“I can’t swim.”
Something in her gaze almost made him believe her. Or maybe that was just his dick trying to influence him— Mr. Happy wanted her pressed against his body again.
Either way... “Lies aren’t going to save you this time, princess.”
* * *
GOD, SHE WAS going to drown. She’d always known it. Somewhere in the back of her brain, she’d known this was her destiny.
Just like it had been her mother’s.
Although, unlike her, her mom had loved the water. Had resented giving up her transient life on a ship to take care of a daughter she’d never really wanted.
What irony that on one of the few chances she’d had to go back to it, the water had killed her.
And now it was going to take Loralei.
She stared into Jackson’s eyes. They reminded her of the sky at home, bright and blue after a strong summer storm.
But it was clear he didn’t believe her. Thought she was lying to save herself a dunking. Well, it wouldn’t take him long to realize she was telling the truth. Unfortunately, it would probably be too late.
Jackson swung her body, counted to three as if they were at some frat pool party, and let her go. Air rushed up beside her, the roar filling her ears.
She sucked in a huge breath. The action was automatic. Her eyes clamped closed. It pissed her off that the image tattooed on the back of her lids was of Jackson as he’d sat next to her at the table earlier, looking at her with lust in his eyes and a wicked grin curling his lips.
She was now regretting not letting him take her upstairs and follow through on the promise there.
What kind of screwed up, mixed emotions was she harboring for her murderer?
Her body hit the water ass first, her arms and legs folding up with the pressure of impact. Part of her expected the water to be cold, but it wasn’t. It was pleasantly warm, almost soothing.
Her limbs flailed as she sank. Her lungs heaved, bubbles escaping through her nose to drift upward with her descent.
She watched the hull of the ship slip past, just out of reach. Darkness and water closed around her, narrowing her world to the few feet right in front of her.
How long had she been under? It didn’t matter.
Her butt hit something solid. Sand clouded up around her, obstructing her vision even more.
Her body lurched. Her lungs burned with the demand to breathe, but somehow she managed to quell the instinct that would have allowed water to fill her lungs.
Dark spots dotted her vision, followed by bright bursts of color.
Something swam in front of her. It would be her luck if it was a shark looking for a quick dinner. Would it be worse to die from drowning or being ripped apart by sharp teeth?
A face appeared in front of her. Jackson. His soft blond hair floated up in a riot, like a lion’s mane. His gaze bored into her. He was trying to tell her something, but she didn’t have the mental capacity to worry about what it was. A heavy peace settled over her. For the first time she realized just how quiet it was beneath the water. Nothing else mattered.
Was this what her mom had felt right before the end?
She hoped so. So much better than the nightmares she’d been plagued with for years, images of her mom desperate, fighting and in pain.
Something hard wrapped around her chest and she started moving. The darkness began to fade. In some dim corner of her mind, Loralei realized Jackson was towing her to the surface.
Unfortunately, she was afraid it was too late.
Unable to resist the compulsion to breathe any longer, she opened her mouth, searching for air and finding nothing but water.
* * *
HOLY HELL, she hadn’t been lying.
What on God’s green earth was she doing heading up a dive team if she couldn’t swim?
Jackson was used to compartmentalizing responses in order to tackle the priorities in front of him. Getting her out of the water was his first point of action. Making sure she was still breathing his second. After that he could decide whether or not to verbally take a strip from her hide.
Later, someone else could take the pound of flesh from his ass for what he’d done.
It had taken him about thirty seconds to realize she wasn’t coming up. A few more to convince himself she wasn’t playing him for a fool. Another thirty to rocket down to her, snatch her around the waist and start hauling her up to the surface.
Plenty of time. She would be fine.
Because he couldn’t live with himself if she actually drowned.
The minx was a thorn in his side, but she didn’t deserve to die for that.
Breaking the surface, Jackson shoved her up onto the dock. It was not a good sign that her limbs flopped around uselessly. If she’d passed out, water was definitely in her lungs.
Hauling himself up after her, Jackson rolled her head sideways to clear the water from her mouth and nose. Then he sealed his lips to hers and started mouth-to-mouth. Within a few breaths her chest heaved and she started coughing, water sputtering out. Jackson rolled her, pounded on her back to help get out whatever was left in her lungs.
Her body convulsed with the force of her need to expel the seawater. After several moments, she quieted. Her forehead rested on the rough surface of the dock. Her hand spread out beside her head, hair tangled through her fingers. Her legs were twisted together, as if she didn’t have the energy to move a single muscle.
Jackson stopped pounding on her back, instead rubbing up and down in a slow, soothing gesture. He wanted to offer her comfort. But he also kept touching her to reassure himself that she was really breathing.
Finally, Loralei glanced over her shoulder at him. He expected her to yell. He deserved it. Wanted it, so he could find an outlet for the guilt filling his own chest.
What he wasn’t prepared for was her sea-roughened voice whispering, “Thank you.”
Shit.
“I nearly killed you and you’re thanking me?”
“You saved me.”
“I threw you in.”
Her lips twisted in a half grimace, half smile. “Okay, screw you, asshole. And thanks for saving my life. Feel better now?”
Not particularly. But for some reason he couldn’t tell her that. Instead, he lifted her into his arms, heedless of the water that streamed off both of them.
Striding down the dock, he carried her back onto his ship. She stirred, murmured what he knew was going to be the start of a protest, but he cut her off before it could begin.
“Don’t bother. You need a shower to warm up. There’s still a chance you could go into shock. And I’m not letting you out of my sight until I know you’re not going to develop complications from having your lungs full of water.”
He probably should take her to the hospital, but for some reason what he’d said was the truth. He didn’t want to let her out of his sight long enough to let anyone else tend to her.
He felt responsible; that was all.
He’d had plenty of experience with water and a few close calls with drowning. If he hadn’t felt equipped to recognize a potential problem soon enough to call in reinforcements, he wouldn’t be walking her onto his ship.
Apparently, she recognized his resolve because her mouth snapped shut without uttering a single sound.
Carrying her to his stateroom, Jackson moved straight for the tiny attached bathroom. Several of the guys shared one, but as owner, he rated the best room complete with a private bath. Not that it was much. Just a toilet, sink and shower barely big enough to fit his shoulders through.
Shifting her, Jackson let her body slide down his until her feet touched the floor. Water pooled beneath them, but he ignored it.
With one arm still around her waist to steady her, Jackson reached inside the shower and flipped on the faucet to let the water warm.
Drawing back, he stared into her upturned face. Her pale green eyes were a little wary, a little grateful and a lot scared.
Why
hadn’t he seen that before?
Because he hadn’t wanted to believe her.
After pushing back the tangle of black hair from her face, Jackson found himself saying, “I’m sorry,” in a gruff voice he barely recognized.
“So am I. I shouldn’t have been here. I know you probably won’t believe me, but I didn’t intend to sneak aboard. Really.”
Guilt and uncertainty mixed together in his blood. He wanted to believe her. But he didn’t. He couldn’t. Not even after almost drowning her.
She’d been telling the truth about not being able to swim, but that didn’t mean she wouldn’t lie about anything else.
Why did the thought of her doing that hurt?
It shouldn’t matter.
This woman was nothing to him. Nothing more than a business rival and the daughter of a man who’d done everything he could to hurt Jackson and his business.
The only thing he could do was shake his head. “It doesn’t matter. At least not right now.”
Loralei dropped her gaze to the floor between their feet. Her shoulders rose and fell on a deep sigh that he felt more than heard.
She took a half step backward—about as much room as she could force between them—and dropped her hands from their resting place against his chest.
Steam began to fill the tiny room, billowing out around the glass shower enclosure. It turned the air around them muggy and heavy.
Without raising her gaze, Loralei reached for the buttons on her shirt. Until that moment he hadn’t noticed just how thin and clingy it was. Earlier, it had looked big and breezy, swirling around her body and hiding the curves he’d instinctively known were beneath it.
Now, those curves were seriously on display. The gauzy material was plastered to her body and practically see-through.
“Go away, Jackson, so I can take my shower, get off this boat and back to my hotel.”
She popped a single button, but he didn’t move.
“Ship. She’s a ship.”
Another one went. “Whatever.”
It wasn’t as if she was revealing anything he couldn’t already almost see. But Jackson couldn’t tear away his gaze as she slowly, meticulously revealed each inch of golden skin. He stayed where he was until she reached her breasts, which swelled round and inviting over the edge of white lace.
Spinning on his heel, Jackson bolted for the bedroom, his own lungs heaving as if he’d been the one to cough up a gallon of seawater.
He raked his fingers through his hair, shook off the water that still clung to him, not caring what got wet in the process. Behind him, the bathroom door closed with a quiet click.
The barrier didn’t help. He could hear her moving around in the small space. Imagine her standing in his shower, using his shampoo and running her soap-covered hands over her naked body.
After yanking off his own wet clothes, he donned dry ones and pulled out an old T-shirt and gym shorts for her.
He wanted to escape above deck before he did something stupid. Such as tear the bathroom door off its hinges so he could help her rinse away the suds. He even started to leave, but he couldn’t make himself go. Not until he knew she was actually okay.
So instead he began to prowl the small space, an uncomfortable sensation tingling at the back of his neck. The longer Loralei stayed in that room, the worse it became. He started worrying, remembering how she’d looked lying on the dock, eerily still and lifeless.
Break in the door or wait?
He’d never been one for indecision, but tonight he couldn’t make up his mind.
Which only frustrated him more.
4
LORALEI WRAPPED HER arms around her body and held on tight. Despite the warm water rushing over her, she shivered.
Closing her eyes, she let her head drop against the fiberglass wall in front of her. Then she just stood there with a jumble of thoughts and pictures running in an endless loop through her brain. She’d almost died. Drowned. The helpless sensation she’d felt as she’d looked up through the water and realized she couldn’t do anything to save herself... It had sucked.
What was wrong with her? She was an adult. She shouldn’t be ruled by her fear like a child afraid of the dark.
It sucked even worse that Jackson Duchane had been the one to rescue her.
God, her lips still tingled where he’d pressed his mouth to hers and breathed life back into her lungs. Every nerve ending in her body was alive from the sensation of being carried by him. That chest. Those shoulders. She’d gotten a front-and-center introduction to the hard body hidden beneath his clothes.
And she wanted more.
Seriously, what was wrong with her?
Realizing the trembling had finally stopped, Loralei quickly picked up the single bottle sitting on the shelf and dumped a huge dollop of shampoo into her hand. A clean, crisp scent melted into the small space around her. Without thinking, she pulled in a deep breath. She already associated the salt and sandalwood combination with the man who’d saved her life.
Part of her wanted to curl into a ball in the corner of his shower, give in to the black pit of fear that was threatening at the edges of her consciousness. But she refused to succumb to the temptation.
Rinsing the residue of saltwater from her skin, she finally stepped from the comfort of the steam-filled space. She grabbed a towel and swiped it across her dripping hair several times before wrapping it around her body.
Glancing around, she realized she had nothing to put on.
Great.
It wasn’t bad enough that she had to face him, now she was going to have to do it wearing nothing but a scrap of terrycloth that barely covered her from chest to hip.
After sucking in a deep, calming breath, Loralei straightened her shoulders and reached for the door handle.
One step into the attached bedroom her bravado failed her and she froze.
Jackson was stalking around the small space. Tension radiated off his tight body. His hands were threaded together at the base of his neck, his back and shoulder muscles rippled against a T-shirt that looked well-worn and soft enough to wrap a newborn baby in.
Jesus. No man should look like that. Loralei’s heart slammed into her throat before dropping to her toes. Her stomach rolled, not from fear or the rocking ship, but from a burst of lust that nearly knocked her on her ass.
And that was before he turned around and raked her with those summer-blue eyes. Oh, shit. The intensity in his gaze had her swaying on her feet. Her body tingled, jumped to life. Beneath the thin layer of cotton, her nipples tightened into aching points, reminding her just how naked and vulnerable she was.
Before she could attempt to get a grip on her runaway libido, he was standing beside her. How had he moved so quickly?
The heat of his huge hand settled on her arm, steadying her.
“Easy,” he murmured. His voice, deep and rough, scraped across her senses.
“I was about to bust in there. You were taking a long time.”
Loralei stared up at him, surprised to see genuine concern swirling together with guilt. And lust. Dammit, that wasn’t helping her runaway hormones. Especially when the vision of him slipping into that tiny shower with her ghosted across her thoughts.
Shaking away temptation, Loralei licked her lips and said, “I’m fine.”
Was that really her voice? All scratchy and fragile?
His gorgeous mouth pulled down at the edges in a frown. Why did she suddenly have the urge to reach out and run the pad of her finger across his lips? Would they be as hard as the rest of him, or soft and yielding?
“Why don’t I believe you?”
“Seriously.” She had to get a grip...on something other than him. Stepping away, Loralei watched his hand drop to his side. Already, she missed the comforting warmth that had spread through her from where he’d touched. “Hand me some clothes so I can head back to my hotel room.”
Jackson twisted and grabbed a pile from the small table beside the bed. Instea
d of holding them out to her, he pressed them against his chest and folded his arms over them. The veins running along his biceps pulsed.
“You’re not going anywhere.”
His words were the catalyst she needed to drag her gaze back to his stony expression.
“Of course I am. I need to get back to my crew.”
“What you need to do is rest.”
“Exactly. And the sooner you give me those the sooner I can get out of your hair.” Loralei held out her hand hoping he’d plop the clothes against her palm. He didn’t, but she kept her arm out anyway.
His expression turned harsh, those amazing eyes going as sharp as cut glass. She could see the argument coming and felt her own body respond, adrenaline surging into her already spinning system.
But before she could say anything, his entire body changed. All the tension bled out of him. His mouth softened. Tiny lines crinkled the edges of his eyes, which had melted into pools of heat.
Tossing the clothes back onto the bed behind him, he took a single step forward and filled her personal space. But he didn’t touch her. Was it wrong that she wished he had?
Instead, he laced his fingers behind his neck again.
“Loralei, you nearly drowned.”
Just those few simple words had the ghost of her panic welling inside her again.
“I know,” she whispered.
“I have to keep an eye on you. Make sure you don’t have any complications. There are plenty of reports of people dying hours after a near drowning.”
Loralei swallowed. That wasn’t exactly what she wanted to hear right now, but she’d deal with that unpleasant thought later. Right now she had to convince this man to step back and let her go.
Or she wasn’t sure she’d be able to keep herself from reaching out and running her hands over his wide chest and shoulders.
“My crew can keep an eye on me. Tell me what to look for.”
She barely got out the words before he was shaking his head. “I threw you in. Even after you told me you couldn’t swim. You’re my responsibility.”
One thing made her hesitate. If she went back to her room she’d have to explain to Brian what had happened and why he had to keep an eye on her to make sure she was okay. He’d find out her secret.
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