She's right as always. We both do look amazing. Here goes nothing.
*****
It may be between your legs.
But it belongs to me.
Understood?
Chapter 36
Connor.
Mr Bigs- To be with you is streaming through the built in speakers through out the bus and I'm pacing up and down waiting for Allie to make an appearance, and the entire time I'm thinking that this song is fitting to how I feel about Allie. I know I'm with her now and I love her so much that it hurts, She says she loves me to, I just hope it's the deep kind I have for her.
"Will you please sit down and stop pacing you big pansy your making me go fucking dizzy just watching you." Max tells me and I flip him off as I continue to wear the carpet down. Looking down at my watch I sigh and say to anyone listening to me "What the fuck takes so long to get ready... I mean they've been locked in that room for well over an hour." I continue my pacing, not one of these idiots answer me. I look at my watch for the hundredth time when I hear the bedroom door lock click open. I very slowly lift my head and look up towards the bedroom, and by god I swear I've been sucker punched. My chest has gone tight, I can't breathe, and I daren't even blink incase I'm dreaming and when I open them she's gone. There in the doorway stands my angel.
Perfection.
Gorgeous.
And all mine.
Her hair is down and hanging down her back around her shoulders, and don't even get me started on the dress she's wearing it's black with see through black mesh panels at her waist and across her chest with thicker material covering the important parts. Oh dear lord I'm going get arrested if some arsehole comes within two feet of her tonight, and that’s the last thing I need with Clint flying in tomorrow.
She shuffles towards me unsure of herself, on what I see now as the most sexiest shoes I've ever seen, there red with at least a five inch heel on them and they make her legs look even more incredible, if that's even possible.
When she gets to me I hear loud gasps coming from the guys behind me and I actually want to poke their eyes out for even looking at her, so I turn to them and give them my death glare and a growl, the bastards laugh at me and I hear Johnny whisper to the other two "Pussy whipped." The fucker.
Karina walks out just behind her and Johnny soon shuts up, interesting, he's going get the third degree when I get a chance to talk to him.
Turning back to Allie I thread my arms around her waist and pull her too me, even in heels she still has too look up at me. I lean down and place a swift kiss to her lips and I hear her sigh, I love that just a simple kiss can get her all hot and bothered. I place another kiss behind her ear then whisper "You look gorgeous angel." And she blushes, even under all that make-up, which she doesn't need, I can still see her cheeks go rosy pink.
"Thank you." She mumbles still blushing as she leans down to pull the hem of her dress down.
"Stop it... you look fantastic." I tell her sternly so she knows I'm not blowing her trumpet, even though this dress on her could get me in some potential trouble.
"Right that's enough you pair, it's time to go and I'm starving." Karina pipes up.
Laughing at her best friend Allie pulls away and heads out the bus door with Karina hot on her heel, but what shocks the shit out of me is how Johnny follows behind Karina as if she's got him wrapped around her little finger and the woman has only been here a day.
We all pile into two cars, Allie insisted she went with the other dancers so she doesn't look like she's getting special treatment or some other bollocks she tried explaining to me. I couldn't of given a shit what they thought but she wasn't budging on her decision so I reluctantly let her go with them.
That fucker Kyle better keep his hands to himself.
Once we arrive at the restaurant I know I have to keep my hands to myself because of people with their camera phones and I bloody well hate it.
We all sit at a big table at the back eating and chatting but I couldn't tell you a single word what had been said because the entire time my eyes and mind have been on Allie and the wood I've had going on in my jeans since she swayed her hips off the bus. I know everyone at this table knows about me and Allie but even I know it would be wrong to spread her out on the table and have my wicked way with her.
Two hours later we're in the VIP section of the Prater Dome nightclub, the girls are all dancing down on the main floor and I'm nursing a beer whilst looking out over the railing watching Allie again when I feel someone slide in the spot next to me.
"Long time no see Blackwood." My skin prickles and the hairs on the back of my neck stand up at the voice. I've avoided that voice since I went in rehab and got clean and now it's like my past is coming back and biting me on the arse. Big time.
"What the fuck are you doing here Jase?" I spit out between gritted teeth.
"You know me...I'm everywhere especially where there's money to made from people like you who like to stick their hard earned cash up their nose." He states.
Jason Conrad is the drug dealer to all the stars and was mine for a long time his stuff was always the best and he made a pretty penny out of me when I was permanently off my face.
Turning away from him to look back out at the dance floor he says, "Got some of my best shit on me and it's got your name written all over it Blackwood." He knows I've cleaned myself up, he's trying mess with my head so I fall back into old habits. I'm sure his profits have dropped since I cleaned my act up.
Leaning a bit closer to him and looking him straight in the eye so I get my point across I tell him "I do not now or never will I need anything from you again Jase now fuck off." He gives me a sarcastic huff before saying.
"We both know you love it too much to permanently stay away... you have my number call me I'll be around." With that he walks away. Standing straight I crack my neck from side to side and try shake off the feeling that he's right and I will go back.
"What did that fuckface want?" I hear Liam ask me from behind.
"What do you think he wanted." I say it as a statement not a question with my eyebrows raised.
"Please tell me you said no and told him where he could stick it?" He asks me as if I'm actually thinking about going there again.
"Off course I told him to fuck off what do you take me for L?"
"I'm sorry ok Con it's just it’s the first time you've really been in this environment since rehab and he just so happens to be here what was I supposed to think."
"I know and I get it I really do but please just have a little more faith in me ok dude?" I ask him.
"Ok no problem." With that he goes back to the booth where all the others are sitting and when I look back to the dance floor I see Kyle the slimy fuckhead trying get his groove on with my girl and my blood boils.
Storming down the steps that lead from the VIP area to the main floor I barge my way through the crowd till I'm standing behind Kyle.
I see Allie look at me with pleading eyes, begging me not to start anything in this crowded club, so I don't.
For her.
Always for her.
*****
When you are so in love that all it takes is one look to turn you on.
Chapter 37
Allie.
I've been down on the main floor dancing with Karina and Sophie for what feels like forever but I'm having so much fun, that was until I felt hands on my hips and Karina's face told me it wasn't Connor. When I turned around it was Kyle there holding on to me.
"What are you doing Kyle?" I shout above the music so he can hear me, he laughs as if he's done nothing wrong and I can smell the alcohol fumes coming of him in waves.
"I was just having a little fun like you've been having these past few weeks." He seethes, rejection written clear across his face.
"Well I'd appreciate it if you didn't put your hands on me like that we're not on stage now Kyle." And just as I finish talking to him I see Connor wading his way through the crowd and I know instantly h
e's seen Kyle with his hands on me and if judging by the lethal look on his face and the stiffness of his muscles that are bunching underneath his tight shirt I know he's going make Kyle wish he had never come within touching distance of me. As he reaches us and stands behind Kyle I plead with him with my eyes over Kyles shoulder not to do anything. He must get my warning because he leans forward, says something into Kyle's ear and he goes as white as a ghost, his early cockiness evaporating and he walks away not saying another word to me.
"Wowzers." I hear Karina say on a breath behind me clearly Impressed with Connors ability to make a grown man nearly piss himself.
He steps forward and just as I go to speak Walk The Moons- Shut up and Dance comes on and Connor just shrugs his shoulders and says-
"Listen to what the songs telling you to do angel."
With that he turns me back around and he dances with me, his hands are on my hips as I sway and throw my arms above my head to the music, gripping my hips tighter her spins me around so we're face to face and he places his thigh between my legs so I'm straddling his leg and we move to the music our eyes never losing contact. For someone who told me he couldn't dance for shit he sure can move those hips of his. The next song comes on and its an oldie its Fairground Attractions- Perfect and I sing the words to Connor hoping he gets the message I'm sending him, he throws me his half cheeky smile that tells me he gets what I'm telling him. We continue to dance together if that's what you can call it, we're practically having sex on the dance floor with our clothes still on and it looks like Connors willpower and restraint is reaching its limit because he's looking at me as if he wants to eat me whole. And I'd be lying if I said I wasn't extremely turned on by it.
"Want me.... do you angel?" Shocked that he can read me so easily I just look at him with my bottom lip between my teeth and give him a nod of my head." I know you do I can feel you throbbing on my leg." I release my lip from my teeth and form a O shape at his braziness.
He releases his firm grip from my hips and takes my hand in his and storms back through the crowd with me unable to keep up due to the stupid silly heels I have on my feet, he must sense my struggle because the next thing I know he's got me in a tight hold at the back of my legs and he's flinging me over his shoulder... again.
This carrying me business is getting ridiculous.
I lift my head and see a smirking Karina and a confused looking Sophie hot on his trail behind me. That cow thinks this is funny, just wait till I get her on my own I'm going wipe that smirk off her face.
I'm jostled about as he makes his way back up the stairs to the VIP area we've all been hanging out in, I expected him to put me down when he got there but I couldn't of been more wrong.
I see an upside own version of Johnny, Max and Liam talking to Luke and a sheepishly looking Kyle as we approach the booth area their all sitting in. Johnny turns to face Connor as we approach them and he stands from his seat laughing at our situation.
"Oh wow this is just too funny." He's proper belly laughing and has to hold himself up with his hands on the table. When he's pulled himself together he leans down to me and asks me- "How you hanging Rocky?" I give him what I think is a death glare and respond by giving him the finger, which just results in him laughing even more. The twunt. It's a cross between a twat and a cunt but because I don't like using the C word I improvised.
"Dude pull your shit together." I hear Connor tell him, the guy isn't even out of breath after climbing the stairs with me draped over his shoulder like a sack of potatoes - "And will you stop staring at her arse Max before I poke your pervy little eyes out." I hear him snap, oh god my dress, it was short when I was standing up but now I'm guessing my arse is hanging out all over the place for everyone to see. Someone please shoot me now. Whist I'm in turmoil over my arse hanging out he's having a quiet conversation with Johnny. I see Karina out the corner of my eye trying her hardest to stifle her laughs but failing miserably. That girl is so on my shit list, some best friend she is.
Connor finishes his conversation with Johnny and before I know it I'm still being carried through a back entrance of the club and into what I'm guessing is the same car we arrived in. Once he's situated me in the car he walks round to the other side and climbs in.
"Back to the bus please Chris." He orders, with a nod of his head Chris starts the car and we sit in silence for what feels like forever, me confused as why he's dragged me out of the club and him sitting there moody and brooding.
A surge of anger rolls through me and now I'm pissed off.
Turning in my seat so my knees are tucked underneath me I face him and let rip.
"What the fuck Connor? Why did you do that? I was having fun you had no right to go all caveman on me in there." I've just finished getting my last word out and don't even take a breath before my seat belt is whipped off me and I'm been dragged onto his lap my knees either side of his thighs so I'm straddling him.
He cup's both my cheeks in his hands so I'm forced to look at the intensity in his eyes as he say's.
"No one and I mean no one touches and looks at what's mine like they want to have her for their next meal... your mine angel and I will hurt anyone who thinks they can take you from me are we understood?" The wind as just been knocked clean out of me by his little speech and all I can do is sit there and nod like the bloody dog of the Church Hill advert. I need get a grip. I've been independent for four years now since I left my parents and I'm not going to start to depend on a man now either no matter how delicious he.
I finally find my voice and I go too speak but before I get the chance he blurts out. "I love you angel." Oh shit oh shit, I'm pretty sure I resemble a bloody goldfish right now with my trap opening and shutting in my utter state of shock. I know we've already told each other this but the way he say's it, it just as me breaking out in goosebumps, this is going to take some getting used too. I mean holy fuck any girl would be if they were in my position- Connor freaking Blackwood loves me and the best part is I love him no matter how much I tried to deny it at the beginning. He looks at me as if he's ashamed that he's admitted his feelings to me. Putting the poor guy out of his misery I lean forward, grabbing the back of his head and kiss the life out of him till we're both panting for our next breath, I pull away slightly and say. "I love you too." Against his lips which turn up into his full smile that tells me he's extremely happy with my reply - "That makes me so happy angel, I know it's fast but if my life has taught me anything then it's not to waste my life and I know for sure I want my life to have you in it every day, I don't want to hide us anymore angel I want to tell the world your mine and that I'm yours." Honest to god no wonder this man has had so many chart topping records if he writes his songs they way he's talking to me now, I'm completely floored.
Going with a simple answer I just shrug my shoulders, with a smirk on my lips and say, "I'm good with that."
*****
Sex is emotion in motion.
Chapter 38
Connor.
We finally pull up back at the buses and I manage to shuffle out of the car with Allie still clinging to me monkey style with her head buried in my shoulder.
I'm still in shock with myself that I actually acted like a caveman with her in a club full of people, but I couldn't hold back anymore seeing that fucknut Kyle with his hands on her, then seeing all the other guys in that place looking her up and down with their beady little eyes and imagining god knows what in their dirty minds... well it just all but tipped me over the edge and I just had to haul her ass out of there before world war three erupted.
Now I one hundred percent get how Allie felt when she saw me with Vanessa and then Rebecca. If it's half of what I felt then I know she was feeling murderous.
I carry her to the bedroom with only one thought on my mind, I want to make love to my girl. I've asked Johnny to keep the others out a bit longer and the car will go back to pick them up later.
I need my girl naked and underneath me pronto.
This g
irl actually loves me and now I'm going to worship her body with nothing but love just like she deserves.
Slamming the door shut with my foot, I tap her thigh with my hand to indicate for her to unwrap her legs from around me, and she looks up at me with the most lust filled eyes I've ever seen, her baby blues swimming in love for me.
She dives for my lips, skimming her nails over my head and neck which just serves me to drive my hips forward which makes her gasp. We're supposed to be going slow but I don't think I can now, not with the way she's kissing me.
I give her the hungry kiss she seems so desperately in need of but then I pull away and smile at her whilst I gather my thoughts and hormones together and try to calm myself down. She's a hot mess right now her lipstick is smudged and her hairs starting to get wild with frizz, but to me she's never look more gorgeous. She where's the fact that she's in love well.
And she loves me.
Me... Connor Blackwood, renowned screw up and former drug addict.
I finally unhook her legs from me and slid her down my body and I can feel how turned on she is when I feel her nipples through her dress poking me in the chest. I've never been so happy that she isn't wearing a bra right now. Her chest is heaving up and down and her breath is tickling my chin. I take a small step back from her making her hands fall from my head and lie limply at her sides.
"I want to make love to you angel, I'am not fucking you tonight." I make my plan loud and clear to her and her breathing hitches. "Lift" I command motioning to her arms with my eyes, doing as she's told she lifts her arms above her head, I step forward and say "As much as you look to die for in this dress I prefer you naked." I take the bottom of the dress and peel it up her body, her magnificent tits popping free from the confines of the tight dress and I can't keep my eyes from straying to look at them. I bunch the dress in my hands and throw it in the corner, her entire body is quivering in anticipation of what I'm going to do next, the sexual tension between us is unbelievable and I'm pretty sure my heart is going to beat out my chest, I've never made love before.
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