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by Gwynn White


  Or maybe she was trying to tell her something. It was crazy to believe that. But everything was. Sunny was ready to listen.

  Find… yourself.

  22

  Sunny

  After the Punch

  A line had formed.

  Men and women took refuge beneath sheets of plastic and soggy cardboard. Most stood numbly in the open, with scant belongings as wet as the gutter.

  The city’s punishment.

  At the front of the line, beneath the sky blue awning of the City Shelter for the Homeless, a woman shrunken by time and gravity stood hunched over with a tattered bag on her shoulder.

  A plastic flower in her hat.

  Sunny’s feet were bleeding. She paused on the sidewalk, hands on hips, a long needle in her side. She walked past the men and women waiting for dry beds and a dinner bell, cupping cigarette butts in gloved hands, eyeballing her beneath dripping hats.

  “Where you going?” a bone-thin lady said, her receding gums holding blocky teeth. “Cutter!”

  One by one, they turned. Bitterness brought them renewed life, zombies smelling fresh brains. The message of a cutter fell through the line like racing dominos. Sunny was perhaps twenty steps from the sky blue awning when a heavy man blocked her way.

  “Back of the line.”

  “I’m not in line—”

  Somewhere beneath a crop of brows, eyes as hard as stones fell on her. Even in the nomadic world of homelessness, there were rules. There was order.

  Church bells gonged in a spire stabbing the sky. It was five o’clock.

  The doors opened.

  The line queued up, a centipede shuffling forward. The heavy man, however, cared less about the line than her place in it. Mrs. Jones was first in line. She bent in slow motion to pick up a silver gum wrapper to put inside her giant bag.

  Sunny wasn’t homeless. She had an apartment. She had a job and a son. A purpose. Where am I?

  She queued up. The heavy man watched her the entire way, slipping back in line once she started the centipede shuffle. One by one, the building swallowed them.

  “Marie’s always first.” The man in front of her was missing a molar. His face sagged with sparse whiskers. His winter coat was soaked, the hint of a pink cast peeked from the sleeve.

  “You were at the library,” Sunny said.

  “She’s always first.”

  “Who?”

  He placed his hand against his forehead, wiggling his fingers. The plastic flower.

  “Welcome.” A preacher greeted them at the double doors, his hand on a shoulder. “Welcome,” he said. “Welcome.”

  Sunny had volunteered infrequently. The staff rotated often and wasn’t likely to remember her. Not anymore. The preacher must have been a new director. Although she didn’t recall the shelter being an affiliate of the church.

  The building exhaled a mixture of warm bread and wet hair. A few of the needy hustled inside, but most of them responded to the preacher with gratitude. Sunny shivered beneath the awning as a young man conversed, continuously shaking the preacher’s hand, nodding as words mushed from his cracked lips.

  “Thank you, thank you. Thank you.”

  Rain trickled down the brick columns that supported the awning. They were decorated with graffiti and tinges of algae. Flyers were disintegrating in the rain, stickers sun-faded and peeling. A large circle had been painted on one of the columns, an outline of a snake.

  The preacher took Sunny’s hands between his own—warm, promising and steady.

  “Are you lost?” he said.

  Was it her hollow stare, the violent shiver? Rain seeped through her brows.

  “The old woman in front of the line,” she said. “The one with the flower. I need to talk to her.”

  “This is the first time you’ve been here. I never forget a face. Do you?”

  “I’m not staying. I just need to ask her a few questions.”

  “You’re safe here.”

  “No, I—”

  “You’re holding up the line.” He gently guided her inside.

  Sunny resisted at first, but the tug of a dry room drew her in. Her face flushed with warmth, pulsing in the jagged scar along her hairline. The lobby spun with a sense of déjà vu. She was familiar with the layout, where the rooms were located, how the kitchen worked. There was something new, though. A smell.

  Freshly opened air fresheners. Evergreen.

  “There are warm clothes.” A woman held Sunny’s arm. “You can change over there.”

  Sunny grabbed the social worker, suddenly dizzy.

  “Are you all right?”

  “Yes, yes… there’s a woman here… her name is—”

  “You feel feverish.” Her hand was cold against Sunny’s forehead.

  “I’m fine. Dehydrated, I think. Can you—”

  “There’s bottled water over there. Change out of your clothes, at the very least.”

  “No, can you—”

  A chair crashed in the big room. Someone had fallen over. Others helped him up and began wiping the floor. He was tired. A red spot was glowing on his cheek.

  The big room was lined with folding tables. A clock was above the wide doorway. The red second hand pointed straight up. The rules were posted to the left of the big room. No alcohol, no drugs, no violence. All residents would follow the rules or sleep in the rain. She remembered the rule board.

  The clock was new.

  “Excuse me.” Sunny grabbed a volunteer. “Do you know where—”

  “Dry clothes over there.” The stout man guided her to a side room and left before she could ask about Mrs. Jones.

  They gave her a sweatshirt, a pair of cargo pants and a ball of fuzzy socks. She used to fold the clothes and organize them, hand them out to those in need. Now she was taking them.

  Her skin was pinkish-gray. She threw the wet stuff away and quickly stepped into the warm clothes. The boots were black and slightly big. But dry.

  When she stepped out, the big room had already been converted to a cafeteria. The residents were parked over plastic trays of food. They looked up, almost in unison, and stared at her. The next moment, they were digging into their supper.

  A thousand eyes followed her into the big room.

  “You look lost.” The preacher’s checkered shirt was tucked into a clean pair of khakis. “Why don’t you get something to eat?”

  “I need to speak with Marie.”

  He was as unmoving as his smile, gesturing to the clutter of the big room. “The cafeteria will be closing. We’ll fold the tables to make room for beds, for the overflow. A lot of people in need. You’ll be sleeping in here tonight. The women will be on the right side.”

  Wide-eyed, reluctant, she looked at the clock above the doorway. The hands hadn’t moved. She had lost all sense of time. No longer knew what day it was, what month—stuck in a churning moment.

  The preacher smiled at the clock. “Please, before the food is cold.”

  She moved into the big room, with his hand on the small of her back. The residents watched him guide her inside. She ate a dinner of chicken fried steak with lukewarm gravy and a side of grainy sweet corn. It was thick and tasteless. She ate it anyway.

  And they watched.

  They began breaking the room down, flipping the tables and kicking the legs. The cots came in, thin and squeaky. The residents began claiming their turf, tucking in sheets and fluffing flat pillows. Some talked to each other, familiar faces in a familiar place. Some kept to themselves.

  None had a flower.

  Sunny considered leaving, but the weather had grown severe. She would stay the night, but just this night. And just until she found Marie. Maybe she didn’t know anything; she was just an old woman that looked like Mrs. Jones.

  But the picture. How did Mrs. Jones get that picture?

  She went to a bare cot in the corner. A stack of sheets sat on a thin pillow. She sank into the springs, laying her head in her arms. Her feet hurt, ankles ached. T
he walls of desperation were truly slippery.

  The pit deep and dark.

  The cot next to her squealed in protest. The ramblings of a large person sank into the springs. Her back was to Sunny, a thick fuzzy hat, a kind that could be described as Russian, was pushed over her head. Her clothes were damp. A sour cloud of booze and stale cigarettes hovered over her.

  The preacher wasn’t around. None of the volunteers, either. The residents knew the routine. Sunny left the sour smell of Russian hat behind.

  The bathrooms were on the other side of the facility. They smelled like cleaning solution and wax. The sinks were spotless, mirrors free of smudges. An emaciated woman looked back at Sunny, the green shine of her eyes gone but the jagged scar still there. She stroked it gently. Felt it pulse, a hot cinder buried beneath her skin.

  She felt eyes follow her into a stall and watch her leave. She stared at her boots, one large step after another. There was laughter down the hall. And something else.

  Sunny stopped.

  She wanted to go back to the cot, curl up like the woman in the Russian hat and forget this day ever happened. Forget this life ever existed, at least for an hour or two. But the familiarity of a song pulled her back.

  Someone was singing.

  It was a hymnal, a wordless song that vibrated in someone’s throat and warmed her heart. It resonated in Sunny. She could feel it in her own mouth.

  Her childhood song.

  It was the one she sang in the shower, when she washed dishes, when she was bored or anxious. The ballerina song.

  It was coming from the end of a hallway.

  Sunny passed open doors. The rooms bunked men and women, longtime residents with dibs on more private quarters. Most of them had bedded down for the night. Some were still up, conversing, laughing. Eyes rheumy as they watched her pass. The humming cut through the chatter, overplaying the volume of televisions and radios when it shouldn’t have, like an amplifier was in her head.

  The scar blazed.

  The door at the end of the hall was different than the rest, a vintage door made of solid wood, paint peeling from the inlaid trim. The knob was burnished brass and dented, with a scuffed plate with a large keyhole.

  She put her hand on the cracked surface. The song trickled through her fingers.

  The song continued. A music box plinked along with it, the kind wound by a key, the tinny notes an undercurrent of music.

  “Hello?” Sunny knocked gently.

  The hallway behind her was empty. No one had come out to stop her. She gently turned the knob. The latch clicked. The door popped and the song gushed into the hallway, its arms wrapping around her, tugging her inside. It wasn’t a bunkroom or a bathroom. Not an office.

  It was a kitchen.

  The kind of kitchen found in a house, not a shelter. There was a center island and faux wood cabinets. The laminate countertops were enormous and set at eye level. But not just any kitchen. Sunny knew this place. She’d been there before.

  I grew up here.

  The countertops weren’t oversized. She was small. Sunny was wearing a faded nighty. Her bare feet poked out from the hem. Her little toes were painted turquoise, her favorite color.

  A man was at the table.

  He was eating cold pizza. His mustache was thick, his whiskers unshaven. It was a bristled chin that would scratch her face when he kissed her goodnight. He would smell like alcohol and musty fabric, a toxic mix of loud nights and slamming doors. Her mother would be crying.

  But not that night.

  Sunny had been sleeping. She woke up when something shattered. It was another fight. Only this time her mother wasn’t screaming back. She wasn’t telling her father to get out, she wanted a divorce, she hated him and always had. Her mother was quiet this night. Someone was on the floor.

  The toenails painted turquoise.

  It shook Sunny hard, filled her eyes and blurred the details. Her father turned, chewing his food slowly. She didn’t wait for him to tell her to go to her room. She spun around to get out, to run away. To never stop.

  The corner of the countertop caught her forehead. It sank deep into her flesh, tearing a jagged chunk from her hairline. A warm flood spilled into her eyes as she fell.

  She never hit the floor, never encountered the flash of light that followed the collision, the concussion that ached in her head. She never saw her mother wake up or her father taken away.

  She just kept falling.

  23

  Sunny

  After the Punch

  What time is it?”

  Sunny was locked in a heavy place, a body soggy and leaden. Dense and motionless. She had fallen into a deep black sleep.

  Metal table legs snapped into place.

  “What time is it?”

  She jerked awake and nearly rolled off the edge of the mattress. Eyes wide, she clutched the sheets. The room was big and airy. Blankets were stripped from mattresses. People moved around with stacks of linens and pillows, orderly chaos that emptied the room of beds. Many had already packed their belongings for the city.

  The young lady that clothed her, now wearing a sweatshirt that said COLLEGE, approached. “The shelter is closing soon. You’ll need to clean your area.”

  Sunny’s eyes burned. She couldn’t get them to blink, fearing the return of something awful. She clung to the bed.

  “Hey, it’s okay. You can return tonight. I promise there will be a bed for you.”

  The walls were still slowly spinning, the world unstable.

  “Fifteen minutes!” someone shouted. “Fifteen minutes!”

  The woman reached for the covers. “I can help—”

  “No.”

  She forced her feet to the hard floor, jolting her tender ankles and knotted calves. Her boots were open, socks waiting. There was no memory of returning to the bed, no memory of taking off her clothes. Just the memory of that day in the kitchen and the cut that required stitches. The scar was thumping her forehead.

  “What is this place?” she muttered.

  “You’re at the shelter.”

  COLLEGE woman was still there, off to the side. Sunny needed space to sort this madness out. She had heard singing, a music box. She opened a door and walked into… walked into a memory. And woke in a bed with someone reminding her there was still room for her when night came.

  “What time is it?” It was the woman with the Russian hat, the one that slept next to her. No one answered when she called out, “What time is it?”

  Sunny laced her boots.

  “Clear your cot!” someone shouted at her. “Hey!”

  Sunny blended into the crowd that shuffled to the exit, where the preacher wished them a blessed day, where staff members provided job opportunities and support. Sunny turned toward the bathrooms. The dorm rooms were open, the bunks cleared out.

  The door at the end was ajar.

  Her heart fluttered. There was no smell of air fresheners like her daddy put in the car. Just floor wax and wool blankets. She shuffled ahead, pushing against the wall.

  “Five minutes!” someone called.

  The hustle continued. Sunny remained halfway between leaving and exploring. She nudged the door at the end of the hall open.

  The room was empty.

  Blood rushed into her ears, the ocean crashing in her head. There was a bed in the corner, the sheets stripped off; the pillow was bare. It looked like all the other rooms, quarters recently vacated until someone returned that night. Carefully, she put her fingers on the door frame and held her breath, bracing for something unexpected.

  She braved a step inside.

  There was no black hole in the floor, no endless pit. No kitchen island or her momma’s feet. Toenails painted turquoise.

  Just a music box.

  It was in the middle of the room. A ballerina poised on top, balancing on a pointed toe. Hands gracefully above her head in fifth position.

  She’d gotten a music box when she was little. Her grandmother gave i
t to her as a birthday gift. She would wind the key and open the lid, metal tines hitting the keys on a metal cylinder until the tension gave out. The figure dying in place, hands above her head.

  The hair had been colored red with a marker.

  A shadow filled the doorway. The preacher waited patiently. Sunny’s eyes darted around the room, searching for an explanation, a reason for the irrational. This was not a hallucination. She was here, touching this, feeling this. Hearing it, seeing it.

  The door was different than all the others.

  When she was a child, she would peel strips of paint from the molding and scrape them into piles, pretending it was firewood for the mice. She would peek through the vintage keyhole—the kind that took an old skeleton key—and pretend another world was on the other side. If she could just crawl through it, she would go there.

  She didn’t make the connection the night before, seeing the door at the end of the hallway. It didn’t match the others, was out of place, some sort of doorway to a place that held secrets and memories. And a song from childhood.

  “Where am I?” she said.

  The preacher held out his hand. It was unaccustomed to manual labor. He offered a smile meant to be kind and supportive.

  “It’s time to leave.”

  “Where’s Marie?”

  “Marie?”

  “The woman with the yellow flower. She was in line last night. You greeted her.”

  He shook his head.

  “No, no, no… don’t pretend. She was the first one in the shelter. She was in that room, right there. I heard her singing. I felt it.” Sunny thumped her chest. “She was trying to tell me something.”

  “The shelter is closing.”

  “Don’t act like I’m crazy. She was here; everyone saw her. Don’t do this to me, don’t do this to me!”

 

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