by Wendi Sotis
“Yes, but with the date of the assembly ball quickly approaching, upon our return home, we were to choose the ribbons and lace to be used to remake one of my gowns.”
Her mother’s voice could be heard faintly through the study’s thick wooden door, screeching, “Lizzy! Lizzy? Where is that girl?”
Mr. Bennet’s eyes widened. “Off with you now.”
Elizabeth pocketed her letter and left her father to himself.
~%~
Later that day, Elizabeth retreated to her room. After locking the door behind her, she leaned against it, and, closing her eyes, she sighed deeply. Between all of Mama’s fussing and criticizing, and Kitty and Lydia’s giggling and chattering, it would have been a miracle had I not developed a headache. At this moment, I think I am about as fond of lace as is my father.
Her hand brushed against the pocket of her skirt whilst removing her work apron, and she heard the distinctive crinkle of paper, reminding her of the letter she had received. Opening her letter, she found another drawing and examined it. Her sister Lydia stood alone, her face crimson, her fury displayed in her eyes to perfection. The most likely cause to the outburst was what looked to be a large wine stain across the front of her favourite gown.
Elizabeth shook her head. Why on Earth would Aunt Madeline send me this?
~%~
After the evening meal, Elizabeth sat down at the writing desk in the sitting room to add a postscript to the letter to her aunt:
My mother has told me of your kindness in forwarding the recipe for the dessert I enjoyed during my last visit to London. Thank you, dear aunt—it was delicious and relished by all! I pray that you will understand that if you should repeat to Mama or Mrs. Hill what I am about to say, I will deny it with considerable enthusiasm. However, you do have my permission to pass on to your cook my compliments by telling her today’s treat was not quite so tasty as it was at your house in January. I look forward to sampling hers again the next time I visit.
Now, Aunt, I must also thank you for the two drawings you have sent to me. From what I understand, this is a late-blooming accomplishment of yours, and I must say you have met with splendid success! These likenesses are so true to the originals, it is difficult to believe that you did not have them pose for you.
Yours, etc.
EB
~%~
May 31, 1811
The following day, as Elizabeth’s sister Kitty was speaking to the family with ample animation, an odd awareness overtook Elizabeth’s senses, and she became exceptionally aware of what was happening around her.
Kitty’s speech sounded slurred, and Elizabeth looked up from her plate to find that all around her were moving rather slowly. Kitty’s arm extended, eventually striking Lydia’s wine glass and spilling the contents in the oddest manner. Lydia’s countenance changed gradually, and at the precise moment her face contorted into the exact expression depicted in the drawing, time seemed to stand still. After what felt like several heartbeats, all began to move slowly once again.
In a sluggish manner, Lydia screeched, her mother seemed to scold Kitty, and Kitty began to cry. Jane unhurriedly rose from her seat and moved halfway around the table before she looked across at Elizabeth. Jane’s expression changed to one of increased distress. Elizabeth blinked several times, and all movement regained normal speed once again.
Over the din, Jane’s voice was laced with considerable concern when she asked, “Lizzy? What is wrong? Are you well?”
“I am not at all certain. I feel very strange.”
“You do look pale, Elizabeth. Why do you not retire early this evening?” her father leaned in and suggested quietly.
Elizabeth nodded and did as she was told.
~%~
June 1, 1811
After a sleepless night spent tossing and turning, Elizabeth left her bed before the sun rose, dressed herself, and made her way to the drawing room. Her hand shook as she placed her candleholder on the writing desk. So distracted was she that she came close to injuring herself with her penknife as she used it to mend a quill well enough to write another letter to her aunt.
My dear Aunt Madeline,
I am sorry to be the cause of additional expense by writing again so soon, but I am most perplexed. My mind is all in an uproar and will not be still until my curiosity is satisfied. I know that my sister is not the most graceful of ladies, but you must tell me—how did you know that Lydia would have spilt wine on her dress?
Yours, etc.
EB
Elizabeth placed her letter on the tray that lay on a table by the front door, where any servant would understand it should be posted immediately. After doing so, she felt well enough to take a walk in an attempt to clear her head, but her thoughts continued to dwell on the pictures.
Upon her return home, as she went to unfasten the tie at the neck of her pelisse, she froze, spying a letter on the table near the front door. She did not have to read the direction; the handwriting was distinctive and immediately recognizable, even from this distance.
Elizabeth startled when Mrs. Hill said, “Havin’ trouble, Miss Lizzy? Here, let me help with that.”
Mrs. Hill looked up from her duty when Elizabeth spoke, “Hill... my letter to Mrs. Gardiner is still here; the post has not yet come?”
“Why, no, ma’am, it hasn’t.”
“Then where did this letter come from?” Elizabeth barely touched the edge of the paper with her fingertip. “It is addressed to me.”
Mrs. Hill raised her eyebrows high upon her forehead. “The master must’ve had it on his desk and forgot to give it to ye yesterday, miss, and then put it here so ye’d see it first thing this mornin’.”
Elizabeth’s expression was thoughtful for several moments, and then she nodded. “That is as good an explanation as any.”
After completing her task of assisting Elizabeth, Mrs. Hill curtsied and seemed about to walk away when she stopped and asked, “Are ye sure ye’re well, miss? Ye look a bit peaked this mornin’, if you don’t mind me sayin’ so.”
Elizabeth looked away. “Actually, my stomach is unsettled at the moment. I doubt any food would sit well; perhaps I should remain in my room this morning. Will you inform my father, please?”
“Yes’m.”
When she felt Mrs. Hill had progressed far enough down the hallway not to notice, Elizabeth snatched up the letter and headed directly up the stairs.
~%~
Why would father give me two letters and keep this one from me? Elizabeth pondered the question before turning the letter over to examine it for what must have been the tenth time. This letter was thicker than the other two. She had never received a letter containing more than one sheet of paper, but she was certain this one would hold at least three. It does not make sense. Hill would have known if the post arrived this morning—she holds the household cash that usually pays for such things. But if not the post, from where could this have come? Had there been an urgent need, perhaps Aunt would use a private messenger to send a letter to my father, but not to me.
Finally working up the nerve to break the seal, she did so. Like before, it contained not one written word, but this time there were three drawings.
The first was of the Lucas family coach arriving at Lucas Lodge.
But they are visiting relatives in the North and will not return for another month complete.
The second showed a drawing of a plant that Elizabeth had seen growing on her father’s property during her rambles.
What could be the meaning of sending me this?
The third shocked her completely. Mrs. Bennet was sitting sprawl-legged on the ground, covered in mud!
Stranger and stranger still. I will be impatient to hear from Aunt Madeline again.
~%~
During their mid-day meal, a great deal of noise erupted from the direction of the front hall. Mrs. Hill entered the dining parlor and crossed the room to speak to Mr. Bennet. “Sir, Mr. Jones is here—”
Mrs. Be
nnet interrupted, “Tell him that he must wait, Hill.”
“Yes’m, I did, but he says it’s urgent he speaks to Miss Elizabeth right away.”
Mr. Bennet looked at Elizabeth. “To Lizzy? Whatever for?”
His daughter only shrugged her shoulders slightly.
“He didn’t say, sir,” Mrs. Hill answered.
“Well, Lizzy, let us find out what the apothecary might need from you.” Mr. Bennet rose from the table and moved to help Elizabeth with her chair.
“If you ask me, it is very rude to show up uninvited in the middle of our meal and break up our family party!” Mrs. Bennet commented.
Mr. Bennet responded, “My dear, you know that Jones would not do such a thing unless it was particularly important. Come, Lizzy.”
A few moments later, Mr. Bennet approached Mr. Jones with his hand extended in greeting. “Mrs. Hill says you need to speak to my daughter?”
“Good day, Mr. Bennet. Yes, the Lucas family has returned home early from their visit to the North due to Miss Lucas coming down with a host of alarming complaints. The family was turned out of their relatives’ home due to a midwife, of all people, saying that she has the plague.” He shook his head. “It is not the plague—not even close to it—and after travelling so far, she is particularly unwell. I require the nectars from the roots of a certain plant to help her. It is rarely used, and I have found that my stock is tainted. Miss Charlotte’s life depends upon finding more. I was hoping that since you are so fond of nature, Miss Elizabeth, you might have seen the plant growing somewhere nearby.”
“Of course, Mr. Jones. I would do anything to help Charlotte. Can you describe the plant in detail?” Elizabeth braced herself, suspecting that she already knew exactly what it looked like from the drawing her aunt had sent her.
“I can do better than that!” Mr. Jones exclaimed, reaching into his pocket, and retrieving a piece of paper that he immediately unfolded. “I tore this page from one of my books so there would be no mistake.”
Mr. Jones’s handing her the page seemed to take an extraordinarily long time. She swallowed hard—it was happening again, just as it had in the dining room with Lydia’s gown and the wine stain. What confused her most was that when she reached out to take the page from Mr. Jones, her hand moved slowly, as well. Was her mind working extremely quickly? She looked down at the page.
It is the same drawing that Aunt Madeline sent me.
As her eyes moved away from the page to Mr. Jones, his movements became normal in speed. Elizabeth reached out and leaned on her father’s arm.
Mr. Bennet supported his daughter. “Elizabeth, are you well? You have become so pale.”
Elizabeth nodded.
Mr. Jones said, “I am very sorry to have shocked you with such serious news about your friend, but it is absolutely necessary that you tell me if you have seen this plant.”
Elizabeth straightened her back as she released her father’s arm. Clearing her throat, she stated firmly, “I know where this plant grows aplenty. Give me a moment to retrieve my pelisse and bonnet from above stairs, and I will lead you there at once.” Elizabeth hurried to her room.
I am glad I went out again directly after receiving the drawing to find the plant!
“I will come along, as well.” Mr. Bennet turned away and called out, “Hill? Ah, there you are. Inform Mrs. Bennet that Lizzy and I will be going with Mr. Jones. We shall return as soon as is possible.”
~%~
After leading Mr. Jones to the patch of plants where she helped him gather what he needed to tend Charlotte, she and her father had returned to Longbourn only to deal with Mrs. Bennet’s anger at their leaving during their meal. Her father quitted the drawing room soon after, saying that he should not be disturbed for the remainder of the afternoon—unless there was news of Charlotte. Elizabeth was left to explain.
“Well, well! Most likely Lady Lucas has told Charlotte to pretend to be ill to gain sympathy at being turned out of their relatives’ home,” Mrs. Bennet declared.
Amidst her two youngest sisters’ giggling, Jane sat dumfounded by their mother’s comment.
Elizabeth spoke up, “Mama, Mr. Jones would not have been so concerned about Charlotte had there not been such a serious illness.”
Mrs. Bennet would not hear her argument, and Elizabeth excused herself to her room with yet another headache.
Elizabeth closed her chamber door and leaned heavily against it, closing her eyes. A feeling of having done this before came over her, and momentarily she feared that the same phenomena were happening again, even though she had received no drawing of this scene. She sighed when she realized she actually had acted in a similar manner the previous day. This had been a difficult day so far, and it was not over yet.
When she moved her hand, the sound of the crinkling of paper in her pocket once again brought back the feeling of having done this before. Elizabeth’s eyes snapped open. She took out the page that Mr. Jones had given her, and rushed across the room to where the drawings were kept. Once the ribbon that was tied around the increasing stack was loosened, she unfolded both depictions of the herb to compare the two.
They were identical in every way, other than the paper. She could see the drawing she had received by post was on sketch paper whilst the other was a different quality and thickness—clearly a page from a book, as Mr. Jones had indicated. Had her aunt traced the plant from a duplicate book her uncle had on a shelf at Gracechurch Street?
Elizabeth stared at the first drawing that had been in this lot: the Lucas family’s return home.
All these sketches were high quality; the artist must have taken quite a bit of time to accomplish the task, and the drawing must have been begun long before the Lucas family had returned home. How did her aunt know Charlotte would be ill and require the aid of that particular herb? How did she draw so many details of the Lucases’ coach and house without setting up a stool on the drive to make the sketch? As far as she could remember, Aunt Madeline had not been to Lucas Lodge more than twice. Could she have that detailed a memory?
Elizabeth held her head between her hands. The endless string of questions running through her mind and no way of finding immediate answers made her head ache further. She placed the drawings on her dressing table and lay down to rest her eyes, but she could not sleep.
An hour later, Elizabeth slipped down the stairs unnoticed and made her way to the writing table in the sitting room to write a short letter.
Dear Aunt Madeline,
Your drawings are beautiful, but I must ask—no, I must beg you—please, do not send any others!
Yours, etc.
Elizabeth
She wrote the direction on the outside and placed the note with her father’s outgoing mail. Not long after returning to her room, Elizabeth was fast asleep.
Chapter 2
June 2, 1811
As Elizabeth descended the stairs to join her family at the evening meal, she was startled by a knock on the front door. At the same moment that Elizabeth reached the bottom of the staircase, Mrs. Hill scurried past and opened the door to reveal the apothecary.
Elizabeth stepped forward. “Mr. Jones, do you have news of Charlotte Lucas?”
He removed his hat. “She is well, thanks to you, Miss Elizabeth. I believe she received the antidote just in time.” In response to the unspoken question in her eyes, he said, “I did not wish to explain it fully until I was certain, but I believe she was poisoned. The suddenness of her recovery since taking the concoction I gave her is the proof. She is well on the road to recovery.”
“Good heavens! Who would want to poison Charlotte?”
“Perhaps it was an accident, or it might be that the poison was meant for another, I know not. From what I understand, once she fell ill, she would eat nothing other than a dried fruit her aunt had served them that evening. They had been given the remainder of the treat to take with them on their journey. Together with her symptoms, I suspect that the fruit had been poisoned.�
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Quite unnerved, Elizabeth could think of nothing but seeing her friend. “When will she be well enough to receive visitors, Mr. Jones?”
“I see no reason why she cannot have visitors on the morrow.”
“Excellent news, sir!”
~%~
June 3, 1811
The ladies of the Bennet household entered the drawing room at Lucas Lodge. Mrs. Bennet sat with Lady Lucas, and Kitty and Lydia approached the younger daughter, Maria. Jane, Elizabeth, and Mary crossed the room to sit near Charlotte, who was reclining on a sofa, bundled in blankets.
Elizabeth took Charlotte’s hand in hers. “Charlotte, I am so happy to see you well! What a scare you must have had.”
“You could not know how much I have missed you all. During our journey home, I kept thinking of you, afraid that I would never see you again.”
Elizabeth squeezed her friend’s hand slightly. “What exactly was it that made you ill?”
“Candied fruit that my aunt had purchased as a treat to us all.”
“Oh, Charlotte, it is good that you did not eat very much at one time,” Jane said.
“My experience proves that our mothers were correct—too many sweets are not good for a lady,” Charlotte quipped. “It seems that I was the only one who enjoyed the indulgence and took a second piece. Once I fell ill, my parents and aunt were desperate for me to eat something, so they offered me more of the fruit, thinking it would be better than nothing at all. Although I had no appetite, I took a bite now and then to please them.”
“To be travelling, as ill as you were, must have been a trying experience,” Mary observed.
Charlotte nodded. “My aunt did not like asking us to go, but when the midwife told her it was the plague, she feared for her small children’s lives, and my uncle ordered us to leave. Really, I cannot blame him.”
In the quiet that followed Charlotte’s statement, Lady Lucas’s voice was prevalent. Charlotte gestured, indicating the young ladies should listen to her conversation with Mrs. Bennet, detailing their journey home. “Somehow, word spread south faster than our coach could travel. We tried to stop at several inns along the way, but none would take us in. We drove straight through from York to Lucas Lodge, stopping only to change horses.”
