by J. R. Ward
Crave
( Fallen Angels - 2 )
J.R. Ward
The battle between good and evil has left the future of humanity in the hands of a reluctant savior and his band of fallen angels. Seven deadly sins that must be righted. Seven souls that must be saved.
While his first task was success, Jim Heron is battling a demon that can take any form for the soul of someone he must identify on his own. If that weren't enough, his old boss Matthias wants Jim to assassinate an AWOL member of The Firm — Isaac, the man Jim is pretty sure he is supposed to save. Jim knows first hand that once you're in The Firm, there's no getting out. But when Jim finds Isaac to warn him, he has been picked up by the police for illegal street fighting, and it is clear that Isaac is falling for his gorgeous public defender. Is their love the redemption that will save Isaac's soul? Or has the demon Devina set an elaborate trap?
Crave
(The second book in the Fallen Angels series)
(2010)
A novel by
J R Ward
For Judith Peoples, PhD,
and all her good works—
she is proof positive that angels can have GREAT shoes
while their feet touch the ground.
ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
To Kara Welsh, for everything!
And with thanks to Leslie Gelbman and Claire Zion
and everyone at NAL who are so amazing.
Thank you to Steve Axelrod, my voice of reason.
With huge props and thanks to Team Waud: D, LeElla, and Nath, without whom none of this would be possible—what would I do without you? And with a shout-out to Jac (and his Gabe!): My kitchen is your kitchen. No, really. Please. Don’t make me beg.
Thank you also to Ann, Lu, and Opal—the most incredible line tamers I’ve ever seen! And Ken—I’m trainable, see? I really am—you can send back the Gorilla Glue. Also to Cheryle, who I take orders from because I’m no fool.
With big hugs to all the mods on the boards—I’m so grateful for everything you do out of the kindness of your hearts.
Tremendous thanks to my C.P., Jessica Andersen, who has been endlessly supportive and smart and lovely and brilliantly funny for all these years. I still wish I were in your top five. *sigh*
And, of course, with thanks to Mother Sue (Grafton).
As always with love to my mother and my husband and my family and the better half of WriterDog.
Prologue
The desert, far from Caldwell, NY, or Boston, MA, or . . . sanity.
Some two years after the fact, when Jim Heron was no longer in special ops, he would reflect that Isaac Rothe, Matthias the Fucker, and he, himself, had all changed their lives the night that bomb went off in the sand.
Of course, at the time, none of them knew what it all meant, or where it was all going. But that was life: Nobody got a guided tour to their own theme park. You had to hop on the rides as they presented themselves, never knowing whether you would like the one you were in line for . . . or if the bastard was going to make you throw up your corn dog and your cotton candy all over the place.
Maybe that was a good thing, though. As if back then he would have believed he’d end up duking it out with a demon, trying to save the world from damnation?
Come on.
But that night, in the dry cold that washed in the second the sun went down over the dunes, he and his boss had walked into a minefield . . . and only one had walked out.
The other? Not so much . . .
* * *
“This is it,” Matthias said as they came up to an abandoned village that was the color of the caramel on a Friendly’s sundae.
They were fifteen miles northwest from where they were staying in a barracks full of army boys. Being that he and his boss were XOps, they were outside the stream of defined corps, which worked to their benefit: Soldiers like them carried IDs from all branches of the service and used them whenever it suited.
The “village” was more like four crumbling stone structures and a bunch of wood-and-tarp huts. As they approached, Jim’s balls went tight when his green night-vision goggles picked up movement all over the place. He hated those fucking tarps—they flapped in the wind, their shadows darting around like fast-footed people who had guns. And grenades. And all kinds of sharp and shiny.
Or in this case, grungy and gritty.
He hated desert assignments; better to kill in civilization. Although a proper urban or even suburban assignment carried more exposure, at least you had a shot at knowing what was coming at you. Out here, people had resources he was unfamiliar with and that always made him twitchy as fuck.
Plus he didn’t trust the man he was with. Yeah, Matthias was the head of the organization with a direct line to God. Yeah, Jim had trained with the guy way back when. Yeah, he’d been under him for the last decade.
But all of that just made him more certain he didn’t want to be alone with the big man—and yet here they were, at a “village” in the fine township of Nowhere-anyone-could-find-a-body-ville.
A gust of wind went Nike across the flat landscape, sprinting over the sand, picking up those tiny little particles, and carrying all of them right smack into the collar of his digital-fatigues. Beneath his black, lace-up boots, the ground was constantly shifting, as if he were an ant walking across the back of a giant and irritating the piss out of the bastard.
You began to feel that at any minute, a great palm could come down out of the sky and flatten you.
This trek to the east had been Matthias’s idea. Something that couldn’t be discussed anywhere else. So naturally, Jim had worn a Kevlar vest and about forty pounds of weapons. Along with water. MREs.
He was a pack animal for real.
“Over here,” Matthias said, ducking into the doorless entry of one of the stone structures.
Jim paused and looked around. Nothing but tarps doing the cabbage patch, as far as he knew.
He got out both his guns before going inside. Bottom line? This was the perfect locale for a forcible inquisition. He had no idea what he’d done or what he’d learned to warrant an interrogation, but one thing he was clear on—there was no reason to run. If that was the “because” he’d been brought here for, he was going to go in and find another two or three XOps guys in there to work him over while Matthias asked the questions. If he bolted? They’d just hunt him down all over the globe, even if it took weeks.
Could explain why Isaac Rothe had shown up this afternoon with Matthias’s protégé and second in command. That pair were straight-up killers, a couple of pit bulls ready to go for anyone’s throat.
Yup, this made sense and he should have figured it out sooner—although even if he had, there was no escape from a reckoning. Nobody got out of XOps alive. Not the operatives, not the fringe-playing intel guys, not the bosses, either. Die with your boots on was the way you lived—not that you knew that going in.
And the thing was, he had been thinking of ways to get out. Killing people for a living was all he knew how to do, but it was starting to fuck with his head. Maybe Matthias had somehow tweaked to that.
Time to the face the music, Jim thought as he stepped through the doorway.
Might as well give ’em a fight—
Just Matthias. No one else.
Jim slowly lowered his guns and scanned the cramped space again. According to his night goggles, there was only the other man. With a flick of a switch, he changed to heat-seeking mode. Nothing but Matthias. Still.
“What’s going on?” Jim demanded.
Matthias was over in the far corner, about ten feet away. When the man’s hands came up from his sides, Jim flipped his SIGs back into firing position . . . but all his boss did was shake his head and loosen his gun belt. A quick toss and it was in the sand.
> And then he took a step forward, opening his mouth and saying something quietly—
Light. Sound. Blast of energy.
Then . . . nothing but the soft rain of sand and debris.
Jim came back to consciousness sometime later. The explosion had thrown him against the stone wall, knocking him cold, and going by how stiff he was, he could have been out for a while.
After a couple minutes of what-the-fuck, he sat up cautiously, wondering if anything was broken—
Across the way, there was a pile of rags where Matthias had once been.
“Jesus Christ . . .” Jim repositioned his night goggles and retrieved his weapons, then crawled through the sand to his boss.
“Matthias . . . oh, fucking A . . .”
The man’s lower leg looked like a root that had been torn up out of the ground, the limb nothing but a ragged stump that was shredded at the end. And there were patches of darkness on his fatigues that had to be blood.
Jim checked the pulse at the neck. There was one, but it was faint and uneven.
Unbuckling and shucking his belt, he cranked the leather around Matthias’s upper calf and pulled hard, torniqueting the limb. Then he quickly searched for other inj—
Shit. When Matthias had been tossed back, he’d fallen onto a wooden spike. The damn thing went right through him, the toothpick to his pig in a blanket.
Jim pretzeled up and tried to see whether it could stay in place to get Matthias out of here. . . .
It appeared to be freestanding. Good.
“. . . Dan . . . ny . . . boy . . .”
Jim frowned and looked at his boss. “What?”
Matthias’s eyes opened like his lids were steel shutters he could barely raise. “Leave . . . me.”
“You’re blown to shit—”
“Leave me—”
“Fuck that.” Jim reached for his transistor and prayed that Isaac, not that freak second in command, answered. “Come on . . . come on. . . .”
“What y’all needin’?” The soft Southern drawl coming over his earpiece was good news.
Thank God for Isaac. “Matthias is down. Bomb. Make sure we’re not target practice as we come into camp.”
“How bad?”
“Bad.”
“Where y’all at? I’ll get a Land Rover and pick you up.”
“We’re forty-six degrees n—”
The gun went off across the way, a bullet slicing through the air right next to Jim’s ear—to the point where he assumed he’d been hit in the head and the pain had yet to register. As he braced himself on one palm, Matthias let his SIG fall to the side . . . but what do you know, Jim did not fall over thanks to some kind of cranial wound. Warning shot, evidently.
His boss’s one working eye shone with unholy light. “Get yourself . . . out . . . alive.”
Before Jim could tell Matthias to shut the fuck up, he became aware that something was biting into the hand he’d put out. Lifting the thing up, he found . . . part of the bomb’s detonator.
Turning it over and over, at first he didn’t understand what he was looking at.
And then he knew all too well what it was.
Narrowing his eyes on Matthias, he put the fragment in his front pocket and crawled over to his boss.
“You’re not playing me like this,” Jim said grimly. “No fucking way.”
Matthias started to babble just as squawking curses came through the earpiece.
“I’m okay,” Jim said to Isaac. “Misfire. I’m starting back for camp. Make sure we’re not shot as we approach.”
The Southerner’s voice became instantly strong and steady, just like the guy’s killing hand. “Where you at. I’ll just get a—”
“No. Stay put. Find a medic on the QT and make sure they can keep their mouth shut. And we’re going to need a chopper. He’s going to have to be airlifted—discreetly. No one can know about this.”
The last thing he needed was Isaac out in the middle of the night looking for them. The guy was the only thing standing between Jim and an accusation that he’d murdered the head of the deadliest shadow organization in the U.S. government.
He’d never live that one down. Literally.
But at least the hush-hush was not going to be a news-flash. Keeping quiet about shit was the MO in XOps—no one knew exactly how many operatives there were or where they went or what they did or whether they went by their own name or an alias.
“Do you hear me, Isaac,” he demanded. “Get me what I need. Or he’s a dead man.”
“Roger that,” came the reply over the earpiece. “Over and out.”
After confiscating the gun that had been put to use, Jim picked up his boss, settled the dead, dripping weight on his shoulders, and started hoofing it.
Out of the stone shack. Out into the blustering, frigid night. Across the sand dunes.
His compass kept him on the right track, true north orientating him and leading him on through the darkness. Without the point of reference, he would have been utterly lost as the desert was a mirrored landscape, nothing but a reflection of itself in all directions.
Fucking Matthias.
God damn him.
Then again, assuming the guy lived, he’d just given Jim his ticket out of XOps . . . so in a way, he owed the guy his life: The bomb was one of their own and Matthias had known precisely where to put his foot in the sand. And that only happened if you wanted to blow your damned self up.
Guess Jim wasn’t the only one who wanted to be free.
Surprise, surprise.
CHAPTER 1
South Boston, present day
“Hey! Wait a—Save that shit for the ring!” Isaac Rothe shoved the advertising flyer across the car hood, ready to slam the damn thing down again if he had to. “What’s my picture doing on this?”
The fight promoter seemed more interested in the damage to his Mustang, so Isaac reached out and grabbed the guy by the front of the jacket. “I said, what’s my face doing on here?”
“Relax, will ya—”
Isaac brought the two of them close as sandwich bread and got a whiff of the pot the SOB smoked. “I told you. No pictures of me. Ever.”
The promoter’s hands lifted in the conversational equiv of a tap-out. “I’m sorry . . . I’m really . . . Look, you’re my best fighter—you get me the crowds. You’re like the star of my—”
Isaac curled his fist tighter to cut off the ego stroking. “No pictures. Or no fighting. We clear?”
The promoter swallowed hard and squeaked, “Yeah. Sorry.”
Isaac released his hold and ignored the wheezing as he crumpled the image of his face into a litter ball. Looking around the abandoned warehouse’s parking lot, he cursed himself. Stupid. Fucking stupid of him to have trusted the smarmy bastard.
The thing was, names were not all that important. Anybody could type up a Tom, Dick, or Harry on an ID card or a birth certificate or a passport. All you needed was the right typeface and a laminating machine that could do holograms. But your mug shot, your face, your puss, your piehole . . . unless you had the funds and the contacts to plastic-surgery your ass, that was the one true identifier you had.
And his had just gotten a workout at Kinko’s. God only knew how many people had seen it.
Or who had zeroed in on his whereabouts.
“Look, I was just doing you a favor.” The promoter smiled, flashing a gold grille. “The bigger the crowd, the more money you make—”
Isaac shoved his forefinger up the guy’s stovepipe. “You need to shut the fuck up right now. And remember what I said.”
“Yeah. Okay. Sure.”
There were a number of all-rights, no-problems, and anything-you-likes that followed, but Isaac turned his back on the babble, babble.
All around, grown men were getting out of cars and shoving at each other like fifteen-year-olds, the bunch of juiced-up, armchair quarterbacks ready to peanut-gallery it up: The closest they were going to get to the octagon was standing on the out
side of the chicken wire looking in.
The fact that Isaac was almost done with this underground MMA moneymaker was irrelevant. The people who were looking for him didn’t need any help, and that happy little close-up along with the telephone number in the 617 area code was precisely the exposure he didn’t need.
Last thing he needed was an operative or . . . God forbid, Matthias’s second in command . . . showing up here.
Besides, it was just too fucking dumb of the promoter. Unregulated bare-knuckle fighting coupled with illegal gambling was not something you advertised, and anyway, given the size of the crowds that showed up, the audience clearly had enough mouth.
The guy in charge, however, was a greedy moron.
And the question was now, did Isaac fight or not? The flyers had just been made, according to the man who’d shown it to him . . . and as he mentally counted the money he’d salted away, he could sure as hell use the extra thousand or two he’d earn tonight.
He glanced around and knew he had to get in the octagon. Shit . . . once more to pad his wallet and then he was gone.
Just one last time.
Striding over to the warehouse’s rear entrance, he ignored the Holy-shit’s and the pointing and the That’s-him’s. The crowd had been watching him beat the shit out of random guys for the last month, and evidently this made him a hero in their eyes.
Which was a whacked value system, as far as he was concerned. He was about as far from hero as you could get.
The bouncers at the back door both stepped aside to let him pass and he nodded at them. This was the first fight at this particular “facility,” but really, the locations were all the same. In and around Boston, there were plenty of abandoned walk-ups, warehouses, and whatevers where fifty guys who wished they were Chuck Liddell could watch half a dozen who were definitely not flap around in circles in a makeshift fighting cage. And that uninspiring math added up to why the promoter had repro’d Isaac’s head. Unlike the other bare-knucklers, he knew what he was doing.
