How to Love a Monster

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by Lyssa Dering


  Seraphim practically runs up the stairs. They creak under his sneakered feet, and I follow at a slower pace, smiling at his enthusiasm. We hit the kitchen first, which is full of windows and natural light.

  “Oh shit,” says Seraphim. “We can ask Wish to get rid of the windows.”

  “I like them.” Strangely, the sunlight doesn’t bother me much anymore. “They have blinds for nighttime privacy. That’s all we need.”

  Seraphim opens and closes several overhead cabinets. “Lots of room.” He opens the refrigerator. “Hey look, no brains!”

  I come up behind him, resting my chin on his shoulder. “What kinds of food will we make?” I no longer need brains to live, but I do need food. Seraphim has pushed me to try all kinds of delicacies: hamburgers, sushi, his favorite pepperoni pizza with light cheese and well-done crust. We’ve been eating at restaurants mostly, and ordering room service at the Pink Sky.

  Seraphim hums. “All kinds of stuff. Hey, does it snow in Wish City?” He closes the refrigerator and explores the drawers next.

  “I don’t think so.”

  “Well, we can still make homemade ice cream. It’s super easy and fun and basically the best thing ever.”

  “That sounds wonderful, my sweet.” I tried cookie dough ice cream the other day, and it was delicious!

  The apartment has a nice-sized living room, a bathroom with a gorgeous claw-foot tub, and one bedroom with a walk-in closet attached. Everything is comfortably empty and free of shadows except for what the sparse but new furniture creates. There are no strange items here, no objects that reek of Wish’s influence or make Seraphim sad.

  In the bedroom, Seraphim and I both crouch next to the queen-sized bed and peer underneath it.

  “Do you think it leads anywhere?” Seraphim asks.

  “Probably not,” I answer.

  “I’d feel better knowing for sure.”

  I lie down on the carpet and wiggle into the shadows. Under here, there is only more carpet. No drop, and no second bedroom.

  I crawl back out. “Nothing out of the ordinary.”

  Seraphim smiles. “Perfect. I’d like to be ordinary for a change.” He goes over to the dresser and inspects the drawers. “Will you give me a job at the shop?”

  I shrug. “If you want one.”

  “Maybe we could do it on a trial basis to see if we can stand spending that much time together.”

  I come up behind Seraphim again, this time wrapping my arms around him and kissing behind his ear. “Didn’t you like being cooped up with me in the hotel all that time?”

  Seraphim turns around, smirking. “For the most part.”

  We did have a little fight about my tendency to leave towels on the floor, but otherwise…

  Seraphim hooks his arms around my neck. “I love this apartment.”

  I nuzzle my nose with his. “I love it, too.”

  “Do you think we’ll grow old together, or will we not age?” He rests his forehead against mine. “I bet we won’t age, and we’ll be here forever.”

  I picture going to sleep every night curled against Seraphim, spending our days together at the shop, and having monthly outings to the Purple Lantern to drink amaretto sours and scarf slices covered in Parmesan cheese. I imagine taking walks around the city at dawn and dust, panting and writhing in bed for hours at a time, and kissing good-bye and goodnight and good morning. I will suffer every argument and bad day for all that, I think.

  “I would love nothing more than to spend eternity with you, precious.”

  Seraphim’s eyes sparkle. “Ditto, baby.”

  I realize then we have become the lovers who share knowing, lit-up looks.

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  Eighteen-year-old vampire Lachlan is on the cusp of his first breeding heat. As is custom, he will take a male as his first heat mate to avoid pregnancy, and as the heir of a prominent vampire family, many men vie for his virginity. Lachlan sets his eyes on one man in particular—stunningly attractive and charming Paris, who is eight years Lachlan’s senior and far from virginal.

  The Vampire Heir’s First Heat is an erotic short story.

  Word count: 3,500

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  Belly Up is an erotic M/M novelette featuring Alpha/omega dynamics, a dash of M/F, and a soft HFN ending. It is not a romance.

  Word count: 11,000

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  Forty-four-year-old vampire Max lives a mostly solitary existence in an attempt to avoid “vampire drama,” but when he spots abandoned babyvamp Kieran on his way home one night, his pesky conscience demands he rescue him and confront the vampire who turned him. Problem is, Kieran’s creator is Max’s ex-lover James, an emotionally abusive
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  Parker is more than a thoughtless hookup. Since his family disowned him for finding boys just as hot as girls, all he wants is someone to love and look after. The sweet little vamp calls to his protective instincts, but he sure is jumpy. Cuddling with boys is new and delicious, but when this boy also wants him as a food source, things get complicated.

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  Strong and silent type Orion is the only member of his den without fangs, a dhampir who wears metal points on two fingers so he can give the human guests what they crave. He uses parties like this one to keep the savage side of his nature in check. When his fellow den members suggest he claim Eli for the weekend, Orion agrees, since the little human is just Orion’s type.

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  fangjunkie27 is an erotic M/M novella with lots of angst, a bit of dubcon, and an HFN ending.

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  About the Author

  Lyssa Dering is an author of erotic M/M fiction. Her work is often romantic, always emotional, and features shifters, vampires, and regular old humans in whatever subgenres inspire her. She seeks to share the kind of fiction she loves to read: intense and addictive with engaging characters and situations.

  Lyssa is nonbinary and demisexual and often draws upon her time in the BDSM community when writing intimate scenes. She resides in the Midwestern United States with an aggressively affectionate tabby cat. When not writing, she enjoys livetweeting about the books she’s reading and dicking around in Photoshop.

  To learn more about Lyssa’s work, visit lyssadering.com. You can also tweet her @LyssaDering or friend her on Goodreads at goodreads.com/LyssaDering.

 

 

 


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