by Zoe Sharp
Strange how I could feel more distress at the deaths of two people where I’d been little more than a bystander, rather than the one where I’d actually pulled the trigger myself.
Now, the couple paused a little way off to my right with the waves lapping gently at their ankles. They turned their faces towards the sea and embraced. I shifted my gaze, unwilling to intrude.
I suppose there’d been a time, once, when I’d wondered if that would ever be Sean and me – strolling barefoot on a subtropical beach at sunrise. Instead we’d spent more time with our backs to the wall, fighting for our lives. Violence, mostly not of our own making, had always seemed to come between us.
We’d come back from Germany after New Year, though, with the air clearer than it had ever been, promising we’d try again from the beginning. No more baggage.
And we had, to a certain extent.
The first time Sean and I had got together we’d rushed into a wild and passionate affair that had self-destruct written all over it. Sure enough, it had ended in disaster for both of us.
This time around, he’d taken his time, courted me, and I’d been bemused to discover he had a gentle thoughtful side I’d never previously suspected. It didn’t fit with everything I’d ever known of Sean. It had made me hesitate.
Looking back over the past few months I realised that I’d been holding back, hoping for something that would lend substance to my caution. Failing to find it had only made me more wary, as though I’d been afraid that he was too good to be true.
And then, only the day before yesterday, I’d let my guard down just long enough for Sean to slip through, under my skin again. It had been every bit as magical as I’d recollected. Every bit as magical as I’d feared it couldn’t be.
And now it looked as though circumstances had brought our fledgling relationship to an end in the most final way possible.
I glanced over at Trey, the cause of all this. Drool stringed from his slack mouth. He was beginning to stir, rolling over onto his back with a short grunt like a sleeping dog. As I watched, his eyes fluttered open, squinting against the sunlight.
He struggled into a sitting position, scratching at his neck as he yawned and stretched. The hair sprang up around the back of his head in tufts.
“What’s up?” he said, rubbing at his face, his voice thick with sleep. “You were looking at me kinda weird.”
“Nothing.” I said, turning my face away. I indicated the vista with my hand and added with a touch of irony. “Another day in paradise.”
A flash of black and white further down the beach caught my eye. Tense, I got quickly to my feet, shaking the sand out of my towel. “Time to go,” I said abruptly.
“Aw man, what’s the hurry?” He stared up at me, not moving. “It’s early. We ain’t gonna meet up with the guys ‘til gone eleven.”
“That’s as maybe,” I said, keeping my voice low, “but there’s a pair of cops over there, checking IDs of all the kids sleeping on the beach.”
I’d tried to keep my body language casual, but Trey immediately spun round, staring at the two cops. They were wheeling mountain bikes through the sand. I’d always thought the cosy image of the local bobby on his bike belonged firmly in the leafy villages of Agatha Christie’s England. Looks like I’d been wrong.
These two looked nothing like familiar English coppers. Both men were wearing cycling shorts, gunbelts and trendy sunglasses. The image of Oakley man momentarily overlaid on top of them, sending my pulse soaring.
The pair handed ID back to the group of kids they’d been talking to and started moving towards us. They were barely thirty metres away. I cursed my own lack of attention, that I hadn’t spotted them earlier.
“You reckon they’re looking for us?” Trey asked, jumping to his feet now, nervous.
“Best not to find out, don’t you think?” I murmured.
The only immediate way off the beach was the set of wooden steps we’d slept alongside. Trey snatched up his towel and I led the way up the short flight. I concentrated on breathing evenly, trying not to make it look as though we were in a hurry, or running away. Difficult, when we were doing both.
In the dim light of the night before I’d thought the steps were simply a way up onto the dunes, but once we were at the top in daylight, I could see they actually led to someone’s private garden.
In front of us was a scrappy lawn of tough-looking grass punctuated by stubby palms at the borders. The trees had all grown leaning away from the beach and the prevailing wind. It wasn’t a big area, not like the garden of the Pelzners’ rented mansion back in Fort Lauderdale, but it had a lived-in feel. A child’s plastic slide sat on a paved patio closer to the house, with a brightly-coloured football and a mini trampoline.
The house itself was low and squat and painted white, battered by its proximity to the sea and the salt. A trellis of rust trails ran down the walls from every metal fixing. Almost the whole of the wall facing the ocean was made of glass that tilted downwards, presumably to fend off the glare from the water. I didn’t know much about real estate prices in Daytona Beach, but if the view alone counted for anything, then this was right up there. Until the next hurricane hit, of course.
The two cops had almost reached the foot of the steps. They were studying Trey and me, trying to work out if we belonged in the garden, or if they had a good enough reason to follow us up.
“Keep walking towards the house,” I whispered to the kid. I let my gaze scan casually across the cops, nodded and gave them a smile and a cheery wave. Failing to make eye contact doesn’t work with people who’ve been trained to spot someone acting shifty.
I turned back towards the house, then swore softly under my breath as a grey-haired woman in a loose sacky dress appeared at one of the windows. She stilled, narrowing her eyes and sticking her chin out as though she needed glasses to positively identify us as strangers at that distance.
I glanced round, making the pretence of pointing out a diving pelican to Trey. Out of the corner of my eye I saw one of the cops lean his bike against the stair rail and put his foot on the first step. His partner stayed on the beach.
A trickle of sweat ran between my shoulder blades. I hunched them, feeling the SIG dig into the back of my belt. The knife I’d taken from the skinny kid the night before weighed heavy in my shorts’ pocket.
Oh shit . . .
“Morning, officers,” said a man’s deep voice at that moment. “Can I help you boys?”
We all turned to find a slim elderly man with a neatly trimmed white van Dyke beard approaching up the beach, his stride long and rangy. He wore a battered Panama hat and a very faded T-shirt that had once advertised the 1989 Daytona 500. In his right hand he carried a bulging string bag.
“Oh hi, Walt, how you doing today?” said the cop who’d been about to climb up after us. He turned and stepped down onto the beach again.
“I’m doing good, Mikey,” the old guy said. “So, you boys smell breakfast cooking, or what?”
“No.” The cop laughed and shook his head. “You have folk visiting?” And he nodded in our direction.
Walt looked up then from under the brim of the Panama and a pair of piercing grey eyes under bushy eyebrows locked onto mine, straight and steady. I stared back at him and tried to impart pleading and desperation. I suppose there was a certain amount of fear there, too.
For what I’d have to do if he said no.
For a long moment, Walt didn’t move, then he gave me an almost imperceptible nod. “Yeah,” he said, his voice was slow and rolling, like he was reading a story on the radio. “You guys hungry?” he called to us. “Harriet’s making her special blueberry pancakes.”
I checked the house again. The old woman had moved to the open doorway now. She was standing just behind the mosquito screen, looking anxious.
Walt climbed the steps and came towards us. He paused a few strides away to turn and wave a small salute to the police. The cop he’d called Mikey waved back and collected h
is bike. The pair of them began to move off.
Walt watched them go, then turned back to us. Close to, I could see the bag he’d been carrying was filled with seashells.
“So,” he said calmly, “can I ask you folks what you’re doing in my back yard?”
“I’m sorry, sir,” I said, “we made a mistake – took a wrong turn. We were just looking for the way off the beach and—”
I broke off as Walt’s wildly sprouting eyebrows did a strange jiggle of surprise. “English, huh?” he said. “I have a daughter went to college over there – Manchester. You know it?” He pronounced the name with all the emphasis on the Man, like it was two words.
“Erm, yeah, I’m from that part of the country. My mother and father still live near Manchester,” I said, grasping at the association. I thought of my parents’ substantial Georgian house in the stockbroker belt of Cheshire and reckoned that my mother would faint at the suggestion that they were anywhere near the outskirts of the city itself, but they weren’t here to contradict me.
Walt beamed. “Well, that’s just great,” he said. “Why don’t you both come inside and you can tell Harriet and me all about Manchester while we have a bite of breakfast.”
“Oh really, sir, we couldn’t put you out like that,” I said quickly, even though my empty stomach was already grumbling at the mention of those blueberry pancakes.
“No, no,” Walt said. “It’s no trouble. Harriet always cooks for a full house. That woman could feed a battleship. There’ll be waffles, bacon, eggs, hash browns . . .”
He let his voice trail off artfully, those canny eyes shifting between the two of us. The expression on Trey’s face was so pained at my continued resistance to food it was almost comical.
I flicked my eyes past him. The two cops were still in sight, stopping someone else further along the beach. I looked back and found Walt had been watching me carefully.
I smiled back at him. “Well, if you’re sure, then that’s very kind of you, sir,” I said. “We’d love to stay for breakfast.”
Nine
Walt led us into the house through the screen door where his wife had been uneasily observing our approach. She stepped back without speaking as we trooped into her kitchen, confining whatever doubts she may have had about Walt’s foolhardy actions to a single hurried look.
“Now, now, Harriet,” Walt said, catching it. He hooked the Panama onto a peg by the door and dumped the bag of shells on a worktop. Then he turned to face her, taking both her small hands gently in his, engulfing them completely. He was a good head taller than she was and he had to drop his chin to meet her eyes. “This young lady here’s from Manchester, where Grace went to school. How could I hear that and not invite them in for some good home cooking?”
She smiled indulgently at him, but didn’t look much reassured.
I moved forwards and put my hand out. “I’m Charlie and this is Trey. It’s very nice to meet you,” I said in my best well brought-up voice. “I’ve never been to America before and I’m overwhelmed by your husband’s generosity in inviting us into your home like this.”
Her shoulders relaxed a little. That was different, I saw. National pride was at stake. She disengaged herself from her husband and took the hand I’d offered. Her grip was firm rather than strong, the skin thin and soft.
“You’re very welcome,” she said. “I’ll get right on it. How d’you take your coffee?”
She poured us both a cup of the real stuff from a pot on the side. I added sugar to mine to try and stop my hands from shaking, aware that I hadn’t managed to keep anything down since that midday snack at the park yesterday. Besides, there’s only so much adrenaline your body can produce without giving it an outlet and mine was threatening to swamp me.
Trey and I hovered and drank our coffee while Harriet cooked and Walt fussed around, setting the table and generally getting in her way. They kept up a friendly banter between the two of them as they worked together. Trey watched, fascinated.
“OK, we’re nearly all set,” Walt announced, putting four glasses and a jug of iced water onto the large oval table near the kitchen window. “Either of you two kids need to use the bathroom before we eat?”
I glanced down at the dirty state of my hands and took him up on the offer. He pointed me in the right direction and left me to it, which was rather more trusting than I would have been, given the circumstances.
The back of the house, the one facing the water, was almost entirely open-plan, with just an island unit between the dining kitchen and the large living room, and a study area at the far side. Two ceiling-mounted fans lazily stirred the air in the living room.
Off that room were two hallways, one of which contained the bathroom and what looked like a couple of spare bedrooms. The bathroom was clean but shabby, the short little shallow bath marked by years of hard water.
As I scrubbed my hands I glanced at my reflection in the mirror above the sink. The side of my face still looked a little bright, but you might simply have taken that for overexposure to the sun. In fact, with my reddish-blonde colouring, if I didn’t take care when we were outside today it really would be sunburn.
I pulled back my perspective a moment and looked at my whole face, realising that the eyes staring steadily back at me showed no signs of guilt for what I’d done. I’d been hoping for some mark of inner torment, something to show that I was normal, that I was just like everyone else.
Not just a cold-blooded killer.
I looked away, turning to dry my hands on the towel hanging from the rail, then walked out of the bathroom taking care not to meet my eyes again.
When I got back to the kitchen I found Harriet serving up the promised blueberry pancakes. They looked more like thick Scotch pancakes than the familiar thin-style crêpes. She handed me a small jug of what appeared to be golden syrup, but turned out to be maple instead.
Walt and Trey were chatting about car stereos by the sound of it. The old man had a way of listening with his head on one side, like what you were saying was the most important thing he’d heard in ages.
It worked really well with Trey, who was sitting taller in his seat, puffed up with pride as he enthused to Walt about the big sound-off competition going on at the Ocean Center. Trey had already cut his pancakes into strips and slathered them with maple syrup. Now he abandoned his knife and started shovelling the sodden bits into his mouth with his fork, not bothering to stop talking while he ate. He shut up abruptly when I sat down.
I smiled at Harriet to cover the awkward silence. “You have a lovely house,” I said. “Have you been here long?”
“Oh, since we got married,” she said, fetching a plate of thin crispy bacon strips and indicating that we should dig in and help ourselves. “Walt and his daddy started building this place in the fall and we moved in in the spring, right after the wedding. Forty-five years ago next month.”
“My family’s been in construction going back three generations,” Walt put in.
“It’s been a good family home,” his wife said, contented.
“It still is, by the looks of it,” I said, finding that bacon went amazingly well with maple syrup. Even if it hadn’t I still would have eaten it. I hadn’t realised just how hungry I really was and it took some effort not to let my table manners slip to Trey’s level. “Do you have a lot of grandchildren?”
Harriet frowned. “No,” she said, “we’ve never been blessed.”
Surprised, I nodded to the toys in the garden and Walt smiled.
“We foster. Y’know – kids from problem homes,” he explained. “Try and set ‘em back on the right path.”
I thought about Sean’s sister and his younger brother, who’d taken his parents’ broken marriage much harder than Sean had done. His kid brother, in particular, had gone off the rails in fairly spectacular fashion the winter before. We’d since managed to retrieve him, more or less, but how either of them were going to react when they found out that the big brother they idolised was dea
d, I couldn’t begin to guess.
“So,” Walt said now, mopping his mouth with a paper napkin and sitting back in his chair, “Charlie here’s from Manchester, that much I know, but that doesn’t sound like an English accent you got there, Trey. Where you from, buddy?”
It was casually slipped in. If it hadn’t been for the shrewd look in the old man’s eyes, I wouldn’t have read anything more into the question.
“Oh, well, we’ve lived in a bunch of different places,” Trey said airily. “My dad kept us, like, moving around a lot.”
I glared at him. If he was trying to make it sound like Keith was a petty criminal, he was going about it the right way. “Trey’s from down near Miami,” I put in quickly. “I’m just looking after him.”
