by Angela Blake
Javon shook his head. “No, I’m not in this scene. I’m done for today.”
“Oh, then I guess I’ll see you later,” Ashlyn absentmindedly answered as she adjusted the lens.
“I thought I’d stay and watch you do your thing,” Javon said. “It’s not as though I have any other pressing appointments for today.”
Ashlyn turned and studied Javon for a minute. “I’d prefer you don’t do that,” she tried to say it as politely as she could.
Javon shrugged and bit his lower lip. “I would prefer to. Go ahead. Work. I won’t say anything.”
Ashlyn pursed her lips and turned back to her camera, frustration already building up. She didn’t feel comfortable knowing that he was behind her watching her. Ashlyn tried to focus solely on her camera, but her thoughts kept turning back to what Javon was thinking or doing or if he was looking at her.
After half an hour of silence from Javon, he decided he should start a conversation in the middle of filming. Maybe he really didn’t know what he was doing, but it seemed like he was trying to get her fired.
“Have you always been into film?” he asked.
Ashlyn waved her hand at him, trying to tell him to be quiet without saying anything herself. He was quiet for a few minutes. The actors had just started doing the scene again when Javon spoke again.
“Do you have a favorite movie?” Ashlyn turned and gave him a dirty look. He was going to ruin her shot!
Gary walked into the middle of the shot and looked over at the spread of cameras. “Five minutes’ break! Cameras, I hear someone talking during a shot. You better shut up or you’ll be fired. Absolutely no talking.”
Ashlyn turned on Gary. “Are you trying to get me fired? Shut up, will you? I’m not going to have my job ruined because you’re too stupid to know to shut your mouth on set.”
“Hey,” Javon said, standing up and using his tall frame against her. “You need to calm down.” He placed one hand on each of Ashlyn’s arms, but she wrestled herself free.
“No, I don’t! You need to leave! You don’t have a reason to be here anymore. Just go!”
Javon’s face showed that he was not going to put up with her yelling at him. “Ashlyn,” he spoke her name in a way that seemed to take command of the situation. “Don’t speak to me like that. If you don’t want me to talk, you need to say that.”
“Fine, don’t talk. Or better yet, leave! Please! This job is really important to me!” Ashlyn knew she was pleading, but she didn’t know what else to do. This job was the most important thing to her in the world. Her hands were in balls at her side, and she was scared that Javon would refuse.
“Calm down,” Javon said. “I’ll make you a deal. I’ll leave you to work completely alone and quiet if you agree to go to dinner with me.”
Ashlyn’s fury seemed to melt in a moment. What was he trying to do? Did this count as manipulation? Whatever. If it meant that he would leave her alone, it was worth it. She didn’t even care if it would be good food or not, but looking at Javon, he probably always went to restaurants with good food.
“Fine, whatever,” Ashlyn said. “If you promise to always leave me alone. Just let me film.”
“Great, I’ll see you at the Red Lobster as seven o’clock tonight. Deal?”
“Yeah, sure,” Ashlyn said, turning away from Javon. Things were much quieter, and she saw that one of the other cameramen was staring at her. Ashlyn stared him down. He finally looked away sheepishly. Ashlyn turned back and saw that Javon was already halfway toward the parking lot. Good riddance. Now, she could focus on filming.
Chapter Three
Ashlyn finished her filming when the sun started coming in at the wrong side of the set, around four in the afternoon. Ashlyn was exhausted, and she rode with the crew back to their hotel. They had a block of rooms where they were staying for the ten days they were filming here. Ashlyn wanted to shower and fall into her bed. Going to bed at seven o’clock wasn’t too early, was it?
Ashlyn suddenly remembered her date with Javon. She backpedaled. It wasn’t a date. It was just a bribe. She was going to follow through on it, because she didn’t want Javon making trouble for her the next day. They had nine more jam packed days of filming, and she didn’t need to be distracted on any one of those. She would pay up now and receive the benefits of being able to work.
“Can I shower first?” Ashlyn asked her roommate Pamela.
“Go ahead,” Pamela said. “I may just watch TV or something.”
Ashlyn gathered up her clothes and took a super-fast shower, mainly washing her hair. She was glad that the hotel room provided hair dryers, and she went to work in the bathroom. It took forever to dry her hair, but she was finally ready. She was wearing jeans, short heels that barely counted, and a red, skin-tight V-neck. She looked nice but not overly done.
Ashlyn’s stomach grumbled, and she smiled. At least she was going to get some delicious dinner out of it. It had been a long time since she had eaten lobster, and she loved it. A restaurant named the Red Lobster had to have Lobster, right?
“Where are you going?” Pamela asked.
The rule about not dating between contracted employees flashed through her head. She didn’t know if Javon counted and figured it would probably be better to keep it a secret if everyone didn’t already know yet.
“I’m treating myself to dinner. I think I deserve it after surviving my first day on the job.”
“Fine,” Pamela said. “But don’t wake me up when you come in. I am exhausted, and I’ll probably be in bed before eight.”
“Yeah, I’ll be quiet,” Ashlyn said, grabbing her purse and stuffing a few needed items in. She was tired too, and she envied Pamela being able to sleep so early.
Ashlyn didn’t have any sort of vehicle, but their hotel was in the middle of things. Maybe she should have asked Javon for a ride, but she hadn’t been thinking that far ahead when she made the plans. She didn’t even have his phone number to text him and ask him. Oh well, there had to be someone who was willing to at least give her directions.
Ashlyn stopped in a store near their hotel and asked after the restaurant. She was directed to keep going about four blocks. Ashlyn sighed but started her little walk. She was mostly hoping that she wouldn’t get sweaty on her way. That was the last thing she wanted: to show up at a date with her face read and her hair wisps clinging to her face.
Ashlyn saw the restaurant coming up on her left, and she slowed her pace, giving herself a few slow steps to catch her breath. She didn’t think she was out of shape, but walking in heels was not the easiest. Ashlyn walked up to the door cautiously and stepped inside. She felt out of her element as she entered the fancy restaurant’s doors. Javon was waiting just inside, and seeing him immediately calmed Ashlyn. She realized then that she felt comfortable with him.
“Wow,” Javon said. He took an exaggerated moment to look at her, and Ashlyn tried to make her look condescending. It didn’t really work well, because she ended up blushing. “I knew I struck gold when we made that bargain this afternoon.”
“Yes, and I hope you’ll fulfill your end of it,” Ashlyn replied, raising one of her eyebrows.
“I will,” Javon said. “And, I’ll also give you an amazing date.” Javon turned and motioned to the waiter. “Could you lead us to a table for two please?”
“Would you prefer our patio seating or a place inside?”
Javon turned to Ashlyn as though passing the question on to her. “A booth is fine.”
For some reason, she felt as though the patio might be beautiful and romantic. She didn’t want that. She just had to finish this date and keep herself from becoming too distracted with Javon. Then she could get back to her real love: cameras.
“Right this way,” the waiter led them to a table. Javon placed his hand lightly on Ashlyn’s right hip as they walked side by side to the table the waiter had chosen for them. “Your server will be right with you,” he said.
Ashlyn looked up at Javon from under her eyelids, trying to think of what to say. Before she had time to think, their menus were laid before them. She quickly buried herself in the menu’s details, another thought running through her mind.
She was almost flattered that Javon might be interested in sleeping with her. Was she so attractive that she turned him on? Ashlyn slowly licked her lips and set her menu down on the table. She would find out from their conversation his reasoning for making this bargain.
“Do you know what you want?” Javon asked.
Ashlyn shrugged. “Lobster,” she smiled. “Am I supposed to order something else?”
“How much do you want? There’s an all-you-eat claw special, or you can order an amount. Are you hungry?”
“Yeah, I’m pretty hungry,” Ashlyn said, looking back at the menu. She looked up and watched Javon study the menu. When he caught her watching him, he smiled. Ashlyn’s heart started thumping hard, and she nervously licked her lips.
“Great, maybe the all-you-can-eat is a good deal.”
Ashlyn was about to protest, but Javon was already waving the waitress over. He quickly put in two orders of the same, and they put in their drink orders as well. Their menus were taken away, and they were left in silence.
“Where do you come from?” Javon asked.
“I’m originally from Wisconsin,” Ashlyn said, referring back to her childhood days. “But when I finished high school, I moved to California. That’s where all the hopeful camerawomen live.”
“Well, it seems like you’ve been successful so far,” Javon said.
“Actually,” Ashlyn paused then decided that she should be open and honest, at least about this subject, “this is my first shoot. That’s why it’s so important that I do everything right. If I mess up, I could get fired. And getting fired from my first filming job could make it impossible to get another gig. And I don’t live for free.”
Javon nodded. “I’m sorry. I really wasn’t trying to start any trouble, and then you got all fired up.”
Ashlyn screwed her face up as she looked at him, confused about his tone of voice. “Yeah, well, I had a right to be mad.”
“But do you know how beautiful you are when you’re angry? I can’t take you seriously.”
Ashlyn frowned, already annoyed at Javon. “What is that supposed to mean?”
“It means,” Javon said with a wink, “that when you’re angry, I can’t help but do your bidding.”
“Obviously you could,” Ashlyn replied. “You didn’t just leave. You made me come on a date with you.” Ashlyn rolled her eyes and tried to find something interesting in the room to focus on.
“I would have left eventually, even if you hadn’t agreed.”
“What?” Ashlyn burst out. She toned her voice down when her shout drew a few stares as she looked at Javon incredulously. “You are a troublemaker. That’s what you are.”
“I know,” Javon said, shaking his head as though the fact hurt him. “My mother always said I would be. I just can’t seem to be helped.”
Ashlyn couldn’t stop the little smile that was spreading over her face. “You know, now I get why you’re in the entertaining business.”
“Why?” Javon asked.
“Because,” Ashlyn said, “you can make a person who would rather be doing anything else than be around you smile.”
“Good,” Javon said, “then my plan is working.”
“What is your plan?” Ashlyn asked, instantly on guard. Was Javon really so obvious about his intentions?
“I’m going to steal a few legs off your all-you-can eat plate.”
Ashlyn laughed. “Go ahead. Do it, as long as you’re not afraid of the restaurant calling the police on you.”
“Oh please, these dishes were created to be robbed from.”
Ashlyn covered her mouth and pointed at the server who was coming their way. It was as though they shared a secret that was only for the two of them. Once they had their food, they were pretty silent as they dug in.
After eight crab legs, Ashlyn started slowing down. The server had brought her another plate, and Ashlyn lazily picked at the shell of one more crab leg.
“Can I speak?” Javon asked.
Ashlyn gave him a strange look. “I think so. You’re so weird.”
Javon laughed. “I’m just scared to ask anything now. I never know when you might take my head off. Have you always been into film?”
“Yes,” Ashlyn answered. “You can ask me everything you want. We’re not on set.”
“Do you have a favorite movie?”
“Mm, probably a movie from when I was a child: Charlie and the Chocolate Factory.”
Javon smiled. “I watched that a few times when I was a kid too. Okay, mm, what else?”
“You could ask me what I think of you,” Ashlyn answered.
Javon smiled. “Okay, what do you think of me?”
“I think you’re a very attractive, annoying distraction,” Ashlyn lifted her eyebrows as though challenging him to be honest with her.
“I can take that,” Javon said. He waited, as though wanting her to beg him to give her his opinion. Ashlyn, curious, finally gave in.
“So, what do you think of me?”
“I think you are gorgeous, determined, entertaining, and very, very sexy.” Javon’s voice dropped at the end of his sentence.
Ashlyn’s mouth suddenly felt dry. He thought she was sexy? She had never really thought of herself as very attractive before. Ashlyn looked up and met Javon’s eyes. He looked completely serious as he looked right back across the table at her.
He slowly slid his hand across the table and laid it with his palm up near her elbow. Ashlyn’s eyes flitted down to his hand. She had been wondering all night how they felt. Ashlyn finally moved her hand to take his. His fingers immediately wrapped around hers. She was amazed by the difference in their skin color. His skin looked so pure, its darkness hiding the imperfections while hers was unable to hide them.
Javon gently squeezed Ashlyn’s hand two then three times. It was as though he was trying to match her heartbeat, but nothing save the speed of light could do that. Ashlyn looked up, and suddenly, she was very tempted to find out what kissing Javon would be like. It was as though her whole thought process turned around. Maybe he did just want to get inside her pants, but was that really so bad? Ashlyn wondered what it would be like to touch the front of his pants and feel how hard he was.
Javon’s tongue slowly flicked out and licked his bottom lip. He then gently bit his lip, and Ashlyn suppressed the urge to groan. She wanted to kiss him. She just wanted to kiss him. Ashlyn took a deep breath. They were in a restaurant. This was not the place to begin making out with Javon.
“Are you done eating?” Javon asked.
“Yes,” Ashlyn nodded.
“Let me settle the bill, and then. . .” Javon trailed off as he opened his wallet.
“And then what?” Ashlyn asked, wanting to know exactly what Javon was thinking.
“Maybe they’ll let us step out on the patio. I’m pretty sure the sun is setting in about,” Javon glanced at his watch, “about ten minutes. I don’t want to miss it.”
Ashlyn smiled. Javon was oddly romantic. It was as though he had just planned the dinner time so that they could catch the late summer sunset. Ashlyn watched as Javon slapped enough money down on the table to cover the meal and pay their server. He apparently was not interested in waiting for change. Who was he that he had so much money yet had been scrounging up extra acting jobs?
Javon
stood and took hold of the back of her chair. Ashlyn stood as Javon pulled the chair back. He offered his arm, and Ashlyn slipped her arm through his, feeling like a princess. He led her out onto restaurant’s patio. It had cooled down a few degrees, and Ashlyn didn’t feel as hot anymore.
Javon led Ashlyn over to one side of the railing. The sun was just touching the horizon. Hues of purple, pink, and orange filled the sky as the sun inched down toward bed. Ashlyn stared in wonder, wishing she had her camera with her. This sunset was a beauty. Ashlyn freed herself from Javon’s hand and moved to a better viewing place along the rail. Javon came up behind her and placed one of his hands on either side of her.
Ashlyn immediately felt the warmth of his body, and it caused her face to heat up. He was so close. She could turn and kiss him right now. No one would fault her. Her body was screaming for her to move, to make a decision. Ashlyn slowly, inch by slow inch, moved her ass backward until she was pressing into the front of Javon’s pants.
She could feel, now clearly against her pants that he was hard. Ashlyn froze as though unsure what to do now. What was she thinking? Javon wrapped his arms around her, pulling her even closer, and his words came into her ear. “What are you trying to start, you little firecracker?”
Ashlyn couldn’t answer. She just wanted to freeze, not have to make any decisions but just freeze and enjoy the moment. Javon slowly moved himself away then slowly pushed himself into her again. He let out a low moan just next to her ear.
It undid Ashlyn, and she turned away. She pulled his hips toward her and closed her eyes, needing his lips on hers, needing to let go of some of her built-up passion. His lips pressed down hard onto hers. Then, he seemed to consume her. His lips hurriedly kissed hers over and over. He bit her lower lip gently and pulled it toward him.
Ashlyn’s stomach felt as though it was on fire, and she knew she was wetting her panties. She knew he wanted to have her as much as her body was telling her to take him. Ashlyn pulled back, dread settling over her. She couldn’t do this. She couldn’t get in trouble. She had to be back in her hotel room that night. Gary was strict. If she acted now on purely passion, she might regret it in the morning.
