Maggie’s
Five
… the first in a LOVE story
Sandra Fitzgerald
Copyright: 2013 Sandra Fitzgerald
Publisher: Sandra Fitzgerald
First Publication: 2014
Second Publication: 2015
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Cover: Copyright S Fitzgerald
Cover Design: Sally Syle at Create by Sally
Editor: Meg Hellyer
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Acknowledgements
For my boys who constantly support and
encourage me to reach outside of my comfort zones.
And always, for my husband.
Table of Contents
Prologue
MY NAME IS Maggie Cartwright.
I live in the same suburb as you, up the road, just around the corner. My house is not unlike yours; it’s modest in size, brick, has windows and furniture, a driveway, plants in the garden.
My family is not unlike yours either, made up of a husband and two daughters, though you may have boys, or one of each. The point is that you’re happy. You have a happy, full life filled with all the trimmings that we take for granted. Those very trimmings that we think we appreciate, but don’t realise until it is too late that we’ve missed the true meaning of, by the barest of margins.
Not because we intend to, no, of course not. We don’t make conscious decisions to not truly appreciate the good - it’s because of the various complex tangles and weaves our lives form as they grow and develop. We get busy with work, distracted by arguments, caught up with activity.
Because of life itself.
I’M MAGGIE CARTWRIGHT, and this is my story, but I’ll warn you now, my journey may not have the happily ever after you dream of.
one
Chapter I
CHRISTMAS EVE.
The absolute greatest day of the year.
If you don’t count Christmas day of course, and the girls birthdays. They’re kind of great, oh and Brendan’s birthday… and fine, Mother’s Day is sort of okay too.
Please, allow me to rephrase.
Christmas Eve:
One of the top ten, absolute greatest days of the year.
There, much better.
I’m standing at the kitchen sink, watching the girls bounce around on the trampoline that’s knocking from side to side, precariously balanced on the firm dry grass at the back of the yard. No matter how much time Brendan spends watering, the summer seems to slowly be getting the better of him and our little patch of heaven.
The girls are leaping about, colliding into each other, squealing and giggling just as little girls should: with the precise pitch to rattle the sturdiest of fillings and, on more occasions than my eardrums would prefer, have the true potential to shatter champagne glasses.
I slosh my hands around in the soapy water and retrieve a plastic Dora the Explorer cup. It makes me smile every single time I see it. Brendan, the big softy, ‘absolutely had to buy it’ for Ella the day after she was born. He said he saw it and knew she would love it, so bought it. As it turns out he was almost right. She prefers Diego, but it turns out Mattie loves Dora, so we’re good.
Lost in my thoughts, I automatically rinse the cup out under fresh water to remove the excess soap and lay it on the drying rack, then dive into the suds to see what comes up next.
“You always use too much soap.” Brendan says, wrapping his arms around my waist, pressing soft kisses over the back of my neck.
“I know.”
It’s true, I do. Every single time.
I tilt my head to the side, giving Brendan room to nuzzle and relish the feel of him.
“I love you.” His lips brush against my skin, causes a flourish of goose bumps to spread, heating my already warm body.
“I love you.”
Holding on to the counter top, I lean further back against my husband, my wonderful, beautiful husband, who lets me know just how much he loves me every chance he can.
Resting his chin on my shoulder to gaze through the kitchen window, which I notice in true house wife fashion, could use a clean, “The girls playing outside?”
“Mm-hmm,” I nod, wishing he would get back to work on my neck while I wash the dish in my hand.
“Really?” Brendan’s voice deepens. “They been out there for very long?”
“Since they finished brekky,” I reply nudging him with my elbow and tilting my head to the other side so he can start working his magic again.
“So they’re going to be out there for a while then?”
He starts working on the tender flesh behind my ear, and, man he’s good. Within seconds I’m holding onto the counter so I don’t land in a puddle on the floor. Brendan really does have a very talented mouth.
I peel my moist hands out of the rubber gloves and wrap them over Brendan’s backside. “Most probably.”
If I were able to hug Brendan with my heart, I would. I’d wrap my husband in as much of my love as I humanly can and never let go.
I feel his growing erection press firmly against my back.
It’s one of my favourite things, feeling my husband grow hard for me, because of me. My breath catches as Brendan slips one of his hands under my cotton singlet, beneath the wire of my bra and massages my swelling breast, causing my nipple to instantly pucker.
I bring one of my hands between us and rub him through the denim of his loose fitting shorts. I love that he can’t stop from groaning and how his stomach hollows out as he flexes his pelvis to the rhythm of my stroke.
Slowly releasing him, I run my fingers up to the waist band and slip them inside to take him bare. I get high just from the way he feels, hard as stone and soft as silk at the same time, and wish he was inside me instead.
The more aroused I become, the more my vision focuses onto our children outside. I’m close to not wanting to stop, so we have to make a decision. “Brendan?”
He gently sucks on my earlobe, wanting me to turn my head so he can kiss me. I hesitate, but end up giving in far too easily as I always do when it comes to my husband and our love making. I can’t help be distracted; slowing drawing my tongue from Brendan’s mouth to ensure the girls are still in the yard.
“They’re safe out there Maggie… and we’re in here…”
My stomach bottoms out when he cups my jaw and kisses me with everything he’s got. Our tongues brush, teeth nip, mouths suck. And it’s wonderful.
He loosens his hold and trails his fingers between my breasts, over my curves, past my bellybutton, all the way down to cup my sex over my cotton shorts, rubbing firmly to compensate for the clothing separating us. Growling quietly, he impatiently pops the button on my pants and slides his large hand inside.
He brushes back and forth over my folds b
efore circling my nib teasingly. “Always so wet for me.”
He sounds amazed. I love that even after all these years, he’s still amazed.
Brendan releases my mouth so we can catch our breath, chests heaving then returns to my neck, pressing his fingers over my nib. The sublime sensation causes me to whimper and my eyes to dart back out through the window.
Good, they’re still out there bouncing around, laughing.
Brendan starts strumming and circling, knowing all the right places to explore, precisely when to penetrate me and how to rub my internal walls to cause me to gasp in blissful hunger.
My body moves, seeking, climbing higher. Brendan’s breathing heavily against my neck, rubbing his hard erection against my backside, grinding as I squeeze him tighter. He pinches my nipple with his other hand, creating a perfect combination of pleasure and pain sending me blissfully over the edge.
Hissing, he releases his hold on me to shove at my shorts and underwear. I step one leg out and shake of my foot when they catch then open my stance.
Brendan gently coaxes my hips back, whispering, “Hold the bench Maggie Mae, and bend over.”
I hear his zip lower and feel heavy cotton brush the back of my legs as he frees himself.
I love this.
I love that even with the changes in my body from having our children, Brendan just has to have me as much as I have to have him.
My body’s impatient, fervently anticipating the feel of him inside. But he’s prolonging the moment, because it’s one of his favourite things: my swollen flesh wrapping around him the very first moment his erection enters me. It gets him every single time. And I love it. Taking hold of my hips Brendan nudges the head of his penis at my opening, brushes it back and forth, then I feel it. The perfect moment of penetration.
At a sublimely frustrating pace, he slides his length through my wetness and enters me. My body stretches and fills, overheating as he gradually pushes deeper until there isn’t any more room for him to go. My jaw clamps, catching the whimper begging to escape when he slowly draws out, pausing, then thrusts firmly to fill me completely, pauses and groans, slowly pulls out and drives straight back in again.
He rasps “I can’t wait, Love,” and I don’t want him to. Brendan starts pounding into me, and cups my sex again, quickly bringing me to a toe curling climax that I try with all my might, honestly I do, to suppress the sound of, but still a choked whimper escapes. Seconds later I hear Brendan groan into the back of my hair, freezing as he begins, jerking as he fills me before collapsing over my back.
As the sex fog clears, my eyes widen and dart through the window to where our children are supposed to be.
“Shit, Brendan. I can’t see them.”
Pulling apart, Brendan quickly and unceremoniously pulls out, dripping a little something down the inside and back of my leg. I grab a clean tea towel from the top draw at my side and wipe away the mess, then quickly step into my underwear and shorts, turning to see Brendan closing his fly.
“Mummy, can I please have a drink?” Mattie begs in her chirping toddler voice.
Mortified, I hastily fix my clothing, “Of course Sweet Pea. Juice sound good?”
I’m aiming to sound composed even though my heart is pounding from both our love making and how close we came to being busted again. Christ, if we’re not careful, Brendan and I are going to give the girls a live and uncut version of ‘The birds and the bees’ talk.
“Sounds gwate, Mummy,” Mattie agrees, climbing awkwardly onto one of the stools at the breakfast bench.
“Then juice it is.”
“Can I have one too Mummy?” Ella begs from her perch next to her sister. “It’s sooo hot outside.”
“Two of my finest juices, for two of my favourite people, coming right up,” I say with a flourish, scooping a couple of glasses out from a top cupboard.
“Don’t forget about me Mummy, I’m all hot and bothered too.” Brendan gives me his sexy face, playfully squatting between the girls and pressing their cheeks to his. “Quick girls, sad puppy dog faces.”
Placing four glasses on the bench, I watch them transform into pouting lips and wide, brown pleading eyes. They got lucky, my girls, they both got their daddy’s big dark chocolate orbs, Mattie with tiny flecks of green from mine.
“I think I could use a drink myself,” I say, shaking my head and laugh at the shameless display to win me over. It works. “Who would like some watermelon to go with it?”
My offer fails dismally. Brendan looks to the girls and gets them to up the pouting a notch or two.
“Okay, fine. Who would like an icy-pole?” Squealing cheers fill the kitchen. “I’ll take that as a yes all round then.”
Brendan and I look to each other and bust out laughing.
“Who loves Christmas?” Brendan yells over the top of the girls, to ignite a chorus of really bad singing and bootie shakes. Smiling broadly, he places his hands on my hips as we dance, looking like he just won the lottery.
When it’s me who is the real winner.
BRENDAN’S BEEN OUTSIDE for the past two hours putting together the Ginger Bread House we’ve bought the girls from Santa. The man at the store guaranteed us that it wouldn’t take any longer than an hour tops to assemble, and that’s if we took our time to construct the thing that’s currently reverting my husband’s vocabulary to high school standards.
As I slowly meander over to him, I feel my head begin to tilt to the right, taking in his handy work. Hmm, I don’t remember the display model having a lean at the store.
“How’s it going?” I ask sheepishly and casually pick the instructions up off the ground.
“This fu-… this thing is BS. The instructions are completely wrong,” Brendan barks as quietly as he can manage, making it almost sound like it’s my fault. We’ve been together a long time, so it’s fine. I know he’s frustrated and not really blaming me.
He had better not be blaming me.
Holding the pages out in front of me, I turn the sheets from side to side, inspecting the basic stick figure diagram like I have a clue, which I don’t. I sigh, offer an um and an ah, and even go so far as to scratch my head a few times, when something catches my eye. I lower the plans to my thighs and take another more serious look at the four walls in front of me. I hold the designs up and turn them like I turn the street directory, then lower them again.
Oh dear. I think I know where Brendan’s gone wrong, but what to do about it? Go all 1960’s house wife and pretend I don’t see anything amiss and praise my cigar wielding, smoking jacket wearing man, or square my shoulders, become the modern woman I like to think I am and emasculate the caveman and tell him straight?
Yeeaahh that’s a no-brainer - tell him straight.
“Brendan. Honey? I’m just wondering if the wall there,” pointing to the right side of the lean to, “is actually the back section?” My head tilts again and I add a puzzled expression for good measure.
“Don’t be ridiculous,” he starts and steps away from his handy work, then cups the back of his head in disbelief. “No way. Are you serious?”
“Well it does look kind of… skew-whiff, you know,” I offer helpfully, my hands splayed, trying to straighten out the imperfection with my imaginary super power of Auto Correcto.
It doesn’t work.
Brendan stomps over and snatches the papers, gives them a crisp snap like Grandpa used to when the newspapers were supersized and mumbles incoherently under his breath. His shoulders visibly sag and he lowers the instructions, realising his mistake.
“No way,” he sighs, letting the papers fall and pulls me to him, burying his face into the space between my neck and shoulder. “Do you have any idea how long it’s taken me to get this thing up?”
Yep. Folding my arms around my husband’s firm waist, I inhale him and release a sympathetic sigh with my exhale.
“I’m sorry, Babe.” I am sorry for him, as much as I really, really want to laugh right now. “I’m guessing it’s
taken a little longer than an hour?” I suck at pretending and I’m struggling to hide my laughter. I know how long he’s been out here and how frustrated he is. And how hilarious the Gingerbread House looks.
“Are you laughing at me?” Brendan asks in disbelief, pulling away slightly so he can see my face better. “Oh my God, you are. This isn’t funny, Mags.”
“I know,” I reply overly dramatically and slide my hands up his chest and to the sides of his face. “Come on, I’ll help.”
“Damn straight you’re going to help me.” Taking me by surprise, he hoists me over his shoulder. “Hey, did you know that if we open this timber panel right here,” he says, pushing the sticking door to the cubby firmly and bending so he can carry me through, “it closes again,” giving it a second shove to encourage it to stay put, “leaving us on the inside?”
Brendan’s tone deepens as he brings me around to his front and lowers us to our knees, making sure to keep my body firmly pressed up against his. “The girls sleeping?” he murmurs running his nose along mine.
God the man’s insatiable when he’s on holiday. Fine, if I have to put up with him, then it’s a cross I’ll just have to bear.
“Checked them a few minutes ago, both out cold”
Brendan’s mouth is on mine before I get to the end of the sentence.
Of course I kiss him back. I love the feel of his tongue against mine, his warm breath fluttering over my cheeks. He leans me backwards and rests a hand on the ground to help take most of his weight, then shifts slightly and kisses me deeper, causing the familiar stirring in my stomach and a swelling between my legs. I’ll never get enough of this man; in my entire life, I know, I will never get enough.
“Here,” Brendan says in his let’s have sex voice, reaching behind me to pick up something off the ground with the hand that was tangled in my hair.
He drops me, flat at the same time I turn to see what he’s holding. “What the hell?”
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