. On their left, rounded hills dotted with piñon pines and manzanita with Joshua trees behind fell away to the desert beyond. In the distance, milk chocolate–colored mountains glowed pink as the sun sank lower in the west.
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