This Is Not the Abby Show

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by Debbie Reed Fischer




  This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places, and incidents either are the product of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, events, or locales is entirely coincidental.

  Text copyright © 2016 by Debbie Reed Fischer

  Cover art copyright © 2016 by Tuesday Mourning

  All rights reserved.

  Published in the United States by Delacorte Press, an imprint of Random House Children’s Books, a division of Penguin Random House LLC, New York.

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  Library of Congress Cataloging-in-Publication Data

  Names: Fischer, Debbie Reed.

  Title: This is not the Abby show / Debbie Reed Fischer.

  Description: First edition. | New York : Delacorte Press, [2016] | Summary: “A girl with ADHD loves to make people laugh, but when her acting out gets her stuck in summer school, she will have to try her hardest to turn over a new leaf”— Provided by publisher.

  Identifiers: LCCN 2016008026 | ISBN 978-0-553-53634-8 (hardback) | ISBN 978-0-553-53636-2 (glb) | ISBN 978-0-553-53635-5 (ebook)

  Subjects: | CYAC: Attention-deficit hyperactivity disorder—Fiction. | Schools—Fiction. | Summer—Fiction. | Jews—United States—Fiction. | Humorous stories. | BISAC: JUVENILE FICTION / Humorous Stories. | JUVENILE FICTION / Family / Multigenerational. | JUVENILE FICTION / Social Issues / Friendship.

  Classification: LCC PZ7.F498764 Th 2016 | DDC [Fic]—dc23 LC record available at http://lccn.loc.gov/​2016008026

  ebook ISBN 9780553536355

  Random House Children’s Books supports the First Amendment and celebrates the right to read.

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  Contents

  Cover

  Title Page

  Copyright

  Dedication

  Chapter 1: Pretty Much Everything I Do Is Inappropriate.

  Chapter 2: It Means “Go Poop in the Ocean.”

  Chapter 3: I Am a Genius. Earlier in the Day I Was an Idiot. That’s How It Is with Me.

  Chapter 4: To Drew and Me, Mike Is That Red Swollen Thing on a Baboon’s Butt.

  Chapter 5: That’s the Problem with Unmentionables. I Always Mention Them.

  Chapter 6: I Hate Him Infinity.

  Chapter 7: You Have, Like, the Worst Luck Ever.

  Chapter 8: We Are in Deep, Serious Doody.

  Chapter 9: It Is Beyond Unfair.

  Chapter 10: Where Are the Delinquents?

  Chapter 11: Performers Like Me Are Always Misunderstood.

  Chapter 12: I Should Be the Bagel.

  Chapter 13: When She Sneezes, Does It Ever Shoot Out Like a Ball at a Batting Cage?

  Chapter 14: Abby Cadabra. (See How I Turned My Name into a Magic Reference? You’re Welcome.)

  Chapter 15: Just Out of Curiosity, Is the Dalai Lama an Actual Llama?

  Chapter 16: A Grown‑Up Has Never Apologized to Me. Never.

  Chapter 17: Spoiler Alert.

  Chapter 18: This Could Be a Disaster.

  Chapter 19: I Am a Jerk.

  Chapter 20: You’re a Star, Not a Meteor.

  Chapter 21: No, What’s Crazy Is That You Lost a Whole Human Being and a Wheelchair.

  Chapter 22: I’m in a Nutshell.

  Chapter 23: Don’t Pretend You Didn’t Like Hannah Montana, Once Upon a Time.

  Chapter 24: Has Tony Gone Beyond the Cliffs of Insanity?

  Chapter 25: How Did I Not Notice This Hideous Deformity Before Now?

  Chapter 26: Let’s Never Speak of This Again, and If You’ll Excuse Me, I Have to Go Fake My Own Death.

  Chapter 27: Hyper as a Squirrel, That’s You.

  Chapter 28: I Stink, Remember?

  Chapter 29: Pretty? I’ve Seen Better Heads on Lettuce.

  Chapter 30: At Least If I Fail, Most of These People Won’t Remember Me Tomorrow Morning. Some Won’t Remember Me in Ten Minutes.

  Chapter 31: Keep Dreaming. My Grandpa Gives Me That for Scratching His Back.

  Chapter 32: Something in His Voice Turns My Knees into Marshmallows.

  Chapter 33: Is There a Psycho Killer Leaving You Threats on Your Closet Door?

  Chapter 34: For the Most Part, However, It’s Pretty Much Mass Hysteria.

  Chapter 35: It’s Not the Abby Show. It’s School.

  Chapter 36: Your Hair, Your Life, Abby.

  Chapter 37: I Knew You’d Be Upset, but I Didn’t Expect to Be Shot At with Grapes.

  Chapter 38: Our Family Is More of an Onion Than Most.

  Chapter 39: I Literally Have to Plan My Funeral, Because You’re Killing Me.

  Chapter 40: What If One Crawls Inside My Mouth?

  Chapter 41: I Have a Choice. I Always Did.

  Chapter 42: How Could You Do This to Me?!

  Chapter 43: He’s Done with Me. Forever.

  Chapter 44: Three Words for Them. They. Are. Wrong.

  Chapter 45: Mom, Most Teenagers Don’t Choose a Miniskirt Based on Whether It Hides Stretch Marks. You’re Not Fooling Anybody.

  Chapter 46: I’m Dead.

  Chapter 47: A Fruitarian. So She’s Not Jewish?

  Chapter 48: I, Uh . . . I Like You. Like, Really Like You.

  Author’s Note

  Acknowledgments

  About the Author

  For Eric, the love of my life,

  who supports me in every

  possible way. I love you.

  How come I haven’t been discovered by talent scouts yet? It is the big mystery of my life.

  Maybe it’s because I’m stuck in Poco Bay, Florida, surrounded by suburbanoids. I should be in Hollywood on the set of my own TV show, not sitting here like a wilting plant in Mr. Finsecker’s class. He’s the meanest teacher in the whole seventh grade. Right now he’s practically having a seizure because I don’t have my homework, even though I told him I did it.

  “It’s in here somewhere,” I say, pulling out two old, crumpled English tests from deep inside my backpack (one C–, one D). So far I’ve found lip balm, hair bands, a gummy bear with a penny stuck to it, my school ID, five broken pencils, and a pair of PE shorts I’ve been missing since spring break.

  “Abby Green, if horse manure were music, you’d be a symphony.” Finsecker is always saying stuff like that. No one ever knows what he’s talking about. Especially me.

  Emptying my backpack in front of everyone feels like stripping off my jeans and performing a little undies dance, which is something I like to do at sleepovers. Embarrassing. But funny.

  I’ll do anything for funny.

  Except I don’t love people seeing what a secret slob I am. Silent Amy is watching me with caution and curiosity, the way you might look at someone with a face tattoo. I bet her pretty pink backpack is filled with heart-covered notebooks and candy-scented erasers.

  Finsecker glares down at my mess. His ears have gray hair balls, as if someone stuffed dryer lint in there. If I ever grow hairy ear shrubs, I’ll wax them off like my mom does to her lady mustache.

  I pull out a random piece of paper all folded up and hand it to him. “Here’s my homework.”

  Finsecker unfolds it. Crumbs rain down onto the linoleum tile, filling the air with the unmistakable scent of Fritos. I spot the half-eaten bag, take it out, and wave it around. “Anybody want a Frito?” The back row is giggling like crazy.

  “I’ll take one!” Caitlin calls out. Caitlin’s my best friend. We used to sit next to each other, but Finsecker separated us for
horsing around.

  He ignores Caitlin, pulls the paper flat, and reads, “Yo momma’s so dumb she gets lost in thought.” Everyone laughs.

  “Oh, yeah, that’s, uh…for a different class,” I say. “Creative writing.”

  “You don’t take creative writing,” Finsecker says. “I teach it, and I’m certain you are not in it.” He crumples up the paper. “That’s a zero.” The giggles stop. It gets quiet. Uncomfortably quiet.

  Another zero. Because he thinks I’m a zero.

  My face burns. What does he know? I’m gifted in math and science, but Finsecker only cares about English. Now he’s going off about how the inmates aren’t going to run the asylum. He talks slower than an ice cube melts.

  In two weeks, this torture will be over. Good-bye Palm Middle School, hello Camp Star Lake for the Performing Arts, my first step toward becoming an actress. At school I always get the roles with lines that make the audience fall out of their seats laughing, like Rizzo in Grease last month. I hope I get the same kind of parts at camp.

  When I was little, I used to pretend I was the star of a TV show called The Abby Show, which I “performed” for an audience of stuffed animals. It was a combo of comedy sketches and interviews with famous people. Sometimes I’d interview myself and play both parts. I still make up crazy characters and do accents at dinner, until Mom or Dad goes, “Enough! This is not the Abby show!”

  It doesn’t faze me. Someday there will be The Abby Show.

  Finsecker is still blah-blahing. White, cotton-bally things are gathered in the corners of his mouth. If I offered to get him a drink, he’d yell at me for not paying attention. He doesn’t understand that I do pay attention, just not to the same things as everyone else. For instance, yesterday, I noticed that Brett’s eyes are the exact same blue as Windex. He made it into Star Lake too, another reason I’m dying to get there already.

  Finsecker’s lips are moving, but whatever he’s saying is white noise. I mind surf when I get bored, which happens a lot in this class because Finsecker is a human sleeping pill, and because of my Attention Deficit/Hyperactivity Disorder. I have the type of ADHD boys usually have, the hyperactive/impulsive variety. Girls typically have the spacey, able-to-sit-in-your-seat kind. I’m spacey too, but some part of my body is always moving.

  Now, for instance, I’m squirming like a caught fish. I need to get up, but if I go sharpen my pencil, Finsecker will probably stab me with it.

  “NOW!” Finsecker yells.

  “Aaah!” I yell back, startled. My knee bangs the underside of my desktop. “Ow!” I have no idea what he just said, but a lot of people are laughing, so I cross my eyes and force out a chuckle. Here comes a new bruise. The pain is blinding.

  “Good one, klutz!” Caitlin calls out. “Abs the Spabz again!” Some friend. Who is she to call me a klutz? I’m the one who made the soccer team, not her.

  Taptaptap. Finsecker has this annoying habit of tapping the board with his marker. If he had bothered to read my Individual Education Plan (IEP), he would know that I find repetitive noises HIGHLY distracting.

  My eyes stray and land on Trina Vargas sitting next to me. She’s wearing pajama pants with monkeys on them, plus she forgot her shoes again. Does Trina just roll out of bed and come to school, or what? Our school may not require uniforms, but it does require shoes. It’s amazing how many classes Trina goes to before a teacher finally notices she doesn’t have shoes on and sends her to the office.

  One of Trina’s socks has a hole in it. Her big toe is sticking out. She sees me looking, wiggles it, smiles. It’s so funny. A giggle escapes out of the basement of my belly. Then another. And another. Once I get started, I can’t stop.

  This always happens at the worst times, like in synagogue or at the doctor’s or in the principal’s office. It’s really inappropriate. Pretty much everything I do is inappropriate.

  My giggling goes viral.

  “SETTLE DOWN!” Finsecker yells. I clap my hand over my mouth. He points at me. “You are purposely disrupting my class.”

  I waggle my purple pen back and forth at lightning speed. “I resent the insinuendo!”

  And then it happens.

  My pen flies out of my hand, whirling through the air like a helicopter wing.

  Thwack.

  Magic Max Finkelstein gets it right between the eyes. The back row explodes in laughter. Max’s blond, wavy-haired head bobs up from his laptop screen, dazed. He rubs the red mark on his forehead where the pen hit him. “Sorry!” I call out to him. Max is new this year, and nobody knows much about him, except that he’s obsessed with magic. He spends most of his time looking up magic tricks on his laptop, pretending he’s taking notes.

  “Well, Miz Green,” says Finsecker. “Regardless of how you feel about my insinuation, you are one final exam away from failing. Flunking. Do you hear me?”

  Flunking? Because of a few missing assignments? A prickly heat spreads across my face. Why did he have to say that in front of the whole class?

  Everyone is watching me, but not like before when it felt good, when I was cracking jokes and getting laughs. I slide down in my seat and hide behind my long brown hair. There’s a faint scratch carved into my desk. Right now I wish I could be like that scratch and blend into the background. If only I was a blending-into-the-background kind of girl. But I’m not. I’m a one-of-these-things-is-not-like-the-others type, the type that’s born to stand out.

  That’s the problem.

  Finsecker writes on the board:

  Abby said she would hand in her homework on Monday.

  “Identify the misplaced modifier, Miz Green.”

  The only things I can identify are the insults in my head. According to my grandpa, the absolute worst insult in Yiddish is gay kocken offen yam. It means “go poop in the ocean.” Who came up with that dis? It’s not even an insult. It’s more of a suggestion, really.

  Taptaptap. Chairs creak as kids shift in their seats, waiting for me to give an answer. I comfort myself with the thought that surfaces every time this happens: When I’m famous, you’ll all brag that you knew me.

  Misplaced modifier. Sounds familiar. I think that was in last night’s homework. Which, as has been established, I didn’t finish.

  Or do at all, to be honest. Because when Finsecker was assigning it, I was watching Trina doodle dragons. Then this kid kept sniffing every two seconds, and I was going crazy wanting to tell him to go blow his nose already. Then the period was over, and I forgot to get the homework from Caitlin.

  I wish Finsecker’s class wasn’t before lunch, when my meds don’t—

  Wait. Did I take my pill this morning?

  Uh-oh. No, I didn’t. I forgot. Again. This morning I was playing a game on my phone instead of eating breakfast, so I didn’t pay attention to my pill or my Cheerios. I’ve kinda been doing that a lot lately.

  Great.

  Mom will see the yellow pill on the kitchen table. It will be “the last straw,” and tomorrow she’ll go back to leaving me babyish Post-its with messages like Good morning, Abbles! This is your friendly reminder to take your medicine . Or worse, she’ll sit next to me, sipping her coffee, watching me like a hawk so I can’t do what I like to do in the morning, which is play on my phone at the table, sit with my feet up, and pour sugar into my cereal instead of honey.

  I am never going to hear the end of this.

  The thing is, there isn’t a pill or a patch in the world that completely cures ADHD. Believe me. I’ve tried a lot of them. Some work great for focus but don’t let me eat or sleep. Others give me headaches or stomach pains. Now I’m on a good med with the only side effect being that sometimes I have no appetite, but it only works for a few hours at a time, so I take one in the morning and one after lunch.

  Max is mouthing something to me. Ah, money. What? Oh! On Monday.

  “On Monday!” I shout. “That’s the answer. On Monday.”

  Surprise and irritation pass over Finsecker’s face. “Correct.” When he turn
s around to erase what he’s written on the board, I mouth “thank you” to Max. He always knows the right answer but never seems to be paying attention. Sometimes I spot him with his dad at the pool in my development. We act like we don’t see each other, although you can’t miss him because he’s so tall. It’s awkward enough to be caught in public with your parents when you’re twelve, let alone while wearing a bathing suit.

  “Explain to us, Miz Green, how you found the misplaced modifier. Hmm?”

  If I make a joke, they won’t notice I’m lost. “I never misplaced the modifier, so it was easy to find.”

  “What?”

  “I never misplaced it, know what I mean? I knew where it was the whole time.” Everyone laughs, even Silent Amy.

  Finsecker points to the door. “Get out of my class.”

  Okay, not quite everyone.

  “Get out! Get out! GET! OUT!”

  “You want me to get out?”

  “Yes! You have earned yourself a detention. Wednesday.”

  This day is getting better and better.

  He starts to mark it down in his book, then stops and rubs his chin. “Did you know you’ve already had two detentions this semester?”

  Of course I know. I got the first one when we had a sub and I wrote Primrose Everdeen on the attendance sheet and then screamed “I VOLUNTEER AS TRIBUTE!” when she called the name. The second time was because Finsecker saw me pull the S off the art teacher’s SCRAP ART bulletin board. Not exactly federal offenses.

 

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