Cerulean Sins

by Laurell K. Hamilton

Chapter 19~20

  19

  The second scene was in Chesterfield, which had been a hot address for the up-and-comers before most of the money moved even farther out to Wildwood and beyond. The neighborhood that Jason drove us through was a sharp contrast to the big isolated houses we'd just seen. This was middle-class, middle America, backbone of the nation kind of neighborhood. There are thousands of subdivisions exactly like it. Except in this one, not all the houses were identical. They were still too close together and had a sameness about them, as if a hive mind had designed them all, but some were two-story, some only one, some brick, some not. Only the garage seemed to be the same on all of them, as if the architect wasn't willing to compromise on that one feature.

  There were medium sized trees in the yards, which meant the area was over ten years old. It takes time to grow trees.

  I saw the giant antenna of the news van before I saw the police cars. "Shit. "

  "What?" Jason asked.

  "The reporters are already here. "

  He glanced up. "How do you know?"

  "Have you never seen a news van with one of those big antennas?"

  "I guess not. "

  "Lucky you," I said.

  Probably because of the news van, the police had blocked the street. When someone had time, they'd probably bring up those official-looking sawhorses. Right now they had a police cruiser, a uniformed officer leaning against it, and yellow do-not-cross tape strung from mailbox to mailbox across the entire street.

  There were two local news vans and a handful of print media. You can always tell print, because they have the still cameras and no microphones. Though they will shove tape recorders in your face.

  We had to park about half a block away because of them. When the engine shut off, Jason asked, "How did they hear about it so quickly?"

  "One of the neighbors called it in, or one of the news vans was close for something else. Once something hits the police scanners, the reporters know about it. "

  "Why weren't there reporters at the first scene?"

  "The first one was more isolated, harder to get to, and still make your deadline. Or there could be a local celebrity involved here, or it's just better copy. "

  "Better copy?" he asked.

  "More sensational. " In my own head, I wondered how you could get much more sensational than having someone nailed to their living room wall, but of course, those kinds of details weren't released to the media, not if it could be kept under wraps.

  I undid my seat belt and put a hand on the door handle. "Getting through the press is going to be the first hurdle here. I'm something of a local celebrity now, myself, whether I like it or not. "

  "The Master of the City's lady love," Jason said, smiling.

  "I don't think anyone's been that polite," I said, "but, yeah. Though today they'll be more interested in the murder. They'll be asking me questions about that, not Jean-Claude. "

  "You seem to be feeling some better," Jason said.

  "I am, not sure why. "

  "Maybe whatever caused the bad reaction is fading. "

  I nodded. "Maybe. "

  "Are we going to get out of the car, or are we going to watch from here?"

  I sighed. "Getting out, getting out. "

  Jason opened his door and was around to my side before I could get more than one foot on the ground. Today I let him help me. I was feeling better, but I still wasn't at my best. I'd hate to refuse help and then fall flat on my face. I was really trying to tone down the machismo today. Mine, not Jason's.

  I put my hand on Jason's arm, and we started down the sidewalk towards the crowd. There were lots of people, and most of them weren't reporters. The first murder scene had been isolated, no neighbors close enough to walk out their doors and see the show. But this neighborhood was thick with houses, so we had a crowd.

  I had my badge around my neck on its little cord, I hadn't taken it off from the last scene. Now that I was feeling better, it occurred to me that Jason's arm was in the way if I had to go for the gun under my left arm. I didn't want him on my right side, because that was my gun hand, but even on my left he was in the way, a little at least.

  I was feeling better if I could be worrying this much over my gun. Good to know. Feeling bad sucks, and nausea is one of the great evils of the universe.

  I think because I had Jason on my arm it took the reporters longer to realize who I was, and that we weren't just part of the growing crowd of gawkers. We were actually working our way through the crowd, almost to the yellow tape before one of the reporters spotted me.

  The tape recorder was shoved at me, "Ms. Blake, why are you here, was the murdered woman a vampire victim?"

  Fuck, if I just said, no comment,they'd be printing possible vampire killall over this one. "I'm called in on a lot of preternaturally related crime, Mr. Miller, isn't it? Not just vampires. "

  He was happy I'd remembered his name. Most people love to have you remember their names. "So it wasn't a vampire kill. "

  Shit. "I haven't been up to the crime scene yet, Mr. Miller, I don't know any more than you do. "

  The reporters closed like a fist around me. There was a big shoulder cam on us now. We'd make the noon news if nothing more exciting happened.

  The questions came from all directions, "Is it a vampire kill? What kind of monster is it? Do you think they'll be more victims?" One woman got in so close that only a death grip on Jason's hand kept us from being separated. "Anita, is this your new boyfriend? Have you dumped Jean-Claude?"

  That a reporter would ask that question with a fresh body only yards away said just how bad the media interest in Jean-Claude's personal life had gotten.

  Once the question was raised, several more asked similar questions. I did not understand why my personal life was more interesting, or even as interesting, as a murder. It made no sense to me.

  If I said Jason was a friend, they'd misconstrue it. If I said he was a bodyguard, they'd plaster the fact that I needed a bodyguard all over the papers. I finally stopped trying to answer questions and held my badge up so the uniformed officer could see it.

  He raised the tape to let us inside and then had to push back the press of bodies that tried to follow us through. We walked towards the house to a hail of questions that I ignored. God knew what they'd do with the few things I'd said. It could be anything from the Executioner says, vampire attack,to the Executioner says not a vampire,to my love life. I'd stopped reading the papers, or watching the news, if I thought I might be on. First I hate to watch myself on a moving camera. Second, it always pissed me off. I was not free to discuss an ongoing police investigation, no one was, so the press were left to speculate on what few facts they had. And if Jean-Claude and our love life was the topic of choice, I never wanted to see, or read the coverage.

  For some reason being caught in the media feeding frenzy had made me feel shaky again. Not as bad as earlier, but not as good as I'd felt when I first got out of the Jeep. Great, just great.

  There were fewer cops here, and most of them were faces I recognized, members of RPIT. No one questioned my right to be at the scene, or Jason's presence. They trusted me. The uniform on the door looked pale, his dark eyes flashing too much white. "Lieutenant Storr is expecting you, Ms. Blake. " I didn't correct the title to marshal. Marshal Blake made me feel like I should have been guest-starring on Gunsmoke.

  The uniform opened the door for us because he was wearing rubber gloves. I'd left my crime scene kit at home, because when I raised a zombie for the higher-end clients, Bert liked me to not be covered in a baggy overall. He said it didn't look professional. Once he'd agreed to reimburse me for all dry cleaning incurred from this little rule, I'd agreed.

  I told Jason, "Don't touch anything until I get us some gloves. "

  "Gloves?"

  "Surgical gloves, that way if they find a latent print, they won't get all excited and then find out it was yours, or
mine. "

  We were standing in a narrow entryway with stairs leading straight up from the door, a living room to the left, and an opening to the right that led into what looked like a dining room. There was an opening beyond that where I caught a glimpse of countertop and sink.

  I couldn't see the color scheme clearly because I was still wearing sunglasses. I debated whether taking them off would make the headache come back. I slipped them off, slowly. I was left blinking painfully, but after a few seconds, it was okay. If I could stay out of direct sunlight I'd probably be all right.

  It was Detective Merlioni who walked into the living room and saw us first. "Blake, thought you'd chickened out. "

  I looked up at the tall man with his curling gray hair cut short. The neck of his white long-sleeved shirt was unbuttoned, his tie tugged down crooked, as if he'd loosened everything without caring what it looked like. Merlioni hated ties, but he usually tried to be neater than this.

  "It must be a bad one," I said.

  He frowned at me. "What makes you say that?"

  "You've tugged your tie all crooked like you needed air, and you haven't called me girlie or chickie, yet. "

  He grinned flashing white teeth. "It's early days, chickie. "

  I shook my head. "Do you have some gloves we can borrow? I wasn't expecting to do a crime scene today. "

  He glanced at Jason then, as if seeing him for the first time, but I knew he'd seen him. Cops see almost everything around a crime scene. "Who's this?"

  "My driver for the day. "

  He raised eyebrows at that. "Driver, woo-woo, coming up in the world. "

  I frowned at him. "Dolph knew I was too shaky to drive, so he gave me permission to bring a driver with me. If there weren't enough press outside to cover an entire city block I'd have had him leave me at the door, but I don't want him going back out in that. They'll never believe he's not involved in the investigation. "

  Merlioni stepped to the big picture window in the living room and lifted the edge of the drape enough to peek out. "They are damned persistent today. "

  "How'd they get here so quick?"

  "Neighbor called them probably. Everyone wants to be on fucking television these days. " He turned back to us. "What's your driver's name?"

  "Jason Schulyer. "

  He shook his head. "Name doesn't mean anything to me. "

  "I don't know who you are either," Jason said, with a smile.

  I frowned. "You know Merlioni, I don't know your first name. I can't introduce you. "

  He flashed those pearly whites at me. "Rob, Rob Merlioni. "

  "You don't look like a Rob. "

  "My mama doesn't think so either, she's always after me--Roberto, I give you such a nice name, you should use it. "

  "Roberto Merlioni, I like it. " I introduced them more formally than I think I'd ever introduced anyone to anyone at a crime scene. Merlioni was stalling, he didn't want to go back inside.

  "There's a box of gloves in the kitchen, on the counter, help yourself. I'm going outside for a smoke. "

  "I didn't know you smoked," I said.

  "I just started. " He looked at me, and his eyes were haunted. "I've seen worse, Blake, hell we've waded through worse together, you and me, but I'm tired today. Maybe I'm gettin' old. "

  "Not you, Merlioni, never you. "

  He smiled, but not like he meant it. "I'll be back in a few. " Then the smile widened. "Don't let Dolph know I didn't make your driver wait outside. "

  "Mum's the word," I said.

  He went out, closing the door softly behind him. The house was very quiet, only the rushing hush of the air conditioning. It was too quiet for a fresh murder scene, and too still. There should have been people all over the place. Instead we stood in the small entryway in a well of silence so thick you could almost hear the blood in your own ears, thrumming, filling the silence with something, anything.

  The hair at the back of my neck stood at attention, and I turned to Jason. He was standing there in his baby blue T-shirt, his peaceful face behind the mirrored shades, but the energy trickled off of him, raised the skin along my arms in a nervous creep.

  He looked so harmless, pleasant. But if you had the ability to sense what he was, he was suddenly not harmless, or pleasant.

  "What's with you?" I whispered.

  "Don't you smell it?" his voice was a hoarse whisper.

  "Smell what?"

  "Meat, blood. "

  Shit. "No," I said, but of course his creeping energy along my skin raised my own beast, like a ghost in my gut. That phantom shape stretched inside me like some great cat waking from a long nap, and I did smell it. Not just blood, Jason was right, meat. Blood smells sort of sweet and metallic like old pennies, or nickels, but a lot of blood smells like hamburger. You know it's going to be bad, really bad, when a human being is reduced to the smell of so much ground meat.

  My head lifted, and I sniffed the air, drew in a great breath of air and tested it. My foot was on the bottom step of the stairs before I came to myself. "It's upstairs. " I whispered it.

  "Yes," Jason said, and there was the thinnest edge of growl to his voice. If someone didn't know what they were listening to, they'd have thought his voice was just deeper than normal. But I knew what I was hearing.

  "What's happening?" I asked, and I was still whispering, I think because I didn't want to be overheard. Maybe that was why Jason was whispering, or maybe not. I didn't ask. If he was fighting the urge to run upstairs and roll around in the murder scene, I did not want to know.

  I hugged my arms, trying to rub away the goosebumps. "Let's go get those gloves," I said.

  He looked at me, and even through the glasses I could feel him struggling to remember what I was saying, or rather what the words meant.

  "Don't go all preverbal on me, Jason, I need you here with me. "

  He took a deep breath that seemed to come from the soles of his feet and slide out the top of his head. His shoulders hunched then straightened like he was trying to shake something off.

  "I'm okay. "

  "You sure?" I asked.

  "I can do it, if you can. "

  I frowned at that. "Am I going to have more trouble?"

  "I don't have to go up into that room, you do. "

  I sighed. "I am so tired of this shit. "

  "Which shit?" he asked.

  "All of it. "

  He smiled. "Come on, marshal, let's go get those gloves. "

  I shook my head, but I led the way through the dining room towards the kitchen. I could see the box of gloves sitting beside an open, nearly full trash bag. There'd been a lot of personnel through here to fill up one of those large bags. So where was everyone, and where was Dolph?

  20

  Dolph found us in the kitchen while I was helping Jason with the gloves. There's an art to putting them on, and it was Jason's first time, so he was like a small child with his first set of gloves, too few fingers and too many holes.

  Dolph came in through the dining room the same way we'd come, though he almost filled the doorway, whereas Jason and I had walked through together with plenty of room to spare. Dolph is built like a pro-wrestler, wide, and he's six eight. I'm sort of used to him by now, but Jason did what most people do. He looked up, and up. Other than that, he behaved himself, which for Jason was a minor miracle.

  "What's he doing here?" Dolph asked.

  "You said if I wasn't well enough to drive I could bring a civvie driver. Jason's my driver. "

  He shook his head, his dark hair so freshly cut that his ears looked pale and stranded. "Don't you have any human friends left?" he asked.

  I concentrated on helping Jason into the gloves and counted to ten. "Yeah, but most of them are cops, and they don't like playing chauffer. "

  "He doesn't need gloves, Anita, because he is not staying. "

  "We had to park too far back for me to walk without someone t
o catch me if I needed it. I can't send him back through that pack of reporters. "

  "Yeah, you can," Dolph said.

  I finally got the last finger in place. Jason stood there flexing his hands inside the gloves. "How come it feels wet and powdery all at the same time?"

  "I don't know, but it always does," I said.

  "He is out of here, Anita, do you hear me?"

  "If he sits on the front stoop, they're going to have pictures of him. What if someone recognizes him? Do you really want the headlines to read werewolves attack suburbia?" I slipped into my own pair of gloves with practiced ease.

  "Gosh," Jason said, "that was nifty, you made that look easy. "

  "Anita!" It was almost a yell.

  We both looked up at Dolph. "You don't have to shout, Dolph, I can hear you just fine. "

  "Then why is he still standing here?"

  "I can't send him back to the car. He can't sit out front. Where would you like him to be while I check out the crime scene?"

  He balled his big hands into even bigger fists. "I--want-him-out-of-here. " Every word was squeezed out through gritted teeth. "I don't care where he fucking goes. "

  I ignored the anger, because it didn't get me anywhere to pay attention to it. He was in a bad mood, it was a bad scene, and Dolph wasn't too fond of the monsters lately.

  Merlioni came into the kitchen. He stopped in the doorway between kitchen and dining room, as if he'd picked up on the tension. "What's going on?"

  Dolph pointed a finger at Jason. "He is out of here. "

  Merlioni glanced at me.

  "You do not fucking look at her, you look at me!" The anger was hot in his voice. He wasn't yelling, but he didn't really need to.

  Merlioni walked around Dolph, carefully, and reached out to take Jason's arm. I stopped him with one gloved hand on his hand.

  Merlioni glanced back at Dolph, then moved a little farther down the kitchen, out of the line of fire, I think.

  "Is there a backyard?" I asked.

  "Why?" Dolph asked, his voice gone low and growling, not with the edge of any beast, but with anger.

  "Merlioni can take him out back. He'll be out of the house and still safe from the reporters. "

  "No," Dolph said, "he's out of here. Gone, completely gone. "

  My headache was coming back, a flutter of pain behind one eye, but it had the promise of great things to come. "Dolph, I do not feel well enough for this shit. "

  "What shit?"

  "Your shit with anyone not lily-human," I said, and I sounded tired, not angry.

  "Get out. "

  I looked up at him. "What did you say?"

  "Get out, take your pet werewolf and go home. "

  "You bastard. "

  He gave me that look that had been making grown policemen cringe for years. I was too tired and too disgusted with it all to flinch.

  "I told you I was too sick to drive when you woke me up. You agreed I could bring a driver, even a civilian. You didn't say he had to be human. Now after dragging my ass down here, you're going to send me home without having seen the crime scene?"

  "Yes," Dolph said, that one word almost choking in its brevity.

  "No," I said, "you're not. "

  "This is my murder, Anita, and I say who stays and who goes. "

  I was finally beginning to get angry. You can only cut even your friends so much slack. I stepped in front of Jason, closer to Dolph. "I'm not here on your sufferance, Dolph. I'm a federal marshal now, and I have the right to investigate any preternatural crime that I see fit. "

  "Are you refusing my direct order?" his voice was very quiet now. Not heated--empty--and that should have scared me more, but I wasn't scared of Dolph. I never had been.

  "If I think your direct orders are jeopardizing this investigation, then, yes I am. "

  He took one step towards me. He loomed over me, but I was used to that, a lot of people loomed over me. "Never question my professionalism again, Anita, never. "

  "When you act like a professional, I won't. "

  His hands were clenching and unclenching at his sides. "You want to see why I don't want him at this scene? You want to see it?"

  "Yeah," I said, "I want to see it. "

  He grabbed me by the upper arm. I don't know if Dolph had ever touched me before. It caught me off guard, and it wasn't until he'd half-marched, half-dragged me across the kitchen to the dining room door that I unfroze. I looked behind me and shook my head at Jason. He probably didn't like it, but he settled back against the cabinets. I caught a glimpse of Merlioni's shocked face before we were into the dining room.

  He dragged me to the stairs, and when I stumbled, he didn't give me time to get to my feet, but literally dragged me up the stairs.

  The door opened behind us, and I heard a man say, "Lieutenant!" I thought I recognized the voice, but I wasn't sure, and there wasn't time to look, I was too busy trying not to get rug burns from the stairs.

  I couldn't get my feet under me long enough to stand in the heels. The headache burst full-blown behind my eye, and the world was a trembling thing.

  I found my voice, "Dolph, Dolph, damn it!"

  He opened a door and jerked me to my feet. I staggered while the world ran in streamers of dark color. He held me with one of his big hands on each of my arms, only his grip kept me on my feet.

  My vision cleared in pieces, as if the scene were some sort of video puzzle. There was a bed against the far wall. I glimpsed white pillows against a lavender wall, then a woman's head, and some of her shoulders. It didn't look real, as if someone had propped a fake head against the pillows. From about collar bones down, there was only a red ruin. I don't mean a body. I mean it was as if the bed had been dipped in dark fluid. The blood wasn't red, it was black. A trick of the light, or the fact that it wasn't just blood.

  The smell hit me then--meat. Everything smelled like hamburger. I saw the pile of bedclothes, black, and red, and sodden, soaked in gore. Gore, not just blood, gore. I looked back at the woman's head, I didn't want to, but I couldn't help it. I looked, and I finally could see. It was all that was left of her, all that was left of an adult woman. It was as if she'd exploded with her head on the pillows, and her body . . . everywhere.

  I felt the scream building in my throat, and knew I couldn't do it. I had to be stronger than this, better than this. I swallowed the scream, and my stomach tried to come up my throat. I swallowed that, too, and tried to think.

  "What do you think?" Dolph said, and he pushed me, trapped between his big hands, towards the bed. "Pretty enough for you? Because one of your friends did this. " He pressed me too close to the bed, and my legs squeezed against the gore-soaked bed clothes. The blood was cool to the touch, and it helped keep my beast from curling up my body. What good was blood if it wasn't hot and fresh?

  "Dolph, stop this," I said, and my voice didn't sound like me.

  "Lieutenant," a voice came from the open door.

  Dolph turned with me still gripped between his hands. Detective Clive Perry stood in the doorway. He was a slender African American man, dressed conservatively, neatly, but well dressed. He was one of the most soft-spoken men I'd ever met, and themost soft-spoken policeman.

  "What is it, Perry?"

  Perry took a deep breath, that moved his shoulders and chest up and down. "Lieutenant, I think Ms. Blake has seen enough of the crime scene for now. "

  Dolph gave me a little shake that sent my head rattling and my stomach churning. "Not yet, she hasn't. " He jerked me around to face back into the room. He dragged me towards the headboard, which was painted a lavender so close to the wall's color I hadn't seen it. He pushed me forward until my face was inches from it. There was a fresh claw mark like a pale scar in the wood and paint.

  "What do you think did that, Anita?" He jerked me around until he was holding me facing him, his big hands still wrapped around my upper arms.

  "
Let go, Dolph. " My voice still didn't sound like me. No one else could have done this to me. I'd have fought back by now, or been scared, or pissed. I still wasn't any of those things.

  "What do you think did that?" And he gave me a little shake. It made my head rattle, my vision stream.

  "Lieutenant Storr, I must insist that you let Ms. Blake go. " Detective Perry was behind him, to one side, so I could see his face.

  Dolph turned on him, and I think only the fact that his hands were already full kept him from grabbing Perry. "She knows. She knows what did this, because she knows every fucking monster in town. "

  "Let her go, Lieutenant, please. "

  I closed my eyes, which helped the dizziness. His hands on my arms let me know where his body was. I rammed the pointed heel of my shoe into his instep. He flinched, his hands loosened. I opened my eyes and did what I'd been trained to do. I brought my arms up between his and swept outward, downward. It broke his hold on me, and I drew my right arm back, and hit him a short uppercut into his gut. If he'd been shorter I'd have tried for the solar plexus, but the angle was bad, so I hit what I could get.

  The air went out of him in a grunt, and he bent double, hands over his stomach. I still haven't quite come to terms with being more than human strong. I had a second where I hoped I hadn't hurt him more than I meant to, then I stepped back, away from him. The world was trembling, like I was looking at everything through wavy glass.

  I kept backing up, and my heels hit something slick and thicker than just blood, and down I went. I landed hard on my ass, and blood spattered upwards. It soaked through my skirt and I struggled to my knees to keep it from soaking into my panties. The blood was cool to the touch, and then my knee smeared in something that wasn't blood.

  I screamed and scrambled to my feet. If Perry hadn't caught me I'd have fallen again. But he was moving too slow for the door. I didn't want to throw up in here. I pushed away from him and half-staggered, half-ran through the doorway. When I hit the hallway I fell to all fours and threw up on the pale carpet. My head roared with pain, and my vision exploded with starbursts of white, white light.

  I crawled towards the head of the stairs, not sure what I planned to do. The floor came up to smack into my body, and there was nothing but a soft, gray nothingness, then the world was black, and my head didn't hurt at all.