by J. R. Rain
"And I couldn't think of anyone who had been close to him. "
"Is that common for an actor?" I asked.
"Actually, no. We don't get many loners in this business. Extroverts, yes. "
I skipped the questions of whether or not Brian had any enemies. Whoever had done this to him was doing the same thing to many people. I doubted a personal vendetta had anything to do with his death. I asked, "Had there been any other strange occurrences in this theater?"
"Strange, how?"
"Has anyone reported seeing anything. . . odd or unusual?"
"Not that I can think of. But a theater is a pretty odd place anyway. "
"How long have you worked here?"
He looked again at the stage. I could see that a few people were waiting for him. "Five years. Worked my way up as a lighting guy out of college. "
"Good for you. Who owns the theater?"
He pointed to a man sitting on a foldout chair on stage. The only man, apparently, not doing anything. "Robert Mason. "
"The actor?"
"The one-time actor. His soap opera days are over. This is where he spends most of his time. "
"May I have your name?" I asked.
"Tad Biggs. "
I nodded and somehow kept a straight face. I said, "May I ask what's in your back room?"
"Back room?"
"Yes, the storage room at the far end of the hallway. "
He blinked. Twice. No, three times. "How do you know about the storage room?"
"I'm a heck of an investigator. "
"That room is strictly off limits. "
"Why?"
This time he didn't blink. This time, he just stared at me. "Because Robert Mason says it is. Look, I gotta go. We have a show to put on. I hope you guys catch the sick son of a bitch who did this to Brian. "
I nodded and watched him hurry off. Then I flicked my eyes over to where Robert Mason was sitting in the foldout chair on stage - and gasped when I saw him staring back at me.
He was still as handsome as ever. Older, granted, but one hell of a handsome man. He stared at me some more, then looked away.
I shivered, and exited stage left.
Chapter Thirteen
I was watching them from the parking lot.
Not exactly the best seat in town, granted, but it would have to do. Lately, I seemed to be almost completely intolerant to the sun. Brief sojourns were excruciating, even when I was fully clothed and lathered.
And so, while my son played soccer, I sat alone in my van, huddled in the center of my seat, thankful for the surrounding tinted glass. Of course, from where I sat, I couldn't see the entire playing field, but beggars can't be choosers.
It was a crisp late winter day, warm for this time of year, perfect for anyone who wasn't me. Before me were some bleachers filled with moms and dads and relatives and friends. The mothers all seem to know each other and they laughed and pointed and cupped their hands and shouted encouragement. They shared stories and drinks and sandwiches and chips.
I sat alone and watched them and tried not to feel sorry for myself. Easier said than done.
From where I sat, I couldn't tell who was winning, so I just watched Anthony as he ran up and down the field, disappearing and reappearing from around poles and bleachers and hedges.
From what I could tell, he had real talent, but what did I know? These days, he almost always scored a goal - sometimes even two or three. He seemed to have the strongest leg - kicking leg, that is - and a real nose for the action; at least, he was always right in the thick of things. Mostly I cringed and winced when I watched him, praying he would be careful. My overprotectiveness wasn't a surprise, especially when you consider what I went through seven months ago.
Presently, the action was coming toward my end of the field, and I sat forward in my seat. Anthony was leading the charge, elbowing his way through a crowd of kids who clearly didn't seem as athletic. And now Anthony was mostly free, pursued by opponents on either side. Amazingly, Anthony pulled away from them. Not only running faster than them, but running faster while kicking a soccer ball.
Then he reared back and kicked a laser shot into the far corner of the net, blowing it past the outmatched goalie.
Anthony's teammates high-fived him. Parents stood and cheered. I shouted and stamped my feet in the minivan. No one heard me cheer, of course. Especially not Anthony.
Still, I cheered alone from inside the minivan, rocking it all the way down to its axles. And when I was done cheering, done clapping, I buried my face in my hands and tried to forget just what a freak I was.
After the game, as parents and grandparents hugged their excited and dirty kids, I saw Anthony coming toward me. Alone, and perhaps dirtiest of all. One of the other mothers saw him and asked him something. He pointed to me sitting in the minivan. She nodded and smiled and waved to me. I waved back. She then gave Anthony a big hug and congratulated him, no doubt on playing a great game. By my count, Anthony had scored three goals. She gave him another hug and set him free.
That should be me hugging him, I thought. That should be me walking him off the field.
There was blood along his knees and elbows. The kid had taken a beating scoring those three goals. But he didn't limp; in fact, he didn't seem fazed by the injuries at all.
Tough kid.
He flashed me a gap-toothed smile, and my heart swelled with all kinds of love. Now he was running toward me, his cleats clickity-clacking over the asphalt. He looked like an athlete. A natural athlete. His movements fluid and easy, covering the ground effortlessly, cutting through cars and people with precision. On a dime. By the time he reached the minivan he was sprinting. He skidded to a halt and yanked open the door.
"Mom!" he shouted. "I scored three goals today!"
"Incredible!"
He jumped in and lunged across the console and gave me a big hug. The strength in his arms was real. He nearly tore me out of my seat. "Did you see them?"
"Some of them," I said. Two, in fact. Both scored on this side of the field. "So when did you get so darn good?"
He shrugged. "I dunno. Lucky, I guess. "
But something suddenly occurred to me. Anthony hadn't been very good just a year ago. In fact, I distinctly recall him coming back to the van crying, wanting to quit his team. Now he was coming back to the van as the hero of the game.
And not just a hero, but clearly the best athlete on the field.
I was about to say that luck had nothing to do with it when I looked down at his legs. The cuts I had seen just a minute earlier were. . . gone. Only dried blood remained. And only a little bit of dried blood.
I think my heart might have stopped.
"Anthony, how do you feel?"
"Great! We won!"
"Yes, I know, but do you feel. . . sunburned at all?"
"Sunburned?" Distracted, he waved to a friend passing by the van.
"Yes, sunburned or sick?"
"I feel good, Mom. I promise. Stop worrying about me. "
I bit my lip and somehow managed to hide my concern. "Are you hungry, baby?"
"Duh. Of course I'm hungry. "
"Of course. What do you want?"
"Duh, hamburgers!"
"Of course," I said, backing the minivan up. "Duh. "
Chapter Fourteen
You there, Fang?
I'm always here for you, Moon Dance.
Except when you're not.
Hey, a man's gotta work. What's on your mind, sweet cheeks?
Sweet cheeks?
Oops, did I write that out loud?
You did.
My bad. So what's on your mind, sugar butt?
Oh brother. I grinned, shook my head, then quickly turned somber. There's something going on with my son.
Is everything okay?!
Yes. I mean, I don't know.
He's not sick again, is he?
No. In fact, quite the opposite.
I told him about the healing in Anthony's leg, and my son's seemingly increased athletic ability. There was a long pause before Fang wrote back.
Maybe you are mistaken, Moon Dance. Is it possible that his blood had already dried?
I shook my head, aware that I was alone in my living room and no one could see me shaking my head.
No. I saw the fresh wounds. My eyes happen to be very, very good.
I projected the image I had in my mind. My own memory, in fact.
A moment later, Fang wrote: We used to call those strawberries. Probably got them sliding over the grass and maybe on some dirt.
Right, I wrote. And even if it had been dried blood, where was the wound?
There was no wound?
None.
Just dried blood?
Yes.
There was another long pause, followed by And the dried blood was recent?
Of course. It wasn't there when I dropped him off.
Is there a chance it wasn't his blood?
No. I saw the abrasions.
In the image you projected to me, wrote Fang, I'm pretty sure I see them, too.
We're weird, I wrote.
Yes we are, Moon Dance. A very good kind of weird.
So what does this mean with my son?
I don't know, Moon Dance. There was another pause. And you say he's getting better in sports, too?
Much, much better.
Supernaturally better?
Last year about this time he was benched for picking his nose. Now he's the leading scorer. I wouldn't have thought anything about this, except. . .
Except when you combine it with the disappearing wound. . .
Right, I wrote. There's something weird going on with my son. Fang, could you. . .
I'll look into it, Moon Dance.
Thank you, Fang.
And as we were about to sign off, I caught a fleeting glimpse into Fang's mind, a thought that I was certain I wasn't supposed to see or hear. Except it wasn't so much a thought as a feeling.
Fang was hoping that if he helped me, I would help him in return. To do what, I didn't know.
But I could guess.
Chapter Fifteen
I was in bed with Kingsley.
Not a bad place to be. Ever. It was the day after his "change" and he was feeling particularly, ah, ravenous. And not just for food. Yes, he had prepared a delicious meal for himself, and supplied me with a particularly fresh goblet of hemoglobin.
We had spent the evening in his kitchen, drinking and eating over his counter, while he looked at me with yellowish eyes that suggested that he was not only going to tear my clothing off my back, but he was going to do so in a particularly inspired way.
He didn't tear off my clothes. But they did come off quick enough, and we spent the next few hours putting our immortal bodies to good use. Very good use.
Now, we were both lying on our sides, naked and talking quietly. The lights were off but I could see every square inch of Kingsley's epic body, which I never really got used to. It was like lying next to a small land mass, a living peninsula. Hard, corrugated, with peaks and valleys and forests and plains. Epic, immovable, sexy as hell.
I knew he could see every curve of mine, too, being a fellow creature of the night. That he could see every curve of mine gave me some degree of anxiety. I might be immortal, but I was insecure as hell about my naked body.
Kingsley, not so much. He liked to be naked. Lucky for him, I liked when he was naked, too. Presently, his shaggy hair hung down to the bed sheet, a bed sheet that was still soaked with our sweat. His relaxed bicep still looked bigger than my waist. His chest hair was thicker than normal thanks to his beastly visitor from the night before.
Yes, the big oaf was shedding all over the place. Additionally, his eyes were glowing more yellow than normal, also a residue of his recent transformation.
"Kingsley," I said.
He was presently running a thick finger over my hip. "Yeah, babe?"
"Are there really. . . things living inside us?"
His finger stopped on my waist. "That's not exactly bedroom talk, Sam. "
"Sorry, but it's been bugging me. "
"Since you met your guardian angel?"
I nodded, which looked more like a shake since my head was propped up on my hand. The lights were out in the room, and only the silver glow from the still-mostly full moon bathed our naked bodies. "He kind of freaked me out. "
"He was trying to freak you out, Sam. And he's certainly not a guardian angel. Not anymore. "
"A fallen angel," I said.
"Right," said Kingsley. "Something like that. "
"I spoke to whatever's in you," I said. "He said you were his vehicle to gain entrance into the mortal world again. "
"So you said before. Remind me to kick his ass if I ever meet him. "
I tried to smile. Mostly, I was successful. I said, "Do you feel him inside you?"
"Not really, Sam. Then again, I don't necessarily feel much when I change. "
"Do you feel anything?"
"I feel anger and hate and blind rage. "
"But you didn't attack me in my room last year. "
"No. "
"Why not?"
"Because I knew it was you. "
"But did you want to attack me?"
"A part of me did. Very badly. "
"But you resisted," I said.
"With all my strength and will. "
"What would have happened if you attacked me?" I asked.
"We wouldn't be here now. "
"Because I would be dead. "
"No. . . you would have survived. And I would have survived, too. Vampires are as strong or stronger than even a full-blown werewolf. I'm not sure our relationship would have survived. "
I shrugged. I hadn't thought of that. I said, "So, I'm as strong as you?"
"Don't sound so pleased, but yes. Although my size factors into things, I would say you are particularly strong, even for a vampire. "
"Why is that?"
"I don't know. There's something going on with you that I haven't quite put a finger on. "
"Oh, you put a finger on it. "
He laughed. A sharp bark that startled me. "Anyway, even your everyday vampire at full power is nearly unstoppable. "
"But you stopped Dominique," I said, referring to the events of seven months ago, when my son had been dying and I had faced down a particularly old and desperate vampire.
"I said nearly," said Kingsley. "That night could have quickly gone south for me. "
I patted his hearty chest. I could have been slapping a side of beef. "Then it's a good thing you're such a big boy. "
"Big has its benefits. "
I rolled my eyes. "Please not another penis reference. "
"Fine. I won't refer to my big penis. "
"Oh, God. Annnnyway, I still can't imagine anyone - vampires or otherwise - being able to stop you. "
He chuckled lightly, then studied me for a few seconds. "Actually, you could, Sam. "
I snorted. "I doubt it. "
"You are stronger than you realize. In fact, rumor has it that a Mr. Captain Jack was perhaps the strongest vampire of them all. That is, until you came around. "
Kingsley was referring to a missing-child case that had led me to an Indian casino in Simi Valley, where a young girl's blood was being siphoned by a particularly sick son of a bitch.
Kingsley went on, "From what I understand, most others in the vampire world steered clear of Captain Jack. And look what you did to him. "
"I was lucky. I had help. "
"But who's alive, Sam? You vanquished a powerful vampire. You are not one to mess with. "
The talk was getting a little serious, especially since we were both naked in bed. I ran a finger through his tangle of chest hair. "Then
what were you doing just a few moments ago?"
He reached over and pulled me close to his superheated body. "Oh, I wasn't messing with you, Sam. " And now he flipped me over onto my back and climbed on top of me. "I was making love to you. "
I blinked. Hard. This was news to me. "Love?"
"Oh, yeah, Sam. " He lowered his face to my skin. "Love. "
At least, that's what I think he said. His words might have been a little muffled.
Chapter Sixteen
It was early afternoon and I was at the Cal State Fullerton library.
I waved to my cute friend working behind the help desk. He smiled brightly and rose from his chair, but I breezed past, blew him a kiss, and hurried into one of the elevators going up. At the third floor, I wound my way through a maze of book aisles until I came upon the special collections room.
Cal State Fullerton had many special collections. In the science fiction wing, there was a room devoted solely to local science fiction authors. One could find original Dune manuscripts by Frank Herbert along with his personal notes. My favorite was the Philip K. Dick room. The world at large thought the man had a screw loose, and maybe he did. But I happened to think he was onto something. Or something was onto him.
Anyway, this was the Occult Reading Room, which consisted of extremely rare manuscripts. Like with the science fiction room, these books couldn't be checked out. Only admired. Or feared. And, yes, there were one or two books in here that definitely aroused some fear. Okay, a lot of fear.
Except today I wasn't here to read books, or even to peruse the shelves. I was here to meet a young man. A young man who, I suspected, wasn't so young.
I hung a right into the Occult Reading Room and wasn't too surprised to see that it was empty. Well, empty of anything living, that is. A very old man in spirit form sat in one of the chairs and appeared to be deep in thought. Then again, most ghosts appeared to be in deep thought. As I came in, he looked up at me, startled, frowned grumpily, and promptly disappeared into the nether-sphere.
Well, excuse me.
The reading room was really a library unto itself. It had its own shelves, its own filing system, its own desks and reading chairs. Even its own help desk, where I rang the little bell.
As I waited, I could hear something scratching from deeper within the reading room, followed by some whispering and even the occasional moan. I shivered. Creepy as hell.
A young man soon appeared from the back offices. What he did back there, I didn't know. Who he was, exactly, I didn't know that either. For all the world, he appeared as just another handsome college student with a bright smile.
