Striver shook his head, stomping out the defeat creeping in. “I don’t know. But I do know it’s the best way for you, for us.”
“A leader must always think of his people before himself. You know that.”
“I’ve thought it over, and we must make the first steps to welcome these people and unite our tribes. Besides, you are one of my people.” Striver squeezed her hand. “And I won’t let you waste away any longer. With Father gone, you’re all Weaver and I have left.”
He knew Weaver was the soft spot that would get her to change her mind.
“All right.” His mother clung to his hand, putting on a brave smile. “Let’s give this device a try.”
Chapter Twenty-one
A Great Catch
Eri dug out a package of soywafers from the bottom of a cracked supply container. She held it in her fingers, feeling the hard, bumpy surface underneath the packaging. Her mouth used to water with the feeling of the crinkling wrapper, but after eating fresh, roasted boar meat, the snack seemed artificial and stale.
“For people who shun technology, they seemed to have saved a lot of our supplies.” Mars knelt on the floorboards beside her, rummaging through another container. The crude cotton tunic and green leggings muted her aggressive nature; she looked more like a forest giant than a highly trained bodyguard. Glancing down at her own blue tunic, Eri knew she shouldn’t judge. I look like an elf.
“They weren’t going to use it.” Eri dropped the uneaten wafers beside her and pushed back more damaged wires, looking for anything they could use as a weapon. “They didn’t want it falling into the Lawless’s hands.”
Mars nodded, picking up Eri’s discarded soywafer. “Techno hoarders. That’s what I heard one of the Lawless call them.”
“Yup. They sit on top of a ship that can still fly, holding back secrets that would send Refuge into the industrial era.”
“They’re afraid. Fear holds them back.” Mars split open the wrapper, popped the whole thing in her mouth, and chewed. Eri wondered if she was hungry because she lost her breakfast after the flight. Who knew the toughest member of the team was afraid of flying? Mars didn’t let her fear hold her back, though, and Eri respected her for confronting it.
“That’s how I got them to save you and Litus. I told them the Lawless have the rest of the laser guns.”
Mars regarded her with a raised eyebrow. “Good thinking, Eri.” She wolfed down another soywafer and stared up at the thatched roof. “You know, at first you came off as a scared, self-doubting gene-mutt, hiding in her work cell, unable to confront the issue of her birth. I thought you were a poor choice for the team, a weak link.”
Eri looked down at a frayed wire, pulling on the ends. It hurt to have Mars reference the teasing she’d endured her whole life. On the Heritage she’d felt like a second-class citizen. Here on Refuge, she’d made something of herself. She’d found the courage to save her team, to make friends with the natives, and even to develop feelings for one of them, feelings that could possibly lead to this mysterious thing called love. She wouldn’t have done any of this in her work cell, playing with words.
Mars brought all that baggage up again. Baggage she’d rather leave behind. “I was a weak link. I started believing what people said instead of believing in myself.”
“I wasn’t finished.” Mars crumpled up the wrapper and threw it into the container. “I’m glad the commander chose you. We were put to the test, and you were the strongest of all of us.” She stared at Eri, her chin twitching like she still had trouble believing it. “You saved my life.”
“Don’t worry about it.” Eri waved it off. Inside, healing warmth flowed through her. Never in a million years did she think she’d win Mars’s respect.
The ferns rustled behind them and Eri turned. Striver stood in the doorway, making her heart speed. She hadn’t gotten a chance to talk with him alone since the swamp, but her feelings had brewed.
“Am I interrupting?” He’d changed from his swamp clothes to a chestnut-colored shirt, partially buttoned, revealing his smooth muscles underneath. He’d washed his dark hair and pulled it back in a ponytail so it glistened in the torchlight. One free white feather dangled from a string of beads, kissing his tan neck.
“Not at all.” Eri stood, wanting to gush about how glad she was to see him. Thank goodness Mars’s presence stopped her from spouting anything embarrassing. “Your people saved so much. Thank you.”
“We did the best we could.” Striver came over, his mouth downturned in a complicated frown. “There’s a favor I need to ask you.”
Eri gripped the wire hard in her hands, the end sticking into her palm. He’d done so much for her she couldn’t imagine saying no. However, Mars knelt behind her and she had to be careful. Mars had a locator as well and access to the commander. “Yes?”
“My mother has been sick for some time. I wondered if you could try using the same device on her that you used to heal Litus.”
Use technology? Had Eri heard him correctly?
He stared, waiting for an answer.
She nodded so hard, curls fell in front of her face. “Of course I can.” This was her chance to show Striver technology could be used for good. She couldn’t believe he’d allow it after all he represented. He loves his mother more than their silly ideals. He must trust Eri. Did that mean she could trust him?
Striver breathed in deeply in relief. “Thank you.”
Seeing his vulnerability brought a surge of compassion and something deeper, a yearning to make him happy, to fulfill his desires. Her whole body gravitated forward, leaning to him.
Forget Mars. She slipped her hand in his. His calloused fingers grazed her palm, tingling her skin as they wrapped around her fingers. He brought his forehead to hers, his breath on her lips. “Tell me you can save her.”
She trembled all over, wanting to make everything right in his world. “I’ll try.”
…
Switching off her locater to keep Commander Grier from interrupting, Eri followed Striver to the same cluster of huts where she’d woken up after the battle. That whole morning had seemed like a blur, but Eri remembered Nutura’s kind nature and how she reached for Striver’s help as Eri left.
Clutching the regenerator in her hands, Eri hoped more than anything she could heal her. “How long has your mother experienced symptoms?”
Striver turned back to her, concern etched in the perfect angles of his face. “A year. Maybe longer. She tries to hide her pain because she knows how much it makes me worry.”
They reached the rope bridge and Eri clung to the railing, trying not to look down. “How does your father feel about us using the regenerator?”
Striver stopped, the bridge creaking under his feet as it swung with their weight. A furry black bird took off in the distance, crooning. Striver waited for the bird’s calls to fade before answering. “He died a long time ago, when Weaver and I were young boys.”
Pain seared through Eri’s chest. I shouldn’t have asked. “I’m sorry.”
Striver shook his head. “It’s not your fault. My father took risks for the village: staying out late to check on the wall, exploring new territory for hunting, charting the regions in the mountains in the north. He’d leave for days and come back with an awful rash or a broken leg. The Guardians couldn’t keep up with him.”
“He sounds brave.” In fact, he sounds a lot like Striver.
“He was.” Striver glanced up at the sky and smiled. “Too brave.”
“What happened to him?”
Strive
r paused, running his fingers along the rope, his touch delicate and tentative. “Don’t get me wrong—he wasn’t a failure. He accomplished many wonderful things for this village.” His face grew grim. “But one day he didn’t come back. The Guardians looked everywhere for him, from the meadows to the mountains. They never found a trace.”
His story ate a hole in Eri’s heart. She was honored he’d share such difficult memories with her, but she didn’t know how to react. No one disappeared on the Heritage. It was a simple matter of buzzing their locator. With all its beauty, Haven 6—or Refuge—was a perilous world. She scanned the leaves fluttering in the breeze. The jungle seemed as though it could swallow her whole. “Maybe he’s still out there?”
Striver shook his head. “No. He loved us too much to not come back.” He stepped closer to her, his voice falling to a whisper. “I have my own suspicions. But I’ve never told anyone this before. Not anyone.”
Eri held her breath as Striver’s eyes narrowed and he spoke. “Sometimes I wonder if he encountered the same golden liquid Soren did, the same liquid that man fell into in the cave.”
The strange symbols flashed in Eri’s mind, tantalizing her in a puzzle she was dying to solve. That’s why Striver had wanted to stay. If only she’d had more time to decipher them. “He doesn’t sound like someone who would abandon the present for the past, especially with two young kids at home.”
“No.” Striver swallowed as if a bitter taste swirled in his mouth. “He doesn’t.” He blinked and turned around. “Come. I don’t want my mother to suffer any longer than she already has.”
“Of course.” Feeling all shivery from the mystery of the liquid and guilty about bringing up the past, Eri followed him across the bridge and into the hut.
The room smelled of sweet blossoms, fresh ferns, and cooked meat. Bell-shaped flowers decorated the floor. Are they all from Striver? A table stood in the center with a mug of water and pieces of smoked boar. Striver’s mom lay in her bed, barely making an impression in the fern mattress.
Can I really save this woman? Or am I giving them both false hope? Eri shook off her doubts. She needed to focus to use the device effectively.
Nutura gazed up at Eri with amusement on her face. “So, Eridani Smith, how do you like our world?”
“It’s beautiful.” Eri stood over her, taking her hand. “Scary, but beautiful.”
“Yes, like a great many things in this universe.” Nutura patted her hand. “Thank you for helping me.”
“It’s the least I can do after what Striver did for my people and me.”
Her eyes twinkled. “My son is a great catch, isn’t he?”
Eri lost her count on the pulse. Great catch? What does she mean by that?
Striver ran a hand over his hair, looking frazzled. “Now’s not the time for chitchat, Mother. Eri’s brought the regenerator.”
“The device that’s supposed to heal me?” She didn’t look very hopeful.
Eri squeezed her hand. “That’s right.”
Nutura chuckled. “Guess it can’t make me feel any worse.”
“Mother.” Striver gave her a stern look.
Nutura smiled and turned her head to Eri. “Do your best.” She winked and tossed off her sheets, showing a bony body underneath a thin underdress.
Eri’s heart skipped when she saw how skinny the woman was. She nodded, trying to keep a stoic face, and flipped up the lid. “Close your eyes and relax. You’ll feel warmth, but nothing more. Most people fall asleep.”
READY TO SCAN SUBJECT.
Yeah, as ready as I’ll ever be.
Eri glanced at Striver and he nodded his approval. The hope mingled with worry in the lines of his face gave her all the courage she needed to start the scan. The device illuminated the small room in sapphire light.
Minutes passed with silence except for the crackling of the torches on the walls. Nutura slept soundly as the scan finished. Eri read the results, her chest aching.
Striver came up beside her but he didn’t look at the screen. Instead he looked directly into her gaze. “What is it?”
Her tongue numbed until she could hardly speak. “Tumors. Cancerous. Spreading through her body.”
He winced as if she stuck him with a knife. “Can you fix it?”
“I’m not sure. We never let such a thing get to this stage on the Heritage.”
He balled up his fists and Eri put a hand on his arm. “I’m going to try.”
Holding the regenerator in both hands, she set the scan to optimal power. The device buzzed under her fingertips as the green light traveled from Nutura’s head to her toes. She repeated the process over and over until the regenerator grew hot as fire in her hands and the muscles in her arms shook from holding it steady. The energy cell read low, but Eri pressed the scanner button down with all her force. The heat traveled up her arms until drips of sweat rolled down her cheeks. The reek of burning plastic filled the room.
INSUFFICIENT CELL REGENERATION.
Eri pressed harder. Insufficient, my cyber butt.
The light weakened to a sickly pastel green, flickering out as the energy cell depleted. Eri shook the regenerator in her hands until the light came back on. The device beeped, the sound loud and foreign in such a dark and primal hut.
SCAN COMPLETE. CELLS RESTORED.
The heat faded as the regenerator buzzed off.
Eri dropped the device and it hit the floor with a thud. Dizzy from concentration, she fell backward and Striver caught her in his arms.
“Are you okay?”
“I’m fine.” Eri breathed deeply as Nutura shifted under the blankets.
His voice was hushed, his words hesitant. “Did it work?”
Eri forced the hope down before it got out of control. “I think so, but I’m not sure.”
“How can you be sure?”
Striver held onto her like they were the last two people in the world. She melted into his embrace, drawing on his strength. “We wake her.”
He released her and they approached the side of the bed. Eri was hesitant to touch Nutura, so Striver bent down and whispered over her ear. “Mother, wake up.”
Her eyelids fluttered and she rolled away, her back facing them, bones protruding from the nightdress.
Eri tried to ease his worries. “Sleep is a byproduct of the healing process. She’ll feel weak and lethargic for the next few days.”
Striver shook her shoulder gently, pulling her toward them. She groaned and rubbed her eyes. “Is it morning already?”
“No, Mother. Eri used her regenerator to heal you, remember?”
Nutura blinked as if she saw them for the first time. “I remember. It seemed so long ago.”
“We just finished.” Eri swallowed, not sure if she wanted to hear her answer to the question resting on her tongue. “How do you feel?”
Nutura scrunched up her eyebrows and wiggled her toes. She prodded her stomach with her finger, traveling from her navel to her chest. She shook her head, and Eri’s hopes fell through the floor.
“No?” Eri’s voice cracked.
Nutura smiled, and her eyes twinkled. “No pain.” Her voice was incredulous.
Eri’s emotions did a one-eighty. Her heart almost burst. “You sure?”
“Certain of it. In fact, my joints move much easier now.” She bent her legs and sat up. “I haven’t felt this good in ages.”
Striver collapsed to the floor, tears watering his eyes.
Eri dropped beside him, taking his hand. Had she done something wrong? “What’s the matter?”
/> He glanced up and shook his head like he couldn’t believe it. “All this time we’ve shunned technology. Think of all the people we could have saved.”
Guilt crushed down on her. Eri wanted to prove technology’s worth, but she didn’t want to give him regrets. She put a comforting hand on his arm. “You were following the rules set up by your ancestors. It’s not your fault.” Thoughts of the Lawless flittered through her mind. “Besides, you could be right about people. They may not learn to control it.”
He traced his fingers along the back of her palm. “After what you’ve shown me here, we have to try.”
“Blending our cultures may be the only way to coexist on Refuge.” Eri hoped Litus’s talk with the commander had gone well. Maybe Commander Grier would spare Striver’s village. They provided a new pool of DNA and knowledge of the planet. If anything, she could contact the commander again and try to persuade her herself.
Striver’s hand traveled up her arm to the back of her neck. “Eri, you’ve shown me so much. You’ve rocked my world.”
Eri blushed, feeling self-conscious and tingly all over. Rocked his world? What does that even mean? “All I did was press a button. A child could have operated that machine. That’s the miracle of technology.”
Wiping his eyes, he smiled for what Eri suspected was the first time since they got back to his village. “No. I saw you hold onto that thing even though it looked about to explode in your hands. You didn’t give up, Eri. You’re the miracle.”
Drums erupted below them, followed by shouts and laughter. Nutura’s fern bed rustled as she sat up. Striver pulled his hand away as if he realized they weren’t alone. Eri turned to Nutura with embarrassment flaming in her cheeks.
Nutura didn’t seem to notice their attentions. She scanned the room. “Find my good tunic. The celebration has begun, and I’m going outside to see it.”
Striver stood, offering his hand to Eri to help her up. “Finally, we have something to celebrate.”
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