by Glen Huser
Also by Glen Huser
STITCHES
TOUCH OF THE CLOWN
Skinnybones and the Wrinkle Queen
Skinnybones and the Wrinkle Queen
GLEN HUSER
Copyright © 2006 by Glen Huser
Fourth paperback printing 2008
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Skinnybones and the Wrinkle Queen / by Glen Huser.
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My appreciation to family and friends who read the first drafts of Skinnybones and the Wrinkle Queen and offered many helpful comments.
Once again a special thanks to my editor, Shelley Tanaka, for her insightful suggestions throughout the revision process.
For Gail, and in memory of William, fellow travelers on the road to the Ring.
1
Choices. It’s probably Mr. Mussbacher’s favorite word. During the drive across the city to the south side where the Shadbolts lived, he’d used it at least ten times.
“You do have choices in life, Tamara,” he’d said, glancing at me as we waited at a traffic light. “Only you can choose to turn things around. Only you can choose to meet people half way...”
I nodded my head a lot but I didn’t say much. There was a light snow falling, and he kept clicking the windshield wipers off and on.
Changing foster homes was starting to happen for me on a regular basis, sort of like changes in the weather. I didn’t remind him about all of the things where I didn’t have any choice at all.
Take parents. Not my choice. Who would choose Wilma for a mother? A new baby every two or three years. Maybe she had some kind of a deal with Social Services to keep the foster homes of Alberta busy.
And my dad? Again — not my choice. Wilma said I got my cheekbones from him so I guess he wasn’t a total disaster. If you’re going to be a model, cheekbones are a real bonus. Be nice if he’d stuck around to see how they turned out.
Foster families? You’re crazy if you think you have any choice about them. The Tierneys — I couldn’t run away from them fast enough. Good thing their house and bottle-recycling business was right next to the transit line. You can get far away pretty fast on the light rail transit.
And the Rawdings with their lists of rules all over the place, taped to the fridge, on the inside of the bathroom door: Don’t use more than 6 squares of bathroom tissue during a visit. Don’t open the refrigerator door unless you have permission.
Didn’t have to run away from the Rawdings. One thing about foster parents is a single phone call can spin you on to the next family on the Social Services list.
“The Shadbolts.” Mr. Mussbacher double-checked a file between us on the car seat. “Shirley and Herbert. They’re a new application. You’ll be their first.”
“Whoopee ding.”
Mr. M. shot me an eyebrows-pushed-together squinty-eyed look.
“Give it a chance, Tammy. Tamara,” he corrected himself as we pulled up in front of a house with walls covered in that kind of stuck-on sand with tiny bits of broken glass in it.
After Mr. Mussbacher had done his little half-hour visit at the new place and left, Shirley Shadbolt had gushed, “I want you to feel like you’re one of the family.” She speared a giant waffle out of a waffle iron and added it to a platter warming in the oven. “You can call me Shirl.”
I smiled. It was one of the other things Mr. Mussbacher had urged me to do on the drive over. Smile more.
“You have a chance to make things a lot easier for yourself,” he kept telling me. “I know things didn’t work out with the Tierneys and the Rawdings, but things might have gone a lot better if you...”
“Smiled more.” I mouthed the words with him. Actually, I think I was smiling when I dropped Mrs. Rawding’s bone china teacups on the parquet floor in the living room after she’d banned me from the TV room.
For someone who wants to be a model, TV is one of life’s essentials. You don’t allow anyone to mess with your viewing privileges. Of course, one of the things a model-in-training learns right from the start is how to smile even when there’s nothing to smile about. I’ve practiced a lot and I’m pretty good at it. I just haven’t maxed my killer smile on Mr. Mussbacher or the loser families he’s found for me so far.
I smiled for Shirl, though. Who says I’m not ready to work on a new beginning?
“You’ll be able to tuck into that waffle in just a couple of minutes, honey. Herb and the kids and me — we had ours already, but, hey, I’ll have another one to keep you company.” She placed one of her pudgy hands over mine.
“Not for me,” I told her, still smiling.
“No waffles!” Shirl looked like I’d walloped her one in the chops.
“I have an allergy to flour.”
What I mainly watch on television are programs showing the latest fashions or giving grooming tips. I know fashion shows don’t fill all the time slots in a TV schedule, so sometimes I find myself watching the health news or the soaps or the sitcoms if I’m really desperate.
It was while I was watching Health Hotline one afternoon at the Rawdings (before I was banned from the TV room) that I saw this program about celiac disease. If you have celiac disease, eating anything with wheat flour is not good for you. So I filed that away for future reference. Having an allergy is easier than just saying no to the tubs of starch people keep trying to push at you.
Being thin, of course, is right up there with smiling for models.
“Mr. Mussbacher didn’t say anything about an allergy. No wonder you’re as skinny as a drinking straw.” Little creases of worry crinkled up Shirl’s forehead. “Why don’t you check the fridge and find something to tide you over until lunch?”
“Sure, Shirl.”
You can picture the fridge. Mayonnaise and tubs of sour cream, bricks of butter, some pieces of leftover pizza, jars of jam. In the crisper, there was part of a cabbage turning black around the edges and a few carrots that had sprouted whiskers from old age. I pulled the carrots out — and a jar of olives.
“Oh, honey, is that all you’re going to have?” Shirl looked distressed.
“What’s for lunch?”
“I thought I’d bake some macaroni and cheese. It’s a favorite...”
That’s what I was up against.
Her two chubby gremlins, Lizzie and Lyle, had wandered down to the kitchen.
“Macaroni!” Lizzie twirled one way and then unwound by twirling back again. “I love macaroni!”
“I want ketchup on mine,” Lyle whined.
I smiled at the three of them and began scr
aping the whiskers off a carrot.
“You have a choice of schools,” Shirl told me as she helped me unpack my things. “We’re right on the boundary line between Stanley Merkin Junior High and Blatchford. It’s got elementary and junior high.”
“I’ll take the one with no ankle biters,” I said.
Speaking of choices, something I’ve discovered I do have a choice about are the half-days of school worth missing. I even keep a weekly plan. I mark the teachers and courses I dislike the most on my school timetable and then match it up with the TV schedule. Herb’s got satellite TV so, like I say, lots of choices.
Things have been working out pretty well at this foster home. You can get Fashion Forecast on Wednesdays and Fridays, and those are afternoons when I have hour-long blocks of L.A. and Social from Mrs. Whipple.
Actually, I don’t really dislike Mrs. Whipple. It’s just that she’s so boring, by the time you’ve got through L.A. and you’re heading into Social, you’re practically in a dead coma.
Plus she has no fashion sense. She and Shirl must be related. Miss Whipple has this middle-aged tummy that makes her look like she’s a few months pregnant, and she wears skirts that are always tight there. And blouses that are a size too small, with bunched-up Kleenexes always falling out of the openings by the cuffs. Very sad. Out of kindness, I won’t say anything about her shoes.
How is it possible to get away with missing so much school, you ask? Lots of practice. A few excuses by letter, a few by phone (it only took me a week to get Shirl’s voice down pat) and, of course, you can’t be too predictable. Once in a while you need to sacrifice a Wednesday or Friday and maybe stay home a morning instead of an afternoon, even if it is slim pickings on the TV. Monday is Herb’s day off, so that’s out, but the rest of the week is up for grabs. Shirl works every weekday at a daycare, and the gremlins go there after school so there’s never anyone home on the other days until after five.
Fast forward to a Friday in May when, after missing two Friday afternoons in a row, I make the mistake of showing up at Stanley Merkin and find myself plunk in the middle of some brainless project Miss Whipple’s dreamed up, partnering our class with the Sierra Sunset Seniors’ Lodge, a three-block walk from the school.
“Oh, Tamara,” Miss Whipple spies me as I come in just a bit late. “How are you feeling, dear?”
The whole class is in a bustle, with odd-shaped packages on their desks. Some of the kids are still packing theirs; others are writing notes and putting them in envelopes.
I try to remember what excuse I phoned in on Wednesday. Stomach cramps? Pinkeye?
“A lot better, thanks,” I smile.
“I’d forgotten you missed the first session of the Seniors Project,” she says breathlessly, “but never mind. I brought extra things — for just such a circumstance.”
I raise my eyebrows a touch. Enough so it looks like a question, but not true interest.
“Everyone is taking a little gift for his or her senior buddy,” Miss Whipple explains. “Now, I know you aren’t buddied yet, but I think Mrs. Golinowski at the lodge has one more senior she wants to match up. A lady who wasn’t feeling well last week. Now, let’s see, you could take her a set of these slippers I knitted.”
She hands me a couple of hideous lavender-colored wooly things with pink bows on them.
“Lovely,” I say.
“And here’s a gift bag and some tissue paper. You could write her a little note to go with them.”
The gift bag looks like it’s been used a few times. It has pictures of fishing rods and fish hooks and dead fish splattered all over it. The tissue paper is orange. I try not to throw up.
“You’ll have to hurry,” Miss Whipple chirps. “We’re just about ready to head out.”
If I happen to live long enough, please shoot me before putting me in the Sierra Sunset Seniors’ Lodge. It looks a bit like one of Shirl’s overcooked waffles. Just magnify that a few times in your mind and stick a tiny window in each little square. All the windows have the same curtains and blinds.
Inside there are old people in wheelchairs who look at you from odd angles, like they’re trying to see the world through those little peepholes they put in apartment doors.
In the lounge, there are more wheelchairs and more old people. Some are sitting on plastic chairs at tables or moving around with walkers. There is a smell that is a mixture of many things. Disinfectant, meatloaf, dueling colognes, talcum powder, unflushed bathroom.
I’m not the only one in my grade nine class looking like I could bring up my lunch at any minute.
Miss Whipple is having a little chat with someone from the lodge staff, a woman in a mint-green pantsuit and the kind of shoes people use for creeping around hospitals. She is beckoning us all toward the center of the lounge.
“Welcome again,” she says in that kind of loud voice people use when they forget that not everyone in the world is hard of hearing. Even though I’m at the back of our group, I can see she should have some serious electrolysis work done on a dark eyebrow that caterpillars from one side of her forehead to the other.
“Most of you will recognize your senior buddies from your first visit, but if you can’t locate the person you were with, check with me or one of the other staff members.” She looks at her clipboard. “Now, let’s see. Oh, yes, is Tamara Tierney here? Tamara?” Eyes beneath the endless eyebrow searching. I wiggle some fingers at her. Everyone begins drifting away to find their senior buddies.
“Now, I’ve matched you up with Miss Barclay,” she says, patting me on the shoulder, “but you need to know, dear, that she can be a bit difficult at times, and she may not be too friendly right to start with.”
Great. Match me up with the house crank.
I follow Mrs. Golinowski to a far corner of the lounge. I wonder if she knows what her double-knit pantsuit looks like from the rear?
There is an old woman (surprise!) sitting in an armchair against the lounge wall. She is wearing a dress the color of overripe tomatoes with a big, sparkly brooch pinned to it. She has dyed black hair and the meanest eyes I’ve ever seen in a human being not on TV.
And about a million wrinkles.
2
Nothing is longer than a day at the Triple S ranch. Unless it’s a Triple S night. If you do manage to get to sleep, that’s when half the population of the lodge decides it’s time to decongest and visit the washroom. Coughing and flushing is loud in the land.
Sometimes reading helps me get back to sleep. Charles Dickens can be as effective, at times, as a sleeping pill, although I have to say A Tale of Two Cities isn’t quite as sleep-inducing as Bleak House, the one that got me through April.
Of course, as soon as I turn my light on, the Triple S patrol’s poking its nose in.
“You all right, dearie?” That’d be Latoya. Latoya thinks a light in the night means you want to talk. I ignore her.
“Did I show you this picture of my boy?” Latoya wears some sort of lab coat with pockets big enough to hold a collection of photographs and cards and jokes her husband prints off from his computer.
“George,” she grins proudly, poking the snapshot in front of my nose. A dark-haired boy with a self-conscious grin and bad skin.
“When he outgrows that acne,” I tell her, “he’ll be better-looking.”
“Oh, he’s good-looking now. The girls...” She waves the snap as if she were warding off a swarm of gnats. “Would you like a little something to help you sleep, Jean...er...Miss Barclay?”
Good, she’s remembering that I don’t consider myself on a first-name basis with any of the help.
“No,” I say. “I think I’ll just read for a while. That generally does the trick, providing I’m not interrupted.”
“I like to read myself.” Latoya begins fussing with my pillows. This close, I can see that she has skin blemishes that look like they’ve been with her since her own adolescence. Maybe George is doomed.
“When I’m getting my groceries at Safeway
, I like to pick up a magazine. Star is good. National Enquirer. Some people think those stories are, well, you know, made up. But it’s funny how many turn out to be true. Just yesterday I was reading about that there Jennifer what’s-her-name...”
Finally she retreats, her shoes making little squelchy noises on the tile.
I am awake for two hours. It may be necessary to find the bottle of brandy Eddie got for me, if there’s any left. It’s been a week full of restless nights.
In the process of looking for it, I knock over a pitcher on my bureau. It makes as much noise as the fall of the Bastille. And, of course, Latoya comes squelching back in. Lord, help us!
It seems like I no sooner get to sleep than the woman who does the cleaning is clattering around my room, pulling the drapes, fiddling with the Venetian blinds, running water in the bathroom, slopping mops around.
A mass of energy this one, always rushing about. What’s her name? Betty?
“What are you doing?” I am surprised that my voice emerges wispy and a little cracked. I meant it to be strong and forceful.
“Just finishing up, Miss Barclay.” She flits around the room, picking up anything that’s not nailed down. Betty likes to see all the fake-woodgrain surfaces shiny and clutter-free.
“They brought you a breakfast tray,” she says. “Latoya left a note that you had a restless night.”
“Don’t touch that book!” The cleaning dervish has A Tale of Two Cities and is trying to find a place for it on my bookshelf. My voice sounds more like the schoolteacher voice that never failed me whenever I was in front of a herd of teenagers.
Reluctantly, Betty replaces it on the pristine surface of my night stand.
“You need any help getting up?” she says.
I don’t know why she always asks. When you’ve had one hip replaced and the knee on the other leg reconstructed, one thing you can always use is help getting out of bed.
