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To the San Juan Islands.
A place that has always made me feel as if I belonged.
Man is least himself when he talks in his own person. Give him a mask, and he will tell you the truth.
-Oscar Wilde
Contents
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**EPILOGUE**
ABOUT THE AUTHOR
PROLOGUE:
It’s the humane thing to do…
Decklan Stone just recently turned ten years old when his father Milton gave him a very hard lesson in compassion.
There were seven kittens born a week earlier that Decklan’s father decided, in very serious and determined tones, needed to be drowned in the small pond located in the very back portion of the Stone family property.
“This is the right thing to do, Decklan. We can’t have all these cats running around here. They’ll starve, suffer, and then die. The world doesn’t want them, so it’s our job to get rid of what the world has no use for. Go into the garden shed and bring me one of those burlap sacks we used for the potato sack races on your birthday.”
Milton Stone was an educator, a high school teacher of English literature.
In private, though he would never admit it, Milton was also a devoted sadist. Few things in life gave him greater pleasure than to see others suffering, both physically and emotionally. When his son exclaimed happily at the dinner table the previous night that he had discovered where a semi-feral neighborhood cat had given birth to a litter of kittens, Decklan’s father recognized another such opportunity to indulge his dark nature.
With every tear shed by his son, Milton’s pleasure increased exponentially, though it was well hidden beneath a layer of carefully crafted, fatherly wisdom.
“Decklan, it’s the humane thing to do.”
Ten-year-old Decklan had no idea what the word humane meant, and in that moment he didn’t care to find out. All he knew was that it was associated with the impending murder of seven innocent lives.
“Decklan, stop your crying! Come here and hold the sack open.”
Milton’s son did as he was told. He knew better than to question his father’s authority, believing that to do so might very well result in his being thrown into the pond along with the kittens.
The sky was overcast, the upstate New York air thick with unusually high humidity. The lush, well-manicured grass of the Stone family’s backyard had often been an escapist oasis for young Decklan, but on this day it was to be the scene of a most horrific crime.
Milton Stone held several small rocks taken from the side of the yard and proceeded to dump them into the sack held by his young, teary-eyed son.
“Now show me where the kittens are.”
Decklan hesitated, thinking he might yet convince his normally all-knowing father that he couldn’t remember.
Milton’s voice issued the familiar warning growl that signaled he was nearing dangerous levels of displeasure. His long, lean and clean-shaven face was marked by a pronounced and disapproving frown. The blue eyes that resided behind a pair of thick prescription glasses narrowed slightly, communicating how close Decklan was to his father’s reactive precipice.
“Decklan, TAKE ME TO THE KITTENS.”
The boy’s eyes glared back defiantly.
He refused his father’s request.
Retribution was swiftly delivered in the form of a firm slap across Decklan’s left cheek. He was struck with enough force that he fell to the grass-covered ground below.
“Don’t make me ask you again.”
Decklan stood up far more quickly than the father would have thought possible. He straightened his shoulders, and jutted his chin upward while he ignored the stinging pain that permeated the left side of his face.
The gesture left Milton momentarily stunned. Decklan had never been so forcefully impudent before.
“Very well, I’ll just find them myself and you won’t have a chance to tell them good-bye. I’m disappointed in you, Decklan. I wouldn’t have thought you to be such a cruel little monster.”
Milton could barely conceal his smile as he watched his son struggle with abandoning the kittens in their moment of greatest need. There was just a short pause before Decklan relented, emotionally spent and still physically hurt.
He pointed to the shed.
“They’re in the back in a hole under the floor.”
Decklan watched as Milton gave him a wide, approving smile and noted how his father’s eyes remained devoid of any warmth or kindness. The elder Stone’s eyes never smiled.
Never.
“Very good, Decklan. Come on then, let’s get to it.”
Father and son walked across the yard’s thick, green grass and then made their way to the back of the shed. Decklan could hear the kittens meowing loudly for their mother who had seemingly gone missing.
“Reach into the hole and grab a kitten and put it into the sack.”
Decklan’s tears streaked his face and his nose began to run, causing him to sniffle loudly. Milton reached out with his right hand and pushed against the boy’s back.
“Son, don’t disappoint me. I told you. This is the humane thing to do.”
Decklan reached into the hole underneath the shed with trembling hands and withdrew the first of seven kittens. Each one had eyes that had just recently opened. Their soft fur smelled of shared warmth, and dirt. Decklan had already named each kitten and proceeded to recite those names silently as he dropped the kittens one by one into the sack.
Furry Ear, White Sock, Stubby, Big Nose, Pink Toes, Long Tail, Chub-Chub.
Milton Stone closed the sack filled with kittens and rocks. He nodded at his son and again gave his unsmiling smile.
“Now we go to the pond.”
During the journey to the back of the yard the kittens began to wail loudly at their dislocation and Decklan watched in horror as the sack’s exterior showed the newborn feline siblings moving frantically from inside their burlap tomb.
I’m not going to cry anymore. I won’t let him make me cry.
The slow march to the pond was nearly unbearable for Decklan. His eyes remained fixed upon the sack being dragged across the grass by his father while his ears were assaulted by the kittens’ plaintive cries to be returned to the warm and safe confines of their former home underneath the shed.
Decklan began quietly humming a song that had recently been repeatedly playing on the small, portable radio he received as a birthday gift. It was a habit he employed during times of great stress. As a younger child he’d often hum a commercial jingle. On this day, as the kittens’ collective panic intensified the closer the bag came to the awaiting pond, it was David Bowie’s “Space Oddity” that played on a loop inside of the boy’s increasingly dismayed mind
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When his father stopped in front of the pond and looked down at his son and began to speak, Decklan only heard the soft strumming of an acoustic guitar and David Bowie’s voice in his head - calm, comforting, and otherworldly.
Milton Stone lifted the sack off the ground, swung it around his head, and then flung it with a loud grunt into the water.
Planet Earth is blue and there’s nothing I can do.
The music stopped the moment the bag hit the pond’s surface. Decklan flinched and tried to look away, but found he was unable to do so. The burlap sack floated for a few agonizing seconds, an intolerable length of time that allowed Decklan to make out the unmistakable outline of tiny paws pushing against the thick fabric as the kittens fought to be free.
They wanted so badly to live.
Milton Stone relished the strain evident on his son’s face as the bag slipped silently beneath the dark cover of water. He reached out and gently placed his left hand around Decklan’s shoulders. It wasn’t enough to simply see the boy’s pain. The school teacher had to feel it as well. When Milton spoke next, his voice conveyed an unusually cheerful demeanor that oddly juxtaposed with the seven bodies that lay at the bottom of the pond.
“And that takes care of that!”
Decklan’s father turned and began to walk away. After a few steps he paused, but kept his back to his son.
“You did the right thing, Decklan. You did the humane thing. Don’t forget that.”
For the remainder of his childhood, Decklan Stone never did forget that day, especially the haunting movements and sounds living things make as they drown.
His nightmares wouldn’t allow it.
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1.
Late spring:
The water was especially calm during twenty-two-year-old Adele Plank’s quarter-mile voyage from Deer Harbor to the private island of her interview subject for the college newspaper assignment she hoped might lead to her much-desired future as a journalist. She had first read Decklan Stone’s one and only bestseller, Manitoba, shortly after her sixteenth birthday. It had been a gift from her now deceased grandmother Beatrice, who declared the story, “one of the best I ever read!” Grandma Beatrice read a lot of books so Adele knew then, the compliment likely had at least some merit.
It had taken Adele less than two days to finish the three hundred and seventy page novel, a feat which she had since never bested. She read it for a second time, and then a third, memorizing the subtle nuances of each character, especially the way the writer weaved multiple plot lines into a remarkably satisfying conclusion.
She loved Manitoba and so, by default, she came to love its author as well.
“You know, it’s been a long time since I’ve taken someone besides myself to Mr. Stone’s island. I think maybe, heck, almost four years and that was his publicist who flew all the way here from New York for a meeting that lasted all of an hour. I remember him telling me Mr. Stone hates the telephone, doesn’t do email, none of that stuff! With him it’s in person or it’s not at all. Anyway, that’s what we all call it around here, Stone’s Island, but its real name is Wasp Island. That’s what I knew it as when I was a little kid, but he’s been living there for thirty-odd years now, so we all just call it Stone’s Island these days.”
Adele gave a polite nod and half-smile to the somewhat incoherent, mile-a-minute ramblings of the man who had earlier introduced himself to her in an oddly childlike voice, as Will Speaks. The forty-six-year-old Deer Harbor local had a ruddy complexion, ample belly, and a wide, smiling face that complimented his seemingly natural good-natured demeanor. Will had been the one contacted by Adele’s newspaper editor to transport her across Deer Harbor on his small Boston Whaler skiff. Even as she watched the passing water playfully splash against the little boat’s dull, white hull, she still couldn’t believe she was actually going to meet the man who had given life to Manitoba.
Her newspaper editor had called Adele into his cramped and paper-strewn office just three days earlier to give her the good news that Decklan Stone’s longtime publicist had contacted them to say the author agreed to the one-on-one interview Adele had proposed weeks earlier.
“I don’t know why he chose you, Ms. Plank, but he did. Stone hasn’t spoken to anyone in the media since his wife’s death and that was more than twenty-five years ago! This interview is going to get you national attention. You might have just been given the journalist’s version of the winning lottery ticket.”
It was that reclusive nature that had enhanced Decklan Stone’s appeal to Adele since her first reading of Manitoba. Stone’s reputation as a mysterious recluse gave him an aura of the unknown that fascinated Adele. She had spent hours staring at his black-and-white photo that dominated Manitoba’s interior back cover. She knew the faint lines that crossed his forehead, the large, expressive eyes, the slightly upturned nose, and the full-lipped, almost feminine mouth that contrasted his strong, undeniably masculine jawline. She could also recall nearly every strand of the unruly, dark hair that crowned the head of the man that she, and many others, considered a literary genius.
“Have you ever seen him?”
Will turned around in the wooden seat that barely contained his large and lumpy frame so he could look behind him where Adele sat on the single wood bench housed at the very back of the Whaler.
“Who, the writer?”
Adele nodded.
“Yeah, I guess I have, though not for a while and it wasn’t up close. Late last summer after dropping off his monthly supply order I looked back on my way back to Deer Harbor and saw him standing on the dock staring at me. I waved at him. He didn’t wave back.”
This bit of information piqued Adele’s interest. For the first time since stepping onto his boat, she was interested in what Will Speaks had to say.
“What did he look like?”
Will shrugged his wide shoulders, making certain to talk loud enough so his voice could be heard above the droning din of the small two-stroke outboard motor.
“Oh, I don’t know. Kind of thin, tall, I think he was wearing a sweatshirt. There was almost fifty yards of water between us by then. Like I said, I waved, but he didn’t wave back. Makes me think he’s probably as much of a jerk as some folks say.”
Adele was quick to ask a follow up question.
“People around here don’t like him?”
Will, possibly sensing the verbal trap, quickly shook his head.
“I didn’t say that. I guess it’s more, well, we don’t really know him. He’s a mystery. I mean, that’s why you’re coming out here to do the talking thing, right? So you can try and solve the big mystery of the writer?”
Adele wasn’t about to let Will off the hook that easy. She also made note of his phrase, “the talking thing” thinking it something a much younger person would say.
“But you just said some around here say he’s an asshole. Those were your words, Mr. Speaks. I’d appreciate knowing who those people are.”
Will winced as he realized he should have kept his mouth shut. His next reply was again sprinkled with an oddly childlike speech pattern juxtaposed within the body of a full-grown man.
“Oh, I didn’t mean people today. I’m sure your, uh, research, if you’ve done research, you know about his wife’s death, her disappearance and all that stuff. There were some around here who thought maybe it wasn’t like the cops said it was, is all I meant. I was just a kid then, so don’t take what I say as how it is, or something.”
Adele knew the story well. Decklan Stone’s young, beautiful wife was reported lost in a nighttime boating accident, her body never recovered. That tragedy took place just three years after Stone had become among the most successful and widely regarded authors of his day when he was but twenty-seven years old. He was thirty when Calista Stone was said to have slipped beneath the cold and dark, San Juan Islands waters never to return, and from then on, whatever continued literary promise Decklan Stone might have had, seemingly peris
hed along with his wife. He had become an extension of the tragic romance that was such a critical element within Manitoba, a condition that no doubt contributed to the novel’s return to the bestseller list immediately following Calista Stone’s death and the mystery surrounding it, thus earning Decklan that much more money, mystery, and notoriety.
Few things are as attractive or profitable as human tragedy.
“Didn’t your father used to be the San Juan County Sheriff?”
Will’s eyes widened slightly, a gesture that let Adele know her earlier research was correct. He gently increased the Whaler’s speed, wanting to be rid of the college girl and her questions.
“Yeah.”
“Is he one of those you just said doesn’t like Decklan Stone?”
Will turned away from Adele and pointed to the private dock that extended like a long, rigid finger from a small, densely wooded island near the entrance to Deer Harbor.
“We’re just about there, Ms. Plank. I’ll be pulling in portside.”
Adele had no idea what portside was until after the Whaler turned to the right to allow its left side to come to a slow and well controlled stop directly against the dock. Will tied off the skiff, jumped onto the dock, and extended his right hand to help Adele from the boat.
“Is that the same boat?”
The boat in question was a forty-one foot, red, white and blue, wooden-hulled Chris Craft. Adele had seen photos of it while scanning the Internet for the information pertaining to Calista Stone’s death. She knew the boat to have been built in 1961 and purchased by Decklan and Calista shortly after they bought Wasp Island in 1986, following the bestselling success of Manitoba.
Will scowled as he tried to avoid Adele’s eyes. His response was a barely audible grumble. He appeared not to want to look at the boat any more than he wanted to look directly at Adele.
“Yes, it’s the same boat. He has Old Jack come out every six months to keep her looking right.”
Adele had no idea who Old Jack was, but made a mental note to follow up on the name. She then took out her phone and snapped several pictures of the boat, the dock, and the hillside. It was an undeniably beautiful place, with rock-strewn beaches, abrupt, dark- stoned cliffs, and majestic evergreen trees that rose up like towering, silent sentinels that kept watch over the small island.
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