“The trouble is I don’t stop at the baking stage,” Cal had admitted. “I just can’t resist lathering my bread with full-fat Irish butter, so I can’t. And then I tend to eat the lot.”
She’d paused, mid-chew. “Oh my God. I do exactly the same with my cakes. Sometimes they don’t even make it from the baking tray to the cooling rack.”
They’d stared at each other, enjoying the moment of mutual sympathy.
“Maybe we should go into business together,” Cal had joked. “With your cakes and my breads we could single-handedly cause an obesity epidemic.”
She’d licked the last sticky smears of pecan from her spoon. “I don’t doubt it for a minute. I’ve been a huge success already working on my own obesity.”
“You’re not obese,” Cal had said staunchly. “You’re curvaceous.”
Gemma had rolled her eyes; she’d lost count of the times she’d heard that cliché.
“Yeah, and I’m a real woman,” she’d finished for him. “Which would be fine, except I’m about five real women all rolled into one.”
“Which makes me about ten men,” Cal had said with a grimace. “But sure, I don’t regret a mouthful of today’s lunch. The food was great and the company even better.”
Now, as she walked through the town and back towards Trendaway Farm, Gemma smiled to herself as she recalled these words. Cal had proved to be very easy to spend time with and their conversation had flowed as effortlessly as the Camel was now flowing out into the Atlantic. Far from the arrogant footballer she’d been expecting, he was funny, self-depreciating and hugely encouraging of her acting ambitions. In fact, if it hadn’t been for his enthusiasm, Gemma doubted she would have found the courage to audition for the role of Viola this evening.
“If you can do this,” Cal had said, dropping her off at the rehearsal venue, “then I can certainly pluck up the courage to go wakeboarding tomorrow. Jaysus! I fecking hate the water. Do you think I should have told my manager I can just about doggy-paddle?”
Gemma – who’d been looking at the gathering crowd of thespian wannabes, the women all wearing leggings, organic handmade shoes and loose floaty tops which probably cost more than her entire wardrobe – had felt her stomach lurch. What on earth had possessed her to do this? There was no way she could compete with them. Who would want a chubby Viola? She’d probably end up being cast as Sir Toby Belch instead. She’d opened her mouth to tell Cal that she’d changed her mind, but he’d put a finger against her lips and shaken his head.
“Go on, show them how it’s done,” he’d told her. “Get out there and break a leg. Hopefully, unlike with me, that will start your career rather than ending it!”
So Gemma had dredged up all her courage and, after arranging to watch him wakeboard the following day in return, had gone and auditioned. Although she’d last learned the lines a lifetime, and several dress sizes, ago the words were as fresh as if she’d memorised them yesterday. While she’d waited her turn she’d trembled like a puppy left out in the rain, and the delicious lunch had curdled and churned as her stomach had done its best washing-machine-on-spin-cycle impression. What little nails she did have had soon been gnawed to stumps; she’d just been making inroads on the skin alongside them when her name had been called. Before she’d even had time to gather her thoughts, Gemma had been propelled onto the stage.
For a moment she’d stood still, blinded by the lights and racked with self-doubt. What had she been thinking?
“Ready when you are!” A voice had carolled. “From the top!”
Her tongue had turned to cotton wool. For a hideous minute it had felt as though her throat was closing up, and there had been a whooshing in her ears. Then, Gemma had taken a deep breath.
“Too well what love women to men may owe,” she’d begun and, just like a racehorse catapulting out of the starting gate, she’d been up and running. Viola’s beautiful, heartfelt words had tumbled from her lips, the rhyme and rhythm carrying her along in a tide of emotion, until she’d no longer been Gemma, the overweight awkward girl who liked cakes a little too much for her own good, but Viola, young, alone and hopelessly in love with the handsome Duke Orsino, a man as far out of reach from her as Cal was from Gemma. As Gemma had described how she would love him constantly and silently, her heart breaking because she could never reveal her feelings, her voice had caught and her eyes had shimmered with tears.
“I am all the daughters of my father’s house, and all the brothers too,” she’d finished sadly. She had chosen to end the section here, an unusual finishing point but one which she hoped would have an impact on the audience.
The hall had been totally silent. All Gemma had heard was the thudding of her own heartbeat and her ragged breathing. Oh crap. She must have been seriously bad and shocked them speechless. Silently she’d cursed Dee and Cal for letting her think she was good enough to do this. Could she just sneak out now and hide under a rock? Or, in her case, a whole heap of rock cakes?
Just as she’d been contemplating bolting for it, a slow ripple of applause had spread around the room, quiet at first but slowly gathering in volume and conviction until the whole place had rung with it. Somebody had even whistled. Gemma was stunned. They liked her. They really liked her!
“I don’t like to jump the gun, darlings, but I think we’ve found our Viola,” a tall skinny man with sparse ginger hair and thick black-framed glasses had declared. Stepping forward, he’d extended clammy hands, which had clasped hers excitedly. “Derek Vanos, director of the Rock and Padstow Players, at your service! My dear, that was simply divine! I just adore the way you delivered!”
A big Halloween-pumpkin grin had split Gemma’s face. Derek’s admiration had made her feel a million dollars. By the time she’d left, with a copy of Twelfth Night held firmly in her hand, Gemma had felt almost drunk from an overload of praise and excitement. Not only had she plucked up the courage to audition but she’d also been offered the part there and then! She could hardly wait to see Cal again and tell him!
Still buzzing, Gemma wandered through the town. She wasn’t quite sure when she would see Cal again – he had a busy filming schedule and found it hard to escape his team – but they’d made a pact to meet once a week to eat something naughty and commiserate about calorie counting. Cal thought this would just about keep him sane and Gemma had agreed that, in the spirit of solidarity, she would do her hardest to watch her food in the interim. It was nice to have a friend who actually understood just how hard it was to resist the biscuit tin and for whom diet really was a four-letter word. Right now she was so excited about being in the play and getting stuck into rehearsals that for once food was the furthest thing from Gemma’s mind. Instead, she was reading Twelfth Night as she walked along, oblivious to all the delicious smells from the restaurants. Even the piles of chips in the local chip shop failed to drag her away from the pages of iambic pentameter. It was only when Angel waved her hand under Gemma’s nose that she left Illyria and returned to Cornwall.
It was a sign of just how engrossed Gemma was in the play that she didn’t notice Angel: her best friend was glammed up to the nth degree in a scarlet Valentino number which made her hair stand out like a halo and her skin turn to golden suede. Although she was walking along Rock Road, presumably on her way back to the farm, Angel was inappropriately shod in sky-high silver wedges, in which she wobbled and tottered like Bambi on ice.
“Bloody hell, am I glad to meet you. These shoes are killing me!” Angel grumbled, clinging to Gemma’s elbow for support. Her pretty face was screwed up with pain. “Have you got the car? I swear, if I take another step my feet will fall off!”
“I walked,” Gemma said. This wasn’t strictly true, of course, because Cal had given her a lift, but she didn’t want to discuss him with Angel. Apart from the fact that she was looking forward to poring over their lovely afternoon like a miser counting his gold, she’d promised Cal that any lunches they had would be top secret – and since Angel had a bigger gob on her than
Zippy, she would be kept firmly in the dark. Luckily for Gemma, she wasn’t forced to fib or elaborate because Angel was totally focused on her own predicament.
“Bollocks,” she said, slipping off a shoe and bending over to massage her red toes. “I was really hoping for a lift. I can’t walk another step. I don’t suppose,” she added hopefully, “you’ve got enough money on you for a taxi?”
Gemma shut her copy of the play. “Why are you walking? I thought you were dating a viscount? Can’t he afford a cab?”
“Of course he can,” Angel said with huge confidence. “He’s just dropped me off at the Alexshovs. I have to wait until he’s gone and then walk home. I can’t have him seeing the caravan, can I?”
Gemma stared at her. “You’re still hiding where we live from him? That’s madness. Surely you can tell him the truth now?”
“Not yet,” Angel said firmly. “Not until I’m sure he really likes me. Until then I’m doing a lot of walking and getting a lot of blisters. So, Gems, can we get a cab? Please?”
Gemma had been enjoying her walk home. It was a beautiful night: the black velvet sky glittered with stars and the air was warm and sweet. Although it was dark, the town was still busy. People were squashed onto benches and tables outside the cafés, and bubbles of laughter and the clinking of glasses filled the air. Unlike Angel, Gemma was wearing sensible shoes – her fat feet would have looked like trotters in strappy sandals – and was more than ready to stomp up the hill.
“Please?” Angel repeated, her eyes wide and sad. “I’ll do anything! Lend you my Gina sandals? Introduce you to Laurence’s millionaire mate?”
“How about you clean the loo?”
Angel gulped. “You strike a hard bargain, but OK, I’ll clean the loo.”
“You really are in pain, aren’t you?” Gemma teased, since Angel was to cleaning what Cal was to healthy eating. She fished around in her bag, located her purse underneath the detritus of tattered magazines, fluffy Tampax and leaky biros, and tugged it out. Inside was all her worldly wealth until payday; paying the rent and food upfront had wiped out what little savings she did have. Andi was working hard to reimburse her but she’d yet to see a penny from her best friend.
“Oh goody, a twenty,” Angel cried, when Gemma opened her purse. “That will get us back easily.”
Gemma sighed. There went her last twenty pounds. She had been planning to spend tomorrow in Truro, but no longer.
“Bugger Truro,” Angel said cheerfully when Gemma mooted this idea. “I’ve got a much better plan for you, girlfriend! And it can be a big thank you too. Laurence’s pal has got a really cool boat and tomorrow he’s promised to take me and Andi out on it. It’ll be a blast. You can have a go in the tubes and on the wakeboard.”
A bit like Cal, Gemma could think of more enjoyable activities than water sports – like cordless bungee jumping, for example. Besides, there was no way she was letting anyone see her flabby body in a swimming costume.
“He’s got wetsuits too,” Angel continued, warming to her theme. “You’ll love it.”
Gemma couldn’t think of anything she would love less. Dressed in rubber she would look like a whale. No thanks. She was just about to refuse when a thought occurred to her: Cal would be on the water tomorrow, wouldn’t he? If she were out on a boat too then maybe she would bump into him. Somehow the thought of Cal seeing her in a swimsuit didn’t faze Gemma in the slightest. Nobody would understand better how she would feel. At the thought of seeing him again, her heart did a cartwheel. Oh dear. She was still a fifteen-year-old in her head.
“OK, then,” she agreed.
Angel beamed and brandished her iPhone. “You’re going to love Trav and honestly, babes, you’ll have the best time. You won’t regret it.”
And with this decisive comment, she set about calling the cab company, while Gemma kissed goodbye to her last twenty quid and hoped desperately that Angel was right. She had a sinking feeling and, although she was no expert on water sports, Gemma was pretty certain that when it came to boats a sinking feeling was not a good thing...
Chapter 28
It was one of those Cornish mornings when the air was Jif-lemon sharp and the light so clear it almost hurt the eyes. Although it was only seven o’clock, the heat of the day was already intense, ripe with the promise of more warmth from the gold-medallion sun. While Andi, Angel and Gemma waited on the pontoon, the Camel was already teeming with boats as holidaymakers and locals alike prepared for a day out on the water. The concentration of Breton tops, Joules tee shirts and Seasalt gear was probably higher here than anywhere else on the planet, Andi thought with a smile. And as for the rash of designer sunglasses atop perfectly styled hair – it must be really contagious, because here came Travis sporting a monster pair of Guccis and, next to him, a tall lean man with long dark hair and a panther-like grace, who was wearing mirrored wrap-around Pradas. From the way Angel lit up like Harrods at Christmas, Andi guessed this had to be the mysterious Laurence.
“All right, ladies?” Travis carolled, giving them a jaunty wave as he strode along the pontoon. He was wearing a scarlet pair of Rip Curl board shorts and little else, the sun glinting off his smooth waxed chest. He obviously worked out because he was ripped, but it was an oddly sexless look. Andi couldn’t help comparing him to Jonty, who was tanned and muscular from all his work in the boatyard and Ocean View garden. Jonty was strong, but not in an airbrushed showy way; she liked the freckles on his shoulders and the sprinkling of hair across his chest.
Andi pushed such thoughts away. Jax probably liked Jonty’s features too...
Once Jax had arrived last night, Andi had made her excuses and left swiftly. Jonty hadn’t tried to stop her. He’d been rooted to the spot, as motionless as any of the rosemary and lavender bushes beside him, and her last image of him had been of a figure so still he could have been mistaken for a statue. Whether he’d been frozen with horror or amazement Andi hadn’t been able to tell, but either way she hadn’t felt comfortable staying. Whatever had happened between Jonty and his ex, and whether Mel and Simon’s version was biased by affection or not, Andi had no idea. She only knew one thing: Jonty and Jax had a history and she was no part of it. He was her friend but, like her, he hadn’t chosen to share many details about his past. Andi wondered whether it was because this was too painful or because he was still in love with Jax? For about the hundredth time since yesterday evening she checked her mobile for a voicemail or a text, but it remained stubbornly silent. Andi sighed, and pushed it back into her rucksack. Life was complicated enough already; she ought to be grateful that Jonty was choosing not to make things even more difficult. Maybe he and Jax had spent last night talking long into the small hours and then making up until the stars faded and a small fingernail of sunshine scratched dawn into the hillside? That thought gave her a nasty twisting sensation, which Andi didn’t want to even think about attempting to identify. Instead she shoved all thoughts of Jonty away and concentrated on saying hello to Laurence and pretending to be thrilled to see Travis again.
“Delighted to meet you at last,” Laurence was saying in polished upper-class tones, as he took her hand in his. He was attractive, Andi thought, in a severe hawklike fashion, and those dark stormy eyes were definitely compelling. When he smiled down at her it was as though the sun had come out after months of cloudy skies, and she couldn’t help smiling back.
“This heatwave is marvellous, isn’t it?” he continued politely. “Simply marvellous for boating.”
He was still shaking her hand. Andi felt a bit as though she were meeting Prince William at a garden party, and had to resist the urge to curtsey.
“Angel tells me you are here for a few weeks staying with friends,” Laurence said. His vowels were so precise and his pronunciation so razor sharp it was amazing he didn’t slice his tongue. “Is that for the whole summer or will you move back with your family?”
Over Laurence’s Ariat clad shoulder Angel was pulling frantic faces. Andi hadn’t a clue
what she was on about or what pack of fibs her sister had told Laurence, but the meaning couldn’t have been clearer: don’t tell him anything!
“Mmm, that’s right,” Andi hedged. Not for the first time, she could have cheerfully throttled her sister. She hated lying, even by omission. In fact, especially by omission; hadn’t that been Tom’s forte?
“Enough of the touchy-feely bollocks,” said Travis cheerfully as he barged past, with armfuls of inflatables and ski lines. “Plenty of time for all that once we’re on the water. Time and tide don’t wait, even for viscounts.”
Laurence laughed. “They might for multimillionaires!”
Travis grinned. “They certainly do! I’d have the lot dredged and a bigger pontoon stuck in!” He leapt onto the boat and whooped. “All aboard the Wet Dream!”
Angel, shrieking with laughter, was already jumping down from the pontoon while Gemma, looking very worried, clambered awkwardly behind her. Although they were boating she was dressed in a white floor-length skirt, every inch of her swathed awkwardly – and inappropriately for today’s water sports – in fabric. She looked like a prim Victorian sea bather.
Andi shouldered her rucksack. She was half inclined to turn tail and just head back for the caravan. Some time on her own, the calls of wood pigeons and blackbirds the soundtrack to her day rather than Travis’s foghorn tones, was a very appealing notion. Only a nagging sense of unease and an unwillingness to leave her sister in the care of the Mr Toad of the boating world prevented her from running for the hills.
“Is he always like this?” she asked Laurence, nodding towards Travis.
Laurence gave Andi an apologetic smile. “Trav’s all right once you get to know him. A lot of that bluster comes from having to survive the public school system. You can probably imagine that a bunch of upper-class twits weren’t particularly kind to a boy whose pater sold pet food for a living. I class myself as one of those upper-class twits, by the way, but I hope I’ve grown up a bit since Eton.”
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