CHAPTER XVI.
A DREAM ENDED.
There was silence in the cave. Mark Felt's story was at an end.
For a moment I sat and watched him; then, as I realized all that I mustyet gather from his lips, I broke the stillness by saying, in my lowestand most suggestive tone, these two words:
"And Marah?"
The name did not seem unwelcome. Striking his breast, he cried:
"She lies here! Though she despised me, deceived me, broke my heart inlife, and in death betrayed a devotion for another that was at once mydishonor and the downfall of my every hope, I have never been able tocast her out of my heart. I love her, and shall ever love her, and so Iam never lonely. For in my dreams I imagine that death has changed her.That she can see now where truth and beauty lie; that she would faincome back to them and me; and that she does, walking with softened stepsthrough the forest, beaming upon me in the moon rays and smiling uponme in the sunshine till--"
Great sobs broke from the man's surcharged breast. He flung himself downon the floor of the cave and hid his face in his hands. He had forgottenthat I had come on an errand of vengeance. He had forgotten the objectof that vengeance; he had forgotten everything but her.
I saw the mistake I had made, and for the moment I quailed before theprospect of rectifying it. He had shown me his heart. I had peered intoits depths, and it seemed an impossible thing to tear the last hope fromhis broken life; to show her in her true light to his horrified eyes; totell him she was not dead; that it was Honora Urquhart who was dead; andthat the woman he mourned and beheld in his visions as a sanctifiedspirit was not only living upon the fruits of a crime, but triumphing inthem; that, in short, he had thrown away communion with men to broodupon a demon.
My feelings were so strong, my shrinking so manifest, that he noticedthem at last. Rising up, he surveyed me with a growing apprehension.
"How you look at me!" he cried. "It is not only pity for the past I seein your eyes, but fear for the future. What is it? What can threaten menow of importance enough to call up such an expression to your face?Since Marah is dead--"
"Wait!" I cried. "First let me ask if Marah is dead." His face, whichwas turned toward me, grew so pale I felt my own heart contract.
"If--Marah--is--dead!" he gasped, growing huskier with each intonationtill the last word was almost unintelligible.
"Yes," I continued, ignoring his glance and talking very rapidly; "herbody was never found. You have no proof that she perished. The letterthat she wrote you may have been a blind. Such things have happened. Tryand remember that such things have happened."
He did not seem to hear me. Turning away, he looked about him withwide-open and questioning eyes, like a child lost in a wood.
"I cannot follow you," he murmured. "Marah living?" His own words seemedto give him life. He turned upon me again. "Do you know that she isliving?" he asked. "Is it this you have come to tell me? If so, speak,speak! I can bear the news. I have not lost all firmness. I--I--"
He stopped and looked at me piteously. I saw I must speak, and summonedup my courage.
"Marah may not be living," I said, "but she did not perish in the river.It would have been better for you, though, and infinitely better for herif she had. She only lived to do evil, Mr. Felt. In bemoaning her youhave wasted a noble manhood."
"Oh!"
The cry came suddenly, and rang through the cavern like a knell. I couldnot bear it, and hurried forward my revelation.
"You tell me that you received a letter from Mrs. Urquhart before sheset sail for France. Was it the only letter which she has ever sent you?Have you never heard from her since?"
"Never!" He looked at me almost in anger. "I did not want to. I bade thepostmaster to destroy any letters which came for me. I had cut myselfloose from the world."
"Have you that letter? Did you keep it?"
"No; I gave it back to the men who opened it. What was it to me?"
"Mark Felt," I now asked, "did you know Honora Dudleigh's writing?"
"Of course. Why should you question it? Why--"
"And was this letter in her writing? written by her hand?"
"Of course--of course; wasn't it signed with her name?"
"But the handwriting? Couldn't it have been an imitation? Wasn't it one?Was it not written by Marah, and not Honora? She was a clever woman,and--"
"Written by Marah? By Marah? Great heavens, did she go with them, then?Were my secret doubts right? Is she lost to me in eternity as well ashere? Is she living with him?"
"She was living with him, and there is good reason to believe she isdoing so still. There is a Mr. Urquhart in Paris, and a Mrs. Urquhart.As Marah is the woman he loved, she must be this latter."
"Must be? I do not see why you should say must be! Is Honora dead? Is--"
"Honora is dead--has been dead for sixteen years. The woman who sailedwith Mr. Urquhart called herself Honora, but she was not Honora. She whorightfully bore this name was dead and hidden away. It is of crime thatI am speaking. Edwin Urquhart is a murderer, and his victim was--"
It was not necessary to say more. In the suddenly outstretched hand,with its open palm; in the white face so drawn that his mother would nothave known it; in the gradual sinking and collapsing of the whole body,I saw that I had driven the truth home at last, and that silence now wasthe only mercy left to show him.
I was silent, therefore, and waited as we wait beside a death bed forthe final sigh of a departing spirit. But life, and not death, was inthe soul of this man before me. Ere long he faintly stirred, then asmothered moan left his lips, followed by one word, and that word wasthe echo of my own:
"Murder."
The sound it made seemed to awake whatever energy of horror lay dormantwithin him. Bestirring himself, he lifted his head and repeated againthat fearsome word:
"Murder!"
Then he leaped to his feet, and his aspect grew terrible as he looked upand shouted, as it were, into the heavens that same dread word:
"Murder!"
Filled with horror, I endeavored to take him by the arm, but he shook meoff, and cried in a terrible voice:
"A fiend, a demon, a creature of the darkest hell! I have worshiped her,pardoned her, dreamed of her for fifteen years in solitudes dedicated toGod! O Creator of all good! What sacrilege I have committed! How shall Iever atone for a manhood wasted on a dream, and for thoughts that musthave made the angels of Heaven veil their faces in wonder and pity.
"You must have a story to tell," he now said, turning toward me, withthe first look of natural human curiosity which I had seen in his facesince I came.
"Yes," said I, "I have; but it will not serve to lessen your horror; itwill only add to it."
"Nothing can add to it," was his low reply. "And yet I thank you for thewarning."
Encouraged by his manner, which had become strangely self-possessed, Iimmediately began, and told him of the visit of this bridal party atyour inn; then as I saw that he had judged himself correctly, and thathe was duly prepared for all I could reveal, I added first yoursuspicions, and then a full account of our fatal discovery in the secretchamber.
He bore it like a man upon whom emotion has spent all its force; only,when I had finished, he gave one groan, and then, as if he feared Iwould mistake the meaning of this evidence of suffering, he made hasteto exclaim:
"Poor Honora! My heart owes her one cry of pity, one tear of grief. Ishall never weep for any one else; though, if I could, it would be formyself and the wasted years with which I have mocked God's providence."
Relieved to find him in this mood, I rose and shook his hand cordially.
"You will come back to Albany with me?" I entreated. "We have need ofyou, and this spot will never be a home to you again."
"Never!"
The echo was unexpected, but welcome. I led the way out of the cave.
"See! it is late," I urged.
He shook his head and cast one prolonged look around him.
"What do I not l
eave behind me here? Love, grief, dreams. And to whatdo I go forward? Can you tell me? Has the future in it anything for aman like me?"
"It has vengeance!"
He gave a short cry.
"In which she is involved. Talk to me not of that! And yet," hepresently added, "what it is my duty to do, I shall do. It is all thatis left to me now. But I will do nothing for vengeance. That would be tomake a slave of myself again."
I had no answer for this, and therefore gave none. Instead I shouted tomy guide, and after receiving from him such refreshments as my wearycondition demanded, I gave notice that I was ready to descend, and askedthe recluse if he was ready to accompany me.
He signified an instant acquiescence, and before the sun had quitefinished its course in the west we found ourselves at the foot of themountains. As civilization broke upon us Mr. Felt drew himself up, andbegan to question me about the changes which the revolution had made inour noble country.
. . . . .
I will not weary you, my dear Mrs. Truax, with the formalities whichfollowed upon our return to Albany. I will merely add that you mayexpect a duly authorized person to come to you presently for suchtestimony in this matter as it may be in your power to give; after whicha suitable person will proceed to France with such papers as may lead tothe delivering up of these guilty persons to the United Statesauthorities; in which case justice must follow, and your inn will beavenged for the most hideous crime which has ever been perpetratedwithin our borders.
Most respectfully, ANTHONY TAMWORTH.
PART III.
RETRIBUTION.
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