He was a trader. To Albert Perkins, all trade was acceptable. When he came to the trading stall, Albert Perkins was without inhibition. Among the street stalls, Albert Perkins, with quality knowledge of the German language, spoke only in English.
‘She is in Germany, seeking evidence. We, of course, in respect of a friend and ally will not help her to gain that evidence. We know where she will have gone. We know her start point. We believe you are short of that information. We believe, also, that should she find that evidence before your prize pig goes to market, before Hauptman Krause goes to Washington, then you will have no option but to slit his throat and hang him up for butchery, charge him, convict him, and wave him goodbye...’
The senior official’s cigarette smoke wafted between them. They were alone, two easy chairs used. There was whisky in a decanter on the low table between them, untouched. Neither man, when trading, would risk alcohol, would give advantage.
‘That we are prepared to offer you that information, where you could find her, should be taken by you as a mark of respect on our side for a friend and ally. Friendships, alliances, thrive on mutual respect, and we would be grateful for reciprocity — sorry, we barter. .
His voice was sweet, silky reasonableness. The senior official drew hard on the cigarette. The night air came through the window, opened on Perkins’s insistence.
‘The little matter we request in return. . . Iranian material, your dossier on Mi Fallahian. You have, last figures I saw, earnings of two point four billion American dollars from equipment supplied to Iran. I want the names of those German companies involved and their British collaborators . . . I want details on all commercial transactions by German companies for equipment sent to Iran that could be utilized in the production of atomic, chemical and biological weapons. I want the surveillance files on all members of the Iranian diplomatic mission in Bonn who have travelled to Britain in the last two years.’
The senior official stiffened. He stubbed out the cigarette and in the same movement was reaching for another, lighting it.
‘Did you actually entertain Ali Fallahian in this office? Did you feel the need to wash your hands afterwards, lot of blood on his fists? Must have been a jolly little occasion, entertaining the minister for information and security. Did you discuss the Lockerbie atrocity? I expect you did. I expect he thanked you, as a friend and ally, for refusing us access to those hoods on the Iranian payroll who organized the Frankfurt transfer of the bomb on to Pan-Am 103. Let them go now, haven’t you, slipped them beyond reach? I’ve told you what I want, I know what you want. Do we trade?’
The senior official paused. He held his hands together, over his mouth and his nose as if in prayer. Perkins assumed that he would be travelling to Washington on the back of Hauptman Krause, would take the opportunity to drive to Langley, to meet with the principals of the National Security Council, would be ushered to the big offices of the Pentagon. Another cigarette, half smoked, was discarded. Cancellation would be a bitter pill, would take more than prayer to flush it down.
The senior official went to his desk, telephoned, spoke in a low voice. Perkins heard the murmur of Mi Fallahian’s name. He returned to his chair and reached forward to pour the whisky. They both drank, equal measures. The trading had been agreed.
They muttered pleasantries for fifteen minutes.
A young woman brought in the papers, fresh from the computer onto the printer. The senior official passed them to Perkins. He scanned them. He was satisfied and dropped them into his briefcase. The senior official, at the door, gestured for Krause to join them.
To Perkins, the scratches seemed, in those few days, to have healed well. The minders stood back against the wall. The Jewish minder interested him. He would be the token, the symbol of political correctness. He smiled up at Krause and for the first time spoke in German. ‘So pleased to note your fast recovery, Hauptman. You were attacked by Corporal Tracy Barnes. You won’t need a photograph of her, I’m sure you remember her well. She alleged that you murdered in cold blood, Hauptman, a British agent named Hans Becker at Wustrow on the twenty-first of November nineteen eighty-eight. Corporal Barnes was a girlfriend of Becker. I interrogated her, several sessions. I emphasized to her that should she provide me with evidence of your criminal act then I would use the full influence, not inconsiderable, of the Secret Intelligence Service to see you brought to justice. She has come to Germany, my assessment, to hunt for that evidence. I have no idea whether she knows where to hunt or not, but I assure you that she is a quite remarkable and stubborn young woman. I wouldn’t want her hurt, Hauptman, I would take that badly. My opinion, she will begin her hunt for evidence against you from the home of Hans Becker’s parents. If you wish to look for her then you should start in Berlin at apartment nine, third floor, number twelve, Saarbrucker Strasse...’
They found no files for Krause, or the Wustrow base, or Rerik for 21, 22 and 23 November. The files for those dates in 1988 were missing. The paper bounced before her eyes, seemed to trick, deceive her.
‘We have searched, we have to accept it. They are not here.’
Tracy could have screamed in frustration. They had worked in the bottom basement, then the middle basement, then the top basement.
The woman droned, ‘If you had not involved him, not recruited him, if you had not trapped him, then he would be alive. You came...’
Tracy sat on the floor of the top basement, the Wustrow files around her, the cold mischief in her eyes. ‘You should know that he never mentioned you, he never used your name. When he was with me I doubt that he remembered your name. He made his statement, many did not. Did you?’
The woman sagged. Tracy said they should look two weeks further ahead in the files, into the middle of the month of December 1988. The woman quietly passed new files to be untied and unfastened. The night drifted.
The taxi had dropped him off at an hotel on the Unter den Linden. He had walked straight across the foyer and found a fire door, pushed the bar and gone out.
Past midnight, long past, and Josh walked slowly up the big street. He checked his map. On the empty road, it would have been easy for him to spot a dawdling car or foot surveillance. He stood at the end of Saarbrucker Strasse. He saw the building. The front, caught by dimmed lights, was scarred from bombs or artillery. That registered with him. The past should be known about: it was right to learn from the past. The third-floor windows were darkened.
He thought it wrong to wake them.
He settled down on the pavement beside the step of the building. Light snow was falling. He was back tight against the wall to keep the wind from him. After Libby had died, after he had gone derelict and dossed and boozed, he had learned to sleep on pavements. He huddled in the shadow beside the step, and waited for the morning.
Her throat was dry from the air-conditioning, her eyes ached and watered. The typed lines on the paper were blurred, merged. The woman stood beside her and bent to pick up the last of the files to place them back on the racks.
‘What can we do?’
Tracy squatted on the cold concrete of the basement’s bottom floor. Her head was down.
A small voice: ‘How long do we have?’
‘The early shift comes at five. Before that we have to be gone. We have forty-one minutes. What is the point of having forty-one minutes if we do not know where to look?’
She tried to call him back, the wide smile on his face as he had made love to her, and the pain on his face as they had dragged him off the trawler boat. She sat very still. She gazed at the rough floor of concrete and at the files stretching on their racks as far as she could see. Nobody had cared, as nobody cared now.
‘In Rerik, if he had run, if they had hunted him, if people had seen him. .
‘If people had seen him they would have held their silence.’
Dogged. Clinging to the wide smile, so tired, and the pain. ‘If the Stasi had known that people had seen him...’
‘Their silence would have been
gained by intimidation.’
‘What would have been done to eye-witnesses?’
‘Threats, then moved out of their community.’
Tracy hissed, ‘How long afterwards?’
‘Three weeks, there was bureaucracy, four weeks, after they had been destroyed, five weeks . . . If there had been eyewitnesses they would have sent them out of Rerik.’
Tracy jack-knifed to her feet. They ran between the racks of files for the stairs, for the middle basement floor.
He had the boy drunk, slumped in the chair at the back of the hotel bar, in shadow. He made the sign to the waiter. Another vodka, double, with ice and tonic for the Jewish boy who had driven him to the hotel, another mineral water with ice for himself. The boy, Goldstein, thought he drank vodka, matched him. Perkins was always patient when sober and listening to a drunk who interested him.
‘I joined because I wanted to confront the new Nazis. You live as a Jew in this country, you want to be German and not a Jew, it is impossible . . . They are neurotic about the past, that the past can come again . . . They try to erase the twelve years of Nazi rule. Ask any old man what he did between nineteen thirty-three and nineteen forty-five, he does not answer. . They do not trust themselves, they censor the books and films, they need to ban Mein Kampf. They take the power from us, Office of the Protection of the State, because of fear that the old abuse of legal process will come again . . . Yet they cry for authority, regulation, as they had it before — no lawn-mower in the afternoon, no children shouting, brought to the court for taking a shower late at night which disturbs neighbours, cannot wash a car on a Sunday, cannot touch vegetables in a public market. You know where my parents met? In Auschwitz. They were six years old, both of them. They survived. Their parents, my grandparents, did not. My father is put on TV each anniversary of the Holocaust. They want to suffer, hear him talk. My father says the same thing for the TV each year. “Our parents just climbed the fence so that they would be shot. . . I never had a childhood, I never learned to play
· · · At six years old I was as hard as granite stone.” They have purged their conscience because they have watched and listened to the TV, and they can forget. . . My father has invitations to go to dinner as far away as Hannover, because it is exciting for a hostess to have a Jew from the camps at her table. I thought it was my duty to show that I was not a parrot in a cage, that I was a German. I thought that I could be a good German if I worked against the new Nazis.’
The boy gulped at his drink. Perkins sipped the mineral water, and prompted, ‘But there are two colours of Fascism. There is the black of the Nazis, there is the red of the Communists. Black or red Fascism, any difference?’
‘You know, Perkins, there was an American writer, nineteen forty-five, walked round Germany, never could find a Nazi, the Nazis were always in the next vifiage. People she met told her how they’d suffered. The way she heard it, there was never a Nazi in Germany. Today, you meet a little old man — will he tell you he stood in a watch-tower guarding the camps? Wifi he tell you he coupled the cattle trucks going to the camps? Somebody did, and they’re now little old men and denying it. . . That’s good, Perkins, red and black Fascism, the same. You go East, you see the crowds outside the hostels with petrol bombs, where the Romanians are, the Poles, the Vietnamese, old Fascists and new Fascists, the same hatred just new Jews for them to hate. Try to find, in the East, an informer of the shit Stasi. Better, try to find an officer of the shit Stasi. Like they didn’t exist . .
Perkins nudged him again. ‘You’d know an officer of the shit Stasi, you’re alongside one.’
‘The young woman...’
‘Don’t worry yourself about her.’
‘What you’ve done to her...’
Perkins said soothingly, ‘She’s fine, she can look after herself. About that shit Stasi officer. .
Albert Perkins traded. Seven double vodkas to Julius Goldstein for a plate of scum from the ifie of Hauptman Dieter Krause. Damn good trading.
‘I was with that shit, minding him at the trial, a little “grey mouse”, foreign ministry. She was pathetic...’
The third week in December, nothing. The files were heaped around Tracy’s feet, ripped open, grasped at. The second week in December, nothing. She pushed files away from her, grabbed at more.
The woman glanced at her watch, shrugged, passed the ifies for the third week of December as she placed the others back on the racks. Again, the look at the watch. Tracy scattered the pages of the file as she read, discarded, read.
Who had slept with whom. Who was denounced as being negatively disposed towards socialism. Who was to be taken from the community...
The woman reached down to pull Tracy up. Her finger rapped the face of her watch.
Tracy squealed.
She read the names. Brandt, Gerber, Schwarz, Muller.
Her squeal echoed between the racks of files. Brandt, Jorg (school-teacher).
There had been four pages on the instruction order. The fourth page had been missed. Gerber, Heinz (town hall, refuse disposal dept).
Three pages taken from the file, one page unnoticed.
Schwarz, Artur (senior engineer, railways, Bad Doberan).
One page left in the ifie by the fucking bastards. Muller, Willi (trawler deck-hand).
Tracy held the sheet of paper above her head. She jumped, leaped, danced. Twenty-seven days after the killing of Hans Becker, four men had been forced or sent out of the small community of Rerik. She grasped the paper. She thrust it under her sweater and buried it against her breast. Together they tidied the floor, put the last file together, as they had found it, but for one sheet of paper. They ran up the concrete steps.
They showed their cards and scribbled their initials on the check-out list.
Between the high buildings was the first smear of light. They passed the early shift, coming in cars, on scooters and bicycles, walking.
The woman panted, ‘You did not mean that? He never remembered my name?’
‘You want the truth?’
‘I have to know the truth.’
Tracy gazed into her eyes, into the tears. She said, with sincerity and honesty, to the woman’s eyes, ‘Of course he loved you. If he had lived he would have married you. We were only a partnership for an operation of espionage, nothing physical and nothing emotional. He would have lived his life with you...’
‘That is the truth?’ The woman hugged Tracy, held her. ‘Could I look into your face and lie to you?’
She ran down the steps of the tunnel to the U-Bahn station.
The telephone rang on the counter. The café owner picked it up.
‘Yes. . . Yes, I can make such contact. Your name?’
He wiped the lead of the pencil on his tongue. He wrote the name he was given.
‘Yes, I have that. Krause, Dieter, Hauptman, of the Rostock Bezirksverwaltungen. . . Those you wish to contact, their names. All in Rostock, yes, in November nineteen eighty-eight. Please, the names...’
He wrote the names that were given him.
‘You should ring again. One hour will be sufficient.’
The owner replaced the telephone. His café was a meeting place early in the morning for the frustrated, insecure and vulnerable old men. They came down the steps from the tower blocks of Marzahn to his café at the same time each day as they had once gone to Normannen Strasse. They wore the same jackets of imitation leather. They were the veterans of the Staatssicherheitsdienst, too elderly and traumatized to find new employment. The state they had protected was gone. They had been the sword and the shield of the state, and they had been betrayed. They gathered in the café each morning to drink coffee, to buy a litre of milk to put in a plastic bag, to talk, to read the day’s edition of Neues Deutschland, to complain, to dream. The owner’s son threaded between them with the note-paper in his hand. The café was a cut-off point for what they knew as the insider network. The former men of the organization hung together in informal contact — better, the
grey humour went, to hang together than separately.
There were sixty thousand apartments in Marzahn; a hundred and sixty thousand people lived there. In one apartment, a man had the computer that could summon up the names, addresses and telephone numbers of the former officers of the Staatssicherheitsdienst. The owner’s son would be back at the café with the telephone numbers within the hour.
* * *
He heard her voice, a song. He blinked awake. He smeared the snow off his face and the ice from his eye- brows. He saw her.
The cold was in his muscles, his bones, his throat. He struggled for the strength to push himself up from where he had slept against the step. She was dancing as she came, skipping like a happy child.
He staggered to his feet. He leaned against the wall beside the door. She stopped and stared.
Chapter Six
What the hell...?’
Josh tried to smile. He was wrecked, chilled, unshaven. He pushed off the wall and swayed.
‘What the hell are you doing here?’
It should have been a big speech, heavy with the older man’s wisdom, the world of experience, the lifetime of gathered knowledge. He stretched his spine, tried to stand upright. He knew that he should demonstrate, crystal clear, his authority. He scraped the snow covering off his coat.
He croaked, feeble, ‘I didn’t want to wake them.’
‘That’s not an answer. Why are you here?’
He said, quiet, ‘I came to bring you home.’
There was an impish light in her eyes. She stood with her hands on her hips. ‘Who bought your ticket?’
‘Your mother wanted you brought home. I paid for the ticket.’
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