by Рэй Брэдбери
he Day it Rained Forever
Рэй Брэдбери
Рассказ вошёл в сборники:
A Medicine For Melancholy (Лекарство от меланхолии)
The Stories of Ray Bradbury (И грянул гром: 100 рассказов)
Ray Bradbury
The Day it Rained Forever
The hotel stood like a hollowed dry bone under the very centre of the desert sky where the sun burned the roof all day. All night, the memory of the sun stirred in every room like the ghost of an old forest fire. Long after dusk, since light meant heat, the hotel lights stayed off. The inhabitants of the hotel preferred to feel their way blind through the halls in their never-ending search for cool air.
This one particular evening Mr. Terle, the proprietor, and his only boarders, Mr. Smith and Mr. Fremley, who looked and smelled like two ancient rags of cured tobacco, stayed late on the long veranda. In their creaking glockenspiel rockers, they gasped back and forth in the dark, trying to rock up a wind.
«Mr. Terle…? Wouldn't it berealty nice… some day… if you could buy… air conditioning…?»
Mr. Terle coasted a while, eyes shut.
«Got no money for such things, Mr. Smith.»
The two old boarders Hushed; they hadn't paid a bill now in twenty-one years.
Much later, Mr. Fremley sighed a grievous sigh. «Why, why don't we all just quit, pack up, get out a here, move to a decent city? Stop this swelterin' and fryin' and sweat-in'.»
«Who'd buy a dead hotel in a ghost town?» said Mr. Terle, quietly. «No. No, we'll just set here and wait, wait for that great day, January 29th.»
Slowly, all three men stopped rocking.
January 29th.
The one day in all the year when it really let go and rained.
«Won't wait long.» Mr. Smith tilted his gold railroad watch like the warm summer moon in his palm. «Two hours and nine minutes from now it'll be January 29th. But I don't see nary a cloud in ten thousand miles.»
«It's rained every January 29th since I was born!» Mr. Terle stopped, surprised at his own loud voice. «If it's a day late this year, I won't pull God's shirt-tail.»
Mr. Fremley swallowed hard and looked from east to west across the desert towards the hills. «I wonder… will there ever be a gold rush hereabouts again?»
«No gold,» said Mr. Smith. «And what's more, I'll make you a bet no rain. No rain tomorrow or the day after the day after tomorrow. No rain all the rest of this year.»
The three old men sat staring at the big sun-yellowed moon that burned a hole in the high stillness.
After a long while, painfully, they began to rock again.
The first hot morning breezes curled the calendar pages like a dried snakeskin against the flaking hotel front.
The three men, thumbing their braces up over their hat-rack shoulders, came barefoot downstairs to blink out at that idiot sky.
«January 29th…»
«Not a drop of mercy there.»
«Day's young.»
«I'm not.» Mr. Fremley turned and went away.
It took him five minutes to find his way up through the delirious hallways to his hot, freshly baked bed.
At noon, Mr. Terle peered in.
«Mr. Fremley…?»
«Damn desert cactus, that's us!» gasped Mr. Fremley, lying there, his face looking as if at any moment it might fall away in a blazing dust on the raw plank floor. «But even the best damn cactus got to have just a sip of water before it goes back to another year of the same damn furnace. I tell you I won't move again, I'll lie here an' die if I don't hear more than birds pattin' around up on that roof!»
«Keep your prayers simple and your umbrella handy,» said Mr. Terle, and tiptoed away.
At dusk, on the hollow roof a faint pattering sounded.
Mr. Fremley's voice sang out mournfully, from his bed.
«Mr. Terle, that ain't rain! That's you with the garden hose sprinklin' well-water on the roof! Thanks for tryin', but cut it out, now.»
The pattering sound stopped. There was a sigh from the yard below.
Coming around the side of the hotel a moment later, Mr. Terle saw the calendar fly out and down in the dust.
«Damn January 29th!» cried a voice. «Twelve more months! Have to wait twelve more months, now!»
Mr. Smith was standing there in the doorway. He stepped inside and brought out two dilapidated suitcases and thumped them on the porch.
«Mr. Smith!» cried Mr. Terle. «You can't leave after thirty years!»
«They say it rains twenty days a month in Ireland,» said Mr. Smith. «I'll get a job there and run around with my hat off and my mouth open.»
«You can't go!» Mr. Terle tried frantically to think of something; he snapped his fingers. «You owe me nine thousand dollars rent!»
Mr. Smith recoiled; his eyes got a look of tender and unexpected hurt in them.
«I'm sorry.» Mr. Terle looked away. «I didn't mean that. Look now you just head for Seattle. Pours two inches a week there. Pay me when you can, or never. But do me a favour: wait till midnight. It's cooler then, anyhow. Get you a good night's walk towards the city.»
«Nothin'll happen between now and midnight.»
«You got to have faith. When everything else is gone, you got to believe a thing'll happen. Just stand here, with me, you don't have to sit, just stand here and think of rain. That's the last thing I'll ever ask of you.»
On the desert, sudden little whirlwinds of dust twisted up, sifted down. Mr. Smith's eye scanned the sunset horizon.
«What do I think? Rain, oh you rain, come along here? Stuff like that?»
«Anything. Anything at all!»
Mr. Smith stood for a long time between his two mangy suitcases and did not move. Five, six minutes ticked by. There was no sound, save the two men's breathing in the dusk.
Then at last, very firmly, Mr. Smith stooped to grasp the luggage handles.
Just then, Mr. Terle blinked. He leaned forward, cupping his hand to his ear.
Mr. Smith froze, his hands still on the luggage.
From away among the hills, a murmur, a soft and tremulous rumble.
«Storm coming!» hissed Mr. Terle.
The sound grew louder; a kind of whitish cloud rose up from the hills.
Mr. Smith stood tall on tiptoe.
Upstairs, Mr. Fremley sat up like Lazarus.
Mr. Terle's eyes grew wider and yet wider to take hold of what was coming. He held to the porch rail like the captain of a longbecalmed vessel feeling the first stir of some tropic breeze that smelted of lime and the ice-cool white meat of coconut. The smallest wind stroked over his aching nostrils as over the flues of a white-hot chimney.
«There!» cried Mr. Terle. «There!»
And over the last hill, shaking out feathers of fiery dust, came the cloud, the thunder, the racketing storm.
Over the hill, the first car to pass in twenty days flung itself down the valley with a shriek, a thud, and a wail.
Mr. Terle did not dare to look at Mr. Smith.
Mr. Smith looked up, thinking of Mr. Fremley in his room.
Mr. Fremley, at the window, looked down and saw the car expire and die in front of the hotel.
For the sound that the car made was curiously final. It had come a very long way on blazing sulphur roads, across salt flats abandoned ten million years ago by the shingling-off of waters. Now, with wire-ravellings like cannibal hair sprung up from seams, with a great eyelid of canvas top thrown back and melted to spearmint gum over rear seat, the auto, a Kissel car, vintage 1924, gave a final shuddering as if to expel its ghost upon the air.
The old woman in the front seat of the car wait
ed patiently, looking in at the three men and the hotel as if to say, Forgive me, my friend is ill; I've known him a long while, and now I must see him through his final hour. So she just sat in the car waiting for the faint convulsions to cease and for the great relaxation of all the bones which signifies that the final process is over. She must have sat a full half-minute longer listening to her car, and there was something so peaceful about her that Mr. Terle and Mr. Smith leaned slowly towards her. At last she looked at them with a grave smile and raised her hand.
Mr. Fremley was surprised to see his hand go out the window above, waving back to her.
On the porch, Mr. Smith murmured, «Strange. It's not a storm. And I'm not disappointed. How come?»
But Mr. Terle was down the path and to the car.
«We thought you were… that is…» He trailed off. «Terle's my name, Joe Terle.»
She took his hand and looked at him with absolutely clear and unclouded light-blue eyes like water that has melted from snow a thousand miles off and come a long way, purified by wind and sun.
«Miss Blanche Hillgood,» she said, quietly. «Graduate of the Grinnell College, unmarried teacher of music, thirty years highschool glee club and student orchestra conductor, Green City, Iowa, twenty years private teacher of piano, harp, and voice, one month retired and living on a pension and now, taking my roots with me, on my way to California.»
«Miss Hillgood, you don't look to be going anywhere from here.»
«I had a feeling about that.» She watched the two men circle the car, cautiously. She sat like a child on the lap of a rheumatic grandfather, undecided. «Is there nothing we can do?»
«Make a fence of the wheels, dinner-gong of the brake drums, the rest'll make a fine rock garden.»
Mr. Fremley shouted from the sky. «Dead? I say, is the car dead? I can feel it from here! Well — it's way past time for supper!»
Mr. Terle put out his hand. «Miss Hillgood, that there is Joe Terle's Desert Hotel, open twenty-six hours a day. Gila monsters and road runners please register before going upstairs. Get you a night's sleep, free, we'll knock our Ford off its blocks and drive you to the city come morning.»
She let herself be helped from the car. The machine groaned as if in protest at her going. She shut the door carefully, with a soft click.
«One friend gone, but the other still with me. Mr. Terle, could you please bring her in out of the weather?»
«Her, ma'am?»
«Forgive me, I never think of things but what they're people. The car was a man, I suppose, because it took me places. But a harp, now, don't you agree, is famale?»
She nodded to the rear seat of the car. There, tilted against the sky like an ancient scrolled leather ship-prow cleaving the wind, stood a case which towered above any driver who might sit up in front and sail the desert calms or the city traffics.
«Mr. Smith,» said Mr.Terle, «lend a hand.»
They untied the huge case and hoisted it gingerly out between them.
«What you got there?» cried Mr. Fremley from above.
Mr. Smith stumbled. Miss Hillgood gasped. The case shifted in the two men's arms.
From within the case came a faint musical humming.
Mr. Fremley, above, heard. It was all the answer he needed. Mouth open, he watched the lady and the two men and their boxed friend sway and vanish in the cavernous porch below.
«Watch out!» said Mr. Smith. «Some damn fool left his luggage here ―» He stopped. «Some damn fool? Me?»
The two men looked at each other. They were not perspiring any more. A wind had come up from somewhere, a gentle wind that fanned their shirt collars and flapped the strewn calendar gently in the dust.
«My luggage…» said Mr. Smith.
Then, they all went inside.
«More wine. Miss Hillgood? Ain't had wine on the table in years.»
«Just a touch, if you please.»
They sat by the light of a single candle which made the room an oven and struck fire from the good silverware and the uncracked plates as they talked and drank warm wine and ate.
«Miss Hillgood, get on with your life.»
«All my life,» she said, «I've been so busy running from Beethoven to Bach to Brahms, I never noticed I was twenty-nine. Next time I looked up I was forty. Yesterday, seventy-one. Oh, there were men; but they'd given up singing at ten and given up flying when they were twelve. I always figured we were born to fly, one way or other, so I couldn't stand most men shuffling along with all the iron in the earth in their blood. I never met a man who weighed less than nine hundred pounds. In their black business suits, you could hear them roll by like funeral wagons.»
«So you flew away?»
«Just in my mind, Mr. Terle. It's taken sixty years to make the final break. All that time I grabbed on to piccolos and flutes and violins because they make streams in the air, you know, like streams and rivers on the ground. I rode every tributary and tried every fresh-water wind from Handel on down to a whole slew of Strausses. It's been the far way around that's brought me here.»
«How'd you finally make up your mind to leave?» asked Mr. Smith.
«I looked around last week and said, 'Why, look, you've been flying alone! No one in all Green City really cares if you fly or how high you go. It's always, „Fine, Blanche,“ or „Thanks for the recital at the РТА tea, Miss H.“ But no one really listening. And when I talked a long time ago about Chicago or New York, folks swatted me and laughed. „Why be a little frog in a big pond when you can be the biggest frog in all Green City!“ So I stayed on, while the folks who gave me advice moved away or died or both. The rest had wax in their ears. Just last week I shook myself and said, „Hold on! Since when do frogs have wings?“»
«So now you're headin' west?» said Mr. Terle.
«Maybe to play in pictures or in that orchestra under the stars. But somewhere I just must play at last for someone who'll hear and really listen…»
They sat there in the warm dark. She was finished, she had said it all now, foolish or not — and she moved back quietly in her chair.
Upstairs someone coughed.
Miss Hillgood heard, and rose.
It took Mr. Fremley a moment to ungum his eyelids and make out the shape of the woman bending down to place the tray by his rumpled bed.
«What you all talking about down there just now?»
«I'll come back later and tell you word for word,» said Miss Hillgood. «Eat now. The salad's fine.» She moved to leave the room.
He said, quickly, «You goin' to stay?»
She stopped half out of the door and tried to trace the expression on his sweating face in the dark. He, in turn, could not see her mouth or eyes. She stood a moment longer, silently, then went on down the stairs.
«She must not've heard me,» said Mr. Fremley.
But he knew she had heard.
Miss Hillgood crossed the downstairs lobby to fumble with the locks on the upright leather case.
«I must pay you for my supper.»
«On the house,» said Mr. Terle.
«I must pay,» she said, and opened the case.
There was a sudden flash of gold.
The two men quickened in their chairs. They squinted at the little old woman standing beside the tremendous heart-shaped object which towered above her with its shining columbined pedestal atop which a calm Grecian face with antelope eyes looked serenely at them even as Miss Hillgood looked now.
The two men shot each other the quickest and most startled of glances, as if each had guessed what might happen next. They hurried across the lobby, breathing hard, to sit on the very edge of the hot velvet lounge, wiping their faces with damp handkerchiefs.
Miss Hillgood drew a chair under her, rested the golden harp gently back on her shoulder, and put her hands to the strings.
Mr. Terle took a breath of fiery air and waited.
A desert wind came suddenly along the porch outside, tilting the chairs so they rocked this way and that like boa
ts on a pond at night.
Mr. Fremley's voice protested from above. «What's goin' on down there?»
And then Miss Hillgood moved her hands.
Starting at the arch near her shoulder, she played her fingers out along the simple tapestry of wires towards the blind and beautiful stare of the Greek goddess on her column, and then back. Then, for a moment, she paused and let the sounds drift up through the baked lobby air and into all the empty rooms.
If Mr. Fremley shouted, above, no one heard. For Mr. Terle and Mr. Smith were so busy jumping up to stand riven in the shadows, they heard nothing save the storming of their own hearts and the shocked rush of all the air in their lungs. Eyes wide, mouths dropped, in a kind of pure insanity, they stared at the two women there, the blind Muse proud on her golden pillar, and the seated one, gentle eyes closed, her small hands stretched forth on the air.
Like a girl, they both thought wildly, like a little girl putting her hands out of a window to feel what? Why, of course, of course!
To feel the rain.
The echo of the first shower vanished down remote causeways and roof-drains, away.
Mr. Fremley, above, rose from his bed as if pulled round by his cars.
Miss Hillgood played.
She played and it wasn't a tune they knew at all, but it was a tune they had heard a thousand times in their long lives, words or not, melody or not. She played and each time her fingers moved, the rain fell pattering through the dark hotel. The rain fell cool at the open windows and the rain rinsed down the baked floorboards of the porch. The rain fell on the rooftop and fell on hissing sand, it fell on rusted car and empty stable and dead cactus in the yard. It washed the windows and laid the dust and filled the rain-barrels and curtained the doors with beaded threads that might part and whisper as you walked through. But more than anything, the soft touch and coolness of it fell on Mr. Smith and Mr. Terle. Its gentle weight and pressure moved them down and down until it had seated them again. By its continuous budding and prickling on their faces, it made them shut up their eyes and mouths and raise their hands to shield it away. Seated there, they felt their heads tilt slowly back to let the rain fall where it would.
