by Jack Lynch
"It just so happens." I got out and opened the tin of Spam and left it with him along with my knife while I took a small, lightweight axe I carry and prowled the area until I found an old branch about four inches in diameter. From that I fashioned a crude pair of paddles to serve as splints to keep the boy's ankle from moving sideways. I trussed him up the best I could. Whenever I hurt him he let me know about it.
"Was anybody on the plane besides you and your dad?"
"Nope."
"Where you from?"
"We were on our way down from Seattle."
"Hey, no kidding? That's where I grew up."
"Yeah? When was that?"
"Oh, I left there before they built the Space Needle."
"Wow. You are an old timer."
"Sometimes I feel it more than others." I got him to his feet and helped him hobble across to a nearby log. In addition to the broken right ankle it turned out he had a bad left knee. I told him to try exercising the knee while I hunted around the area until I found a notched limb I could hack into a crutch for him.
"Where were you headed for, Tuffy?"
"Mendocino, originally, but there was too much weather around there, so we made a dogleg east and planned to land at Willits. We were trying to make our way up a valley but it was a mess. There was rain and fog and all of a sudden this big old ridge loomed up ahead of us. Dad tried to get over it but we stalled out. And the next thing you know we were knocking through the trees."
"Sounds to me as if you were pretty lucky."
"That's what Dad said. When he became conscious."
"Did your dad have the plane's transponder on?"
"Yeah, but he figured we were too low for the signal to be picked up."
"Where is the plane from where you put the rock marker up above?"
"North."
"Are you sure?"
"Yup. Quite a ways. Four or five miles, at least. Dad said to hike south, but to try staying in the open so I could try to signal any planes going over. So I just stayed near the top of the ridge. There wasn't much timber along the crest. But then I finally decided, shoot, there weren't any planes looking for us, and I started on down. I put up the rocks after I'd come quite a ways from the plane."
That meant Hawkes and Fairbanks were far south of the crash site, and the helicopters probably would start their search way off base as well.
"Okay, Tuffy, stick this in your armpit and see how you can manage." I propped the crutch under his arm and tried to steady him as he moved slowly around the clearing. He hobbled a half dozen yards before his left knee buckled and he slipped out of my grasp and fell again.
"Geeez, guy, that isn't going to work," he said, rubbing at his sore knee.
"It looks that way. How much do you weigh, Tuffy?"
"About a hundred pounds when I empty my pockets." He cocked his head and looked up at me. "Why you asking?"
"It's beginning to look as if I'll have to carry you out of here."
"You're kidding."
"I'm afraid not. Besides, I'm the one who'll be doing all the work. What's your bellyache?"
"Nothing personal. You just don't look up to it." He rubbed one hand on his pants and looked away. "I think you should go on ahead. Get somebody up to my dad."
"We'll get somebody up to your dad. And let me worry about whether or not I'm up to it. You want to spend another night here with the bears?"
"No, sir."
"Then don't be so critical."
"I was just trying to help."
"Thanks."
"Which way you planning to go?"
"Well I'm sure not going to try lugging you back up the way we both came down. That would take us a month or two. We'll just have to keep on going until we come to a trail or a house or the Pacific Ocean, if it takes that."
He stared at me a moment then heaved a very adult sigh. I realized I wouldn't be able to carry much more than this hundred pounds of smart talk. I took the coil of rope out of my pack and looped it around my middle. I put the compass and some chocolate bars into one pocket, an extra box of shells for the revolver into another and stuffed everything else back into the bag. I climbed a nearby tree to hang it out of the reach of bears and other curious creatures.
"Thirsty, Tuffy?"
"Nope. I been drinking out of the stream all night and most of the day. It gets boring just lying around."
The kid had spunk bordering on insolence. It took a while to get him up in piggyback position so that his ankle was comfortable, then I started down through the woods beside the stream until I came to a handy place to splash back across it.
"Hey, guy, how come you did that?"
"Did what?"
"Go through the water like that."
"Because the only highway I know about is over in this direction."
"I mean without taking off your boots and socks."
"They'll dry soon enough. It's warmer to keep them on my feet."
"My mom blistered me once for going through puddles on my way home from school. She said I could catch pneumonia that way."
"Mothers have been known to pass along a lot of punk information. Now shut up and let me save my breath."
TWELVE
We broke through into sweeping grassland that extended down for a half mile or more. Beyond that was more timber. I couldn't tell from above how thick it was and I didn't see anything that looked like a trail or a house or the Pacific Ocean.
"Don't joggle so much," Tuffy said about ten minutes later.
"I'm doing the best I can."
"When you joggle it hurts. I think you almost made me faint back there."
"Might be a good idea if you did."
"Funny."
We kept on going. The woods below the grassland weren't too thick, and the configuration of the land took a reversal of what we'd been through earlier. We dropped down a funnel of partially cleared slope bearing to the southwest, toward the Stannis River and the highway. It heartened me some. About every twenty minutes now I had to take a rest break. The kid was smart enough to leave me alone during the first couple of breaks, letting me catch my breath. But I didn't spend long. I was afraid I'd stiffen up so badly somebody else would have to come in and carry out the both of us.
At a later rest stop he started to complain about the ankle. I tried to repack the splints a little more snugly, but he continued to moan. I think he just wanted somebody to talk to. I wasn't in the mood. The day so far had been a hard one, and the rest of it didn't promise to be all that much better. I gave him a chocolate bar and told him to practice being stoic, like an Indian.
We went through another wooded area, this one thicker. It slowed us down and took more out of me. I was beginning to hurt in several places myself. We finally broke out into the clear again, into a flat meadow that made the going comparatively easy. I tried to put the aches and pains out of my mind and concentrated on covering distance. I hit a stride that grew comfortable and was moving nicely for a few minutes before I heard from my partner.
"You're joggling."
"We're making good time. Think about something else."
We were nearly across the meadow when he began to mark cadence to my steps in a small voice directly behind my right ear.
"Ow, ow, ow, ow, ow, ow..."
"Oh, for God's sake." I set him down against a tree stump and arched my back for a couple of minutes before settling down nearby.
"How far you think we've come?"
"I think I've come about a hundred miles since I started out this morning. I don't know how far I've lugged you. Three, four miles maybe."
He grunted and lapsed back into blessed silence. Briefly.
"Pete?"
I opened my eyes and stared across at him. It was the first time he'd called me something besides "guy" or "you." "What?"
He was staring over his shoulder, into the trees and brush bordering the meadow. "Ever had the feeling you were being watched?"
I sat up and took a look around. "I gue
ss I have. There are all sorts of creatures in this kind of country. They're curious and wary when strangers come through."
"That's not what I meant. How much farther you figure we got to go?"
"I don't know. Maybe as far as we've come 'til now. Maybe more. Heading toward the coast doesn't seem to be the answer. I think we have to find the Stannis River and a way to cross it, then just keep going until we find the road beyond."
He still was searching the country around us with a frown on his young face. "Let's get out of here. I won't complain anymore. I promise."
I hoisted him up and we started off. True to his word he kept his mouth shut. "You really were nervous back there, weren't you?"
"Yes."
"How come?"
"I don't know. I just was. One minute it was okay, and the next—I had this thing growing between my shoulder blades."
There were two things I was willing to concede kids were good for. One was their power of observation. They haven't put in enough years to muddle up their memory, so what they do observe and experience is etched pretty sharply on their minds. A deputy sheriff who patrolled an island out in Puget Sound had told me about that years ago, and I'd put it to good use on several occasions since.
The other was what Tuffy had just displayed, or might have. It's something bordering on the extrasensory, a sensitivity beyond what most of us can muster when we get older. I'd had something like it myself when I was a youngster. Maybe as with the power of observation it was just a marshaling of concentration you're capable of before life's distractions and dirty tricks set in. Whatever it was, I'd lost it over the years, but it had been real enough then so that I couldn't bring myself to dismiss it out of hand when somebody Tuffy's age professed to feel something I couldn't. Thinking about it made me pause at the edge of the meadow and take a slow turn and look around the countryside.
"You feel it too?"
"No, pal, the only thing growing between my shoulder blades is you. I'm just trying to get my bearings."
Besides the woods on both sides, there was high country stretching both north and south of us. Somebody could have been watching us, through a scope maybe, far enough away so a shout wouldn't carry. Maybe they wouldn't even realize we needed help. Maybe they saw guys stalking through the meadow lugging young people on their backs every day of the year. I eased Tuffy down and stepped a few paces away, unholstered the revolver and fired three times into the air. I waited until the ringing in my ears subsided and scanned the high country on both sides, but saw nothing, heard nothing. I wished I had my binoculars.
Tuffy didn't say anything. He just watched gravely, then pulled himself back up onto me when I hunched down nearby, and we set off once more. One thing the look around did for me was to find a game trail meandering through the meadow grass about twenty yards off and parallel to our own course. I followed it the rest of the way out of the meadow, through a grove of trees and down a thatchy area bearing to our left. There was a steady throb in the lower part of my back now. It would take a couple of days for that to go away when we were finished with all this. I plodded on, my passenger thankfully mute.
A half hour later I heard what had to be the Stannis River. The game trail led us right to it. I helped Tuffy down near the water's edge, then stretched out flat, wishing the aches would go away. A couple of minutes later I rolled over and splashed my face with river water, then split another chocolate bar with Tuffy. He munched with serious eyes.
"What's the matter? You still spooked about something?"
He avoided my eyes and didn't say anything. If something did still bother him, he wasn't going to admit it.
"I'm going to have to leave you for a while now, sport. I have to find a place where we can cross the river."
The boy stared dubiously at the swift, white water.
"I know, I know. The men I was with earlier said it might be a tough job. But over there is where the highway is. Over there is where we can find somebody to get help to your dad. So over there, damn it, is where we're going. Okay?"
"I guess."
He finished the candy and wiped his hands on his pants. I bet myself he was a little dear to have around the house. I got up and started off down river.
"Pete?" he called. "Couldn't we stick together?"
I went back to where he sat. "I haven't got that much stuff left inside me, Tuffy. You still a little frightened?" He didn't answer. "I mean, it's okay to be spooked, pal. God knows it's happened to me enough times. And you've had a rough couple of days. Rougher, I'll bet, than any of the guys you pal around with back home ever had. Are you still feeling the way you did just before we left the meadow back there?"
He shook his head, more in frustration than denial, I felt. "Something's just funny."
I squatted down beside him and took the revolver out of the holster again. "Ever fired a handgun, Tuffy?"
His eyes grew some and the day took on a whole new dimension for him. "No, sir, I never have."
"Well, you are about to. I'm going to leave it with you. Sometimes it makes you feel a little better when you're in strange territory. But first you've got to learn a couple things."
I gave him a little lecture about how the weapon operated and some dos and don'ts, then helped him get his good knee tucked up to use as a platform. I showed him a sturdy, two-hand grip and told him to cock the hammer so the cylinder would revolve before he fired.
"You could just pull the trigger, and the cylinder would turn during the backstroke of the hammer," I told him. "But if you cock it first and get that mechanical work out of the way it gives you a better chance of hitting what you aim at. Now see if you can put a slug into that tree over there."
He fired. The gun bucked back in his hands, the bullet went singing through overhead branches and he showed his keen disappointment and surprise.
"That wasn't where I was aiming."
"And that's what recoil is all about," I told him, reloading the weapon. "The explosive force moves in both directions, pushing the slug down the barrel and at the same time jamming the gun back into the palm of your hand. So you either hold the gun firmly, keeping your wrists locked, or you compensate by aiming lower than you want to hit, or you do both. Now try it again."
He fired twice more and the second slug went into the tree trunk waist high. "You're a marksman already," I told him. "Now don't play around with it. Just keep it there beside you and don't worry about things. I'll be back here in a half hour or so."
I left him with his thoughts and thrashed on down river. About 200 yards below where I'd left the boy I found a place I figured might work. The river narrowed to rush with a torrent through granite formations on either side. It was about a dozen paces across. Beyond the granite the water plunged eight or ten feet downward then appeared to widen again on its swift flow to the sea. I waded in and managed to get myself across, but it wasn't all that encouraging. Footing wasn't so good, and in places the channel dipped, so that I had water between my knees and my hips. I couldn't have done it if I'd had the boy on my back. I tried to get some idea of what the river looked like beyond the brief falls, but couldn't do it. There were sturdy-enough-looking elm trees on both banks, behind the granite outcroppings, so I could rig a safety line with the rope coiled around my middle, but it still would be risky. On the other hand, I couldn't spend the rest of the afternoon looking for a better crossing. There was more ground to cover, and there still was the boy's father, injured, on the ridgeline somewhere above us. And also, there was Jerry Lind, someplace.
I uncoiled the rope and looped it around one of the elms and knotted it snugly. I started back across the river, letting out line as I went, then abruptly stepped into a hole I hadn't encountered on my way across. I went partly down, thrashing to keep my balance. It surprised me badly and the coil of rope got away from me. I struggled back upright and watched as the line went over the falls like the uncoiling of a teamster's whip. I said a few words I used to admit to having uttered as a boy back in the days
when I went into the confessional. I made my way back to the southern side of the river where I'd fastened the line and pulled it back up from below the falls. I was soaked through up nearly to my chest, but I was more angry than uncomfortable. When I had the rope recoiled I set out again, this time managing to avoid the treacherous pocket I'd slipped into before. I made the other side and fastened the rest of the line around another tree as best I could. I wasn't able to get it as taut as I would have liked, but felt it would do if I didn't encounter any more surprises. There was thick overhead foliage at that part of the river. It imparted a sense of damp gloom. I didn't like the place at all, and would be happy to be away from it.
I made my way back up to Tuffy. Nothing had come charging out of the woods at him while I was gone, so I reholstered the weapon, told him the game plan and carried him on down to the rope. He noticed my wet clothes but didn't say anything. He did say something when he saw the rope.
"What's that for?"
"That's to help me keep my feet when we go across there."
"Across there?"
"Yes. We can do it. I've already been across there, obviously, to tie the rope. But you've got to help me by keeping still and letting me concentrate. You ever watch football on television?"
"Sure."
"Well, you know how those guys run out and make those impossible catches knowing as soon as they touch the ball some gorilla is going to smack them, but they still manage to catch the ball?"
"I've seen it."
"That's all a matter of concentration. You've got to let me concentrate the two of us across here and catch the ball."
His grip around my chest tightened. I shifted him higher on my back and wormed my hands around until I had a good hold on the line. It would take away from my balance some and I started to have second thoughts, but I made myself plunge on in before I froze up completely. I felt the boy was only good for one attempt at this.
It was much harder going with the extra weight. We sagged heavily on the rope. The swift current pushed us closer to the falls than it had when I crossed by myself. At least it was away from the pocket I'd stumbled into. Near the middle of the channel the water was rushing over Tuffy's ankles. I could feel him tense up. I took another step, sagged onto the rope, then another step. I paused and took a deep breath. Then another step. We didn't seem to be getting anywhere. I figured it would be sometime the next afternoon before we got out of the water. I chugged along, my legs moving in slow motion.
