“I’m starving.” Maybe I should have been offended that she was ready to leave our bed so quick, but how could I be. I was pleased at hell that she had an appetite.
“I’m thinking your breakfast is probably cold by now.” Chuckling, I looked over at the food sitting beside the bed.
“I could eat a horse, I don’t care.” I was shocked that I wasn’t exhausted. Usually after fucking I wanted to sleep for a few hours. Just another effect of Anya, I decided.
“I’ll go warm it up for you.” Shaking my head at the longing she cast at the plate of food, I smiled. “It won’t take more than a few minutes.”
She nodded, and I grabbed the tray walking downstairs. I would have made her a new meal, but something told me she wasn’t willing to wait that long. I don’t why that made me smile.
When I made it back to the room, she was in the shower. I could hear the water running. I sat the tray down by the bed and walked in. “You need some help in there.” Pulling back the shower curtain I couldn’t help but look at the beauty of her body.
“Something tells me my food would get cold again.” She smiled at me and my heart fucking melted. This was mine.
“Five minutes,” taking another longing look I let the curtain slide shut, “if you’re not out, I’m coming in.” My cock was already getting hard again. I couldn’t get enough of that woman.
Unfortunately she didn’t stay in longer. Wrapped in a towel, she made her way back into the room. “Sit down baby, I want to feed you.” The surprise in her eyes was worth the offer.
Watching her sexy ass mouth take each bite was doing nothing for my self-control. With each nibble I wanted to toss the tray on the floor and throw her back on the bed again. I managed to let her finish her meal.
“I’m hungry too.” Waggling my eyebrow, I allowed my wants to become reality. I enjoyed my own feast of lily.
An hour later we were snuggled up in bed again. “I could get used to this.”
“Thank you for saving me.” Her face rested over my heart and I stroked her hair. Those words made me remember how they’d treated my Anya, and I fought back the rage.
“No one will ever touch what is mine again. I promise you that baby.” I managed to not give in to the anger that filled me because she mattered more than those pieces of shit.
She lifted up that beautiful face and stared deeply into my eyes. “Am I really yours?”
The doubt that filled her face unmanned me. “As long as you want to be.” I was a selfish bastard, claiming her without asking her permission. I hoped like hell she wanted to be.
“I love you.” Those soft spoken words did things to my mind that I can’t even fucking explain. This beautiful, precious woman loved me. Me! Who the fuck would have believed it? I didn’t deserve the gift of her love, but being the selfish bastard I was, I wasn’t letting her take it back.
“I love you little lily.” Lifting her chin, I kissed her so deeply that there was no doubt she had to know I meant what I said. I was claiming her and no one fucked with what I called mine!
There was so much she still didn’t know about me. I hadn’t shown her my other side. I worried that it would be more than she could deal with.
“You feel up to a drive baby?” I didn’t want to push my luck. She was steady on her feet, and had ate a full meal, but I didn’t know what those drugs they’d given her meant long term.
“Okay.” She agreed so easily and I loved that about her. Maybe my secrets wouldn’t be that hard for her to deal with.
“Throw on some of my shit, and I’ll stop and pick you up some clothes on the way.”
“We could just stop by my dorm?” She slid out of bed.
“I’m not letting you out of my sight.” Giving a wink, I climbed out of bed and walked into the bathroom. Taking a quick shower, I hurried back to the bedroom pleased to see her in a pair of my shorts and a t-shirt. Neither fit her well, but she looked sexy as hell.
“Damn baby, I want to throw you back in that bed.” I knew I couldn’t keep her there all day and the fresh air would do her good. It was definitely tempting. I quickly threw on some clothes before I changed my mind.
I had her out of the house and in my car in less than ten minutes. The bike had been tempting, but I wasn’t sure she was steady enough to be on it yet. Stopping off at a little shop I left her sitting comfortably while I talked the clerk into helping me put together a small wardrobe.
I came back to the car carrying five large bags. “I didn’t know what you wanted to wear, so I just got some of everything.”
She laughed and it took my breath. Hell I’d buy her clothes everyday if she smiled at me like that. Sticking the bags in the back seat, I climbed into the car. I couldn’t stop myself from leaning over and giving her a quick kiss.
“What was that for?” She was smiling again as I pulled back.
“Because you’re fucking gorgeous, and those lips are mine.” I winked at her.
Shaking her head, she continued to smile at me. If she didn’t stop I was going to pull the car over and ride her in the front seat. Turning my attention to the road, I drove off. I needed to get my thoughts from between my fucking legs.
I drove her back to my place so she could change. We didn’t leave again for another hour. Fucking addictive, that’s what she was. I was putting off the inevitable too. Sharing this part of my life scared the shit out of me. It never mattered before, with my little lily, it meant everything to gain her approval.
chapter twenty-two
Uncertainty
Sin made it possible to believe I could get over what happened at Gent’s. I knew I was missing another day of school, but I had only missed three days of classes. My attendance had been perfect before that catastrophe. I wasn’t willing to give up my time with him yet.
He told me he loved me. I can’t even began to explain how that made my heart soar. I had no idea what had changed, but the man sitting beside me driving was like a stranger. Not that he still wasn’t rough, but he didn’t seem to mind telling or showing how he felt.
A part of me was waiting to have the reality crash down on me and this all be some crazy dream. I wasn’t ready to think about that yet. Right now, I needed to believe he really did love me. It made the last week bearable. It could have been so much worse. I wasn’t naïve any longer. Seeing the things those other girls were faced to endure opened my eyes.
We’d driven for twenty minutes when Sin pulled the car over in front of what looked like an adult toy store. I looked up at the sign and was shocked to see the name Sin’s in flashing neon lights. I could only look at him in confusion.
“There’s something here I need to show you. After that we’ll grab lunch, okay?”
I had no idea why he needed to show me something in a toy store, or why it had it his name on it. I felt a strange feeling deep in my stomach. I managed to nod.
He walked around to my door and opened it. I followed him through the front door of the store and felt my cheeks flush. It was definitely a toy store, and not a small one at that. I’d never been in one before. Yeah I was a little curious.
He gave a nod to a man behind the register. “We’re going to be in the back room for a while, make sure no one enters.”
The man gave a quick nod and smile, and I hurried to keep up with Sin’s long strides. He walked through a beaded doorway.
“You own a sex shop?” I was really confused about his reason for bringing me here and wanted answers.
“Yeah.” He chuckled. “That’s not the reason I brought you here though.” He rubbed his stubble free chin like he was contemplating how to explain something.
“Just tell me.” I had never seen Sin nervous before and it made me uncomfortable.
“I just want you to keep an open mind. If anything I show you here freaks you out, we don’t have to do it.”
I had no idea what he was leading up to and my eyes filled with confusion. “Um, okay?”
“I have some different needs litt
le lily. I don’t just have a relationship, I need to own. Do you understand?”
I shook my head. What he was saying made no sense to me. I knew that he was freaking me out. How did a person own another person?
“Shit. It’s easier to just show you.” He grabbed my hand and led me back down a long hall. Pulling out his keys, he unlocked a door. “Before I take you in here, I want you to know that I’ll take you however you’ll have me. This is just something I need.”
I nodded my head, feeling my heart race in my chest. Whatever was behind this door was obviously some scary crap if he was nervous about showing it to me.
I don’t know what I was expecting but walking into this dungeon room was definitely not it. I wasn’t immature enough not to know what I was staring at. I’d read sexy books before. One of the hottest books on the market was about this kind of stuff. I just never thought I’d see it first-hand.
I gazed around the room not knowing what to say. He said he needed this. I wasn’t sure what that really meant. “I’m speechless.” That was the truth. My mind was whirling with thoughts about what he did with women in this room.
He walked over to the corner of the room and turned on a small radio. I was shocked as some sexy song spilled from the small speakers. This man was a contradiction of everything. I looked at him, then at the strange contraptions that flooded the room. Most of the things were pretty self-explanatory as far as what the use was, other’s not so much.
He walked back over to me and I admit it, I took a step back. I wasn’t sure what his thoughts were and this all was a little much. “I would never do anything to hurt you baby, you know that right?
I did know that. Even after that one incident in the club, I felt safe with Sin. I nodded. He pulled me into his arms and shocked me as we danced. I couldn’t be worried when he danced with me. It felt like coming home, being held in his arms that way. Looking up into his too beautiful for words face, I smiled.
His large hands cupped my backside and pulled me against his rock hard shaft. I wasn’t shocked that he was turned on. Without thought I lowered my upper body back. It felt so sexy dancing with him this way, even in the room of torture he’d brought me into.
His head lowered and nuzzled between my breasts, the shirt was definitely in the way. When he pulled back, I raised up never missing a beat. I lifted my shirt and sports bra off and tossed them aside.
The desire in his eyes made me burn. He raised my leg and held it around his waist, grinding against me. I couldn’t believe we were standing in a dungeon dancing this way. I whimpered as he moved just the right way.
“I want to fuck you while we dance.” His words did something primal to my soul. The thought of our own private dance was something I wanted just as much. I pulled out of his arms, and slid out of my shorts. I had nothing on underneath.
I kicked off my sandals and began dancing by myself. I wanted to entice him. He didn’t waste time getting rid of his clothes. Then I was back in his arms again. Skin to skin, we moved in a rhythm all our own. It was the most erotic thing I’d ever felt.
He turned me away from him and gripped my hips. Rolling to the sultry beat of the song, I felt his hardness digging into my rear. I was breathless. Bending over I almost touched the ground, enjoying the movements of his body behind me.
One hand slid from my hips, and in between my legs. I almost lost my step as he stroked me. “Don’t you stop dancing little lily.” His fingers continued to massage, as his other hand moved my hips.
God I wanted him inside me. His fingers plunged slow and deep and retreated and I wanted to beg him bring them back. He did better. Spreading my butt cheeks, he slid into me from behind.
My hands found the floor then, and I gasped at the fullness of him. I couldn’t believe he was continuing the dance as he slid into me in time with the music and retreated until I was overwhelmed.
“Sin I can’t.” He pulled from my clenching heat and spun me around.
“You can.” He lifted me and my legs wrapped around his waist. Holy sin this was so hot! Sliding home, he continued to dance as he moved my hips slowly with his hands. I’d never dreamed you could make love this way. Sin was showing me anything was possible.
The slow roll of his hips only allowed him to slide a few inches out before he filled me again. I wanted to feel him pounding into me. Whimpering, I struggled to make him move faster.
“Patience little lily.” He chuckled, but I could see the strain on his face as he continued to keep in stride with the song.
Sin had a lot more patience than I did obviously because I was aching for release. He refused to stop the dance.
“Tell me you belong to me.” He gyrated his hips against mine and it was almost enough, but not completely.
“Yes! I belong to you Sin.” I’d promise him the moon and stars if he stopped teasing me.
“I own that pretty pussy don’t I?” He made the grinding motion again and I strained toward him.
“Yes, damn you.” I didn’t mean to curse, but this was driving me insane. I wanted to find release, and he wasn’t giving me what I needed.
Sin laughed and rolled his hips, giving me just enough to make me want even more. “Say I own you baby, and I’ll fuck you long and hard.”
“You own me. Now would you please fuck me?” Later I could feel bad about begging him, at the moment I wanted relief.
He lifted me off him and smirked. “Get on your hands and knees baby.”
I should have been upset that he was so happy about this, but I didn’t care. I did what he asked because I knew what he could make me feel. I wanted that more than anything else in the world at that moment.
He didn’t waste time. Lowering to his knees behind me he drove home in one hard thrust. He never slowed down. I knew I wouldn’t be able to walk tomorrow as he continued to thrust deeply then retreat only to plunge again. Ask me if I cared.
I was breathing hard after our ride and didn’t care that we were laying on the hard, wooden floor. Sin had taken me places I didn’t even know were possible. I needed some time to think that through. There was no doubt in my mind he did own me.
When we could both breathe again, he helped me to my feet. “One day I’m going to bring you back here and show you everything.”
I wasn’t sure if I was frightened or turned on by his promise. I kept my mouth shut. Part of me worried he would want to start now, and I wasn’t really ready for any other new discoveries today.
He helped me dress, and I watched as he pulled his clothes back on. When he pulled me into his arms I loved how he grabbed my hair, forcing my lips up to meet his. This man was my world. That thought scared me more than anything he could ever do to me in this room.
He led me back to the car, and I was shocked when he said he be back in a minute. He came back with a large bag. Did I really want to know? Part of me was curious, but I decided he’d show me what he’d purchased when he was ready. Lying my head back on the headrest I took a short nap as he drove home.
chapter Twenty-three
Living in Sin
I begged off to return to the dorms when we made it back to his place. I knew my roommates were probably worried since I hadn’t been home in days, and I hadn’t even called Kera yet. Sin agreed to my terms, after I’d promised to bring enough clothes for a week when I returned later tonight.
I couldn’t argue with him. I really didn’t want to leave him, and the thought of spending a week with him was what I craved. He told me he had some surprises for me when I came back. I was nervous and excited. I knew he was talking about the things he’d gotten at his store.
Lana and Kimberley were relieved to see me and angry at the same time. I didn’t explain what had happened, just that I’d gotten in over my head and finally had made some good choices. I knew talking with them was going to be much easier than talking to Kera.
I couldn’t hide the truth from my best friend. I spent a few hours with my dorm mates as I tried to get up the nerve to call
her. When I couldn’t put it off any longer, I picked up the phone.
She wasn’t mad. I was really shocked by that. Kera told me she was so worried that there was no way she could be angry. I told her I’d stop by later so we could catch up. What I had to tell her didn’t need to be done through a phone call.
I explained to the girls that I was staying at Sin’s this week, and ignored Kimberley’s look of disdain. We were growing apart, and I really hated that. There was nothing I could do to change how she looked at Sin’s lifestyle, and since I wanted him in my life, I guess she’d see me the same way.
I packed up my suitcase, and told them I’d call so they wouldn’t worry again. With that done I drove to Kera’s. I wasn’t shocked to see Luke there again.
“So did you move in?” I grinned at him, enjoying the chance to tease him. I was a little surprised when he told me he had. Obviously things were very serious between him and Kera.
I was a little uncomfortable talking to Kera about Gent’s with Luke there, but decided that he needed to know in case any of the other dancers mentioned wanting to work there. I don’t know who was angrier when I finished the story.
“Someone should have them raided.” Kera was livid that a place like that was allowed to keep running.
“I heard Fowler has some pretty deep pockets, and important friends.” Luke shook his head. “I had no idea he was running that kind of game though. What a scum bag.”
“I don’t care how much money the man has, he’s not above the law.” Kera wasn’t the type of person to give up on something if she decided it was wrong. I guess that’s why she was majoring in law.
“Maybe you can talk to Sin. I know some of the people that visit Gent’s are pretty important.” I would never forget the faces of those men that had ignored my cries as I was stuck on that table. I agreed with her. The place needed to be shut down.
“I can’t believe Sin hasn’t already burned the place to the ground.” Luke had a strange look in his eyes that I couldn’t define.
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