“Yes, I have friends there,” he said. “Many friends.”
She took his hand at once. Standing backed against the old house, they stared into the blind current of the river, and beyond it, into a current wider than it or any harbor, into that vast multiplicity where there might be no sure order of good or evil, but surely a movement, too wide even for unease, too irrational, of which both of them knew. He knew it was there, this force that had flung him out, and drawn or flung him in again, this movement which, like some god of unbelievers, which did not bear thinking of or speaking to, both took away, took away—and gave. This was nothing to make either a religion or an unfaith of; it was merely the doctrine, not to be palmed onward, which lived somewhere in the tough, central dark of those to whom it had happened. For extreme cases there was sometimes—an extreme magic. It could be merely a falter, a pause in that vast territory which humans could never persuade themselves was not human, one of those illuminated moments when unseen kinships brushed one like lepidoptera passing, when birds flew south from a north they did not see as misery, and in a clearing, his own clearing, a man came upon rabbits, paws lifted to the quiet of evening, staring at Mecca.
“So we can go,” she said. “Where?”
He pointed, to that spot on the dark where a barn which was not to be seen behind its fan of trees, not even when the leaves were down in winter, now lighted up the dark for him like the bush in the Bible. In the conflagration he’d never dared hope for, his house was burning, though no one else could see it, and because he’d got here on time, it was not consumed.
When the long car that was for them turned in and bore down upon them, it came down the lane with normal slowness, not nemesis, nor yet a miracle. Its revolving dome-light bypassed the night skies, stood the trees at stage-green attention, swept white the gravel and swiveled to rest on the Canal Zone. The old inn returned the light like a stockade from another century, indifferent to either. Pointed at it, the long hood of the car seemed to him a hold in which he could see the stored lives of all those in hospitals, each life regularized round its one small hole of the possible, like those prints in which if one looked hard enough one could always see somewhere the upside down V of Fujiyama. It even crossed his mind to wonder where they might be sending Sligo, into or out of what sphere.
They walked straight into that treacherous glare.
There came back to him again how it felt to be only half-alone—in all its separate lights and darks. Once inside the double dream, one no longer tallied these, or no longer dared.
“But I don’t know you,” she said. “You don’t need me.”
“No,” he said. “You don’t know me.”
“You’re sure? You’re not—you’re not just—”
“No,” he said. “I’m not just saying it.”
About the Author
Hortense Calisher (1911–2009) was born in New York City. The daughter of a young German-Jewish immigrant mother and a somewhat older Jewish father from Virginia, she graduated from Barnard College in 1932 and worked as a sales clerk before marrying and moving to Nyack, New York, to raise her family. Her first book, a collection of short stories titled In the Absence of Angels, appeared in 1951. She went on to publish two dozen more works of fiction and memoir, writing into her nineties. A past president of the American Academy of Arts and Letters and of PEN, the worldwide association of writers, she was a National Book Award finalist three times, won an O. Henry Award for “The Night Club in the Woods” and the 1986 Janet Heidinger Kafka Prize for The Bobby Soxer, and was awarded Guggenheim Fellowships in 1952 and 1955.
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This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places, events, and incidents either are the product of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, businesses, companies, events, or locales is entirely coincidental.
ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
Some of the stories in this collection have appeared previously in the following magazines and acknowledgment is gratefully made for permission to use them here:
“Il Plœ:r Dã Mõ Kœ:r” originally appeared in The New Yorker, 1956.
“Two Colonials” originally appeared in Harper’s Bazaar, 1957.
“A Christmas Carillon” originally appeared in Harper’s Magazine, 1953.
“The Rabbi’s Daughter” is reprinted from Charm, 1953.
“Little Did I Know” originally appeared in The Saturday Evening Post, 1963.
“Songs My Mother Taught Me” originally appeared in Harper’s Bazaar, 1959.
“If You Don’t Want To Live I Can’t Help You” is reprinted by permission of Mademoiselle, 1954.
Copyright 1953, 1954, © 1956, 1957, 1959, 1964 by Hortense Calisher; copyright © 1963 by the Curtis Publishing Company
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