Hawk shook his head.
"He won't want me with him," Hawk said.
Susan opened her mouth to speak, and didn't speak. She looked at me with her mouth still open and back at Hawk and back at me, and clamped her mouth shut without having made a sound.
Hawk shut off the car. We got out. Susan held Pearl straining on her leash.
"You guys bring in the luggage," she said. "I'll take the baby."
Then she turned and headed for her front door, fumbling in her purse for the key.
Hawk let out a deep breath that he appeared to have been holding.
I did too.
Chapter 41
HIS NAME WAS Ives. And he worked, as he liked to say, for a three-letter federal agency. Ten or twelve years ago, when Susan was in trouble, I had done some pretty ugly stuff for him, to get her out of trouble. I hadn't liked it then, and I didn't like remembering it now. But Ives didn't seem to care, and, as far as I could tell, neither did the universe. Ives had an office in the McCormick Federal Building, in Post Office Square. There was no name on the door when I went in. And no one at the reception desk. The blank door to the inner office was ajar. I went in. Ives was sitting behind a desk wearing a cord suit and a blue and white polka dot bow tie.
"Spenser, isn't it?" Ives said.
"Yes, it is," I said.
"The beard threw me," he said. "Your Lieutenant Quirk said you might be coming by."
"He's not mine," I said. "And he's a captain now."
Ives had one of those red rubber erasers in his hands and he kept turning it slowly in his thin fingers as he talked.
"Well, good on him," Ives said. "You look well."
"I'm looking for a guy," I said.
Ives smiled. He slowly turned the eraser on its axis.
"Gray-haired man," I said. "Gray eyes, sallow complexion, forty to sixty, six feet two or three, rangy build, athletic, when I saw him he was dressed all in gray."
"And what does this gray man do?" Ives said.
"He's a shooter," I said.
"And where does he do his shooting?"
"Boston and New York, to my knowledge, but I assume he goes where his vocation takes him."
"Is he an American national?" Ives said.
"I don't know. He speaks English without an accent."
"You know of course that this agency has no domestic mandate."
"Of course not," I said.
The eraser revolved slowly. Ives gazed off into the middle distance.
"You wouldn't, naturally, know the varlet's name, would you?"
"No."
"You have solid municipal police connections," Ives said. "Why come to me?"
"Cops can't find him. They have no record of him or anyone like him. Not here. Not New York. Not on the national wire."
"How distressing," Ives said.
"Yes."
"And why do you think I'll help you?"
"I helped you twelve years ago," I said.
Ives smiled gently and shook his head. The eraser did a complete revolution.
"We helped each other, as I recall. The agency got what it wanted. You got the maiden and a clean record. How is the maiden?"
"Susan is fine."
"You're still together?"
"Yes."
"Glad to hear love has triumphed. But I still don't see why either of us owes the other one anything."
"How about old times' sake."
"How about that, indeed," Ives said. "It's quite a charming idea, isn't it."
We were quiet. Except for a desk with a phone on it, and a green metal file cabinet, Ives's office was entirely empty. The morning sun was shining in through the big window to our right and made a clear stream for dust motes to sail through. Ives got up and looked out his window for a while, down at Post Office Square, and probably, from this height, the ocean, a few blocks east. High shouldered and narrow, he stood with his hands loosely clasped behind his back, still turning the eraser. Where his trouser cuffs didn't quite touch his pebble-grained oxford shoes, a narrow band of Argyle sock showed. The dust motes drifted. Ives stared down at the square. He probably wasn't thinking. He was probably being dramatic. He had, after all, gone to Yale. Finally he spoke without turning away from the window.
"There's a fellow fits that description, an Israeli national; who was a covert operative. He left Israeli service under prejudicial circumstances, worked with us for a little while, and then dropped out of sight. I had heard he was in private practice."
"Name?"
"Barely matters," Ives said. "He called himself Rugar when he was with us."
"How was his English?"
"American accent," Ives said. "I believe he was born in this country."
"You know where he is now?"
"No."
"Any suggestion where I might look for him?"
"None."
"Anything else?"
"He had gray hair and a sallow complexion. Attempting, presumably, to turn a liability into an asset, he affected a completely gray wardrobe."
"Funny," I said. "A guy in his line of work trying to give himself an identity."
Ives turned from the window. "How so?"
"It's in his best interest to have no identity," I said.
"By God," he said. "You know, I never thought of it that way."
"Bureaucracy clogs the imagination," I said. "Is there anything else you can tell me about this guy?"
Ives pursed his lips faintly. He was turning the eraser at belt level now using both hands. There were liver spots on his hands.
"He is," Ives said gently, "the most deadly man I have met in forty years."
"Wait'll you get a load of me," I said.
"I've gotten a load of you and the black fellow, too."
"Hawk," I said.
"Yes, Mister Hawk. He's still alive?"
"Yes."
"He's still your friend?"
"Yes."
"You are a stable man," Ives said. "In an unstable profession. But I stand by what I said of our friend Rugar."
He smiled softly and squeezed his eraser and didn't say anything else.
Chapter 42
I SLID THE pin into the bottom notch of the weight stack on one of the chest-press machines at the Harbor Health Club, and sidled in under it, and took a wide spread grip and inhaled and pushed the weight up as I exhaled. Things creaked in my right shoulder, but the bar went up. I eased it down, pushed it up again. I did this eight more times and let the bar come back to rest. Henry Cimoli was watching me. "Ten reps," he said. "You got another set in you."
I nodded, breathing deeply, waiting. Then I did ten more reps, struggling to keep form. And rested and did ten more.
"That's as good as you did before," Henry said.
I slid off of the machine and stood waiting for my oxygen levels to normalize, watching the rest of the club members exercise. Most of them were women in spandex. Across the room was a bank of treadmills and Stair Climbers each with a small television screen so that you could exercise while watching an assortment of daytime talk shows, with maybe a videotape of a public dismemberment thrown in to cleanse the palate.
"Weigh in," Henry said, and we walked to the balance scale. I got on, Henry adjusted the weights. I weighed to 210. The same weight I'd carried into the river almost a year ago.
"I'd say you're as good as new," Henry said.
"Too bad," I said. "I was hoping for better."
"We all were," Henry said. "But you can't shine shit."
"You're awfully short for a philosopher," I said.
"Hell," Henry said. "I'm awful short for a person. But I'm fun."
I got off the scale and went and drank some water and wiped my face with a hand towel. There were mirrors on all the walls so that you could admire yourself from every angle. I was doing that when Vinnie Morris came in and glanced around the room and walked over to me.
"I tried your office and you weren't there," Vinnie said. "Figured you'd be here."
> "Ever consider a career as a private investigator?"
"Naw," Vinnie said. "Gino wants to see you."
"You told him I was back," I said.
"He's out in the car," Vinnie said.
I went to Henry's office, got my jacket and my gun, put both of them on, and went out with Vinnie. There was a big silver Mercedes sedan double-parked on Atlantic Ave. The street was already narrowed by construction, and the traffic was having trouble getting around the car. There was a lot of honking, to which, as far as I could see, no one paid any attention. Gino Fish was in the backseat. A guy with a thick neck and a black suit was behind the wheel.
Vinnie opened the back door and I got in beside Gino. Vinnie got in the front. Gino was wearing a blue suit, a blue striped shirt, and a gold silk necktie. His hair was cut so short that he seemed bald, though he actually wasn't. He was wearing bright blue reflective Oakley sun glasses, which seemed totally out of keeping with the rest of his look.
"Drive about, please, Sammy," Gino said.
And the Mercedes pulled into traffic, cutting off a maroon van and causing more honking of horns. Neither Sammy nor Gino seemed to hear them. We cruised slowly north along Atlantic Avenue.
"I understand you were injured," Gino said.
"Yes."
"Specifically you were shot."
"Yes."
"Vinnie tells me this man dresses in gray and may be named Rugar."
"Or he may not be," I said.
"Yes," Gino said. "It is good to be precise."
We passed the garage in the North End where the Brinks job went down almost fifty years ago, and the Charlestown Bridge to what had once been City Square. Sammy kept on straight on Atlantic, under the elevated trains in front of the old Boston Garden, with the new Boston Garden behind it.
"I know of such a man," Gino said.
"Gray man?"
"Yes."
"Called Rugar?"
"Yes."
I waited. We bore right past the Garden and North Station, past the ruins of what used to be the West End.
There was a single defiant three-decker remaining, surrounded by pavement, like the isolated tombstone of a neighborhood that disappeared.
"This Rugar, who affects gray all the time-so tacky-is a gunman. He works out of New York and he is very expensive and, hence, very exclusive."
"Ever use him?" I said.
"I have Vinnie," Gino said.
"Before you had Vinnie," I said.
Gino smiled gently.
"His arrangement is simple. You pay nothing until it's done. Then you pay him promptly in full and in cash and he disappears. Once he commits to a project he stays on it until it is done, no matter how long it takes, no matter how far he has to travel. He guarantees results and he requests no payment until he gets them. Anyone who has dealt with him is not likely to try and, ah, renege on payment.
"And it prevents him from getting stung if the client turns out to be an undercover cop. He doesn't take money, he can just say he was humoring them and had no intention of killing anyone."
We went past the old Registry building and the new Suffolk County jail, past the Charles River dam, and onto Storrow Drive, going west at a leisurely pace.
"Where do I find Rugar?" I said.
"One might be better not to find him," Gino said.
"One might."
Gino sort of smiled. If it was a smile. Whatever it was, it was devoid of warmth or humor.
"People who wish to hire him," Gino said, "see an attorney in New York who arranges a meeting."
"And if the cops ever backtrack to him," I said, "he can claim that all his dealings with Rugar are privileged communication between a lawyer and his client."
"You are an astute man," Gino said.
"Yeah, and a swell dancer. How come you're telling me this?"
"Vinnie holds you in high regard."
"Good employee relations?" I said.
Gino spread his hands. They looked like the hands of a violinist.
"You know the attorney?" I said.
"Not anymore," Gino said.
"But the one you knew was a New York guy?" I said.
"Yes."
"And you don't know who replaced him?"
"No."
"No reason to think it wouldn't be a New York guy," I said.
"No reason," Gino said.
"Thanks," I said.
"You're entirely welcome," Gino said. "Where would you like us to drop you off?"
The sublet had run out, I had my office back. "My office is fine, corner of Berkeley and Boylston."
"I know where your office is," Gino said.
He leaned forward slightly.
"Did you hear that, Sammy?"
"Yes, sir," Sammy said. "Berkeley and Boylston."
"While we drive you there, may I offer another thought? I'm a thoughtful man, and what I think is often valuable."
"And your diction is tres elegant," I said.
"Thank you. My dealings with Rugar remain my business. I have spent a long and successful life among very deadly people. If I were a fearful sort, I would fear Rugar more than anyone I've ever known. I advise you to stay away from him."
"How's he compare with Vinnie?" I said.
"I would not ask Vinnie to go against him alone."
Vinnie sat in the front seat looking at the coeds from Emerson College as we turned off Storrow Drive and onto Beacon Street. He didn't seem interested in our conversation. In fact, Vinnie wasn't interested in many things. What he could do was shoot. I had never met anyone I wouldn't send Vinnie up against-except maybe Hawk. Or me.
We went up Beacon to Clarendon, turned up to Boylston, and drove back down to Berkeley. Sammy pulled up and double parked outside my building.
I said, "Thanks for the information, Mr. Fish."
"And the advice," Gino said. "You would be wise to heed the advice."
"And spend the rest of my life waiting for him to come back?"
"Perhaps he'll never learn that you survived," Gino said.
Several drivers behind us blared their horns. Sammy ignored them.
"He will if I do what I signed on to do."
"Get that schwartza out of jail?"
"Yes."
"The world is a better place," Gino said, "with him in jail."
"He didn't do what he's there for. I said I'd get him out."
"And you keep your word," Gino said.
"Yes."
Gino nodded slowly, looking past me at the corner of the Public Garden that showed on the left at the end of the block. Then he looked at me. His eyes were pale blue and as flat as a couple of one-inch washers. Again he made the motion with his face that might have been a smile.
"I don't think the beard becomes you," he said.
I got out of the car and watched as it pulled away and headed down Boylston. I watched it until it turned left on Charles Street and disappeared. Then I turned and went up to my office.
Chapter 43
"CAN'T YOU SIMPLY turn over what you have to Rita and her big law firm," Susan said. "And let them get Ellis Alves out of jail?" "I have knowledge. I have no evidence."
"You know that the witnesses against Alves are cousins of Clint Stapleton," she said. "You know that Clint Stapleton was the victim's boyfriend. You know that that State Police Detective…"
"Tommy Miller."
"Tommy Miller was involved in some kind of cover-up and then was shot when you were threatening to find out what it was. You know that a man shot you, to prevent you from looking further."
"And I know who it was," I said. "But none of that proves that Alves was framed, and so far there is no demonstrable connection between the Gray Man and the Stapleton family."
"But you know they hired him, don't you? You know that you were shot right after you confronted Clint Stapleton."
"I don't think I can get a court to just take my word for it," I said. "I think I have to be able to prove it. Especially with a guy like Alves. Even
Gino Fish thinks the world is a better place with Ellis in jail."
"So how can you prove it?"
"Keep pushing. Stapleton, his father, his mother, cousin Hunt and his wife Ms. Congeniality. They're not pros. One of them will break."
"But pushing them makes you vulnerable to the Gray Man."
"So I'll have to deal with him first."
"You think you can find him through this lawyer?"
"Yes."
"You have to do it alone?"
"The goal is to decommission the Gray Man. How is not as important."
"Hawk would help you, and Vinnie. Chollo would come if you asked him."
I nodded. We were lying in bed together in Susan's bedroom. Pearl was draped diagonally across the foot, having been but recently allowed back in. The room was dark, lit only by the odd tangential light of the mercury street lamps on Linnaean Street.
"You're going to do it alone, aren't you?"
Susan's head was on my shoulder, my right arm was around her. A Browning 9mm. semiautomatic pistol lay unholstered right beside the alarm clock on the table next to the bed.
"We'll see," I said.
"Is it like being thrown from a horse? You have to get right up and ride it again so you won't be scared?"
"Something like that, maybe."
"Are you afraid?"
"It's not a question I ask myself," I said. "It's sort of like flying. Most people I know, in fact, are a little afraid of flying. But you fly anyway because life's too complicated if you don't, and you don't pay much attention, unless you're phobic, to whether in fact you are afraid."
"Do you intend to kill him?"
"I guess that's up to him," I said.
"You plan to give him a chance to surrender?"
"I'm not sure what I'm going to do, Suze. Some things become self-evident as they develop. Readiness is all."
Susan raised up on her elbow and put her face very close to mine. Her voice was very soft, and very fierce.
"Fuck readiness is all," she said. "And fuck Shakespeare. Don't give the Gray Man a chance. Kill him as soon as you can."
"Fuck Shakespeare?"
"And the whole English Renaissance for that matter," Susan said.
"And you a Harvard grad?" I said. "A resident of Cambridge?"
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