by R. W. Peake
“And why would I want to do that? Are you so anxious to die?” He gestured in the direction of the ford. “The last I heard, the water was neck deep, and the current was still strong. A midget like you would be swept away like a turd in the sewer.”
There was an eruption of laughter, and the Optio flushed, but his tone was calm. “That may be, Primus Pilus. But we’re all going to die anyway. I’d rather do it trying to end this war than to wait a few more days.”
That stilled the laughter immediately and I could see that he had struck a chord that, in all honesty, resonated with me just as much as with the rest of the men.
Primus Pilus Torquatus did not answer immediately, staring down at the men now gathered in front of us with narrowed eyes. Finally, he gave a curt nod, and said, “Fair enough. I’ll speak with him. Pullus,” he surprised me because I had not even been sure that he had seen me, “come with me.”
Off we went, to talk to Caesar, with the men wishing us luck on our quest.
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In fairness, it did not take much persuasion to get Caesar to agree. The one concession that he demanded was that we choose men who we thought were strong enough to cross through the current without being swept away. We also agreed to leave all baggage behind. Hurrying back, I gave the necessary orders while the Primus Pilus went to tell the other Primi Pili of the other Legions what we were about. Immediately, the camp was thrown into the flurry of activity that to an outsider would look like utter chaos, but which is, in fact, a well-practiced dance that most of us had performed hundreds and thousands of times, save for the raw Legions.
I let my Centurions do their job; one of the hardest things to learn for a senior Centurion is to rely on your subordinates and give them the freedom to do their jobs the best way they see fit, without constantly interfering. Having command of veterans like the 10th made everyone’s jobs easier, since every man knew exactly what he was supposed to do at any given moment, and it was this experience that saw us formed up and ready to march a little more than a third of a watch after the command. During the time we were preparing, our cavalry continued with the harassment, but Afranius’ army had managed to march a couple of miles across the plain, heading for slightly rougher country, broken with a seemingly unending series of low hills and gullies choked with brush. About five miles further began a small mountain range, with terrain so undulating that if the Pompeians could make it that far, it would be practically impossible for us to bring them to battle, thereby allowing them to escape. That made it of the utmost importance that we bring them to heel before that point, and with that in mind, we trotted in formation to the ford. Caesar ordered about a hundred of the cavalry to come back to the ford to assist with the crossing, using the same method we had used to such good effect in Gaul. About half of them entered the river above the ford, standing their horses side by side to lessen the flow of the current, with the other half forming up below the ford, ready to catch any man who lost his footing. It was in this way that, despite a few men being swept off their feet by the current, almost the entire army crossed without the loss of a single man. Still, despite the relative speed of our movements, it took more than two parts of a watch to get the whole army across, and it was a soggy, tired lot that was given the order to move out after Afranius, who used that time to continue his march south, getting a couple miles closer to the mountains. Despite how waterlogged we were, we still marched much faster than the Pompeians, who might have been dry but were still encumbered with all of their baggage and supplies.
Toward the end of the day, we came within sight of the rearguard, still being harassed by our cavalry. The Pompeians were fighting a running battle, with our forces lasting the better part of four watches now. With the sun beginning to sink, they marched to a group of small hills to occupy the high ground. While two of their Legions stood in formation on the slopes and watched, the rest began to build camp. For our part, we were still sodden and tired ourselves, but since we left our baggage behind, the best we could do was to occupy a hill a short distance away, making a cold camp without walls or ditch. We settled down the best we could, shivering in our cold clothes, the men continually grumbling about the water setting in and ruining their gear. Since we had no real way to dry and oil our armor and weapons, they worried about having to replace it, knowing it would come out of their pay. I began using handfuls of the sandy soil to scour my own equipment and the rest of the men quickly followed suit, but I knew that we would have to have a cleaning party at the first opportunity, if only to stop the complaining.
Meanwhile, our scouts were ranging ahead along the Pompeians’ line of march, surveying the country, and they came back to tell Caesar what they found. Once past the small range of hills that we were occupying, the land was fairly open and only gently rolling for four or five miles, until it reached a series of sharply defined ridges that generally blocked passage to the Iber. However, a narrow defile was there that was apparently a dry watercourse feeding into the Iber. Whoever got to that defile first could block passage to the boat bridge. As they were hurrying back with this report, the scouts captured a detachment of Pompeians sent to get water. Under interrogation, we learned that Afranius was planning on a night march, and was at that moment preparing to try and slip away. Immediately, Caesar ordered the bucina to sound the order to make ready to march, in turn issuing the corresponding commands. Between the horn and the bellowing of the Centurions, the sound rolled across the space between the hills, alerting Afranius that we had discovered his plans. He then countermanded his own marching orders, and after a lot of bustling about, things settled down again for the rest of the night.
Shortly before dawn, I was summoned along with the other Centurions to a meeting of the command group. We were standing together as the sun rose, and with the light turning the sky first gray, then the coppery blue that promised another hot day, we discussed our options. From the spot in camp where we were talking, we could see a small knot of men in the Pompeian camp and I smiled grimly to myself, thinking that their conversation was undoubtedly an exact copy of our own; what was the other side thinking? What were they going to do next? As it turned out, they did nothing for the whole day, and neither did we, other than sitting and watching each other. Since we had marched out with only the normal three-day’s rations and had not brought any of our baggage, the wagering in camp was that the Pompeians would be content to sit on that hill to starve us out. They would force us to withdraw back to the main camp for supplies, or to have a convoy sent to us, thereby providing enough of a distraction for them to slip away. Nevertheless, as proud as we were of Caesar’s skill and fortune, the Pompeians were equally wary of it. Consequently, they determined that they could not just sit and wait for something to happen. That next day passed uneventfully, but during the night, shortly before dawn, we could hear the horns sounding the orders to break camp. Almost at the same moment, Caesar gave his own orders and since we had less to break down, we were ready to move well before the Pompeians. Dawn found us moving off the hill, but this time seemingly back in the direction from which we had come, the cries of joy and the jeers of our foes carrying across the small valley to us. Normally, such calls of cowardice would have been bitter as gall to us, but now we all looked at each other, grinning from ear to ear, thankful that we were too far away for the enemy to see our faces. Once again, Caesar had pulled one over on his enemies.
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We were not withdrawing, although it looked like we were. Caesar’s scouts had surveyed the ground well, determining that there was a route that would allow us to swing us past the Pompeian camp, thereby putting us directly between them and the defile, through which ran the only passage to the boat bridge. The problem with that route was that it was over extremely difficult ground, littered with small ravines and crumbling fingers of land that oftentimes forced us to clamber hand over hand, with our comrades helping us up the steep sides. Fairly quickly, the Pompeians realized their error, and despite the distanc
e, we could hear the cries of alarm echoing over the hills as they scrambled to cut us off. There began a race of sorts, with Afranius leaving his own baggage behind in camp, with some Cohorts to guard it, beginning a parallel march, creating a plume of dust that contrasted with our own, marking our respective progress. Both sides put everything into the pursuit but Afranius had the added disadvantage of being harried by our cavalry, whereas his own was of such poor quality that he did not even bother sending it at us. Despite the rough terrain, we drew ahead of the Pompeians, arriving at the mouth of the defile gasping for breath and barely able to stand erect, but nonetheless we made ready for Afranius to attack.
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Afranius obviously knew the folly of trying to force his way through the mouth of the defile, because he halted his men some distance away. For almost a third of a watch, neither side moved, which we were thankful for since it allowed us to catch our breath. Afranius’ problem was that as narrow as the defile was, he could not bring his entire force to bear in an assault, instead being forced to feed his Legions in piecemeal even as they were chewed up. Also in our favor was the fact that so steep were the sides of this narrow canyon that we did not have to worry about anyone trying to swing around to come down on either flank. For that reason, the Pompeian commanders retreated to a nearby small hill to stop and consider their options, which were precious few. Off to their right and to our left was the highest peak in the area, off the shoulder of which ran a ridgeline that, if they could gain that peak, they could then follow all the way down to the confluence of Sicoris and Ibis. From there, it was a short distance to the boat bridge. Accordingly, Afranius ordered about four Cohorts to strip down to just their weapons, in order to give them every possible advantage of speed, sending them in a dash towards the base of the mountain. Now, for a short distance, a man can actually outrun a horse because they start much more quickly. Unfortunately for these men, the distance they had to cover was more than a mile, and even with a head start, they were doomed from the beginning. The moment it became clear what they were about, Caesar sent the cavalry in pursuit. Swinging wide of the main Pompeian force, they fell upon the running Cohorts more than a quarter mile short of the slopes of the hill. The slaughter was quick, and it was complete; not one man escaped, the cries of despair and curses of the Pompeian forces carrying clearly to us across the distance. Despite the fact that these men were the enemy, none of us felt like cheering the sight of brave Romans being cut down, especially when we all knew that there might be childhood friends or kinsmen among them.
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Once more, we were at a stalemate; our army commanded the ground through which the Pompeians must pass, and now they were cut off from their supplies. The only thing in their favor was the fact that they had chosen a hill with steep sides, meaning that assaulting it would be difficult but not impossible. Despite the challenges, the senior Centurions went to Caesar in a group, urging him to allow us to assault the hill, thereby stopping this war once and for all. Caesar listened politely, but he refused to give in to our pleading, saying simply that he believed he could win this war without losing another drop of blood, either from his own men or from those of the enemy. For the first time since I had marched under the eagle, and marched with Caesar, men openly disagreed with him, and while I do not remember exactly who said it, I do remember hearing something that shocked me to my very core.
“Caesar, remember this moment,” the voice rang out. “The next time you call on us to fight for you, you may find that we’re not as willing as we are today.”
I was stunned, but what was even more shocking to me were the mumbles of agreement from a large number of the other Centurions. While I might have expected such sentiments from the rankers, I was completely taken aback that the most senior members of Caesar’s army would dare to say something so brazen, or to openly agree with it. Almost immediately after the words were spoken, the very air seemed to change, the import of what was said immediately hitting all of us, and you could almost hear the intake of breath sucking the air out from around us, the grumbling immediately ceasing as all eyes turned to Caesar. Whether or not that was how some of us felt, we also knew that to openly disagree in such a manner was an invitation to the harshest punishment available to a commander, and Caesar would have been well justified to order the Centurion who made this threat seized and executed on the spot. However, Caesar did not appear to be in the least perturbed, instead saying gently, “I understand your frustration, comrades, but these are my orders, and I know that you won’t let your personal feelings interfere with your duties. As far as the next time, and whether you choose to take up arms at my command,” he finished dryly, “I’ll have to cross that bridge when I come to it. I’ve already crossed the Rubicon, so one more won’t make much difference.”
His words had the desired effect; despite the tension, his attempt at humor was met with appreciative chuckles, and in that instant, the situation was defused. Returning to our areas in small groups, I chose to walk alone. I was extremely troubled by what I had just heard, on a number of levels. It had not even occurred to me to question Caesar’s judgment, but it obviously had to several of my comrades, men that I respected a great deal. Was my loyalty to Caesar blinding me? I could see the sense of what the others wanted him to do; what better way to end this war but to march up that hill and end it the best way we knew? Nevertheless, I had such faith in Caesar’s judgment that I never stopped to question whether he might be wrong. That was something that my comrades obviously had done, and it worried me. Would they really carry out their threat the next time he called for us to come to arms?
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We spent another entire day waiting for the situation to develop and thanks to our cavalry, who had gone back to our original camp to escort our supply train back, we were not in the same predicament that the Pompeians were, stuck on their hill, and cut off from their own supply base. The other problem for the Pompeians was water, more accurately the lack of it, and they began sending out Century sized detachments out to try finding the precious liquid. We were in the part of the country that is exceedingly dry in the summer months, and almost all of the streams that fed into the nearby Sicoris were completely dry. The natives used man made reservoirs to catch rainwater, and the Pompeians located one such reservoir some distance from their camp on the hill. Rather than risk continual capture of their detachments, they made the decision that it was ultimately safer and more secure to dig a ditch and throw up a rampart leading all the way from their camp to the nearest reservoir, a reservoir that we ourselves were using. This ditch traveled more than a mile in length to the reservoir, terminating on the opposite side, but our camp was situated in such a manner that the water was a distance of just a few paces from the gates of the camp. Therefore, we were on one side of the reservoir and the Pompeians on another, yet it was a matter of not much time before some of the men began talking to each other. As we had known all along, acquaintances and kin were discovered in each other’s ranks. What happened next marks the tragedy of civil war more than any other event that I saw or heard about during that period, at least in my mind.
Some of our men invited their friends on the other side to come into camp, under their protection. Normally, a Roman Legionary would never accept such an offer, but these were not normal times, and besides, the Pompeians still had fresh in their memory Caesar’s refusal to send us in an assault on their hill the day before. I was sitting in my tent, which had arrived with the relief column, when Zeno announced that Vibius requested entrance into my tent. I gave my assent, and he came in with a grin from ear to ear. Looking up, I saw there was a man behind him and I swallowed my irritation; I did not feel like having a party in my quarters at that moment because I was swimming in paperwork that needed to be caught up.
However, my displeasure did not last long, as Vibius announced, “Pilus Prior Pullus, I have a surprise for you.”
He stepped aside, and I saw as I rose that it was indeed a surpri
se, and a great one. Dressed as I was, in the uniform of a Centurion, stood none other than Cyclops, my former brother-in-law, and the instructor of our youth. I was speechless. He had disappeared since my sister, Livia, with whom he had been very happy in marriage, had died in childbirth. Nobody around Astigi had any idea of his whereabouts. I assumed he had either died or gone off to some far land, except here he stood in the flesh, a little older and grayer at the temple, but otherwise unchanged, his one good eye staring at me, with the other still the puckered hole surrounded by scar tissue.
“Well, it’s good to see that you’re still no good at small talk,” he said by way of greeting.
In truth, I did not trust myself to speak, instead stepping forward, ignoring his outstretched hand to grab him in a bear hug, and for once I was not ashamed of my tears. Neither, I suspect, was Cyclops.
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We sat at my table and caught up. Cyclops told us that once my sister had died, his desire to be a farmer had died with her.
“The only reason I was content to stay on the farm was because of her,” he said quietly, both Vibius and I staring into our cups.
I was lost in memories of my sister and how happy she was with Cyclops; I know not what Vibius was thinking, but I suspect that Juno was involved in some way. Cyclops spoke with the tone of a man whose pain has dulled to the ache of an old wound that will never truly heal, yet is no longer fresh and raw.
“So I went back to the only home I knew, outside of the farm and Livia, and here I am.”
I suspected that there was much more to his tale, but Cyclops was as miserly with his words as my father with his money. Both Vibius and I exchanged amused glances, knowing that no amount of prodding would get much more out of him than that.
