by R. J. Larson
Meeting the young queen’s horrified gaze, Ela said, “Don’t be afraid!”
Caitria’s breath wheezed, and her voice squeaked. “You set them ablaze!”
“The Infinite did—to protect us.”
“I cannot believe this!” Shaking her head, Caitria stepped away from Ela. “I’ve been talking to a-a—living fury! What will you do next?”
What next? Ela shivered at the possibilities. More than anything she wanted to run away. To Kien. Yet she longed to serve her Creator. She must. Oh, Kien, stay away! Survive and protect the king!
Silent, she crossed the yard to her small dun horse. One soldier linked his visibly trembling hands, offering Ela a step up. As Caitria followed her example, Ela rode toward the gate. Toward their enemies in Belaal.
23
The Infinite exists? He must! Nothing else could explain what had just happened. Biting her lip to stifle another dry sob, Caitria slid a glance toward her so-called companions as they rode through the hills. Thus far, not one of these armed horsemen had threatened her. But really, they’d no need of threats.
The prophet, or whatever Ela was, proved herself more frightful than their captors. Oh, those poor men—obliterated! Caitria choked down fresh tears, remembering the ashes. The screams . . .
Infinite . . . I— Caitria’s courage evaporated before she could finish the tremulous thought. What a cowardly queen she’d proven herself to be! And so wrong.
A whimper escaped before she could prevent it. “Akabe!”
One of the soldiers riding alongside her turned, eyebrows raised. “Lady?”
“Nothing.” Caitria swallowed. Yet her heartbeat fluttered wildly like a snared bird’s. She must be calm. She must conquer her cowardice, and she must not say Akabe’s name. These men mustn’t suspect they’d captured Siphra’s queen, useless though she was. Oh, Akabe!
Tears rimmed Caitria’s eyes, blurring her vision. She blinked them away. And heard Cyril’s cruel voice taunting in her thoughts: Weakling! No wonder we can’t trust you!
Would her brother’s scorn hurt forever? Yes. Even now, merely remembering his voice, she wanted to throw rocks at pretend-Cyril targets. Gritting her teeth, Caitria mentally shoved her brother aside.
She would return to Akabe. Even if he ultimately set her aside as queen . . . Caitria’s breath snagged. Set aside! Though she’d proposed the idea, it would wound her more deeply than any of Cyril’s taunts or Father’s cold-eyed silences. She clenched her hands into fists around the reins. Stop. Deal with being set aside as Akabe’s wife when it happened. But first, she must escape these men and return to her husband. Then, when Akabe deemed it safe to return to Munra . . . Caitria flexed her aching fingers, resolute. She’d behave as an adult and speak to her lord-father.
Might Father join some plot to overthrow and kill Akabe as she feared? Please, no! How could she endure such torment? And surely she’d be accused of joining any conspiracy—too many courtiers and members of the royal council mistrusted her.
Yet Akabe held her ultimate loyalty. He must survive. Just knowing her love was safe from his enemies would help her to endure being set aside, or worse.
She would speak to Father. And Cyril.
Now, however, she must face Ela, prophet of Parne, and the Infinite.
Lifting her chin, Caitria looked ahead at Ela, who rode with her head bowed. What are you? Why did you kill all those men? Caitria shuddered, remembering their screams and the ash-dusted bones.
To think she’d actually trusted Ela enough this morning to spill out all her thoughts and feelings. Fool! Caitria berated herself until the lead commander lifted one hand, halting them. He glanced from Ela to her, then nodded, somber as a schoolmaster. “Dismount for ten sayings of the Vlesi!”
The what? Caitria turned to her guard. “What is the Vlesi?”
Wary, he offered her a slight bow of his dark-curled head, then nodded toward a gray-bearded comrade, who’d begun to chant singsong, holding a knotted counting cord between his fingers. Caitria’s guard explained, “In the language of our priests, the Vlesi is our prayer for the safety of our king, Bel-Tygeon, prized of the heavens.”
Prized of the heavens? Disgusting! King Bel-Tygeon certainly had a high opinion of himself. Akabe ought to teach this prized king a few lessons. At least her guard seemed humble; too nice of a man to be stealing ladies. And respectful as he helped her to dismount from the horse and guided her to the edge of the road to stand with Ela.
The instant her guard stepped away, Caitria glared at Ela and muttered beneath her breath, “Why didn’t you warn us all sooner? And why did you have to kill those men?”
Though her eyes were red-rimmed as if she’d been crying, Ela studied Caitria with enviable calm. “I didn’t warn you, lady, because I am mortal. I didn’t know this was the day of my vision until I walked into your chamber this morning. I cannot be shown everything at once—such a vast vision would crush me. Therefore, the Infinite shares only as much as I need to know to fulfill my work as His servant. But even after seeing the most recent visions, I was scarcely prepared for . . .” Her voice caught a little. “For what happened.”
“Even so, those men are dead. Charred skeletons!”
Ela stiffened, though fresh tears glittered in her eyes. “The deaths of those men saved hundreds of lives. Perhaps thousands!” She took a quick breath and whispered fiercely, “Do you really believe we could have escaped? No! I’ve prayed while we rode this morning. Bel-Tygeon’s soldiers were oath-bound to find us! If those men had lived, you would have died by now—after you’d been assaulted. Their souls held no honor. None!”
Souls. Again. And by now . . . she would have died? All the hairs rose on Caitria’s arms and scalp, making her shiver. Worse, that staff in Ela’s hand took on a metallic gleam too alarming to ignore, its light drawing her gaze and her reluctant thoughts toward the Infinite.
Ela continued softly. “And I would be near-dead now, spared only to fulfill the king’s edict. Because of your death, Siphra would soon be at war with Belaal, thereby threatening countless lives, including our husbands’! Yet the souls of these men you’ve wished to save—their love of wickedness—would have never changed, however long they lived.”
Stern now, Ela said, “At times the Infinite allows miracles of destruction for the sake of many—as a surgeon will remove putrid flesh to save a body. This was one of those times. Tell me, lady, whose wisdom do you prefer? Yours or His?”
Caitria shivered. Doubts cut away at her indignation until nothing remained but fear. Trying to conquer her fright, Caitria accepted the hard, flat rim of bread offered by her courteous guard. “What will happen to us?”
Ela stared at her own food as if seeing past it, into the future. Toneless, she whispered, “I must confront the ‘prized of the heavens’ Bel-Tygeon. And you—” Ela shot her a warning glance. “As for you, lady, whatever happens, please don’t try to escape! If you do, you’ll fail, and you’ll mourn the consequences.”
“Such as . . . ?”
“I’m unsure. The penalty will be decided by another. I only know that you’ll mourn.”
Caitria shuddered, swept by another bout of skin-prickling chills. But she scowled at Ela’s warning look and took courage. What was Ela thinking? Escape must be their only goal!
Caitria broke off a chunk of the dry bread and chewed it. If the chance came, she’d take it. Alone. But was she alone?
Cautious, she formed a testing, questing, silent word.
Infinite?
Astride her horse with the branch tucked into its place along the saddle, Ela tried to conceal her fears. Caitria had disappeared within a sheltered grove to tend to her needs—and had been gone for much too long. Was she already attempting an escape? Their gray-bearded timekeeper had long since finished chanting his allotted number of Vlesi and was now pacing, conspicuously agitated. The guards conferred among each other, arguing in ferocious whispers.
The leader—the commander who’d pleaded for
the lives of his men—approached the thicket and called out, “Lady, if you delay us, you ensure our punishment when we arrive in Sulaanc!”
Caitria emerged from a sheltering clump of bushes, her pretty face mutinous. Particularly when the leader approached to personally escort her to the waiting horses. She sniffed. “Did you think I would run away?”
The commander inclined his head, perfectly courteous, but he gripped Caitria’s upper arm and led her to her horse. “We are grateful you did not. As would be your husband. Forgive me, lady.” He shifted the edge of Caitria’s cloak and unclasped her wedding armband.
As Ela gasped, Caitria clutched at her golden armband in a fury. “No!”
Holding her off neatly, the commander slipped the gold from Caitria’s arm. Apologetic, formal, he kept her at arm’s length, saying, “Lady, this will be returned to you.”
The commander looked up at Ela now, wary. “Prophet, you know I dare not lie to you and your Infinite. I, Rtial Vioc, give you my word that I am required to identify all prisoners, particularly the highborn.”
Despite the sick gnawing in her stomach, Ela maintained her composure. “I am not your prisoner, sir. The Infinite directed me to accompany you as His servant. You and your men would be unable to restrain me if it were against His will.”
“Nevertheless, Prophet, it is known you married a nobleman who owns destroyers. We are required to identify your rank.” Still courteous, the commander extended one big hand. “Your armband, please. It will be returned to you.”
Kien. His expression on their wedding day—his joy as he’d presented the elegant plume-patterned band . . . his tenderness in fastening it around her arm—made Ela long to argue. Yet the damage was done. Commander Vioc held Caitria’s insignia. Siphra’s queen would soon be identified, and Ela could do nothing to help her.
Ela slid her right hand beneath her cloak and unfastened the concealed band. Obviously, the soldier who’d spied on her wedding ceremony had wasted no time in announcing her marriage among the authorities in Belaal. She forced herself to hand the exquisite armband to the commander. Vioc took the gold, inclined his head reverently, then turned, ordering his men, “To your horses. Proceed at double-pace!”
Caitria, trembling visibly, mounted her horse. She sent Ela a pleading look, as if begging her to do something—anything—to retrieve the wedding bands.
Grieving, Ela shut her eyes and prayed. Infinite? What now?
She wove her fingers through her horse’s mane, trying to control herself as an earlier vision returned. The detestable soldier who’d spied on her wedding stared at her now, his hatred tangible. The vision lengthened, making Ela’s heart thud. Unmet enemies stepped forward in her thoughts, their scarred faces pitiless, their lips uttering curses, wishing Parne’s last prophet dead.
Ela opened her eyes against the vision, unable to scream. Yet the vision continued. And the dry bread roiled in her stomach as she witnessed torments she’d wish on no one.
Hushed within a thicket bordering the narrow valley, Akabe drew back the bowstring, anchored his shot, then aimed at a fine eight-point stag that had paused to scent its surroundings. As the light breeze slipped past his face, Akabe released the arrow and watched it strike his quarry just behind the shoulder. The creature dropped, thrashing.
At once, his men charged from their hiding places toward the fallen beast, jubilant. Akabe wished he could share their exultation. All morning, he’d been uneasy. Instead of hunting and isolating himself from Caitria to protect his heart-wounds, he ought to be with her. Infinite? Was I wrong to leave today?
His conscience mocked. Why not? You’ve been wrong about everything for most of this year.
From the trees behind Akabe, Scythe’s low, restless destroyer-rumble rippled through the air, increasing his disquiet. Decision made, Akabe left the wood and strode toward his men. “We’ve two. It’s enough. Let’s prepare this one and be finished for the day.”
The leader of Akabe’s guards nodded. “Yes, sir. We’ll hurry.”
Just as well. Evening would be fast-approaching by the time they returned to the fortress. His home. Tonight he would talk with Caitria again. And again. Until he wrested information from her lovely, stubborn soul.
Planning their conversation, Akabe marched back into the shadowed trees, where Kien waited with Riddig Tyne and Scythe, who was laden with their earlier prize, a smaller six-point stag. Akabe lifted a mock-serious eyebrow. “My friends, why do I hear destroyer-grumblings?”
“He’s caught my mood,” Kien admitted, shifting the quiver of arrows on his back. “I’m wondering if five guards were enough to protect the fortress.”
“Trust you to raise my concerns to fear, Aeyrievale.” Yet he must admit he was uneasy. During his years as a rebel, this same unease urged him to decamp in haste, often saving rebel lives—a blessing he could only attribute to the Infinite. “Well-enough. We’re leaving as soon as the men tether the stag.” He crossed to his horse, checked it, and mounted. Kien and Riddig followed his example and then waited. Just as Akabe turned his horse to ride past Scythe—a mouse beside the monster—his guards yelled in the meadow beyond. One of them dashed into the wood, hissing, “Sir, there’s a host of men approaching from beyond, ready to fight! Leave now!”
“I will not!” Akabe drew his sword.
“Sir!” the guard pleaded. “You needn’t fear! We’re evenly matched—they must not capture you! Go—hide yourself and your lady!”
Caitria! Because she’d brought Siphra the temple’s lands, she was indeed a target. Infinite— “They’d kill her!” Akabe turned his beast once more and rode through the wood, followed by Kien and Riddig, their weapons drawn.
Leaving the shouts and clamor of a warlike clash in the meadow.
24
Shifting his horse’s reins, Akabe tensed, acutely aware of Riddig, Kien, and Scythe’s unnatural quiet as they followed him upward through the trees, approaching the fortress.
Too quiet. Akabe gripped his sword and looked around, studying every shadow. Listening. No tree frogs croaking, no birds calling, no bugs rasping as on the night before. Not even a breeze rustled the trees’ leaves. Stillness closed around Akabe like a shroud.
Unnerved, he glanced at Kien and Riddig. Both men rode amid the oppressive shadowed hush, swords readied. Akabe exhaled, praying. Infinite? Protect Caitria! Though it’s my fault, she’s in danger for the sake of Your Holy House. Please, to honor Your Name, save her from our enemies!
As Akabe neared the fortress, Scythe snorted, sounding prepared for battle. Akabe’s steed balked before the gate. Akabe dismounted, staring at . . . skulls. Weapons. Ashes.
Sword in hand, Riddig dropped from his own skittish mount. “Sir, do you recognize anything? Any of their swords or badges?”
“No. We’ll check as soon as I’ve found my wife.” He turned as Kien swung himself off Scythe, who’d stilled. “Surely the Infinite has done this!”
Kien stared at the skulls, weapons, and ash-strewn bones, then at Akabe. “Ela!”
Akabe hurried toward the gateway, giving the two smaller horses ample room for their growing panic. More vertebrae. Ribs. Hands. Feet. More skulls. And daggers, buckles, arm guards, greaves. . . . Surely an entire regiment was strewn at his feet amid ashes. Where was Cait?
Heart thudding, Akabe picked a path through the tumbled skeletons and charged inside the yard. Caitria and Ela’s horses were gone. Where were the five guards? Infinite . . .
Kien rushed after him through the sagging gate, calling out again, “Ela?”
Praying his fears would be disproved, Akabe sped across the wide, dilapidated yard and rushed up the stairs, into the tower. “Cait! Are you here?”
Riddig clattered in after them as Kien ran upstairs to the chambers above.
They searched the quiet fortress, calling everywhere for Ela and Caitria. No one answered. At dusk they returned to the main keep. Staring into his chamber, at his wife’s jumbled belongings, Akabe lowered his sword and h
ammered a fist against the wooden door.
Infinite? Have I cost Caitria her life?
In the kitchen, Kien half-knelt beside the hearth and clenched one fist to his forehead, resisting panic. Infinite? What must we do?
His Creator spoke into his thoughts, stunningly swift. Wait.
What? No! But we must search for—
Parent-stern, the Infinite cut off his argument. Wait here!
Reeling beneath the command’s physical impact, Kien planted both hands on the tiled floor, sucking in air. Blood thumped in his head, yet his thoughts protested to his Creator.
Infinite, as You say—we’ll wait. But why? What’s happening to Ela?
If she never returns, will you yet trust Me?
The response gripped Kien like a giant’s hand, stilling the breath in his lungs. However . . . Yes, even if Ela could never return. You are the one true God—my Creator. I trust You!
If she dies, even then, will you trust Me?
If she dies . . . if she dies . . . Kien forced himself to think beyond those words. He’d given Ela up for dead in Parne. Agony! And yet . . . In a whisper, he agreed. “Yes. Even then, I would trust You.”
Gather weapons and be ready.
Weapons? Kien sat up, dizzied, prepared to obey the confusing order. Confusing because the only weapons that needed gathering lay in the ashes near the fortress’s stone gate. Fine. He’d gather the dead men’s gear, before the sunlight vanished completely. Senses swimming, he stood and realized Akabe and Riddig were staring at him.
Akabe approached, wary. “You were praying?”
“Yes. And swiftly answered.” But Akabe wouldn’t like the Infinite’s command any more than Kien did. “The Infinite orders us to wait. We’re not to go looking for our wives.”
“You’ve heard from Him?” Akabe stared, clearly incredulous.
