“Well, someone needs to tell me whose ass needs to get kicked.” He stands tall with his arms crossed over his hard chest, not looking like the sweet, charming Eric I know.
“This is exactly why I don’t get involved with people, Carissa!” I storm past both of them and walk to my room. Childish, perhaps, but I’m not ready to face those demons yet. I’ll never be ready.
A few moments pass before I hear a quiet knock at my bedroom door.
“Go away,” I order, leaning back on my bed.
“Let me talk to her…”
“No, let me…”
I hear Carissa and Eric arguing back and forth about who is going to come in and console me. No matter who it is, it won’t work. It never has. It never will.
Eventually, Eric wins and walks in. He towers over me and gently places each palm next to my head against the mattress. He stares at me but doesn’t say anything. The intensity between us is eerily obvious. I don’t want to tell him how broken I am…how I let Aiden control me. I don’t want him to ask me and I don’t want to break down in front of him.
Without thinking, I wrap my arms around his neck and pull him toward me. His arms give way as his lips crush down on mine. A moan escapes his throat as he lays his body over mine, giving me exactly what I need.
I grasp his hair in my fists, pulling slightly as the kiss intensifies. Weeks of sexual frustration and mindless confusion overcome me as I finally give in to the one person I want most.
He wraps his arms around my waist, pulling me in closer. He rolls me over to my side, placing us chest to chest. I wrap my leg around his hips, pulling him closer to me. Our hips began to grind against each other. I’m moaning, feeling for every inch of bare skin that I can find.
I don’t know what has come over me. Perhaps it was the beast inside of me that Carissa is always nagging me about. My emotions overflow and I can’t comprehend what the heck I’m doing.
“God, Velaney…” He moans hard against my lips, grinding his hips harder against mine. “Fuck.” He tangles his hands deeper into my hair, pushing his tongue further into my mouth. His voice is sweet, yet eager.
“Please, don’t say that,” I mumble, breaking the kiss.
He opens his eyes to look at me, his expression confused. I chew my lip, unable to explain myself.
“Say what?” he finally whispers.
“The F word. Just please don’t say it.”
“I’m sorry.” He looks from my eyes to my mouth, licking his lower lip. “You just make me go insane, Velaney.” He leans back in, grazing my lips with his. I can’t respond. “Stop. I can’t do this.” I jump off the bed, wiping a bead of sweat off my face.
I walk to the door, but before I can grab the handle, Eric grabs my wrist and pulls me back to his chest. My anxiety over the petals and Eric finding out my secrets has me almost gasping for breath.
“Please, don’t run,” he mumbles against my ear, rubbing his hands through my hair and sending shivers down my entire body.
“I’m sorry. This isn’t right.”
“You couldn’t be more wrong, Velaney.” He pushes a finger under my chin and tilts it up to meet his eyes. His eyes are desperate, fearing the worst.
“Eric, you don’t deserve this. I’m so messed up.” I close my eyes and bow my head down.
“Look at me.” I slowly look at him. “Tell me.” I shake my head. “Please, Velaney. Don’t push me away,” he begs, pleading for me to answer.
“It’s better this way.” I pull away and walk toward the door. I pause a moment before turning around. “I can’t just be another girl.”
CHAPTER 11
By the time I was eighteen, Aiden was twenty-six and living on his own. He’d stop in for the occasional visit, but I could never look at him. I never wanted to. I tried to act casual when our parents were around, but I despised them as well.
The night of my senior prom, Aiden had two-dozen long stem roses delivered to the house. He sealed the note so my parents didn’t read it…
There’s a rose for every month I had you.
Sick.
Twenty-four months…
Two years…of pure damned torture.
The moment I realized Eric wasn’t behind the rose petals, I immediately knew they were from Aiden. I didn’t know why…why he was back…or what he wanted. But I immediately tense up just from the thought of him.
“He’s back,” I whisper to Carissa. I curl up next to her in her bed long after I left Eric in my room.
“How do you know?” she whispers back.
“I can just feel it. It’s like the roses he sent me before prom. Why does he have to ruin everything?”
“If he’s back, and that’s if he is…I promise not to let him anywhere near you.” She curls up to my side, wrapping her arms around me.
“Thanks, Riss. I love you.” As we lie in her bed, we eventually fall asleep. As soon as Eric leaves, Carissa cleans up the rose petals and tosses them out. The way I leave Eric again is heartbreaking and depressing. I hate doing this to him. It has to stop before we both get hurt.
“I could get used to this,” Eric’s voice resonates through Carissa’s bedroom. I startle from the sound of his sexy voice and jolt up as I cover myself with the sheets. He’s leaning up against the doorframe, arms crossed and smirking as if he just walked into every man’s fantasy.
“What the hell?” Carissa mumbles, slowly rolling to her elbows.
“My running partner never showed up.”
“Oh, crap!” I yelp. “I’m so sorry.” I push the covers back and lean to get off the bed. Eric approaches me, holding me steady as I soon realize I’m light headed.
“Easy,” he mutters. “You okay?”
“Yeah, I just got up too fast.” His arms are wrapped around my waist, but he doesn’t let go. I move my eyes up to his face. He’s looking at me with such passion, such desire…it hurts knowing I can’t be right for him. “You can let go of me now,” I whisper.
“I don’t want to let go of you ever, Velaney,” he whispers in my ear. His lips brush against my neck as he brings his eyes back to mine.
“Please don’t, Eric. This is hard enough for me as it is,” I beg, hoping he hears the desperation in my voice. “I can’t run with you anymore.”
He places his hands on my shoulder and pushes me slightly. “What do you mean you can’t run with me? Why not?”
“Because it’s just not a good idea. I can’t focus with you right next to me, staring at me.”
“What if I promise not to stare?” he smirks, making me laugh.
I contemplate for a moment before responding. The ache my body feels for him is too much to deny…too much to handle. I still don’t understand why he’s trying so hard with me when he could easily have so many other willing women.
“Fine,” I finally blurt out. He lets me out of his tight grasp and lets me walk to my room to change.
This is a bad idea…this is a bad idea… I chant to myself as I put on my running shorts and sports bra. I wash my face and throw my hair up in a high ponytail. I do a few stretches before leaving my room. Eric is sitting on the couch with one leg over the other as I walk to grab my running shoes.
“Ready?” I ask, keeping the mood light.
“You have no idea.” I roll my eyes as I turn to face away from him. This is a bad idea.
We hit the pavement side by side in silence. We run two miles and I finally feel good again. The tension between us is no longer there, and running has cleared my mind.
“Working this week?” I ask, making light conversation as we slow down to a walk.
“Doing a 72 this week. Today through Friday,” he answers, looking directly at me as we walk side by side. “What’s your schedule like?” he asks, looking out to the sidewalk again.
“I work at the University through Friday and I have to go to the hockey game Friday night. But Saturday I have off.”
“Maybe we can meet up for a drink or something Saturday night?” I t
urn to glare at him. “Just as friends,” he insists, holding his hands up in surrender.
“I can’t.”
“Come on. Why not?”
I inhale before continuing. “I’m going out with Alex.” I chew my lip as I wait for his reaction.
“What’s that guy have that I don’t?” he asks, grinning.
“I’m not having this conversation with you.” I begin to sprint the rest of the way, hoping to dodge the question. The truth is, Alex doesn’t even compare to Eric. Alex is sweet. He makes me laugh, and it makes me smile every time I think of it. Eric on the other hand…he makes me feel. I want to rip my clothes off when I’m with him, explore his mouth with mine, dig my nails into his muscular torso…things I’ve never wanted to do before to any man in my life. And that’s what scares the crap out of me.
I bend over, catching my breath as I place my palms on my knees. I hear Eric’s shoes run up behind me, but instead of slowing down, he speeds up and runs right past me. I can tell he’s frustrated with me. I hate that I keep turning him down, but I can’t get the image out of my head of being just another girl in his bed. Eric is gorgeous, and it’s no secret. After seeing him with a couple of girls already, I don’t think I could handle it if we didn’t work out and then I saw him with another girl after that. It’s just a recipe for disaster.
I walk back into my apartment, sweating and exhausted. I assume Carissa is still asleep in her bed, so I quietly take a shower and get ready for work.
I turn around in the middle of wrapping the towel tighter around me and see Aiden in my bedroom doorway. “What in the…” I gasp, clenching my hand to my chest. “How did you get in here?”
“That’s none of your concern, Princess.” He flashes a smug smile that makes me shiver. I clench the clothes in my arms and back up as far as I possibly can before I hit the dresser. He closes the door and leans against it, bringing his arms up across his chest. “I’ve missed you…I’ve been searching for you.”
“I am not your Princess. You need to get out,” I demand, begging my voice to stay strong.
“Oh, you’ve gotten feisty, haven’t you? That’s okay, I’ll enjoy this even more now.” He closes the gap between us and rubs his palm over my cheek.
“Stop it, Aiden,” I plead, but even I can hear the weakness in my voice.
“What are you going to do about it, Princess?” He presses his body against mine. I push him back but he’s much more muscular than I remember. “Didn’t you like my flowers?”
“No. Why would I?” I spit back in his face, pushing harder against him now than before.
He brushes a hand up my side, teasing the towel with his fingertips. “You smell amazing after a shower,” he says, brushing his lips on my collarbone.
“Get off me!” I yell, pushing him back as hard as I can. I hope the yelling wakes Carissa, but he muzzles my mouth with his hand.
“Shh, Princess. I won’t hurt you,” he whispers, pressing his body tighter against mine.
“You’ve already hurt me,” I mumble as his hand backs off me.
He ignores me, eyeing me up and down. “Let’s take this off, shall we?” He grins, grabbing at the towel.
“Don’t. Touch. Me.” I clench between my teeth, not willing to back down like the helpless child I once was. I have no idea what he’s doing here. I haven’t been home in four years. The moment I left for college, I never looked back. My parents begged me to come home, and even after confronting them about not protecting me, all my mother could do was ask for forgiveness.
“Oh, Princess, I will do whatever I want to you.” His words are serious, but his voice is full of amusement. His dark hair is longer now. He brushes a hand through it, slicking it against his head. His dark brown eyes are fierce and intense. If I thought he was scary back then, he’s a monster now.
He grips my shoulders with his hands and pushes me back, hitting the dresser once again. He keeps me tight in his grasp as he brings his lips down to my neck, suckling and moaning. My stomach turns at the way his voice rumbles across my skin.
“Stop!” I yell as loud as I can, begging for Carissa, or anyone for that matter, to hear me. “Aiden, get off!”
“Fuck, Velaney…you taste better than I remember, if that’s even possible.” It doesn’t take but two seconds for the F bomb to rattle me and the adrenaline pulses through me.
I jerk my knee up and slam it as hard as I can against his groin. I can tell he’s aroused which makes the impact that much harder.
“Fuck!” he yells, releasing me and hunching over. “Don’t you fucking think about it!” he screams, pushing a hand against me once again. I take my free arm and elbow him in the mouth as hard as I can, getting him square in the jaw.
He finally collapses on the floor, yelling and swearing. I tighten my towel and run out of my bedroom, screaming for Carissa.
“Riss!” I yell, searching for her in the bathroom and kitchen. “Where are you?”
“She’s not here. I wanted you to myself, Princess.” Aiden limps toward me, one hand on his junk, the other rubbing his face. “It’s just you and me.” He cocks an evil smile, making me sick that I don’t know where my best friend is.
“Where is she?” I demand, keeping as much distance from him as I can.
“Don’t worry. She’s fine.” He winks, sending chills down my spine.
“Get out or I’m calling the cops,” I threaten, but even I hear the uncertainty in my voice.
He tilts his head back as he lets out a loud laugh. “Good luck doing that, darling.” He hits the side of his pants where my phone must be. “You aren’t calling anyone.” Damn, bastard stole my phone.
I take a moment to figure out what I’m going to do. The door is too far away and no matter where I run he’ll catch me. I decide to run to Carissa’s room and lock the door until someone comes to find me. I know the plan is pathetic, but it’s all I have.
I quickly dart toward her room but he catches up to me and grabs my wrist, turning me around to face him. He smacks his body hard against mine, rubbing his hard-on over my thigh.
“Stop it! You are one sick motherfucker!” I belt out. I gasp as I realize I just swore out loud. Either it’s the adrenaline or something in me has finally turned. He backhands me across the face, making blood gush from my lips.
“Don’t you fucking talk to me like that! You fucking bitch! You were a worthless lay anyway…” Before he can spit out the rest, he’s being grabbed from behind. I gasp as he releases me and the view of Eric behind him startles me.
“Eric!” I yell, worry taking over my voice. Eric right hooks Aiden’s chin and jabs him in the gut. Aiden crashed to the ground and lets out a groan as Eric climbs on top of him and continues punching him in the face. “Eric, stop!” I yell, but not for Aiden’s sake. I see the fire in Eric’s face and I can’t let him go to jail because of me.
“Take my phone,” he throws it at me from his pocket. “Call the police and get dressed,” he orders as he takes one more jab with his fist, hitting Aiden’s jaw again.
I do as I’m told, begging the police to come right away. I lock myself in my room and dress as fast as I can. Washing the blood off my mouth, I wince at the pain. I open the door to see Eric’s hands covered in blood and sweat covering his body.
“Oh my God, are you all right?” His expression doesn’t give way and I stare at him with the deepest sympathy I can manage. He places a palm on each of my cheeks and without saying a word, he leans in and places his mouth over mine. I don’t resist, but rather I welcome him in with my tongue while I run my fingers through his hair. He intensifies the kiss, pressing his body harder against mine. I can tell he’s being gentle, but it feels absolutely incredible being in his arms. The way he tastes and moans against my lips is something I never expected. He squeezes me closer to him and gasps for air. He leans his forehead on mine as we both try to even our breathing.
We don’t speak. He never says a word to me after our kiss. He walks back to Aiden and ma
kes sure he doesn’t get off the floor until the police arrive. I sit in the living room and give my statement to an officer as they cuff Aiden and take him to jail. One officer is speaking to Eric while a couple of others stand around shaking his hand and patting him on the shoulder like a hero. My hero. I glance over and smile at him but he doesn’t smile back.
The officer finishes writing his notes and walks over to the other officers standing by Eric. My body starts to tremble as the memory of what has just happened replays in my mind. Of what could have happened. I feel that at any moment I could have a panic attack, or perhaps a seizure.
“Laney! Oh my God, what the hell?” I turn as I hear Carissa’s voice screech from across the room. I stand up and run to her with my arms out. She crashes into me, holding me in her arms. “What happened?” she whispers in my ear.
“Aiden happened,” is all I say and she knows exactly what must have taken place. “Where were you?” I ask as I push her slightly back.
“I got a phone call that my car was towed. It wasn’t in the parking spot so I called a cab to drive me to the damn lot and it wasn’t there, either. So I took a cab back here and saw all these police cars surrounding the building. I ran as fast as I could!” She squeezes me again, tears streaming down her cheeks.
Her tears are soon accompanied by mine. Except mine are from relief. Finally, relief.
A female officer approaches me and says she needs to take me to the hospital to be checked out. I ask if Carissa can come with me and she nods. Carissa holds my hand as she leads us behind the woman. I turn my head and stare at Eric who is staring back. I’m still not sure why he was here this morning, but I know I owe my life to him.
After filling Carissa in on the details on the way to the hospital, a nurse examines me. She apologizes for the way she has to take samples and check my body over. I didn’t start getting exams until I was eighteen and on my own. My mother refused to take me. A part of me knew that she would be forced to face the truth…something my mother wasn’t willing to do.
“You have a lot of scar tissue down there, Velaney. However, it looks years old. Did the same person who attacked you today do this to you?” she asks, looking from my chart to my eyes. I simply nod, not able to look back at her. She nods back at me, understanding I don’t want to go into detail. “I will let the reporting officer know and add it to the chart.” Before I can thank her, she’s out the door.
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